No.37245
>>151072
no, it's all idiocy
I used to be spiritual, very much into various religions, read countless books. But not unlike Faust, I could not have my questions answered there, nor find any true meaning, so I made a deal with a devil. Through heroic dosages of hallucinogenic substances, done almost every day for several years, I have seen things that you won't find described even in the most fucked up holy book, because human language can't grasp such concepts without simplifying them.
But each and every time I had to come back to the sober world, and as I sobered up, I forgot the meaning of these deep insights, until it was the time to redose again and remember.
Brain damage is one of the consequences of this pursuit of meaning in my meaningless existence, a consequence I remember every day that I will have to live in forever.
Just because I was too weak willed to live for myself and enjoy my lifetime, I wanted some outside authority like God or gods to validate me. Not unlike how a toddler perceives a daddy or a mommy (some people remain toddler in this aspect whole their life, that's how NPD and BPD are created).
I look down upon such weakness now. I haven't done any hallucinogenics or other drugs in years, will never do again. I also look down at people who seek to find some answers or meaning through non-drug related spirituality or religion, these poor gullible fools are wasting their time and more often then not getting exploited and scammed by people who don't have such sentiments(do you really think pedophile priests believe in God?).
No.37246
>152293
I am saying this in good faith.
You type like a faggot and your shit is all retarded.
No.37247
>>37246Yes, you got me, I like taking it up the ass. You've got a problem with that? Maybe it's a sin in your religion?
No.37248
>>37247Anon I don't want to know what you do on your fridey nights...
all I'm saying being all bombastic and acting all high and mighty on a fucking imageboard is faggotshit and you know it, get off it.
No.37249
>>37248Just giving my opinion, sorry but not sorry if it hurt your butt. I'm not gonna sugarcoat my words or opinions for you.
No.37250
>>37245¥ I have brain damage¥ Everyone else is stupidhmmmm
No.37252
>>37251softcore atheists still don't believe in God or heaven/hell
No.37253
>>37251Are you telling me people stopped being atheists because of internet idiots.
Meanwhile hardcore evangelists took hold of the internet with similar rhetoric
No.37254
>>152311
uh huh. No
No.37255
>>37253It's only a matter of time for them as well. Just like it was for the hardcore atheists. From what I've seen a whole bunch of them seem pretty young and hot-blooded.
>>37254Fast fucking response time...
No.37256
>>37255Oh! The status quo that's been going on for the past 3000 years will die out because I personally believe they're wrong! Meanwhile the belief system for the past 200 years will win out because it's logically right!
No.37257
I am an idiot who believes solely that the only thing that matters in life is if something is logically correct!
No.37258
Atheism hasn't won once and you're like "oh well the reason why it hasn't won is because I think you're annoying". Meanwhile Jews fucking cut your dick off because it's their religion and you're like SOUNDS CORRECT TO ME
No.37259
You have no fucking spine
No.37260
>>37256>>37257>>37259I don't think evangelicalism in its current form dates back that long, does it? I can agree that religion probably won't die out and I don't think that atheism will ever take over because most people need that guiding light or hope for the afterlife. But the hardcore stuff of today which seems to at times contradict what should be Christ's teachings doesn't seem long for the world if the basis for it is getting angry at society. Though I don't study religion in any serious sense anymore because I dislike bumping heads with my brother who's just trying to find himself some sort of path to put himself on after an early teenaged/adult life of drugs and hedonism. And based solely off of him and his religious journey all that hardcore evangelical crap eventually turned him off for being too heavily fire and brimstone.
No.37261
>>152286
>a person mutilated a baby penis and then sucked on it
humanities response: they're so evil and demonic they need to be killed brutally
>sual the jew mutilated a baby penis and then sucked on it
abrahamist response: *seal slap* he's the moral compose of humanity and it's thanks to us you have ethics! obey or die!
you exist to corrupt human morality in your pathetic and desperate attempt to get heaven. even rome knew how demonic your cult was and how it was the antithesis of humanity. you're the one who needs help cause you have no moral compose only a desire for heaven. this is why your cult forces this ritual on babies instead of the willing and consenting it's all about keeping it as evil as possible. it's why even though christians let their messiah get disgraced and abandoned 99% of the laws in their book they still demonically do everything in their power to keep this sexual torture ritual going and attacking anybody who tries to stop it.
your death cult is going to get eradicated this century
No.37262
>>37261why are you strawmanning so much?
No.37263
>>37262how the fuck is talking about the ritual sacrifice of babies strawmanning? how evil can you be. right NOW in world you're in every day dozens of baby boys die from this sexual torture ritual. in america alone over 160+ babies die per year from the ritual mutilation and sexual torture. you know exactly why abrahamist work together against humanity trying to stop studies done on how evil it is. you know exactly why christians and jews banned the muslim female sexual torture ritual in america and try to get it banned globally while they still team up with muslims to defend and attack anybody who attempts to stop it on boys. your prophet saul mutilated a babies genitals in a sexual torture ritual for the demon he worships and then sucked on it as per the ritual demands. HE WILL NEVER BE THE LIGHT HUMANITY.
you get it. arguing about if god is real or not goes nowhere, but talking about how you worship a demon and what level of evil is required to do the mutilation and sexual torture works really well. you get if we declare it's evil and needs to be banned then the idea a abrahamism and jews are the moral compass of humanity is void. you're complicit because you desperately want heaven. abrahamist tried to front run this arguing about if god is real or not, but what's coming isn't a debate about god but how abrahamism wears virtue as a skin and needs to be expunged since they have done the largest amount of human sacrifice in history for their demon.
No.37264
>>37263the only one talking about this is you
you brought it up unprompted and keep spamming the thread with it
No.37265
>>37251hardcore atheism died in your secular first world country because it was born as a reaction to religious oppression. in countries where it's still a thing, it's doing well. In other words, your people forgot the terror and humiliation of living in society where religion influences almost every walk of life. Like the humanitarian idiots who send charity to muslim countries and even invite them to live in their country on welfare as "refugees" and then do the surprised pikachu face when some talib does le mass stabbing.
No.37266
>>37265That's why you bring in indians so that the hindu and Islam are fighting amoung one another
No.37268
>>37251hi laala
i believe in you
No.37269
>>37264if you had morality which you don't. then the topic of abrahamic death cultist mutilating baby boy penis would be on your mind when the word religion is mentioned every time. this is especially true when they try and pilpul their shit in front of your face pretending they have ethics, morality, or spiritual goodness.
dozens of baby boys die daily from it. thousands and thousands yearly. jews, christians, and muslims all join hands to stop anybody from banning it and they all lie and well poison about the evil and negative influence it has on humans. they're the reason why it isn't completely self-evident to brutally kill somebody who mutilates a baby penis at birth because they corrupt human morality.
since we're talking spiritually talking about the obvious demon worshipers of humanity who feign ethics and wear morality as skin will come up. hopefully at some point in your life you can understand only evil can ever think of something like a sexual torture ritual on a newborn baby and everything related to the people who practice is a poisoned seed. an evil tree doesn't bear good fruits.
if you can't? at least enjoy the show and try to survive for the next 10 years. the embryo that's going to eradicate abrahamism is going to take shape and it won't be allowed to exist by the end of the century.
No.37275
>>37270there are quite a few more problems with judaism than just that
https://www.sefaria.org/Ketubot.11b
No.37276
you know the only reason that circumcision is big in America is because a Kellogg (yes the cereal people) said it would help prevent masturbation
Well that's a load of bullshit.
No.37277
>>37276puritanism is the root of all evil
No.37280
I'm uncircumcised and jerk off twice or four times a day
No.37282
In order to fire up the population for the Crusades, Christian priests would say that the Muslims were circumcising Christian boys.
No.37283
>>37282and deny them phimosis??? jesus christ we have to wipe out those heathens
No.37286
>>37283I had not even considered that. But all the Christian Shotas in the holy land would have weird mutilated p*nises. The Crusades can hardly be considered wrong when things like that were going on over there.