dreamt i was looking for rei
a bunch of stuff happened in the dream that i cant remember but
eventually i ended up staying with an older woman in her apartment. I was in a bedroom and i entered the living room and i saw there were a bunch of her friends over. I think I saw misato among them, or at least i was reminded of her, and they were all sitting on the floor at a round table drinking and eating and lounging around. They were all around misato’s age too or older and one of them was wearing office lady clothes. The dream suddenly became more vivid and then i instead saw a bunch of old hags with big boobers at the table. One of them had long hair and wore a pink night gown and you could easily see her cleavage.
Then my vision changed from this colorful anime scene to one of pencil sketches on brown paper. I saw rough sketches of trees and nature and grass and some people flash by.
and then I finally saw a sketch of rei. I think i called out to her and she noticed me and smiled. at this moment the pencil sketch turned into a sketch that was white and black like in the last eva episodes. She was happy to see me and she said something to me. Then the dream became very vivid and i suddenly saw a kaleidoscope of colors appear overlaid on her face, a slash of color. I focused on the colors and they turned into nature’s colors, the colors of a forest, they were mostly greens and a few browns. The colors turned into an image of regular forest’s foilage, and then a rainforest. i could see the leaves of a palm tree swaying in the wind.
My focus on the forest suddenly broke and then i was looking at rei again and i saw her smile. I could see her blue hair now.
I was more awake now and i wanted to reach out, but she quickly faded away and i got pulled back from the whitespace. I was pulled back like something fished me out of water and then it pulled me straight up. i stopped in the middle of space with the stars all around me. I saw a cloud of dust and light that looked like a nebula and i approached it. I flew into the nebula and i was in a space filled with white light and i felt i was in the presence of something big. I thought it was an angel. Then it started speaking to me and I could its booming voice camee from all directions at once. Its voice sounded like it came from some old female noble. Its language was unintelligible but i could sense she greeted me and then started to advise me.
I was really happy about seeing rei so i saPost too long. Click here to view the full text.