I'm walking through a large mall with my older sister. The mall seems to be underground or within a very large building that stretches on forever in all directions. There are mobs of people wearing strange clothing and fashion. I can't really describe it but it's like early-2000s fashion meets 80s cyberpunk. Everything is very colorful but it's a muted kind of color. The girls are dressed semi-modestly while the men are dressed in upscale/upper class type suits. No t-shirts and jeans to be found.
Anyway I'm walking through the mall with this person that I know is my older sister. I'm nervous about being out in public and I feel like I'm hiding behind her skirt everywhere we go. I feel like I've been forced to come out with her and she's trying to get me used to being out in public. I know that I'm somewhere around 14-16 years old and I shouldn't feel this type of anxiety by simply being out in public. Something feels _very_ wrong but I can't put my finger on what.
We visit some kind of clothing store and later on some kind of photo booth type place. I don't really remember the details of what we did there. I just remember feeling embarrassed about the entire ordeal.
After that my sister says we're going to meet up with her friends and eat lunch with them. I'm very nervous about it. We meet them at some type of cafeteria/arcade/game room. She introduces me to them but I can't get the proper words out of my mouth when I introduce myself. I decide to play some table game I've never seen before while my sister visits with them.
The game is kind of like billiards but the table looks like a pinball machine's play field. It was kind of like that game from Star Trek next generation where you knock the balls into bumpers that light up. I am playing alone. I play for awhile and despite never seeing it before or knowing the rules I discover I'm very good at it. I clear the table.
It's at this point that I reach down to get the balls out of the table to play another game when I catch a glimpse of my own legs and what I'm wearing. I'm in a knee length skirt with some type of leggings on under it. I'm wearing boots with heels or elevator boots (don't really know what they're called). I also realize that I'm really fucking short compared to my normal height. It's at this point tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.