Watched Bo Burnham: Inside. It was pretty good, and I encourage others to watch it, but this part bugged me. It bugged me because of how spineless and trite it is, and maybe that's the point. A visibly aged Bo watches his younger self with contemptuous disinterest. When his younger self launches into talking about how he's experienced others kill themselves, he distracts himself and looks at his phone and only looks back up upon hearing, "if I could kill myself." Every subtle look on his face conveys a bewildered and dismissive message in response, as if to say, "Really? You think this is going to change anyone's mind?" It's a very good visual metaphor and conveys the the sort of internal turbulence someone feeling those emotions expresses.
What bothered me was that it gave none of those raw, nihilistic sentiments about living a voice. The film was and is ostensibly about the experience of isolation and alienation from meaningful human interaction. The extent to which those ideas were raised was forced into the narrow band of "acceptable in polite society" critiques: "Hey guys, my mental health is really bad right now.", "I want to die.", "I want to put a bullet in my head." Nothing vulgar or backed by any emotion other than brief, terse little one-off statements that give no insight into their thoughts. The "I want to put a bullet in my head" comment immediately preceded this scene, but that emotion was immediately defused by a smash cut into, "I just want to say for the record that I do not want to kill myself. I'm not going to kill myself. And if you're out there and you're struggling with suicidal thoughts and you want to be yourself, I just wanna tell you: don't. Okay? Can you not? Please? Just don't, alright? Fucking quit it with the... but, really, don't be yourself."
I think it really cheapened any resonance that the "mental health updates" throughout the film could have had. For context, this scene takes place about half way into the film, but additional mentions about Bo's mental health come up a few more times afterwards, and when the film ends, one of the end cards was the typical "If you or someone you know is struggling..." with a link to a website, as you can see in the video.
It's just... odd. It's a strange sort of self-censorship in a film that is immortalized and most well-known for the scene, "Welcome to the Internet" (
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1BneeJTDcU) which contains these verses:
Welcome to thе internet! What would you prefеr?
Would you like to fight for civil rights or tweet a racial slur?
Be happy! Be horny! Be bursting with rage!
We've got a million different ways to engage
Welcome to the internet! Put your cares aside
Here's a tip for straining pasta; here's a nine-year-old who died
We've got movies and doctors and fantasy sports
And a bunch of colored-pencil drawings of all the different characters in Harry Potter fucking each other
Welcome to the internet! Hold on to your socks
'Cause a random guy just kindly sent you photos of his cock
They are grainy and off-putting; he just sent you more
Don't act surprised, you know you like it, you whore
See a man beheaded, get offended, see a shrink
Show us pictures of your children, tell us every thought you think
Start a rumor, buy a broom, or send a death threat to a senpai
Or DM a girl and groom her, do a Zoom or find a tumor in your—
Here's a healthy breakfast option, you should kill your mom
Here's why women never fuck you; here's how you can build a bomb
Which Power Ranger are you? Take this quirky quiz
Obama sent the immigrants to vaccinate your kidsIt's an odd contrast to be willing to mention unsolicited dick pics, snuff films, and grooming, and yet say nothing more about suicide than "[Bewildered expression]", "[Looks down at phone]", "[Looks back up]", "[Dismissive expression]".
I think a more daring film would have been willing to actually explore those concepts in depth; maybe the smash cut still happens, but instead of saying "Don't." he jumps to the conclusion: "And if you're out there and you're struggling with suicidal thoughts and you want to be yourself, I just wanna tell you: you should do it. You should be yourself right now. Maybe you have people that love you, or maybe you don't. When you're gone forever, your consciousness is annihilated. There's no heaven to walk through the pearly gates, or damnation awaiting in the eternal fiery flames of hell for committing the grave sin of suicide. You'll be dead and gone and experience nothing ever again. Not even an endless void of silence. Nothing."
... but instead, it played things safe. "Don't." "Here's a website." Playing the line about how someone who's suicidal just needs to talk about it and to have someone change their mind is craven. It's a self-purification ritual to exonerate and absolve yourself of responsibility. "I said don't do it. I posted the phone number." Nobody's gonna call the fucking number. I'm sure the Indian call center representative wants to make sure you don't paint your ceiling red.
But would that have made the film any better? I don't know. Maybe it would have made things worse. All I feel is that when you seek to explore the concept of isolation and alienation, and then only present a sanitized and surface level view, you weaken your own exploration of those concepts.