I hate 物の哀れ (mono no aware).
I'm in a flux with 物の哀れ.
I don't seem to find people who could relate to my connection to 物の哀れ. I don't seem to find people whose connection to 物の哀れ I could relate to.
I've noticed that not hiding the expression of my experience leads to, least of all, ostracization and misunderstanding.