No.95397
it's perfectly ego-syntonic and congruent with my self image that I've known imageboards for more than half my life, or rather even two thirds of my life
No.95400
If everybody was as pathetic as me, imageboards wouldn't exist.
No.95401
>>95398>only 19 yet posting on the 'suJesus Christ are teenbros really ahead of the curve?
No.95403
>>95401>'su>teenbrosDon't you have some soyjaks to spam and imageboards to kill?
No.95404
>>95396>Imageboards used to be chaotic and disturbingEhh, you shouldn't trust the things you hear too much. People name specific things that happened on /b/ and such but that's because they were rare and therefore eventful.
I'd rather have a younger body than have experienced the 90s internet, but the grass is always greener.
No.95405
>>95402And how long have you been posting?
I've been posting on 4chan since I was
13 years old.
No.95406
>>95405Also been posting on 4chan since 13. I'm sure it was a net positive for my development.
No.95409
>>95404I normally don't care much about events and threads with many posts. What I really meant with chaotic and disturbing is stuff like sageing with gore images, it takes a dedicated person to do that.
No.95414
I wanted to run a /poll/ asking about Kissu's user ages but thought people might not like to share that information. I was taught to be self censoring by older extended family and while I had unsupervised internet access from an early age, didn't really participate in internet communities until around 2009. Nevertheless I was exposed to tasteful randomness, classic memes, Homestar Runner etc thanks to my older cousin's influence and the websites I did visit at that time.
No.95415
>>95414I used to be embarrassed about how young I was compared to others on imageboards but now there's people who I've got a decade or more on and it somewhat makes me feel more comfortable. But I'll never get rid of the fact that I spent most of my years lurking forums where I was too shy to post before eventually settling on 4chan in 2011 when I realized I kinda enjoyed posting if I could do it Anonymously.
The crazy thing is when I think about it now if I'd been more active and actually used forums instead of lurking back when I thought my accounts would be too new to matter and I'd be bullied for it, now they would've given me a good deal of seniority over most others. But I'm also fine with that, since in the process of not having a forum presence I also didn't leave a paper trail that connects back to myself and I can live freely and anonymously on the net.
No.95417
>>95408He's over 18 now though. (well past his sexy rapeable shota point)
No.95447
>>95405I think i was around 12 when i started browsing 4chan and that was a decade ago. I was a loser as a kid and I'm still a loser as an adult.
No.95451
>>95450could i replace miku if i ate her
No.95452
>>95451Miku would dilute into your bloodstream and begin metastasizing. Given enough time Miku would replace you.
No.95453
>>95452oh so it'd be like one of those transformation stage collages
sure i'll take it
No.95454
Kill everyone ITT.
No.95468
>>95398I also started with image boards around age 15, more than a decade ago.
I hope you have other hobbies and backup plans to avoid going full NEET
>>95447Same
No.95476
>>95468And my reading comprehension sucks as showed by answering a question I wasn't asked.
No.95483
Imageboard shmimageboard is what I always say.
No.95510
>>95508Floof is toof to draw です
No.95511
>>95468>I hope you have other hobbies and backup plans to avoid going full NEETuhh yeah I have
reading mango and
mosturbatingI guess I also kind of like cooking
No.95518
>>95472>>95476>reading comprehensionDon't worry about it, that can happen to anyone
>daylight-phobicI can relate to that one, I can't leave my house during the day without sunglasses in the summer. It's too bright, my eyes are very dry from staring at screens all day and I'd be wandering around squinting the whole time.
>I can spend an hour wisely to cook or exerciseI suck at both of those, I still need to work on that.
>subhuman NEET>total lack of human decencyI take it you're not happy NEETing? In that case, I doubt you chose this on purpose, I'm sure you have your reasons. No need to beat yourself up over it, you're probably trying your best in your own way. Even if that can be hard for yourself or others to recognise.
My problems are entirely emotional and I wish I could just turn off my anxiety to do the things I need to do. I've struggled with one task for over a year now. Turning my frustration into self-hatred hasn't helped me at all... I've gotten a bit further after being kind to myself. Now I just need to keep going.
No.95523
>>95520There, there...
*なでなで*
No.95528
>>95518>Don't worry about it, that can happen to anyoneThe only thing I'm reading are anime subtitles and a few websites here and there. Even wikipedia bores me. Plus I haven't been to an eye doctor for eight years. And it's embarrassing to suck at a first priority language.
>I can relate to that one, I can't leave my house during the day without sunglasses in the summer. It's too bright, my eyes are very dry from staring at screens all day and I'd be wandering around squinting the whole time.My outside outfit is pic related. At least I can hide from 80% of the eyes. Even if it's just harmless, irrelevant people.
>I suck at both of those, I still need to work on that. It took me more than a year to find the right techniques. And often it felt more tedious than fun.
>I take it you're not happy NEETing? I don't care about being a NEET but my demons do. Reading about skills and successes from NEETs and ex-NEETs makes me feel even less worthy of a human being. I had expectations about life and I'm not there. Those called milestones never to be achieved. A loser amongst losers. But at least I'm not in bad company. And all 24h belong to myself. And many normal things shouldn't be normal or even outlawed in a civilized ideal world so maybe I'm not crazy for having unfairly high standards (on top of failing everything).
No.95529
>>95525I once saw three teenage boys loudly imitate fr*gposters in front of a fucking library, like a bunch of squeaking pigs.