>>124287This never happened to me but I gave up young when I realized things weren't going to work out no matter how hard I tried because the bar was simply too high.
I got off very easy compared to others. Some got absolutely destroyed and from the internet and what I've overheard and seen over time some were eviscerated and gutted like some kind of doujin.
I feel like an old man at times but I'm still far away from that age.