Ffs can you not just get modafinil shipped to you? That's what you want.
Sleep, eat and do mindless things while you come down. Drink water.

If it gets worse, don't be afraid to go to the doctor, but you should be fine if it was just once.

The ADHD medication part is the most interesting part, I have been on SSRIs for quite some time, it's interesting to see how attitudes towards them could change when used long-term. It's not uncommon to see drug use after some time because of the lack of a baseline.

Well, uhhh.... yeah? Well, ummmm, hmm... Yeah, I don't mess with that drugs and never have. Whenever I spend time without sleep I feel absolutely dreadful, and that starts after about 20 hours.
I think I'll move this thread to /sum/ since it's very real life-y, but another mod might disagree. My personal opinion is talking about drugs is bad for people that have since sobered up or are struggling to be sober, but I don't know how other people think.

>>2338
/secret/ maybe?

You are disgusting and should go to 4chan or Facebook with this filth.

Don't bother replying I am hiding this thread.

Kuso thread. Have fun getting AIDS from rusty needles and OD'ing, OP.

>>2339
Ehhhh, maybe. The seasonal boards are good places for threads are potentially controversial if people behave. Honestly, OP saying he feels sad and scared kind of clouded my judgement and if people can give some comforting words or something I think it's fine to sit on a seasonal board. But if it gets ugly then it'll get deleted or pushed to /secret/.
Meh, I should be in bed already...

Really nice way to treat someone who is such in a bad state he abused meth, guys

Well, sorry then, guys. I feel really confused, don't even know what it is that I'm confused about, don't even know what I'm feeling. Something happened today that made me really anxious and nervous, but I'd have done it either way. Might not make sense, but it calms me down.

>>2345
Did you do this while using or before?

>>2345
I think people object more to the "I used drugs and it was fun" part rather than the "I feel scared" part. I'd rather you can find some conversation here until you feel better than get rejected and potentially do something worse

>>2346
Not sure what you mean. If you mean the situation, it was out of my control, just happened. Someone in my family is completely out of it and was accusing me of really bad things. But it's alright. I just feel really weird, like there's something off.

>>2348
The
>I'd have done it either way.
makes it sound like you did something regrettable, but I getcha.
Do you have any other relatives or friends you could stay with for a while this blows over? I've had extreme family drama too (albeit I wasn't involved) and stayed at the house the whole time but I can't imagine it's great for your mental state.

>>2348
Well, I hope you feel better. I don't know if it would be good or bad to play a video game or something to get your mind off it

>>2349
Thanks. Yeah, I'm at the only other place I could be. There's the woman who raised me, and my uncle, but I feel intimidated by him. Like, I should get sleep, but if I did it right now it would be a loooot of sleeping as it's almost morning, and uhhh, like, he would probably wonder why that is... or think I'm a lazy useless NEET.

>>2351
If you didn't do this then there's nothing to worry about. If you can, have a serious talk with them when you're feeling better.

Also if you ever need to talk you can reach me at zaufroinnorixu@proton.me , hope everything gets better soon and you won't have to resort to this again

the, die drugteen blog

>>2354
It makes me happy that we have people that are this nice and giving on kissu. I wish I was good at this kind of thing, but I'm absolutely terrible at it

>>2355
I don't know what you mean by "the,".
>>2354
Well sure, but wouldn't it bother you?
>>2352
Sorry, I don't really understand what you mean, it sounds vague to me. I think it's my brain...
>>2350
Thanks. Yeah, I will find something to do. I really should find something to do. I wish I could fap but the vasoconstriction kills it.

Crazy I have been trying to write this post since >>2355 was posted. V can't see me, like, typing here in the reply box like in those live engines?

I smell like chemicals, like window cleaner or whatever, and my peepee is shrunken and dead

>>2357
It would not bother me.

i made kuso posts a while ago and v got mad at me now every time i think hes judging my posts based off that so i know for sure he's silently watching and judging your rambles too

>>2360
>i made kuso posts a while ago and v got mad at me now every time i think hes judging my posts based off that
lol same

Kissu is always the nicest place until somebody does drugs and then for some reason a bunch of them morph into some kind of hideously judgemental 70s politician looking down on city youth. But yeah I've heard that meth is basically a more strong kind of ADHD med for those that take them, with all the adverse meth effects and rarely any of the benefits of a high since you're somewhat used to being on meds. Knowing that I never really tried it since I always hated my ADHD meds since they made me feel less creative and avoided it like I did the meds the first opportunity I had to quit them.

>>2362
I think its the Japanese influence

>>2359
Alright, thanks! I think I will give in and try to sleep if only for a few hours. I feel kinda sleepy and warm and now I wonder when It will take my soul, maybe when I wake up, because it can't possibly be that smooth.
>>2362
Yeah, I don't know. It was like, a "calm" high... if that makes sense, not very jittery. My relative said something about my eyes and my body odor, so it was doing something. But now I don't really remember how I felt. I am having some trouble writing right now, hopefully it's just sleep deprivation.
Yeah, I'm not sure about creativity. Sometimes I start thinking about whatever, just something that makes me curious for some reason, and I get stuck on it, start writing down my thoughts, and, it's not going anywhere because it's all over the place, or then I get stuck on the meaning of the words, sometimes even common words don't seem to make sense, well, I don't know why it seems to be doing that? ok yes it helps focusing, it helps so much you don't want to get up to drink water or pee. should help with... organizing your head or so. sometimes I even feel like people are talking way too slow and I have the urge to interrupt. and when you are focusing on whatever and someone interrupts you, very annoying.
well ok, I don't remember anything else. I am very slow right now. hm, yeah, I developed this weird writing style, which happened on ADHD meds, but for some reason I do it sober to some extent. using too much interjections, probably to fill some gap, and instead of structuring my posts or something I write as I remember or the way it goes in my head.
ok that's too much talking, I will try sleeping now. probably didn't even make much sense.

Don't waste money on drugs just because you're a depressed shit who can't fit in.
You'd be better gambling it on gacha than supplying anti-social groups with money to buy firearms and improve their logistics.

I think the talk about moving the thread is kinda bad taste and detatched from the atmosphere of the site, especially when we have disgusting people on this board talking about what kind of kid they want to marry

I understand why you'd do this.
I've taken armodafinil, methylphenidate ER/IR and they didn't do anything. It's not like it makes me feel weird or stunted or whatever, it's just... nothing. Like a sugar pill. Atomoxetine made everything worse. It's hard to give advice when our situations are obviously very different, as I dropped out of uni but can get by with a decent j*b, but trust me when I say that I feel you. I'd stay away from non-prescribed stuff simply because the risk is too great, for me at least.
>>2365
Retard.

>>2365
>I think the talk about moving the thread is kinda bad taste and detatched from the atmosphere of the site, especially when we have disgusting people on this board talking about what kind of kid they want to marry
a hungry plump one who gives good blowies

>>2336
Ok.

the kidmarrier

oh, I didn't read. You need something to focus because you have adhd.

Why do you even feel bad that you have it. I dunno what you're on about. If you need to get work done or sleep you take meds otherwise you don't.

If you're going to abuse substances, at least do something insane to entertain us. This is like using a forbidden technique that chips away at your life force for a training match.

How the fuck did I edge for 6 hours straight doing gay ERP on Telegram with someone who was barely responding 14h after snorting meth ???
I only snapped out of it when I ejaculated. My dick was limp the whole time. What the fuck man, this is insane, it's like my whole life was the screen for 6 hours.

>>2376
And yeah I didn't sleep. 3 days up so far.

I let this thread persist because you seemed to be searching for help while in a panic. If it's just going to be a "dude I'm so high" thread then I'm going to purge it

>>2379
I don't even know what happened. I snapped out of it when I ejaculated.
Whatever, dude.

>>2382
The orgasms probably did something to the receptors in your brain

>>2383
I was going to sleep then when I snapped out of it 6 hours had passed. Like how does that even happen. Well, I will try to sleep now, but I'm kinda agitated still.

>>2385
Drink water

Remake your thread if you feel like not being a freak

Moved to >>>/secret/17030.