>>133610
More like bananon.

I had horrible dreams about a nail driven through the end of my penis and I was prepping to pull it out with pliers. But I couldn't get up the courage. Then I woke up but was in that half awake / half asleep state. At that point I heard a dog bark very loudly like it was the in the room with me. But there were no dogs anywhere near my house or even in my general neighborhood.

I bothered me so much that I woke up and looked outside to see if a dog was passing through my yard or something. But thinking more about it that couldn't have been the case because the bark would have been muffled instead of sounding like it was right next to me. So what happened?

1) I dreamed about a dog barking for no reason while awake. Unlikely
2) Someone hacked into my PC and was playing dog barking over the speakers to mess with me. More likely.
3) Ghost of my old friend came to visit because he knew I was in pain. Most likely?

Whatever the case. I'll never know the real answer.

>>133611
These shabs look like they LOVE bananas.

My nap turned into a 3 hour sleep and I dreamt that I was a manga MC and I got to flip my chubby older sister.

Dream that I was being chased by cops in Venice, and Junko Enoshima was there for some reason.

fell asleep really briefly and had a weird dream that i saw a tv commercial about wojak themed sports paraphernalia

any dream interpreters around?
I need help interpreting my dream
in real life im 32 years old but in my dream I was back to being a kid, around 10-11 years old
I was riding a horse around the neighborhood when I came across a guy just chillin nearby
as I approached him with my horse, out of nowhere, my horse suddenly bit down and tore off half his head—literally ripping it apart.
he was unquestionably dead on the spot.
I started panicking, thinking, "omg omg omg, my life is over! my family will have to financially support his family forever, and I’m going to lose all my money!"

what the HELL?

owned

thread merged bump

>>135501
I'm not sure you can ascribe much meaning to such a dream. Maybe worry about hurting someone or a pet? I don't know, I'm not a psychologist.

>>135501
Why is 10 year old anon wearing a crown?

>>135501
>im 32 years old
>in my dream I was back to being a kid, around 10-11 years old
>as I approached him with my horse, out of nowhere, my horse suddenly bit down and tore off half his head—literally ripping it apart.
>he was unquestionably dead on the spot.

You view yourself through two separate lenses: your conscious mind, pure and youthful, and your desires and actions: unlike yourself, uncontrollable and potentially violent, or life-altering. You fear what you might do, but feel unable to stop yourself. Alternatively, you might feel tied to a particular course of fate and unable to change it.

>my life is over!
>my family will have to financially support his family forever
>I’m going to lose all my money!

You are unable to tie the consequences of your actions to yourself, deflecting blame in directions other than yourself: your "life", your "family", and your "money".

Had an odd dream where I was at the beach and for some reason had to investigate a house my grandpa owned because teens inside of it were making a fuss about something and it turned out it was haunted due to some murder that we then had to exorcise. After that had to rush home to see one of my relatives but the roads were getting kinda flooded. Then once I got home to prepare for going out and started driving my family out there were sea creatures of all types blocking the roads I had to drive through. There was a giant squid in a tunnel that was trying to attach itself and pull us towards its mouth to eat us, and I hit the gas to try and get away but it was really stuck to me. Was woken up before the dream could finish, though.

Had a dream that like half the first page of /trans/ was comprised of threads I had made. I think this is my subconscious telling me to stop being such a bad poster.

Had a dream where someone was fishing by hypnotizing fish to commit suicide.

Don't normally post here (mostly because of how, as you can probably tell from this post, I'm not good at retelling my dreams in a coherent, or even just interesting, way), but thought I'd mention that I had a dream in which Kissu was referenced in an anime.

The earliest part of the dream I remember, although I think there was a fair bit more before, is when the MC showed up at a house (or maybe shop? it was in a semi-urban setting at any rate) in which there was as family of four people, consisting of a grandmother, a girl, and two others. The basic plot was that the MC had some power (the details of which I can't recall) and investigated mysteries, or at least strange things happened around him. In this case, when the MC showed up at the house the girl went missing. Since she disappeared at the time he arrived, and was the last one to see her, he was suspected (primarily by the grandmother I think) of having kidnapped her, and so had to prove his innocence by figuring out what had actually happened. After various other stuff happened, he found out that for some reason the house could only have four occupants and so as his arrival resulted in there being five people there, the girl got erased from existence. The number of occupants was displayed by coloured dots on a spreadsheet (based on LibreOffice Calc), along with other stats - the MC had been planning on editing the spreadsheet so that the girl could return (by increasing the number of dots? or erasing someone else instead? in any case I think the dream ended before there was a proper resolution). Also on the spreadsheet the girl had left a message in which she took responsibility for Kissu dying, since in her absence the board had so few posts that it fell into inactivity. The last thing that happened before I woke up was me reacting to the 'anime' (I don't recall it actually having been explicitly presented as an anime before the end), and I think there was also a note/message from the creators of the anime about their appreciation of Kissu or the response they hoped to receive or something along those lines.

Had a dream the other day where I fought a bunch terrorists using a shotgun and then I accidentally walked in on moot while he was about to get fugged by another man.

>>62191
Dreamed I met the demiurge
I met this ceo of a tech company that looked like the chad meme in his office
Except when he started talking he said he's actually the ai custodian of the simulation not a real person
But he wasn't malevolent he was the ai in charge of running it he seemed like an ai overseer only the system is really big
No demands for submission or casting judgement no fear nothing bad only a computer ai waiting like a computer desktop
And then the office darkened and the walls and floor turned into a black cube
And he said the simulation can create billions of universes
And then a hologram appeared and it zipped through a few worlds and then it ended up showing space and large stars and large nebula billions of light years long and starry space at the edge of a simulated universe it created
Then the hologram faded away and he said i was free to go wherever i wanted and play with the simulation while he went back to overseeing it and he turned into a cartoonish computer ghost no longer human and he disappeared
I wasn't awake enough to take control so the dream continued and I woke up

Happened on the full moon
Very vivid, maybe the most vivid part of the entire dream sequence

The only thing more vivid was seeing Yuyuko but it wasn't the real Yuyuko it was a mimic trying to eat me like a vampire but I managed to back away
To begin I was in the dream sequence and seeing morphing colors when I saw the original Himeko from that Honkai 3rd gacha game
But she wasn't clear, she looked hazy like a desert mirage
In fact the area I was in was a plane that was equally colored exactly like sand in all directions
Then I saw more morphing colors and all of a sudden I was laying in front of the doorway of a Japanese house and I saw these red anime eyes but they looked so vivid and clear and it turned out they belonged to a pink haired woman but she was darkened by shadows
It was moonlit night and there was a full moon and it was extremely large and everything was lit up
At first I thought it was Yuyuko
After that I was suddenly laying in a Japanese room on a tatami mat and we were looking at each other and the big full moon was behind her
I was laying down and she was sitting down leaning on her arm and staring at me
But then I felt that her look wasn't normal she was trying to seduce me and I felt like my mind reacted instinctively and calculated like a machine, like a switch flipped that it wasn't her because the canon Yuyuko according to ZUN's works isn't like this
She looked very vivid and I could see her face
The Full Moon was behind her face
Then I realized she was an imposter and this was a trap
Right after I realized she stared for a few moments then leaned in to kiss me and I backed away
I felt myself float backwards and then I saw her kiss what looked like a lump of Japanese clothes
Then I saw close up the dead pale curled toes of a Japanese man's body who fell for the trap and his body was crumpled and laying in the room
Then the dream sequence continued and I ruminated that it was a mimic or a succubus or a vampiric being

Crazy scenes inside the gold mine
If only I became lucid enough to control the simulation like the demiurge said
Would be like video games x 10000000000000000000
Infinite time and infinite games unlike this lame planet

Soon............

The moon rules over the subconcscious and it goes full everything gets brought up to the surface. I'm saying this because I am fully aware how crazy this sounds.

I went to school with Patchouli and was completely mesmerised by her cuteness. She looked like she hadn't slept at all and had some serious bags under her eyes (which is cute). I wanted to get closer to her but she was really focused on her maths problems and my autism wouldn't allow me to talk to her. The only time I spoke to her was when she wrote down Fallout skills on the chalkboard and dumped all her points into Science and I told her she should level up Energy Weapons instead and she scoffed at me.

>>135944
Best hair cut.

>>135944
wish I had anime girl dreams...

I rarely dream but this one was just terrible start to finish.

I was in Japan with some acquaintances but there were just the worst sort of tourists literally everywhere sitting around or packing the area like it were India, ruining the scenery.
We find a tiny secondhand store to rummage through and I really wanted some books but we found none; there was just junk and really dumb things like camouflaged mouth masks or tiny hats.

Later on I stumble into a huge fine dining restaurant with fancy guns and swords on the walls but then this white woman comes in wearing totally inappropriate casual wear like a hoodie and those black legging with white tube socks and it made me angry.

Would be better not to dream at all I am still upset over it.

Had an amazingly fantastic dream.

It began with me driving a Lucid and struggling to find parking. I parked in a run-down neighborhood on the street, and shortly afterwards someone in an old Jeep came and parked directly behind me. They pushed me and my car with while parking. I got out and pushed my car a few dozen feet away and then walked to my destination.

I walked up a modestly high, and wide concrete set of stairs that led up into a small courtyard that was the entrance of what looked like a school. In the courtyard was a grim and sickening display. Within a net cage, on a branch perch sat a small black bird. A paper placard tied to the netting said "The yellow bird is renowned for joy-killing black birds." Outside the netting was a large yellow bird, with sharp features, a red face, and green wings. It flew quickly around the netting like a hummingbird, and eventually found an opening through the netting, promptly killing the black bird and pridefully sitting stop the perch it once sat upon as its corpse fell to the ground.

A few moments later an old friend of mine walked up to me and greeted me, but not before a rush of people all came forth out of the school building, pushing us out and down the stairs with them in a hurry.

My next recollection is being in a red, minimalist architecture room. There was corner window behind me with a red couch sat against it. In the middle of the room was a large machine. It strongly resembled an MRI machine, and had a faint blue glow within. Beside it was a older man in a lab coat explaining to another man in a suit how the machine worked. Slowly, the machine began transforming, widening with black wires spreading out in the space between the two halves of the machine. On those wires were green lights, and gradually the machine continued transforming until it no longer resembled an MRI machine at all, but a collection of large molecular rings with white lights on the tips of each ring. At once, the room was filled with a holographic projection of many galaxies and then quickly shifted to what resembled a glass reflection: a man in a window of another building. A man sat beside me quickly realized what he was seeing and threw me to the ground with him. There was an assassin directly across in another glass skyscraper who was taking aim at us. He shot and I found myself falling out of the window. Down, or... Upwards? I was falling through clouds and then crashed into water.

I looked up and could see the city scape I was in above. Around me was a darkened, rocky cove. In the water there were mermaids swimming about, and in the distance I could see a clearing that looked peculiar. As I approached, I could see a gathering of people outside a large oak door with a large white wall stretching left and right of the doors for as far as the eyes could see. The ground was large polished tiles of white marble, and there was a small, oval shaped pedal that was just a few steps tall. The people didn't seem to be doing anything in particular, so I walked through the doors to see what was within.

As I walked inside, what lay before me was impossible geometry. The world I had come from, and the place I landed in, I had thought of like two halves to a giant sphere, but when I walked through those doors, what was behind me resembled nothing like where I had been. What should have been the natural outdoors beyond glass I hadn't seen either side of the doors I had entered was instead a giant stadium. The entire air was different. I walked through dark gray metal halls with blue accent lighting, occasionally peering into the stadium as I walked past countless other doors. I was walking around essentially a giant ring-shaped hallway that surrounded the stadium from above. As I walked, I began to realize the stadium was broken into seven different sections of equal size. There was a collosal crowd inside wearing mostly white and gray clothing accented with blue. To my right lay the stadium, but to my left were large metal doors. Eventually, I decided to push past and see what was inside.

From beyond the door was a great hall with black seating that was sparsely populated. Speaking below on a stage was someone who sounded suspiciously like Hatsune Miku, but nevertheless it was clearly a lecture being presented. My sudden entrance caused a slight stir in the attendants, looking back at me from their seats which made me uncomfortable. I departed back through the doors and decided to peer through the glass at the stadium. In the center was a large golden hologram.

As I watched while walking I began to listen. The announcers called out, "And for R&D!... A seven-way tie!" to which great cheers roar out. As I walked past each section I could tell their holograms were slightly different, but they all displayed "-00 pts". I surmised there was some great test each section had taken and none had missed any questions.

I eventually found my way back outside. There was a great line of people in the water and someone with a water cannon at the end of a pier calling them forward. They would call out their names, and date of birth. Those to the right were allowed to come forward, and all those in the left line were shot with the water cannon. Somehow, the stream from the water cannon was electrified and it would kill the person it struck nearly instantly. Since I hadn't gone through the same process, I figured that made me some sort of illegal stowaway who hadn't been counted.

After the long line has cleared it became dark. I could see a line of trucks in the distance driving towards us.

I dremed I visited my grandaunt and had a blast then mid dream I remembered she was dead.

>>136104
RIP Blackbird ;_;

I dreamt that I was at Comiket selling a doujinshi called "Zetsubou sensei fucks his students and then himself in a drag costume".

had a dream about a game that seemed really cool and up my alley and i doubt it exists

I dreamed about my own death and the way it was happened was revealed to me. I knew I'd see it multiple times before in other dreams. But it was like the set of a movie and I was being forced to repeat the scene over and over again. No matter what I did I couldn't change the outcome. I knew I was dreaming about the 20th time through so I tried really hard to remember. But when I woke up I'd forgotten.

I forgot because I was forced to act out another scene with a friend multiple times. We were sitting in a car having some boring conversation. I think I was picking him up from his house or something. About the 30th time going through this I got angry and told him this was stupid and I wasn't going to do it anymore and he told me
>We have no choice. This is the way of things
so I got out of the car and walked in the house. Inside was a director and a bunch of his minions. They were freaking out that I'd gone off script. The director was wearing bright red pants and his hair was on fire. I was arguing with him when I woke up. I think he made me forget how I die. All I remember is it involves something to do with a car.

Had the best dream ever.
Started off as A survival like situation with my brothers, running away from/fighting some weird creature that could multiply/divide itself. For some reason, the creature had to destroy all the trees in our yard to "win". We worked together to do everything we could to save the trees but he kept winning till down to the last tree. We desperately stopped it just one hit before the last tree went down, then it stopped giving chase. We were the ones chasing next. We searched everywhere for it, it was nowhere to be found. Finally, I over hear one of my brothers talking with the creature. It said it was never about the winning. That it did all that because its "no fun being alone in a family".
Made me realize despite being under the same roof we'd never really spent time together.

You guys have weird dreams. I just dreamed about being outside with my cat far away from home and trying to guide her safely home through forest trails with other people walking around.

Dreamed about commissioning a doujinshi from a gas station hobo for $200 dollars, he gave me change in monopoly money. I then bought a can of coca cola that cost $20 because it had real kola nut in it. I did get the 'doujin' at the end of the dream, and to his credit he did get it from a japanese artist he knew, but the engrish was awful and it was NTR. At least the soda was good for all the few sips of it I had.

i went to the store

Dreamed I woke up to a huge spider making half my room its base (´・ω・｀)

Had a dream where I was cleaning out and around the house just because stuff needed to be cleaned. Some other people were helping but I forgot who one of them was, but I feel like they’re probably not someone I knew and just a dream character. Anyways, I was in the basement watching some stuff when that character came up to me and told me there was an issue. So I eventually came up and looked in the backyard they were cleaning to see what was up and there was a body buried there they’d unearthed that seemed to be facing up smiling. For some reason my dream self felt like it was natural to find this and so I was asking whether we should report it to 911 or not. Also was debating this while drinking a chocolate milkshake, it was pretty good in the dream. Then I woke up and it was 3am, and then I remembered parts of a dream I had long ago where my house was still just a structure being built when someone either fell off the same place or was pushed off. Weird connection to me since I don’t think there’s any actual bodies outside.

I've been seeing what I've started calling the Observer in my dreams the last 3-4 days. I was going to post about this yesterday but I waited too long and forgot most of the dream. I just woke up so I still remember most of the one I just had.

This one is kind of wacky so forgive the fact that it's all over the place. I'll skip the first part since I don't remember it well.

For some reason I'm on a bus with 3 or 4 other people. The bus isn't a normal bus. It has multiple passenger cars like a train. We're in the 3rd or 4th car near the back of the train. My best friend is on the car along with his brother and some black guy I'd never seen before. They're are all obviously intoxicated. I have a cane with me for some reason (don't use one IRL yet) and they're making fun of me for playing with it. I explain that it's impossible to have a cane next to you and not play with it. I hand it to my friend's brother and as expected in a few minutes he's playing with it without realizing.

Lots of other stuff happened here but it isn't important so I'll skip it.

The bus/train is slowly making its way up a massive mountain. We have TV screen in our car that is showing us a camera view of what's in front of the bus. When get to the top of the mountain and start down. The brakes on the bus fail and we're going down the mountain faster and faster.

I tell everyone to buckle up because we're going to crash. The bus is running over 100mph by this point and the driver is shouting stuff at us over the intercom. We brace for impact. The bus goes out of the side of the road and off the side of the mountain. We hit on-coming traffic, trees and other things on the way down. The passenger cars start to break apart from each other and it isn't long before we're tumbling blind down the mountain by ourselves.

After flipping a bunch of times we come to a top in this small down. We hit several buildings and a massive wall on our way in. We crawl out and we're on main street of this town. My friends and I get separated. Somehow I manage to crawl out with my cane.

The people in this town start to pour out into the street to see wtf is going on. I limp my way into a small business on the street. Not sure what kind but they're working on cars in the back. I ask if I can use a phone to call EMS and the police to report the crash. They don't have a phone but say they can direct me to someone that does.

This is when I meet the Observer again for the fourth or 5th time this week (and who knows how many times in the past). She's always the same although her appearance slightly varies.

Tonight she had brownish long hair with bangs. Average build. She's about 5 feet tall (and is always shorter than I am). Big blue doe eyes. Basically, my ideal 3D woman. She has a girl next door kind of vibe to her. Always very nice.

The Observer offers to walk with me to a business that has a phone. We walk back out into the street and back towards the sight of the crash. We stop multiple times at different places to talk to people but I can't remember what about. This isn't unusual with the Observer. I think she enters mid-dream and tries to sidetrack them and throw my off my "mission" as it were. Whatever that might happen to be.

>>137365

We end up back near the crash and now police are swarming everywhere. They're rolling in deep with AR-15s and 30+ cars. Impressive response from a small town police force... I finally get one of the police officers attention. I tell him my boots and wallet are in one of the cars and I'd like to go back to the crash and get them. It's only at this point that I realize that I've been walking around in wet socks since leaving the bus/train. I remember that I'd taken my boots off while relaxing in it earlier.

The police officer gives me a hard time and informs me that no one is going back to the crash until they complete their investigation and clear it. I tell him to relax and that I just want my boots and wallet. Then I remember that my friends were with me and I want to make sure they're okay too since I don't know if they made it out. The police officer gets angry for no reason over this and threatens to arrest me if I don't back off.

The Observer is still with me and takes me by the hand and leads me away. I tell her
>You know, a police officer's IQ is typically 20 points lower than average right?
She laughs. She assures me that my friends are okay and says
>Don't worry I'm going to take care of you

She leads me into this bar/restaurant. Suddenly, the Observer has two female friends with her. As we enter this place I notice that it has three levels. For whatever reason I jump from the top level down to the first level without any thought. I don't even think it unusual until I land on my bad knee. But it doesn't hurt. This should have clued me in that I was dreaming but I think nothing about it. I look up and the Observer is shaking her head in disappointment. At the time I think it's because they wanted to sit at a table on the top level.

The three of them come down the stairs and take a seat in a booth near where I'm standing. I take the only empty seat near the Observer. But it's one of those wrap-around booths 6+ people can sit in so I'm far away from the Observer and everyone else.

After a few moments I realize I'm being retarded and try to slide closer to the Observer. But she slides away further into the booth. I look up at the table and glasses of whiskey have appeared in front of all of us.
>When did you order those?
>"Oh the girl brought them just a moment ago. I told you I'll take care of you"

I don't want to argue so I don't pry any further. I start drinking the whiskey and it tastes kind of off. But I figure it's just a kind I haven't tried before. The other two girls haven't said a word to me this entire time. They just giggle from time to time and whisper to each other and the Observer.

I'm trying to make small talk which I hate but those two won't answer any questions or even make an attempt to speak with me.
>What's their problem?
I asked to the Observer. She says they're just shy. A waitress finally comes and we're going to order food. I try to read the menu but it's all gibberish. I'm worried I can't read it because I got a head injury or something in the crash. I don't want to say anything so I'm just going to attempt to guess.

When it's my turn to order the Observer speaks up for me
>He'll have chicken and dumplings and sweet tea
I just nod. The two other girls leave to use the bathroom. After they're gone I ask the Observer.
>How did you know what my favorite meal is?
she slides close to me and whispers in my ear
>I told you I'd take care of you. You couldn't read the menu, right? That's because this is a dream. You should wake up soon if you want to make it to the grocery store before it closes

Then just like that I was awake. Straight out of the dream to wide awake which is unusual for me.

I've seen this person in my dreams so many times over the years. I can't figure out if she's evil or helpful. Sometimes she scares the shit out of me and sometimes she's like this. She always tries to side track my dreams and give little hints or advice. Sometimes she's other people and will morph into herself after awhile. Sometimes she's just herself the entire time.

I wonder if other people have Observers to.

>>137365
hi thumbcat

im ped had an awful nightmare I can’t remember too well but it interrupted my sleep by waking me up. I was inside a dilapidated house full of garbage and wanted to sort of start a new page and clean things up. The rest of the dream earlier had been interesting as well with it connecting throughout some sort of country and settlement points where people could see rare thought to be lost societies

Eventually while cleaning out the stairs I find a colorful long limbed bug on one. Decide to try and get rid of it, but when I try to smoosh it it flies up freaking me the hell out and then a voice in the back of my mind is narrating the bug replicates by fluttering its wings, which it does and they start to fill the room. That’s when I woke up

>>62191
I've been having a lot of terrible dreams here lately. Ranging from being homeless, killed, raped, and stabbed to death by every single member of my family. I've also have been dealing with a lot of bullshit. I'm on psych meds that's making me feel like I'm going to completely collapse. I also keep feeling like I'm not myself but someone else is trying to replace me. I've had dreams that reflect that through different personalities of myself. Almost as if the dream is showing me alternate realities. Some versions of myself better and some worse than I am right now. I also have dreams of having powers that allows me to control the planet and turning those who wronged me in my life into slaves. I even had a dream where I was in a relationship with my sister. Last time I saw her I hugged her more passionately than I ever have in our entire lives. Crying into her chest and holding her as tight as I could. I'm so fucked up. I almost kissed her on the lips in front of everyone. I need fucking help.

>>137628
Best advice I can give is to try to remove or mitigate anything stressing you out, outside of nightmares obviously. Try purification as well, definitely recommend cleaning your environment and body, the whole 'your body is a temple' and all. Having a proper diet is preferable but at the very least take vitamins as deficiencies can affect your mental state. And while it might seem like fruity mumbo jumbo it's worth a shot if you want to go the extra mile, burn traditional incense like sage and put out some rock salt in a dish.

>>137628
ANOTHER incestfag what the hell is going on

>>137633
There are at least five of them

>>137628

Mention this to your psychiatrist, I don't know what your diagnosis is but it sounds like your medications are not effective. There are also medications that specifically help nightmares.

In addition to that:
Sleep on your side, never your back
Don't take stimulants in the evening
When you wake, keep your eyes closed until you wake your body by moving every part of it, this will make you carry less of the nightmare throughout your day
Don't avoid sleep
Avoid any obvious stressors, including media (horror movies, extreme porn, gore, etc)
Sleeping somewhere else for a night or two can help reset things

Optional:

If you learn how to dream you can avoid a lot of nightmares before they happen. Some nightmares are preceded by a moment where it either presents itself to you (and you either end up falling into it or avoid it) or it chases and closes in on you (in which case you may be able to escape). Don't try to force a wake-up.

If it's too late to avoid the nightmare, and preferably as soon as you can, close your eyes and focus inward on your breathing. This tends to make the nightmare static rather than continue to progress. The deeper your focus, the farther away it will seem. Remain calm, avoid interaction with it, and wait until you wake up.

Lastly, and of least importance, sleep with a knife. Make sure it has a sheath or you could cut yourself in your sleep. This can help you feel more secure, and it will show up in your nightmares and you can make use of it. Generally, however, avoiding interaction is better than fighting.

>>137631
This is good advice. There's no such thing as fruity mumbo-jumbo if you believe it works.

>>137631
>Best advice I can give is to try to remove or mitigate anything stressing you out, outside of nightmares obviously
I wish I really could. I was in a situation a few months ago where I had to move back to my hometown and return back home. I'm in my 30s, so it's also been heavily exhausting and stressful to deal with my bullshit family. Openly bullying me at every turn. It affects the way I've been eating, sleeping, and just trying to through a day to day in my life. My dreams are getting much wilder and worse to the point where I'm struggling to discern what's real and what's a dream.

>Try purification as well, definitely recommend cleaning your environment and body, the whole 'your body is a temple' and all. Having a proper diet is preferable but at the very least take vitamins as deficiencies can affect your mental state.
I did try my best to clean the room area that I'm living in. I also did get a multivitamin. I feel as if I'm absolutely suffering from malnutrition being here. Half of the time I'm not allowed to use the kitchen.

>And while it might seem like fruity mumbo jumbo it's worth a shot if you want to go the extra mile, burn traditional incense like sage and put out some rock salt in a dish.
I could definitely look into trying that.

>>137633
>>137634
>ANOTHER incestfag
It doesn't help that I don't see those boundries. I've had sex with distant cousins without feeling strange about it.

>>137708
>it sounds like your medications are not effective
I plan on discussing that during my next appointment with the doctor. I've already told my therapist. She wants me to keep taking them for a while longer before changing them.

>Sleep on your side, never your back
I can't sleep on my back, I'm always on my side.

>Don't take stimulants in the evening
I usually take my medication in the early afternoon and then my antipsychotic meds about an hour before bed.

>When you wake, keep your eyes closed until you wake your body by moving every part of it, this will make you carry less of the nightmare throughout your day
I'll try it.

>Don't avoid sleep
I don't, I typically lay down when I'm ready to pass out. The medication puts me in a state where I get too dizzy to sit in my chair anymore thus taking myself to bed.

>Avoid any obvious stressors, including media (horror movies, extreme porn, gore, etc)
I love horror movies, I'm a porn addict, and always watching porn and/or hentai. I don't really take myself around any "rekt" content like I use to. I kind of grew out of it I guess.

>Sleeping somewhere else for a night or two can help reset things
I don't have that option unless someone fronted me some money for a hotel.

>Optional
Those are good points and sleeping with a weapon is something I already do. I keep a butcher knife near the bed. No sheath or cover for it though.

>>137737
>I've had sex with distant cousins without feeling strange about it.
pasted+boson

>>137737
>I've had sex with distant cousins without feeling strange about it.
This is very normal. If you live in a small country everyone is your distant cousin at some point in the family tree. After a few steps removed there's nothing to care about, you're genetically not really family anymore so it just remains whether you grew up together or not.

wish mahiro was my distant cousin who i grew up with

>>137744
>>137746
>>137748
>Small country
No, but I do live in what most would consider a small town. Roughly around 12,000 people give or take live here.