That is my pipeline to Japanese language.
It's there, but I don't feel the others' levels of secondhand embarrassment when the lame moments come in Japanese context and language I understand. I am not so extreme that I am avoiding actually interesting uploads I think I'd like. Even if I'm to meet an old comment section in English, I still like to consciously manually dig into internet trends of modernity and different older subperiods, but also feel like being completely synchronized with freshly latest trends would make me lose my competitive edge and survival chances.
I'm talking of things like avoiding watching a new popular voice synth or Touhou music vid for months or a year unless I like the character or the thumbnail art style looks really interesting (I don't know in what post-metasubgenre conceptualisation this works, but the thumbnails interesting to me tend to contain music/music videos interesting to me, and I keep trying to disprove it). This kind of pays off because I don't spend time on the trend's metacommunity, but on anything else instead, like accidentally finding a banger obscure vocaloid producer.
There are definitely times when your behavior is worth it, like vapid kids spamming a classic because some cool king boss big bro youtuber used it somewhere, enough to have me deal with stress of wanting to prevent this from happening ever again with some good old [
anger issues tangent because I stopped disassociating for a moment].
>Consuming content I don't understand,You've made a good habit condition for the immersion side of learning Japanese, by the way.
So, this isn't a cultural regionality phenomenon per se.
If I were disparaging, I'd say this is all generally a problem of some form of schizoidal introjective narcissism (where the behavior is "surround yourself with what you'd prefer to relate, and now it's literally you").
But more to the whole point, this is some OCD, with a learned social intuitive behavior that's associated with seeing no value in partaking in quick cycles of social activities, repeating all over just to fill the void of people with social ADHD (the kind that's not pathologized because it's really pervasive and its symptoms are easy to dudebro handwave away as "good for competition and good for the economy").
It's possibly bad for the overall quality of life, possibly not. I see it as bad only when you're not taking your sentiment to its full conclusions. I see it's best to be loyal to your very down judgement you can really vouch for, even if it's wrong.
Personal OCD over mass social ADHD. This sounds how "alternative" imageboards are, but I mean this in neither "maladaption"/"adaption" narratives. Possibly in a "kegare" way. The fellow kinds of anonymouses are differentiated in sensibility enough, even if some should be reprimanded sometimes.
I'm speaking all generally, because you'd have to understand and consciously outline your motivation to figure out and handle exactly your case, and whether it's actually something to be handled.
>>164009> or watch zundamon/yukkuri informational videos when Im eating.I had been doing something like this, until I realized that, in my case, I'm treating break time both as some "I have to gain competitive advantage since I can multitask!" and "break time? I have to relax, I must be entertained, perhaps with entertainment video, while multitasking!" time.
This still haunts me in some ways, as it's a mass curse of the current historical post-war post-baby-boom hypercompetition for "the promised middle class dream that won't actually be brought back until the next big war" times, except now global.