No.138878
programmed blog feature
No.138879
wonder if they made this using an old pc looks exactly like i'd expect out of something like yu-no
No.138880
>>138879Not sure, but I know we definitely need a lot more where this came from. I'd like to see a whole wave of this style to return.
No.138881
why is it a jpg
No.138882
More like 16 bit -TRANSLATION NEVER-
No.138883
>>138881to reduce quality
No.138884
16bit sensation xenoglossia
No.138888
>>138886the guys that set up web filters at the office
No.138890
At the w*rk pl*ce I only browse it on my phone using phone data.
No.138891
>>138888he set it up with a lotr reference?
No.138893
made some black coffee to enjoy with a sweet cake because im out of milk its going to be boson
No.138897
>>138896i'd like to say that it's gonna be okay, but it's not my place to do so
is moving out an option?
No.138899
bullysnuggled my cat and he made some fun noises
No.138901
>>138898anon should get his father hooked on loli and yuri content, imo
No.138903
sigh I'm sick and I got the flu
No.138905
>>138904sleeping on the job
No.138908
fapped to pippa lewds
No.138909
>>138899post pic of bullied cat and recording of noises
No.138910
ill enough to not even game properly, this really blows (my nose)
No.138913
>>138910felt like that a few months back for the first time in what felt like forever and it was awful
good luck getting over it anonymous
No.138915
snow making me sluggish
No.138917
Everyone in my house (including me) got horribly ill :(
No.138918
>>138904You have a cute cat
No.138919
>>138917That sucks i hope you get better
No.138920
*oops wrong thread
No.138922
>>138919Thank you. I'm still not doing so hot, but the worst has already passed.
No.138924
>>138900Agreed, the average "gun toting redneck" is just cringe inducing and makes me sick. Nothing is wrong with owning firearms for protection. Just have to keep it to yourself and don't even let anyone know.
No.138926
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHXe_9_FlgQKeep thinking sounds are synth when they're all based on bowl/pan instruments
No.138927
>>138926Organs always sound like synths to me for some reason.
No.138928
Illness update: last night it took me forever to get to sleep and stay asleep. This was in part because I was so feverish that I couldn't have my legs touching or they'd overheat, and in part because my dreams were really fast and loud and kept waking me up.
I feel a lot better now though. I spent most of yesterday on the couch resting, and I plan to do the same today.
No.138930
>>138929That is not good... If it wasn't so late into the semester, I would recommend that you drop those courses.
No.138931
reported the bug no. 690000
check'm
No.138932
I have been having a lot of game burnout the past few weeks and today i am fixing that by playing doom 64!
No.138933
snow set on the ground... temperature nows ticking to the negatives...
No.138934
try focusing on the positives
No.138938
>>138936Rainy days are the best
No.138939
scared myself by accidentally lifting a spoon a couple centimeters and then dropping it
it made a loud noise
No.138942
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCyBKcikfLU pizza tower tracks remind me of arthouse RPGMaker games
No.138943
doing the maccabre dead worship thing. Hope I can watch maomao solve brothel murders instead of eating family dinners today
No.138944
instinctively entered the shower when i went to the bathroom before i even started my workout the cold is getting to me
No.138945
>>138937>>138936Looks like a nice place to stroll
Wish most American properties were all gated and private like this.
No.138947
played a doom map today for doom day
No.138948
my bender is over i think, was pretty fun while it lasted
No.138950
>>138949Bender. Slang for excessive drinking.
No.138951
>>138950thought your blender broke
No.138952
>>138951Well, I was replying for Anonymous. Maybe their drinking left them unable to type blender and they broke it in a drunken rage.
No.138953
coffee maker broke and im mad
No.138954
i'll never forgive konoha for ruining otaku culture
No.138955
failed to take a cat pic because I forgot my backpack at the supermarket
No.138956
serving sizes are retarded. I wish the FDA would mandate nutrition info per 100 grams instead.
No.138957
i get so sad when i stop being drunk
No.138958
I hope that all cats go to heaven
No.138959
My room is always so dusty but i can't even get it properly cleaned without moving so many little things around. What a pain.
No.138960
no more depression blog...
No.138961
>>138959Use a mask, the drywalling kind
No.138962
I've been sick for the past ~5 days and the office holiday party is tomorrow so probably have to skip that.
No.138963
AGGHH my bidet is GARBAGE and it BURNED my ASS
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
No.138964
>>138962I hope you get better dood
No.138965
hope he gets better after the office party
No.138967
people are STILL partying with the world cup song
as early as 6pm
>>138966why are you taking them
No.138969
>>138967Start with a h and ends with a d
No.138970
hamburgerd
No.138972
was eating my 0.5/5 health rating cookies on the street and an old man passing by said it was unhealthy and contained bad water
No.138973
and people say AI is unrealistic...
No.138974
>>138973un/realistic is a word you apply to non-real things
reality can be as crazy as it wants
No.138976
>>138975NON-BLOG DETECTED
PREPARE TO BE ELIMINATED
No.138978
some finn is currently downloading frieren from me, what do?
No.138979
set him up da bomb
No.138980
Hurt my hand the other day and it's still healing...
No.138981
Geez, US$400 for general admission to an F1 race? WEC tickets are $60 with grandstand access
No.138982
My cat ripped up my bedsheets with his claws
No.138983
>>138982PIC of cat amid ripped bedsheets
No.138984
>>138982My dog used to do that.
No.138986
>>138985How clean do they keep the waterways down there from the industrial junk.
Back 50 years ago the pollution in the St. Lawrence river was terrible from industrial waste stuff and lax environmental protection laws
No.138989
new pass, friends
No.138990
Sakaki is the best azumanga daioh character
No.138991
blog streamers who play games are the worst
No.138992
I have this weird addiction to using 2ch liveboards when I'm up all night. They're terrible but the users there admit very funny things unprompted
No.138994
I think Texas is the best state
No.138995
>>138994Only the north part. Things are pretty dire in the scrublands
No.138997
Im too dumb to drive a car or ride a bike. What now
No.138998
>>138997those are probably the least of your troubles
No.138999
>>138997can you ride a scooter?
No.139000
>>138997im too scared to drive
i have a bike though
No.139001
just take the train
No.139002
>>139001Live in the boonies
No.139003
>>139002then driving is easy
No.139004
I scissored my best friend and it ruined our relationship
No.139005
>>139004write a medium article about it
No.139006
circumscissored
No.139007
Kissu meatup.
No.139009
>>139008people should sage their regular blogs too
No.139010
>>139008I suppose it is fitting, that the Frieren poster hates when people age.
No.139011
guess I'll up the bump timeout another hour
No.139012
actually it shouldn't have bumped this at all..
No.139013
oh, did I forget to enable the blog function or did it turn off?
No.139015
bump timer is now set to two hours!
No.139016
The grandfather clock in my head wont stop dinging....
No.139017
>>138997How does someone be too dumb to ride a bike. What happens when you get on one
No.139019
spermed to becky pics after watching her episode in spyxfamily
No.139021
how much should I pay on appartment insurance
No.139022
uhhhhhh I have no idea
7?
No.139023
dang i should have started reading the 16-bit sensation manga sooner
No.139024
spent 250$ on rental insurance
No.139025
per year? i've never had that sort of insurance
No.139026
yeah, yearly expense. It's a bilaw thing. If part of my property or self were to cause damage to another person's property or the unit(water damage for example) I would have to pay damages.
I also tacked on identity theft insurance for a few more dollars because why not.
No.139027
also if I were to burn down the unit. Things like that. Otherwise the landlord's insurance company will start getting involved which is not a fun time.
And the unit is like from the 60s so there's a lot of things that could go wrong.
No.139031
get fl*pped
No.139033
writing linus tech tip gay fanfiction
No.139036
When i was selling a musical instrument I bought second hand I put it through the inflation calculations and it basically gained in value a few percent then vs. now.
So what is +40$ might just be 10$ a while ago
No.139037
Tried brewing tea with moka pot by mixing earl grey leaves with chamomile and lavender flowers. Came out excellent.
No.139038
I want to get some sort of device that I can use to remote control my PC in case it shuts down due to power failures and stuff. Doesn't seem like anything is on market
No.139039
>>139038i got an uninterruptible power supply in an attempt to solve that class of problem
No.139040
>>139039From what I see a UPS is anywhere from 30 to 10 min of power. Good for momentary interuptions I suppose
No.139041
Learned that there's an anime con right up the street soon and even though it looks super gay I'm tempted to go just so I can say I've been to one.
No.139042
I definitely don't have the personality (or lack of anxiety) to do the con thing, but if you can handle it, it might be a good experience. Just remember that for the most part it's a social event and you can't expect to see (m)any weirdos that potentially share your interests in niche stuff, but if you go with a tolerant mind it could be something worth experiencing at least once.
No.139043
>>139042you'll probably just find that most people are just following the pace of a small group of socialites while others are like you
No.139044
>>139042I'm kind of hoping it is like that. There are all these panels for shounen and dub VAs that I'm sure to hate, but the other people there might be fun to chat with for an afternoon.
No.139045
visit the anime con and blog about it in a thread
No.139048
4 days until I have an apartment in my own name...
No.139049
>>139048late christmas gift
No.139050
>>139046Wapanese mindset.
No.139051
>>139050you will never sage his otaku spirit
No.139052
>>139051you will never age his otaku spirit
No.139053
>>139052that's called being eternally seventeen
No.139054
feeling like death. Hate december. want to escape to a place that's inconvinient to show up for christmas
No.139055
Should I watch Versailles no Bara
No.139056
wrist's been hurting for the last few days and i finally found my gamer glove but it's only for left hands not right ones....
>>139055yeah why not
No.139057
It is a rainy day
No.139058
>>139055>Versailles no Bara>The feminist movement of post-war Japan was divided between consumerism, which advocated for the individualist pursuit of personal pleasure, and socialism (as embodied by the New Left), which rejected consumerism and sought a collectivist response to the subordinate status of women.[33] Following the Asama-Sansō incident of February 1972, in which fourteen members of the United Red Army were killed in a purge, an increasing proportion of Japanese feminists rejected socialism in favor of consumerism.[34] According to Nobuko Anan, a scholar of Japanese visual arts and gender, The Rose of Versailles embodies the tension between consumerism and socialism as a work of mass consumerist culture that nonetheless depicts what Ikeda describes as "the inner revolution of the Japanese women."[35]up my alley
No.139060
>>139058This was back before all these topics were talked to death
And also it should be noted that pre-internet feminism is quite different to what it is now
No.139061
>>139060Feminism will have it's place again in the discourse eventually. Perhaps it starts now...
No.139062
>>86859gonna sperm to zundamon trap pix
No.139063
Artificer suck
No.139064
Sunny days with big clouds are the best
No.139065
mom gifted me a subcomandante marcos shirt
not sure i'm gonna use it...
No.139067
aaaaahhhhhhggghhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGDR4 WHY DO MEXICANS LIGHT FIREWORKS ON CHRISTMAS EVE
No.139068
>>139065i have to say it... that's really cringe
No.139069
>>139065The irony of selling shirts of that...
No.139071
yeah that post wasn't use at all
No.139072
snuggling with my cat and he is being very cozy and snug
No.139074
>>139072pic of cat in the coze zone
No.139075
snuggling with a cat is never gay
No.139076
>>139073It's not gay if they don't have balls.
No.139079
vermtuber
No.139084
cat just sneezed
No.139087
>>139086666 of evil sneezing
No.139088
finally finishing up on Shield Hero Season 3 and i'm not sure if I just changed or they did too much, but damn this is teeth gritting to get through.
Most of the plot and character interactions/motives come off as painfully retarded to me.
No.139089
A storm cut the power. I hope it comes back on before my phone dies, I feel lost without access to the tubes. (´・ω・`)
No.139092
rent-a-cat
No.139094
>>139090You aren't renting. The cat owns you. He's even conned you into paying for comfy apartment on his behalf.
No.139095
There is a joke that dogs think humans are gods because we give them food and shelter, but cats think cats are gods because humans give them food and shelter
No.139096
Just got horrible acid reflux...
No.139097
caved and subscribed to bocchi's onlyfans
No.139098
friend is getting gallbladder sugery and is going trauma center under the knife today
hope he doesn't die
No.139099
vomited my entire breakfast on the way to the hospital
now it's time to wait for fifteen people to take their turn
>>139098wish him the best
No.139100
so my appendix is swollen and im gonna have to stay here for several hours more as they run some blood tests
tell him to give me my luck back kudasai
No.139101
take my luck instead!!!!!
No.139102
tomography will decide whether it's surgery or not
if confirmed it'd be fairly early appendicitis which isn't bad, dad and gramps got theirs removed too
granny on dialysis next to me is feeling cold
No.139103
or not dialysis.... not sure
No.139104
Appendectomy is common enough that most TV shows had an episode for it. I wouldn't be worried, but good luck with the removal if it comes to that!
No.139105
medical blog
tummy horts
No.139106
>>139105this but clinically
No.139107
At the doctor's office, medical assistant got freaked out at a freak high heart rate, but I'm fine now.
No.139108
got freaked out at a freak
No.139110
scheme@(guile-user)> (use-modules (ice-9 readline))
While compiling expression:
no code for module (ice-9 readline)
I don't get it, 4taba's deps won't install the required files anymore
No.139111
ate 'dines
No.139112
sardines?
No.139113
I lived
still stucm here and haven't drank or eaten anything in the last seventeen hours
No.139114
>>139112with chipotle hot sauce
No.139115
friend's gallbladder surgery went well then he took a big nap
he is in pain but not debilitating pain
No.139116
yay!
No.139117
>>139110I... got it... libreadline-dev is required...
No.139118
scared a homeowner when i went partway down their driveway to try to pat a cat at 11 pm at night
No.139119
>>139118it was a noble attempt
No.139120
eizouken op just popped in my head
No.139121
These modern phone operating systems and aux features(for the Samsung line) are actually worse than some of the older Huawei models. In terms of purely hardware, screen and camera it's an upgrade, but it's missing a bunch of timesave features I liked in my old phone
No.139122
I Could technically program some fixes, but I wouldn't dare risk bricking a new phone with a root
No.139123
Had very sad nostalgia over my childhood, typical stuff.
No.139125
>>139124oh man can't you turn that off? no buttons or software or a little funny cable?
No.139126
>>139125Probably there's some pre-installed utility. I Booted it but I'm busy cleanings cathair and dust out of my gpu swap
No.139127
>>139124Look out, boys, we've got a GAMER over here!
No.139128
figured out by trial and error that i should not rotate my thorax
No.139129
pic of cat who leaves hair in computer
No.139130
Gonna switch to windows11 when I get a new case, gpu and cpu
No.139131
not sure if this is a scam or not, but the modern samsung phones got rid of their LED notification light in favor of low battery consumption 'always on' displays. But it still burns battery for no reason. Perhaps to lower phone life.
No.139132
So I visited a work colleagues home. He is my age (mid 20s).
I thought his wife was his mother at first!
No.139133
oof
No.139135
thinking about writing terrible video-game esque fiction again.
No.139136
>>139134go get mad over necrobumping next
No.139137
jeesu... just how expensive was it to build the shinkansen rail line
No.139138
friend is reading steins;gate
he says the mc is a maddo scientisto who singlehandedly invents smart appliances
really ahead of its time
No.139139
gonna watch that psycho pass movie that released this year
No.139140
spent ages unable to figure out why mpvacious didn't work on ubuntu and after a couple years i figured out it's because i didn't install xclip
No.139141
Happy New Year!
No.139142
continuing to watch the psycho pass movie that aired last year
No.139143
>>139141maybe you would like to celebrate with some new catpictures
No.139144
>>139141naisu first second getto
No.139146
The concept of Psycho Pass is too good to die
No.139147
Heppy New yearsu!!!
No.139148
for new years celebrations I rapidly developed flu symptoms, barfed up my dinner, and now I have to shuffle over to my car at 4am to buy some flu meds to help me sleep because I have been tossing fitfully for hours. Oh and work will probably think I am one of those guys for calling off the day after new years because “””sick”””
come on rabbits give me some luck…
No.139150
my entire body aches
im sick
No.139151
I'm sick too. What the heck happened this nye
No.139152
well this is just awful
No.139153
hope you guys feel better soon
No.139154
I'm ok!!!
No.139155
you all got sick due to talking about your cats without posting pictures of them. get well soon
No.139158
did nothing air today? what am i to do?
No.139160
>>139159some people here were refusing to post cat pictures... be careful out there everyone
No.139161
inverse toxo
No.139162
dad asked how did i know about phimosis
No.139163
my monitor has a dead black pixel, nooooo
No.139164
Guess I'll have to use dark themes from now on.....
No.139165
>>139163have you tried waking it back up? Run an application to cycle colors for 24-48 hours. Always works for me. I've brought back a few dead pixels like that
No.139166
>>139165can you get me one? It probably only died a few hours ago
No.139168
My next motherboard+CPU+Ram combo will be watercooled... because why not
No.139169
got a small ulcer on my lip and it was horting when eating salty foods yesterday.
No.139170
Those are always annoying
No.139171
got frikked out by a friki
No.139172
Any cool utilities where I can track my max bandwidth usage over the course of a month or so
No.139173
like peak mbps and stuff
No.139175
Back at the hospital for a third time... bellybutton is bleeding and has pus
No.139178
>>139177For rubbing your bellah >w<
No.139180
finally done being sick since New Years
No.139181
Wasted today reading about ancient net culture
No.139182
dark themes are a pain with reflective screens and lights
No.139183
blog blog
No.139187
>>139186Thanks for kind words. I've heard it was going around but I rarely if ever get sick. I take a supplement that ramps up my immune system every day so I was surprised I got sick in the first place.
I've been feeling bad because I had to resort to smoking some cannabis to keep food down this morning. It's helping but I don't like thc so I don't want to use it again. I can only get away with it maybe once or twice before I start to worry about it showing up in my pee.
No.139188
puke blog
No.139189
death blog
No.139190
sage blog
No.139191
kami blog
No.139192
cunny blog
No.139195
>>139193Option 1: take a bath
Option 2: get a job
No.139196
read a comment that said "very cute and..." and mentally autocompleted it before reading the rest
"simple", the word was "simple"
No.139197
Having Mongolian Beef for dinner tonight.
No.139199
>>139198Update
Ate the mongolian beef and it was filling.
No.139201
finishing both PRAD and Onimai in the same day means i double up on the post-series blues
No.139202
you could always read the manga
No.139205
last time grandma visited i deleted hundreds of videos from her phone by hand
a ton of stuff that took up 10~15mb each
and disabled her whatsapp's video autodownload
now it filled up again, because she watched all the videos anyways
had to delete a few hundred once more
turns out the problem was that she deleted the messages without ticking the box to erase the file from her phone as well
No.139206
Thinking about thinking, been watching Golgo 13 (2008), it's pretty good.
No.139208
oops accidental sage
No.139209
>>139208the blog has a sage algorithm built in
No.139210
just took down my christmas tree, the holiday season is officially over now
No.139211
turns out glamour does indeed derive from grammar
so does grimoire
No.139212
I wonder what its going to be like this year
No.139213
my body just can't adapt to waking up at ~midnight and continueing to ~6PM
No.139214
have an almost full bag of potatos...
No.139218
I like cats
No.139221
>>>/jp/68084
tsukareta.... pout pout pout
No.139222
a crab just nipped me
No.139223
my brain is messed up
it's time for me to sit down and catch up on seasonals but all i can think about is a show on my backlog that i want to watch now sigghhhhh
No.139224
there's nothing really appetizing to watch this season
No.139225
I am watching 23 anime this season.
No.139226
How could you
No.139227
My penis can only get so erect
No.139228
>>139225i only count 21 for mine
what else is there
No.139229
oh wait still have lum and nozomanu in plan to watch
No.139230
NSA woke my computer up from sleep
No.139231
When it gets cold I think the person living bellow me turns the heating up to max. I have My thermostat set to zero yet it's still 25c while outdoors-6
No.139233
unfortunately heating is free while electricity isn't. So the electricity from heating my computer and running appliances is actually being wasted.
No.139234
my raise this year was only ten percent -_-
No.139236
I pooped
No.139237
..............
blog thread....
No.139238
scat blog
No.139239
-16C... It's COLD
No.139243
>>139242room-heating thighs
No.139244
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>green sage
No.139245
a gyaru with disgusting fat boobers sexually assaulted me and made my brain go poof
No.139246
there was a guard at customs with a genshin pin on his suit
klee, specifically
No.139248
>>139245I wish this happened to me
No.139249
thinking about using lotion for the first time
No.139250
>>139249My hands have been very dry recently so I've been needing to put lotion on them every night.
No.139251
it puts the lotion on its skin
No.139252
I pooped
No.139253
that's not worth posting about....
No.139254
!votekick
No.139255
!poopdick
No.139256
It is pretty cold and rainy today
No.139257
it was a dark and stormy night
No.139259
ate sandwich with peanut butter and banana
No.139260
downloaded 200gb of BDs to get the OP/EDs
No.139261
thought all the ice had melted when I went to get the mail.
It hadn't and I fell, but decades of video games have given me predator-like reflexes and I wasn't hurt at all
No.139262
Madness how oil can go past 100c
No.139263
I am finally working up the nerve to write the kind of trash that will appeal to women.
No.139264
Grim dawn is a fun game
No.139265
woken up by thunder and still tired...
No.139266
Woken up from messages from boss
No.139268
feel like I should pay respect to the SMT franchise
No.139270
>>139268did you read the original 'digital devil story' fiction that inspired it
No.139272
Spooky things are not cute things
No.139274
Google keyboard has it's flaws but at least it's better at understanding my broken english
No.139275
SwiftKey isn't bad either. Samsung is just TRAAASH. I want a Huawei again
No.139277
all the snow has been frozen over with frozen rain...
No.139278
15 days later my 'next day delivery' computer mouse is here after snow and then ice
No.139280
coffee was too hot
burned my tongue
No.139281
Caught myself doomscrolling again. I feel as if I'm trying to prove some kind of point to myself by doing so, but hell if I know what that point is. Kuso habit.
No.139283
/secret/ spared another thread
No.139284
not sure if good or bad, but i suppose good?
No.139285
good because i don't know how much longer i can hold in my funposting for vermin's sake with gnfos down
No.139286
The creator behind /secret/ will hate me saying this, but it's best used as a GNFOS clone
No.139288
Advantage of having wide phone. Impossible to drop down sewer grates
No.139289
yunocchi phone
No.139290
watching bokuyaba
main girl is very /qa/ with her eating habits
No.139291
gojo's flashback was better than the shibuya arc
No.139292
>>139286>>>/secret/ you mean? it'd be good if people knew how to be more lax there
No.139294
Phone keeps asking if I want to connect to my neighbors oven or microwave or something
No.139296
want to eat but also want to act disciplined
No.139297
my girlfriend uzaki-chan just raped me with her fat boobers
No.139298
gotta need, a need to read GURPS splatbooks to relearn how to play it and what rules we need to have.
No.139299
any simple 2D game concept people want more of
No.139300
>>139297Just reminded me Uzaki is another one of those femdom series that sort of faded away in popularity because it became a vanilla romcom
Nagatoro's the only one still in the mindshare I see, even though it became wacky school hijinks as well
No.139301
i feel like a hack that can't even write anything right.
fuck football too.
No.139302
I love mtn dew baja blast in the morning
No.139304
Is the term benchmark inspired by weight lifting
No.139305
>>139304hmm no it seems to be 19th century geographic stuff
No.139306
watching mahoako on the bus went better than I expected
No.139307
lots of meetings at my email job lately
No.139308
I say that the economy is mostly comprised of inter-business transactions
No.139309
Anyone wanna watch Flash Gordon (1980)?
No.139310
Watching Flash Gordon (1980)
No.139311
Finished watching the movie, it was as good as I remember it the last time watching it.
No.139312
This one was good. I am satisfied.
No.139313
rabbits
No.139314
>>139313oh yeah... I completely forgot to make a thread...
No.139315
it's not too late!
No.139316
Too late now!
No.139317
remembered berun and v's cute gay date from back when and my heart started beating doki doki fast
No.139318
>>139317when is cool-guy going to get in on the action
No.139319
┌(^o^┐)┐ホモォ...
No.139321
Ate pizza today.
>>139320God she is so cute, I wish the VA didn't die.
No.139322
watching bokuyaba and wishing i wasnt stuck reading blatant dubtitles
No.139323
wishing there was a good browser
No.139324
What's wrong with what we've got
No.139325
wishing firefox was better
No.139326
headache
No.139327
>>139325What's wrong with it, other than occasionally introducing pointless UI changes no one asked for?
No.139328
Craving tempura.
No.139329
Gonna have a Calzone with Pepperoni, Ham, Hamburger, Onions, extra Mozzarella.
No.139330
Calzone ordered
No.139331
It took me so many years to realize that there was a difference between Capone and Calzone.
No.139335
i drank water
No.139338
I buy Great Value distilled water because of how hard it is. Spring water tastes plasticky to me now. When I pour a jug of that Great Value water into a bowl, I rely on years of milk and cereal experience to guide the water into the bowl.
No.139339
>>139338i do not understand
No.139340
>>139339uhh, it's hard to explain the taste of water. Distilled water has a very neutral PH, but spring water can be slightly acidic or basic.
No.139343
This is a weird question but does anyone else find using a touchpad on a laptop very cumbersome? I hate it but not enough to start carrying around a usb mouse
No.139346
>>139343>>139344i've been using a touchpad for nearly my whole life....
No.139347
brushing up on my French. Haven't practiced in years. Just using Duolingo for now and I've breezed through the first few levels. Wonder if there's a better way.
No.139348
I get the impression, from the people I've dealt with, that duolingo is nonsensical feel good learning.
No.139349
si tu pense que tu veux apprendre francés, tu peux parler en francais ici.
No.139350
oh wow... google corrected me into saying frances instead of francais
No.139351
>>139348It depends on the language apparently and is more about the gamification creating a habit
No.139352
>>139351a common impression is that a ton of people who pick up duolingo stick to the app alone and don't really touch on other material
precisely because of the gamification that so much learning doesn't have
>>139350sneaking in some spanish
No.139353
my scones arent rising
No.139354
scones are reclining
No.139355
You need to sing at your scones!
No.139356
i need to use baking powder for a more controlled rise
No.139357
>>139353did you freeze them for 30 minutes before baking? That adds a lot to the rise factor
Also did you properly knead the butter into the flour? it takes ages
No.139358
>>139357i kept the butter and milk cool before adding them (not the egg though. that was room temp). i
think i kneaded the butter in properly, i crumbled it between my fingers and it resembled the pic from
the recipe i was following
i put them in the fridge for a bit before the oven.
i think its the yeast, stuff i make with that yeast never rises that much. i use it for my pizza doughs and they're always flat as hell
No.139359
>>139358I used this recipe
https://afoodloverskitchen.com/easy-scones-recipeThere's even a list section that might give you an idea where it went wrong
For anything baked or bread-like, never trust a recipe that measures ingredients by spoons and cups. Ratios and measurements shouldn't be eyeballed because for anything bread like, accurate measurement actually matters.
No.139360
if my scones go right i'll post in the food thread
still think the lack of baking powder is the most important thing. i usually gather my ingredients by weight except for my bad habit of eyeballing measurements when i've forgotten salt or w/e
No.139361
I'm progressing in my English degree and I keep getting job offers from gulf states. The tax-free high salaries are tempting but... I'm afraid they'll take my passport if I do work in one of them
But on the bright side Arabic is easier than the agglutinative languages most countries interested in this offer
No.139363
I have a hard time imagining Arabic to be easier than Japanese. Agglutinative just makes sense to me.
No.139364
>>139363Arabic is easier because it has an alphabet
No.139365
>>139363Japanese has pretty much the highest barrier to entry of any language spoken today, because kanji slows everything down to a crawl even compared to Chinese. Can't immerse if you can't read shit.
No.139366
4AM wakeup... should I go for coffee or herbal tea..?
No.139367
>>139365It's why I prefer audio doujin and works with voice acting
No.139368
>>139365Chinese has even more including their pseudo alphabet for foreign words they use made of placeholder characters and then there's the tones.
I dislike that it's just taken for granted that an alphabet is assumed to be better every time. The Koreans went the "what if we did away with the Chinarunes" route and they occasionally complain of lost context from it, given that they have so many common sino words in their language.
It's common for languages to combine alphabets and logograms, going all the way back to Sumerian. Even Western languages have them with things like ♀ or ♂ because they recognize the usefulness of them.
Sorry for wallposting in the blog - maybe it should have been it's own thread.
No.139369
>>139368Nobody here said its better, just that alphabet using and non-agglutinative languages are easier to get started with for English speakers
No.139370
I've noticed people like marcille, but nobody loves marcille
No.139372
gonna watch gunslinger girl
dunno which subs i should get
No.139373
I think the animated GSG is a bit of a letdown considering the premise is deep
No.139374
i considered just reading the manga since the anime doesn't cover everything so maybe i'll do that instead
No.139376
>>139348I already know a fair amount. I'm not using it to
learn, I'm mostly using it as a refresher on vocab. The grammar is close enough to English that it's not too hard to read, which I can still mostly manage, it's just accessing everything that's deep in the recesses of my brain that I need to knock free, like pronunciation and object agreement.
>>139349J'oublie beacuop du francais. Je ne peux pas parler. C'est tres mal. Ma soeur voyage au france le semtemps prochain. Alors!... J'ai besoin du reapprendre, parceque si elle tombe malade ou se blesse, je devrai peut-etre la ramener aux Etats-Unis.
No.139377
surprisingly I can still read french very well, but typing sentences takes a while
No.139378
though, you're second language so your vocabulary is pretty simple
No.139379
Yeah... I'm certainly not aiming for fluency. Just enough to tide me by in an emergency.
No.139380
If you get shot down over French airspace, your best bet is probably to pretend NOT to speak German, rather than pretend to be French.
No.139381
told my cute and somewhat ditzy mum that i found it hard to imagine her as an older sister rather than the youngest sister of all her siblings and she agreed
No.139382
had a wet dream that I think Nagatoro was in
No.139383
went to visit mom and fell asleep for two hours...
even dreamed that i woke up had a long chat with her.....
No.139384
the dreamers
No.139387
spent all day thinking about elves
No.139388
really weird to see a porn artist tweeting about his dying mother while also posting his usual perv blogs.
No.139389
Either getting weaker or cat getting fatter
No.139391
>>139389pic of inflating cat
>>139390good job
No.139392
wtf poland spring tastes bad to me now
DAMN YOU GREAT VALUE DISTILLED WATER
No.139393
I had strange dream last night
No.139395
Forgot to zombie the blog
No.139397
>>139396yeah, but im going to be on irc 100% if I don't zombie it
No.139398
>>139396blog-smiting angel of an odd expression
No.139400
>>139399didn't notice
Hearing Rick Astley like that is so weird
No.139401
think my glasses have left a sore on my bridge...
No.139402
Bleh I must have frostbite my bridge the other day
No.139403
passed out in my chair and woke up feeling all sweaty blehhhh
guess this is my cue to get some actual rest...
No.139405
have many things to do, but am still lazily procrastinating.
No.139406
call me swat cause I've killed about forty mosquitoes today
No.139407
killed a silverfish today
No.139408
gained some weight
No.139409
Is it a holiday today
No.139410
it was an expensed w_rk lunch
No.139411
only 50% tax deductible
No.139412
time to chill out to another cliche romance anime
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suzume No.139413
>>139412Reminds me of otherside picnic
No.139415
there are over thirty mosquitoes sitting around on the ceiling and i don't know why....
the stupid nets were supposed to keep them out but no
maybe they're afraid, maybe they want revenge
whatever it is they're not doing anything
No.139416
and whenever i kill them it stains the white walls
No.139417
oh my god there are fifteen more OUTSIDE of the net dammit
No.139418
shaved my beard off, feels nice.
No.139419
Suzume is a good story if you want a sort of shinto fantasy, other world, thing
No.139420
killed a dozen more
i have stained these walls with the blood of men
No.139421
came to the office to escape my dying internet and the store i was supposed to test is unusable due to backend changes
No.139422
Cleaned up some stuff in backyard... had to kill two black widows and saw a third dead one.
Yeah, definitely shouldn't stack stuff outside to give them space to hide
No.139423
I hate it SO much when people make loud noises
No.139424
there's an itty bitty spider weaving its web in front of the monitor and it's cute
No.139426
>>139425killed another THIRTY mosquitoes
the trick is to stand still in place and offer up your legs so when they come you splat them like the fucking retards they are
i've also had good results by aiming directly with my palm and using jumping as an aid when there's one on the ceiling
No.139427
>>139426I recommend you get yourself an electric swatter. It's clean, easy and satisfying.
No.139428
It's weird to me mosquitoes that suck blood are all female.
No.139429
>>139427but what if i like slapping the wall and bathing in the blood of my enemies
No.139430
I can't believe anon lives in the fucking bush.
No.139431
do you have FIFTY dollars to blow?
introducing the BUG-A-SALT Yellow 3.0
a salt shotgun for bugs
No.139433
>>139430i'm in the city, what happens is there's been a freakish spike in their numbers
thankfully no dengue from this species
>>139431will this help me fend off raiders after the impending collapse
No.139434
there was a micro outage and since I was standing by the window managed to see the city going dark and lighting up once more in real time it was very cool
No.139435
>>>/jp/70555
/u/ zealots used to be my least favorite type of poster in the anime sphere of IBs, just because of how seriously they would take things that don't really matter, like shipping. They've mellowed out since then, though
No.139436
don't get how my bro does it
got thai food for dinner, asked what he wanted, he wanted the spiciest pad thai they had. kinda funny side note but they have "Thai hot" as the hottest advertised and then a secret "Indian Spicy" above that, which I got him. I can barely even handle medium but he took a bite out of the pad thai and said it was just the right amount of spice
No.139437
bite blog
No.139438
>>139436Indian spicy isn't hot spicy though. It's "cooked with a lot of different spices" spicy.
No.139439
indian chillis are hot though. But then again so are chinese chillis
No.139440
people always say they dont give the real spicy stuff to westerners anyway
No.139441
>>139440sometimes it's best not to give the customer what they ask for
No.139442
my brother eats california reapers and regularly spices with ghost peppers he knows what's spicy
No.139443
Habanero is the hottest you can go while still being enjoyable in my experience
No.139444
nice incorrect opinon
No.139445
mexican molè is great honestly loved that stuff
No.139446
mexican molè is sexo
No.139448
first in order to sell some of my ps2 games i had to see if they worked, which means of course that i had to then see if my pvm(s) even worked
No.139449
hand is too sore to 3D model because of tilling machine vibration
getting older sucks
No.139452
there was a man carrying a kitten in the subway, couldn't take a pic for obvious reasons
and in the office cafeteria naruto was playing on the tv for some reason
No.139455
leverage excessive memory by turning off your GC
No.139456
I peed
No.139457
I went to subway today
No.139458
Impressed that Netflix is adapting The Three Body Problem.
Thought it would stay in China and be a niche SciFi thing
No.139459
netflix? more like
No.139460
more less
No.139461
finally bothered to clear my desk, unhook the main pc, lift the very heavy tower off desk, and proceed to clean (most) of the dust out.
and now i can have peace again from fan rattle
No.139463
>>139462midwest bro huh
yeah as soon as I felt those wind gusts on a warm day in winter I just knew a bitter cold was waiting behind it.
No.139464
>>139462The weather has been so odd for the last year or two. Last winter the trees around here were blooming in January. I got hit with the same cold front yesterday. We went from spring weather back to winter in the span of a couple of hours. It was raining so hard I had to check radar to see if there was a tornado in the area.
>>139461Great minds think alike. I am enjoying my cleaned desk. I need to get the air compressor out and blow out the tower though. I try to give it a deep clean once a year. Last year it got pretty nasty inside. The main fans were caked in dust and nicotine stains.
No.139465
>>139464I think it's been odd all over the country. For better or for worse, I've had the experience of living in the Midwest, the East Coast, the South, and Southwest. Things have been getting more mild and also unpredictable each year. When I lived in the Midwest I can remember in ~2007 getting a few feet of snow each year, and then past ~2010 only getting half a foot. When I moved down South, I remember ~2014 there was an extremely mild snow storm that shut down the State I was in. When I moved back up North to the Northeast ~2019 there was only 1 year that I can remember there being heavy snowfall, the rest of the time I lived there there was just freezing rain and maybe a few days of snow that didn't stick and would melt. Then when I moved to the Southwest there was a huge snowstorm that took out the Texas grid, and this year there was that period for a few days where the temperature jumped up to ~90F and now it's back down to ~50F. Checking the weather site I use, it seems that California is getting a snowstorm right about now.
"Interesting times" and all that...
No.139466
sitting on my exercise ball to work out my core whiel i sit at compy
No.139467
>>139464The whether has been pretty strange where I live in Australia as well, though very much for the better. Most summers would see regular heat waves that would get into the 40s(Celsius), I don't think we have had even one day above 40c for the last 3 years now. The average temperature seems to be lower as well with most days getting to the mid to high 20s.
Also the grass in the fields would usually die as the rain stopped, that has not happened either. For the last few years we have still been getting enough rainfall in summer to keep it alive.
No.139468
watched DUNC, it was pretty good. the fights were sufficiently epic and the bene gesserrit's schemes weren't ignored
No.139469
>>139465Are you actively avoiding the term "climate change"?
No.139470
>>139469Yes, because the second I were to say it some faggot like you who has politics on the brain would come out the woodwork.
No.139471
I actively avoid that word too or at least will asterisk it a little
No.139472
RELEASE ME FROM MY PAIN (tummy hort)
No.139473
>>139471>>139470I avoid the world as well because it's so politicized and frankly BS. This isn't anything new either. I remember being a child and them pushing it through the public school system. They told us back then that by the time we graduated we would run out of oil/coal and we'd be living on a planet that was a million degrees in the winter. Of course none of that came to pass.
Frankly, you aren't allowed to talk about this issue anywhere anyway. "They" has been involved in geoengineering for my entire life. Anyone can clearly see the differences between now and back in the 80s/90s if they've been paying attention. It's always blamed on the poor classes using the products and services they're required to use to live day-to-day in this stupid society we've cultivated since about the 1920s. But no one is allowed to discuss the real issues. Like the weather warfare that's been happening since the end of WW2 or the daily airplanes spraying stuff in the skies. I could go into extreme detail about this because it's pretty easy to prove what they're spraying. But I wouldn't expect genuine discourse. I try to stay away from the subject and certain keywords related to it because it always draws in outsiders.
They can't leave one place on the entire web where people might come together to have a friendly discussion about such things. That's why "political" discussion became so heated around 2011 or so. That's when they overturned the Smith–Mundt Act and started practicing open propaganda against domestic websites in the west. That's when the hoards of bots were unleashed on all discussion platforms along with armies of paid posters.
I expect the weather to continue to becoming stranger and stranger as I age and nothing to be done about it. Since there are multiple factions using various technologies to wage warfare between each other. If you're interested in such things I suggest a deep dive into military documents starting around the mid-1950s. They use a lot of different technology to screw with the weather patterns. But it mainly comes down to weaponized radio spectrum and the spraying. Both of which are some of the most censored subjects on the modern web.
A final thought: People act like current weather patterns are something new. But I clearly remember as a child all of the adults commenting on how little it was snowing in the winter. They said they used to get 2-4 big snow events every winter. But when I was a kid I didn't see snow until I was like 7 or 8 years old and just an inch of it was reason to celebrate (and stay out of school for days at a time). When sometime in my teenage years we started getting multiple heavy snows and ice storms again most every year. Which was back to "normal" for our area according to all the old folks. Then around the 2010s things changed again. Now winter was either indian summer or we'd get massive snow/ice storms out of nowhere always at the worst possible time.
All I know is if you study the weather patterns and old texts about them you can clearly see a big change happening from about the late 1960s-early 1970s going forward. The weather patterns were mostly stable up until then with the odd massive storm coming every decade or so. Then the moment we got the ability to track the weather really closely strange weather patterns and events started happening all of the time. They're right when they say it's caused by humans but I assure you it isn't because of regular old people driving cars or spraying air freshener. It isn't caused by cattle farting either. It's just a part of 5th generation warfare much like the bot armies on the internet and the so-called "culture wars". When we gained the ability to bomb each other off of the planet war shifted into other areas that were less destructive to our own side and allowed for more deniability. Any technologically advanced country on the planet has the ability to manipulate the weather through various means or they are a vassal state of a state that can. Weather manipulation isn't all bad either. For example, it can be used to ensure crops don't fail or bring rain to areas where it's needed. But it can also be used for evil as well like any other technology.
It's a very interesting subject to study. There are some good examples of some methods being used as early as the 1930s to make rain. You should check it out.
No.139476
hi fern
No.139477
big fern belly
No.139481
I am thinking about doing the PhD grind
No.139482
>>139480I'm consumed by it honestly and it fills me with dread often
No.139483
had to tell some guy to back off at work
No.139485
>>139470I see now. I apologize for making this awkward.
No.139486
Boss is trying to pay central Asians to do a high quality job and they just copy pasted some code from a library for 3,000$. And it was essentially the code I initially gave him haha.
No.139487
>>139486Dang Kazakh code monkeys
No.139488
>>139487I don't really mind that they aimed to do a cheap job. I'm just satisfied that someone insulting my work and trying to outsource me met the expected outcome.
No.139489
>>86859I have watched 16bit Sensation and it was ok
No.139490
watching jormungand, dunno what to think of it
the albino girl's kuso english girlboss rap theme music is fucking horrible and i hate hearing it every single next episode preview
No.139494
aaaa my album is almost done, i am so excited to begin the soul-crushing process of finding a label to sign with
i'm working on the cover art right now and its coming out better than i thought i could do
No.139496
>>139474did he not get the memo that snakes aren't supposed to exist until mid Spring when they warp in mass from the snake dimension.
No.139498
woke up with a horting tummy
it's so over
No.139499
Haven't watched any Wes Anderson movies. What should I go with?
No.139500
>>139499Beats me, I couldn't name one
No.139501
>>139499Fantastic Mr. Fox is pretty good.
No.139502
I'd stream one of them but I don't like the risk of torrenting western media
No.139503
saw lightning strike some blocks away and my monitors went dark for a moment but the computer stayed on very weird and a bit scary
No.139504
shut down an site i've been running for several years and sold the domain to an indian casino
No.139505
trevor would NEVER make a grammatical mistake like saying "an site", he's too degrees two smart for that
No.139506
>>139504should have sold it to a cp spammer instead
No.139507
went to the office in the morning in spite of the diluvium that later broke my umbrella because there was no internet or lights
now that i've returned home the lights are back, but there's still no internet nor water now so i'm using mah hotspot
a neighbor managed to get a hold of the ISP and they told him they'll be coming on the 30th
the lights just went out again for parts of the building
No.139509
>>139508Reduce clock speed?
No.139510
Pot a pill stuck in my throat and drank water and ate cereal to push it down.
No.139515
>>139514First mistake of the day.
No.139519
having my second iconic milk tea of the day with some grapes
No.139520
>>139519I've heard of these before. How does it compare to normal tea?
No.139522
hope i have time for anime this weekend
been one of the worst and busiest times of my life for a strait month at least
No.139523
accidentally exposed my secret fern belly pic collection to coworkers
No.139524
>>139523Monitor their responses quickly. If the winds change abruptly, get out of their Snake.
No.139525
snowing like crazy today
No.139527
An old friend that's 15 years younger than me showed up last night randomly. Haven't seen him in years. He was pretty messed up on what I assume were research chemicals and crying about some girl that turned him down. Said he'd driven from 3 hours away and came here because he was afraid to go home (still lives with his parents).
I showed up MahoAko and fed him sedatives a few hours later because he really needed to sleep it off. When he woke up around 3pm today he claimed he couldn't remember anything since yesterday morning. He lost whatever drugs he was on somewhere along the day (or ate them all more than likely).
He normally claims to hate cartoons/anime but he was really into the magical girl abuse last night while he was blacked out.
No.139529
>>139528I met the kid when I was freaking out about being in my 30s and making an effort to get back into going to social things. He's a good kid. But he's got a big drug using problem so I don't make a habit of hanging around with him much anymore. Plus I don't really go to social things anymore (well the same ones he attends at least). But if he shows up I don't refuse him. He's more of a hiking buddy than anything.
That said, he came to me for advice once and didn't listen. Then when he needed a friend more than ever none of his "friends" would come up help. Long story short I drove a couple of hours to bail him out of jail and then took him to his mother. Who promptly solved the problem he was having (and is the reason he avoided prison for two major drug charges in as many months).
From what I can tell as he's getting closer to 30 himself he's starting to learn and not be such a fuck up. He did manage to stop doing the drug that was his largest problem. But he's the type of person that over does everything. He can't just smoke pot he's got to do massive dabs. He can't just take a hit of LSD he's got to have 10-strips minimum. He can't just drink a couple of beers he's got to drink a 5th of liquor in an hour. That type of thing.
Basically, I'm old and can't keep up with him. But every now and again he gets sad and shows up. So I don't refuse him. I'm more of an absent father than a friend I think.
No.139530
>>139529I see. So he probably sees you as a father figure or something then. You did say "his mother" and not "his parents" after all. Kids of single moms can be fuckups. The dude I know ha no excuse though, he has both of his parents and it's always his dad whom he constantly gives headaches to.
No.139531
keep having dreams about the bath scene in dungeon meshi
No.139532
>>139531Maybe your subconscious is trying to tell you something.
When was the last time you took a bath?
No.139533
showered yesterday
haven't bathed with an elf in all my life
No.139534
>>139529That guy needs serious help
No.139537
ate banana
but others are going to go bad before I feel like eating them
such is the plight of the banana eater
No.139538
Japan apparently cracking down on tourists come April
No.139539
Apparently it's some dumb "America owns the world" tier stuff that they do like fondling geisha in Kyoto and wandering into private residential areas.
No.139540
>>139539>>139538They've been doing this for a while, there are parts of those cherry blossom gardens that Chinese tourists are not allowed into.
That, and the viral stuff about taking a PRC flag to Japanese landmarks or whatever probably pissed a lot of people off
No.139541
>>139540>They've been doing this for a whileWeird thing to say considering tourism only resumed last year.
Anyways. An article on it
https://www.afar.com/magazine/japan-to-limit-tourists-in-kyotos-gion-district-and-mt-fuji No.139542
>>139541No, I mean they've been restricting tourists since like before COVID IIRC
No.139543
Wandering through the streets of the blog thread, Anonymous searches for blogs, peering through windows and shrugs his shoulders as he leaves in defeat.
No.139544
somehow my last post in this thread was a week ago
rough few days recently
No.139545
wait wasn't the bump timer thirty minutes.... i thought it was
No.139547
Do not use OneDrive... there is no end to issues that make it a total pain. File navigation takes half a second per nav in the explorer. It makes it so unresponsive it's unbelievable.
No.139548
I was going to get sick next Sunday so I wouldn't have to attend the stupid family reunion. But now it's been decided it will happen under my roof. Doushio
No.139549
I miss going to family reunions, I miss my grandma...
No.139550
>I once succeeded in identifying a Near-RP hitchhiker as a Geordie by seizing on the fact that his /l/ was ーhypercorrectlyー dark in all environments.
this kind of quote gives me life
No.139551
I didn't care much for Kyoto either.
No.139553
>>139552no alt+f4 for you
No.139554
saw dune 2 yesterday with my dad and brother. thought it was pretty good but i felt like i missed a lot because i havent read the books
No.139555
>>139546I thought Kyoto was very beautiful when I visited. I definitely enjoyed it more than Tokyo. It also has history as the ancient capital with a lot of unique buildings related to it.
No.139556
>>139554NON-BLOG INCOMING
I'd assume you did, as a lot of movie watchers appear to have missed the point of how engineered, inescapable and terrible the whole thing is. For example,
>And Paul saw how futile were any efforts of his to change any smallest bit of this. He had thought to oppose the jihad within himself, but the jihad would be. His legions would rage out from Arrakis even without him. They needed only the legend he already had become. He had shown them the way, given them mastery even over the Guild which must have the spice to exist.
>A sense of failure pervaded him, and he saw through it that Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen had slipped out of the torn uniform, stripped down to a fighting girdle with a mail core.
>This is the climax, Paul thought. From here, the future will open, the clouds part onto a kind of glory. And if I die here, they’ll say I sacrificed myself that my spirit might lead them. And if I live, they’ll say nothing can oppose Muad’Dib.
Or
>In that instant, Paul saw how Stilgar had been transformed from the Fremen naib to a creature of the Lisan al-Gaib, a receptacle for awe and obedience. It was a lessening of the man, and Paul felt the ghost-wind of the jihad in it.
>I have seen a friend become a worshiper, he thought.
In Messiah, Paul says Hitler did "pretty good for those days" compared to his recent killing of sixty-one billion people, ninety planets, and forty religions. That's the conservative estimate. No.139557
what the hell. konosuba is out and we dont even have a seasonal thread
No.139558
Kazuma is such a well written character
No.139559
>>139557making it later today...
No.139560
sappororo really is better than these other types
No.139561
>>139557What the heck are you talking about, it's 10 days away? I'll make the thread tomorrow
No.139564
>>139552My PS2 to USB adapter arrived today and the keyboard works without any issues. It's pretty similar to the one shown here
https://youtu.be/kvsPI_W-LMk , though mine has 4 vertical lights with one being a power switch that's always on. Since it has springs inside it it's obviously pretty loud, even more so if you use it at an angle.
No.139565
I made a joke about my sister(who is 22) listening to K-pop and in response she said she did not know what that was, not that she had never listened to K-pop, she had never heard of what the term was to begin with.
Sometimes it surprises me how I will take something for granted as being common knowledge but then it proving not to be. None of my sisters knew who Elon Musk was either until I told them, they also did not know that twitter had been changed to X until I told them, this was only very recently that I told them as well, they didn't know about the Amazon Lord of the Rings TV show and seem to know next to nothing about that kind of thing. I was going to say that they live in their own world but more accurately I probably am the one that lives in my own world. Most people probably don't hear about or deal with these kinds of things as they are focusing on real life things like work and their social life.
No.139566
>>139565huh, aren't women supposed to generally be into knowing all that status and power pop culture stuff?
Not knowing about Musk is kinda odd.
No.139568
>>139565no they really are clueless its cute
No.139569
>>139566I doubt my sister would really know any of that either unless my brother was talking to her about it. Most of what she knows is just dumb norm tiktok trends or whatever is the latest in her starbucks order.
No.139570
>>139567Basically, though to be fair I don't know what FML is either.
No.139571
I am proud of being such a good cheat (creative interpretation of the rules) that the sanctioning body of a sport I participate in was forced to add a new rule to the book just because of my actions last year.
I can't drive anymore due to health reasons. So a few years ago I signed a driver to drive our car and took over the dual role of crew chief and head mechanic (and part car owner). Anyway, the rules in our class are supposed to be set-up to keep the cars even and keep costs down. But they don't do good inspections so everyone is running illegal equipment. For example, our engines are supposed to be sealed and we're not supposed to do anything to tune them. But they don't check close so everyone is running a built up engine that looks stock. We even pay extra to get parts with fake serial numbers stamped on them.
Last year I was trying to figure out how to get our car to turn better. There really isn't any leeway in how the suspension is set-up because they're basically kit cars and we aren't allowed to run things like adjustable shocks and the sanctioning forces us to run certain springs and what-not. They've basically taken everything away from us over the last 10-15 years as far as being able to set-up the car to work like we want it.
Reading over the rules I noticed that while we're forced to run a certain brand of shocks with no ability to adjust them there wasn't any rule about how and where we could mount them. So I drilled a bunch of holes and was able to make adjustments by moving where they were mounted. I thought for sure they'd notice but they never looked closely enough and the black spray paint hid all those extra holes (along with some crap I filled the holes with).
End of last year the guy that came second in the last race put up the $500 required to protest the results. We had to hang around the track until 6am while they went over our car closely looking for anything illegal to fine us. They found my trick and three people standing around saw it. Since we hadn't technically broken any rules the win stood and the guy lost his protest money.
We've been getting ready for this year's season over the last month and a half. We had an open testing session on the local track last Friday. I noticed that everyone's cars seemed to be handling much better and lap times had picked up some since last year. Most of the field and all of the front runners had caught on to my trick because someone blabbed.
The rules committee was lurking around and looking at everyone's cars. They decided this was a problem and a huge safety issue. So on Saturday they announced that anyone caught doing it would be fined and banned for multiple races. Get caught twice and you lose your yearly entry fees and ability to participate for 5 years. They aren't messing around. They've decided they're going to look much closer at engines to. Since the top 5-6 cars are obviously so much faster than the rest of the field.
I was thankfully ahead of the game. We built a new chassis over the winter and I didn't make the modification because I figured I couldn't get away with it anymore. I already have another way to get my ability to do shock adjustments back. Over the weekend I bought a bunch of oil in different weights along with several sets of new shocks. I've cracked them open and filled them all with different oil weights. That way I can swap them quickly in the pits as track conditions change over the course of a weekend. They're "sealed" because I sealed them. There is no rule in the book about _who_ seals them only that they have to be sealed. It isn't as good as what I had before but I'm hoping it takes them longer to catch on to it.
I'm thinking this will be the last year I participate with dirt racing though. It's fun but it's costing us way too much money. A local team is talking about starting up their Trans-Am GT car project again. I used to work for them because they closed up shop back in 2016. I built their sim racing set-up. I'm going to call the owner on Friday and see if he's interested in hiring a spotter/car chief. I could use the money and racing is a lot more fun when you're spending someone else's money instead of your own.
No.139572
>>139571nice, always great to make bureaucrats squirm and take advantage of their sloppy work for your own benefit
No.139573
had a few sodas a couple days ago and im still reeling from the gas issues they plagued me with
No.139574
Spent an hour or so searching and copy-pasting answers for a pre-entrance coursework assigned by the college I'm not even a part of at the moment. Stupid system.
No.139575
set up deja dup after I got tired of copy+pasting my files to backup
No.139576
From Twitter to Visa/Master
I just realized how much US tech has screwed over Japan in the past year
No.139577
>>139576There's a bunch of companies that now each wield a level of power that would normally be associated with nation states. I don't know we can still refer to them as US companies though, when they are super-national and just registering their HQs wherever they have to pay the lowest tax rate.
How much control does the US government still have over them, and how much control do they have over the US government?
No.139578
Sleeping and waking up early feels great! Played games for an hour, watched an hour of anime, programmed for another hour, and it's just 9AM! So much day time left!
No.139579
managed to finish work on time this friday having filled out my timesheets so i dont need to do it over the weekend
No.139582
>>139580Huh, that's an interesting yet simple idea. Can't believe I had never thought of it.
No.139583
Going to try and find a good eclipse place
No.139584
>>139583I'm surprised I don't have a decent Guts-rage reaction image.
Perhaps my standards are too high.
No.139586
college giving out adobe cloud and ms office licenses, hopefully they dont mind me using OS alternatives... I dont want to install windows....
No.139587
thundering really badly
No.139588
Someone used my email to receive invoices for Microsoft business. Is this some sort of scam or identity theft?
No.139589
>>139588It would be a self-scam if all that they're accomplishing is that they cannot access their invoices.
If microsoft has no other personal data from you (other than the email) in this customer account, then you could technically just ignore the emails piling up (or even filter them), though it would be more courteous to inform them that they're sending their mail to the wrong address.
If they do have more information on you, tell them that this contract was made without you and is thus void.
It might of course be somebody setting up a fake microsoft entity, trying to get you to interact with their fake microsoft website.
No.139590
>>139589They are using my full name and emails are coming from @microsoft.com
No.139591
contact support, because they probably used all your real information to fill out things
No.139592
>>139591What should I say to support?
No.139593
>>139592idk, don't even know who you contact. It depends on what the invoice was for.
but you don't want people to start calling you about their 10,000 dollar azure bills that aren't being paid.
No.139594
>>139592That whatever contract they think they have with you was made without your consent.
You will therefore not pay. If they wish to continue offering their services to whatever entity made that contract, they should contact THEM (though not via the email address that belongs to you) to acquire new payment information.
Also, you should first google some bits of the email you got to see if other people had the same experience, and what happened to them.
No.139595
Do not use the email as a vector to get into contact with microsoft. Do not directly reply to it or use the links it provides. Google for their customer services.
No.139596
just post the invoice+mail and remove the personal info.......
No.139597
>>139596first email
microsoft-noreply@micr
osoft.com
Details of your subscription purchase
Thanks for your purchase on April X, 2024. Your Invoice will be ready on April 5, 2024 in the
Microsoft 365 admin center. You should be able to start using your subscription in about an hour.
Order number: bunch of letters and numbers interrupted by dashes
Product Licenses
----------------------
----------------------
------------------
Microsoft 356 Business Standard 1
Additional resources
Learn how to understand your invoiceLearn how to pay by wire transfer in the Microsoft 365 admin centerLearn how to assign admin roles and set up your organization's accounts payable contact as billing adminAcount information
Organization name: My full name however without written without language specific characters
Domain: FullName3Digitnumber.o
nmicrosoft.com
Did you find this email helpful?
Yes NoPrivacy StatementMicrosoft Logo
All links look legit, so I don't think this is a phishing scam.
No.139599
if it doesn't show on your MS account or credit/debit card I'd just try to find a support email on your account and forward the it to them
No.139600
>>139597second email
Sign in to view your Microsoft 365 Business Standard invoice
Your Microsoft 365 Business Standard invoice is now available in the Microsoft 365 admin center. Sign in to view it.
Blue button saying "view your invoice" linking to nam.safelink.emails.az
ure.net
If you've already paid, disregard this email.
If you're set up to pay by credit card, no action is required--we'll charge your card within 24 hours of the invoice date.
To review changes made to this subscription,
go to the subscription history in the Microsoft 365 admin center.
Additional resources
Learn more about your invoice
Learn how to navigate your invoices
Change the way you receive invoices
Change your payment method
Change your billing addressOrganization name: My full name
Domain: same as previous email.onmicrosoft.com
Subscription name: Microsoft 365 Business Standard
Subscription expiration date: April 4, 2025
Did you find this email helpful?
Yes No
Privacy StatementMicrosoft Corporation, One Microsoft Way, Redmond, WA 98052
Microsoft Logo
Attached invoice bills to my full name without language specific characters but address is somewhere in other country. It sums up to over 14 Euro.
No.139601
>>139600What's the URL of the sign in?
No.139603
>>139598Email from this link does not look legitimate. The one I received I am pretty sure is.
>>139599I do not have a Microsoft account. No suspicious charges on my cards recently. I had no luck finding Microsoft support email and when calling the phone number I get only automated responses.
No.139604
>>139601nam.safelink.emails.az
ure.net
No.139605
well, you might have an autorenew that just triggered for office. I'd try signing into microsoft with that email and a regular password
No.139606
other than that, beats me. I'd have to have the email in front of me to understand
No.139608
how the hell do people use Rust to do multithreading.
I'm using Tauri which exists to manage state and behavior for webview programs, much the same way Electron does, and it's like.... I can't create a timer to modify internal state and variables because Tauri is closely gaurding it's state from mutation outside of it's defined functionality
No.139609
I guess Rust is going to be easier when doing from scratch designs because you can control what's mutable and what's not... but wow, it's SO restrictive
No.139610
scarfed down some thai curry and now tummy horts
how can this be happening to me????
No.139611
>>139609>but wow, it's SO restrictiveI guess it depends what you mean by restrictive, but unsafe rust exists.
No.139613
got a little jumpscared by the jumpscare in higurashi chapter 2
No.139615
>>139614thats in chapter 1 onikakushi
i mean the one in wataganashi, when
keiichi starts questioning 'shion' on the phone when exactly she spoke with the mayor when the mayor was out of contact the entire day, and she just cries for some time before saying hee hee hee hee No.139616
Just a heads up, I might somewhat spontaneously schedule a stream at 8PM for the 4th part of the GuPz movie. 60min runtime
No.139617
Bagel with ementhal not as great as I hoped
No.139618
rained a lot and internet tanked again so the cables may be full of water once more
No.139619
and now my lights are out for maybe the next six hours
No.139620
Korean manga supporters have some funny ideas about why they're the future
>In the documentary, Seo Bum Gang, the Chairman of the Korean Webtoon Association explains that manhwa or webtoons have an inherent advantage in the global market because of their optimal mobile readability. Simply put, manhwa are easy to scroll through on mobile devices, making them perfect for leisure reading anywhere at any time.
>Crunchyroll's documentary on Solo Leveling explains that in Korea, webtoons and web novels are part of a "snack culture" where they are seen as a means to pass the time.
No.139621
lights came back
No.139622
>It's a difference of mediums, most of those manwha or manhua are digitally created instead of traditionally pen and paper. Also it only seems like they come out weekly to you. They backlog many chapters before a release like with anime and have them colored and corrected, and then release them weekly. If it was being released weekly with no breaks, there wouldn't be break for a story like your example Solo Leveling where the source novel exceeds it.
The coloring fad of manhwa also seems incredibly dangerous
No.139623
Grabbed a 2nd hand
headset for $15, pretty nice.
No.139624
i love rain but these last few months it's been destroying the building and that's not good
the terrace's membrane has broken down to the point that the sixth floor is flooding and this water is going down the stairs and the elevator shaft which we had to stop using because it smelled like it was burning and the lights went out a couple times
and somehow it turns out all the cable and internet wires go through that same shaft so it breaking means everyone's connection is down
at the same time the holes that the construction workers next door poked into our walls were very badly done and are leaking as well so that's causing a bit of flooding too
extra bit is that the company celebrated my five year anniversary by revoking my keycard's permissions because that's when it expires though that was sorted in half an hour thankfully
No.139626
I thought Danbooru was a the origin of all the booru's but it's written in Rails while Gelbooru is in PHP and sankuku is in who knows what
No.139627
watching the eleeto neeto's show
No.139629
>>139628That's not how undressing works.
You can trust me, I'm an expert. I am currently lurking kissu in my underwear.
No.139630
>>139629what color panties are you wearing
No.139631
I ate banana and now I'm full
No.139632
got carded when i entered the premises of a casino
No.139633
>>139632What do you mean carded? Did they deal you a hand od cards?
No.139634
>>139633asked for an ID card to verify my age
No.139635
>>139634First time I've ever heard someone call it that way.
No.139636
>>139635Really? It's been common parlance for decades.
No.139637
cant stop thinking about incest
No.139638
edited my first two wiktionary articles
No.139640
>>139639or $12 per person per night
cheaper than mcdonalds and way better tasting
No.139641
there's two stops for the same bus about fifteen meters apart and nobody knows what the difference is
No.139642
one girl is standing inbetween the two just in case
No.139643
my nutbladder aching hurts
No.139645
Windows 11 criticism list entries for later... a thread idea...
Forcing OneDrive when it's a buggy product.
One drive, when syncing, makes file navigation take half a second per click
Hiding the advanced right click menu behind a menu
Default right click menu
User profiles linked to a microsoft account
I have my real name everywhere on my explorer because my windows account is professional and syncs to it.
Mysterious performance loss across entire system(must verify, benchmarks in another /qa/ thread somewhere)
Settings are handled by an incomplete system where everything is hidden behind tabs upon tabs.
Trying to search for items often leads to you opening an edge tab which doesn't help, because search engines are in need of major updates.
You can not move the taskbar to anywhere other than the bottom.
unwanted and forced update after initial install, but go away after being forced to disable them
Passwords can not have letters in them
Things I like:
Tiling system an be handy but is often a non-feature(and I am a single monitor user). Doesn't go far enough to be useful.
Tabs in the explorer and cmd
No.139646
>>139645you can uninstall onedrive and also disable internet search and the new right click by editing the registry
it helps a lot
No.139647
>>139646yeah, but I could also go back to 10 and install an alternative to explorer and download Cmder. Only thing I lose on is the tiling system which needs more work
No.139648
>>139647i know, i'm only using 11 because sadly i'm forced to
No.139649
Keeping a ref to my benchmarks when I went from 10 to 11 >>>/qa/119841
No.139650
>>139641Sometimes, city planners just don't know what the fuck they are doing.
At the last place I lived, the bus stops were all upgraded and modernized. The bike lane, which generally runs on the street, was rerouted over the new bus stops platforms to avoid having to wait behind the buses or veer left into the car traffic.
Only, if somebody had thought about it, maybe they would have realized that you can't ride your bike over these platforms while a bus is stopping there. It's impossible to see the people before they exit the bus onto your lane.
So, with the new, fancy bike lanes, the bikes are still forced to either wait behind the buses or veer left into the car traffic.
No.139651
I went to a farm today, got a 1/4th of a cow from these people up north. God damn it was a long drive, like four hours.
No.139652
>>139651How much weight is that? Do you have room to freeze it? That sounds like a lot of meat
No.139653
>>139652It was three coolers worth of meat, well two full of meat (lots of ground beef) and a lot of steaks too. God damn I love the up north, it's beautiful, Michigan is a really nice state and fuck the bitches who hate it.
No.139654
>>139653Yeah, that seems like a lot. Beef is pretty great, but I don't think I could eat much of it in a row so that much seems like too much unless you have a giant freezer.
No.139655
>>139654I got two freezers filled with meat at this point.
No.139657
he didnt get it
No.139658
>>139657you got a good time
No.139665
>>139664Nah, The Mushroom Kingdom. This thread contains hints for finding it:
https://themushroomkingdom.net/board/index.php?topic=4777.0;allOne of the rewards for finding the secret page is a link to another page that has a copy of an obscure official browser game titled Mario Net Quest:
https://themushroomkingdom.net/mnq/This is not the secret page itself, and it should be okay to share since it's already been indexed by search engines and become known to the wider internet.
No.139666
Is there any possible way to make a misskey account without living in japan? I can't figure out how to log into my old one even though I have the password and everything on a .txt file...
No.139667
>>139660I'm actually quite happy with two. But I quickly realized I didn't want them both in the standard orientation next to each other. That was too far a distance for the eye to travel.
No.139668
>>139666Is there any restrictions on accounts outside of Japan? I'm using mine just fine. When I made it you had to generate a stupid code on another page, don't know if it's changed since then
No.139669
>>139656I have two freezers full of meat.
>>139657I'm not taking pictures of my meat.
No.139672
meatbragger
No.139674
Learning C with Xlib, was going through the documentation and stumbled upon this beauty:
typedef union _XEvent {
int type; /* must not be changed */
XAnyEvent xany;
XKeyEvent xkey;
XButtonEvent xbutton;
XMotionEvent xmotion;
XCrossingEvent xcrossing;
XFocusChangeEvent xfocus;
XExposeEvent xexpose;
XGraphicsExposeEvent xgraphicsexpose;
XNoExposeEvent xnoexpose;
XVisibilityEvent xvisibility;
XCreateWindowEvent xcreatewindow;
XDestroyWindowEvent xdestroywindow;
XUnmapEvent xunmap;
XMapEvent xmap;
XMapRequestEvent xmaprequest;
XReparentEvent xreparent;
XConfigureEvent xconfigure;
XGravityEvent xgravity;
XResizeRequestEvent xresizerequest;
XConfigureRequestEvent xconfigurerequest;
XCirculateEvent xcirculate;
XCirculateRequestEvent xcirculaterequest;
XPropertyEvent xproperty;
XSelectionClearEvent xselectionclear;
XSelectionRequestEvent xselectionrequest;
XSelectionEvent xselection;
XColormapEvent xcolormap;
XClientMessageEvent xclient;
XMappingEvent xmapping;
XErrorEvent xerror;
XKeymapEvent xkeymap;
long pad[24];
} XEvent;
Each individual event type has it's own int type but they all only take as much memory as a single integer.
Took me a while to understand what this was for.
No.139676
>>139675that looks more like the back of a quirky racing kart than someone's ass
No.139678
>>139677in this one you can at least see her legs, in the first one there's only the feet
No.139679
was about to sneeze and yawn at the same time
chose yawn
No.139681
not much is as terrifying as pondering on the infinite vastness of space and how absolutely hopeless we are in the face of anything with destructive capability occurring to us
No.139683
i put cat on my lap
he jumps of to lay on desk
i flip him over and lay his back on me while cradling him in my arm
he peacefully sits and purrs for a while until i pet him
No.139686
>>139685I just hate that giant dock that they copied from Apple
No.139687
pic it or frik it
yeah i'm talking to you
you know who you are
No.139688
Freak it
No.139689
spoiled the ending of a vn for myself and now i want to kill myself
No.139690
>>139689you can still go on think of it as a replay with half the time invested
No.139691
I am posting from work.
No.139693
>>139691Sorry I forgot to censor the word
No.139694
nutbladder aching hurts
No.139695
watching idaten
the colors are kakkoi
the op song is shit
No.139696
Mangadex is aggressively begging for money. I thought I could give some.
But there is no donation option. There are only subscription systems in different price classes. The FAQ says I should just subscribe and then immediately unsubscribe. Bah. That just feels icky.
So, I wanted to know what their financial situation is, but all that they are saying is that they money. No details given.
I can't ask them either. There is no email, or on-site communication system. They only talk to people on discord, x, or reddit.
And then, when I decide to swallow the bitter pill and get my ass off its comfy cushion of excuses, I find that they only take credit card payments.
Alright then. Don't take my money.
No.139697
old lady at work keeps staring at my face. even when I turn my back to her, she walks in front of me and says “I’ll watch you” (we have to work together at times)
No.139698
I pooped
No.139700
and here I was going to ban everyone but you had to relocate them...
No.139701
>hardcore
is “faggot” not allowed? you can get banned for it on kissu?
No.139702
why are you even saying it in the first place. Is it just to be a tru-4chaner?
No.139703
the sager
No.139704
he dodged my question with another question lol
No.139705
dodgers could be here
No.139706
>>139701No you don't get banned for it, honestly kissu is pretty lax, just say shit in the gamer way and not the /pol/ way I guess?
No.139707
got the hiccups
No.139708
I spell it hiccoughs and I am confident that it makes me a better person.
No.139709
>>139708it doesn't because that's a fake etymology made up later that barely makes sense
it's onomatopoeic
No.139714
and then eating it with eggs for a daily meal
No.139715
bitch kept saying bless you as I was about to sneeze and ruined my sneeze
No.139716
>>139712>antinutrientseffin metal
No.139718
tired of f5ing imageboards I'm going to sleep
No.139719
my middle mouse button doesn't click anymore so it's back to walmart
No.139720
>>139719Mousewheel is always the part that gives out first for me, too. But I think I wasted just a little too much time to get it replaced on warranty. (I felt bad for having it replaced a second time)
No.139721
flippin /u/ has a general general???
it got over 1.6k replies in just twenty days
No.139722
or less than twenty, because the other general general has been up for ten days and it also over a thousand replies (both are counting deleted ones)
No.139723
third day I'm calling out sick. my worthless coworkers decided to go to work sick and cough/sneeze everywhere, and I have to be the one to suffer for it. if covid couldn't teach retards to wear a mask: nothing will.
No.139724
>>139723That pandemic was more a political problem than it was anything else. I warn you now that this topic may easily turn into an argument.
No.139725
i want to bark at the 2 posters above me but i don't want to argue on the internet grrrr
No.139726
>>139725We could just roleplay as dogs.
Woof woof!
No.139727
>>139724maybe but it also introduced the concept of wearing masks to protect yourself and others during times of sickness to the west. eastern countries (mostly the asian ones as far as I know) have always worn masks in public during pandemics.
source: my bad memory.
No.139729
antibiotics make shit liquid out of my ass and I can’t stop brapping at the same time
No.139730
>>139729You should avoid taking antibiotics wherever possible, for multiple reasons.
Almost no hospital has proper antibiotic rotation discipline, and in any case, it runs you over like a train, like you experienced (which leads to people privately prematurely ending medication too).
No.139732
>Best by: 2021
Eh... Same decade. It's practically fresh.
Also, it's a holiday, and that means it doesn't count.
But really, I should have remembered yesterday to get the necessary shopping done.
No.139733
angry at the world
No.139735
>>139730hmm this time it can't be helped; doctor's orders. but I believe you.
No.139736
tired of this world going to sleep
No.139738
>>139730Usually the infection is more likely to do permanent damage than the antibiotics are, that's why they're used
No.139739
>>139738That is, if the antibiotics work on the infection, which becomes less likely the more we use antibiotics.
If you don't need them, help society save them for a time when you do.
No.139740
nutbladder aching horts
No.139741
god I fucking HATE how kissu kicks you out of a thread after posting. literal anti-QoL feature.
No.139744
default nonoko is so much better on slower boards
you'd only want noko when following closely a fast thread or making several posts in a row
No.139746
After doing some cursory searching I got some "D3 + K2" combined vitamin supplment, but to my surprise it was a liquid that comes with a dropper. Seems like a far more efficient way to do things as there's a tiny bottle with 600 "servings" instead of a large bottle with 60
No.139748
I keep playing Civ IV, right now I'm in the medieval era and I'm stuck between Texas and the Kiowa.
No.139750
I can't sleep. Who do I blame for this?
No.139751
it's been two months and if for the third time no new chapter comes out on the 17th i'll just have to assume ononaka has died of embarrassment
>>139750interdimensional witches
No.139752
>coughed up blood like an anime character
bros it’s so fucking over
No.139753
>>139752Have you had any ominous flashbacks lately?
No.139754
>>139752Who are you quoting?
No.139755
I just shook out my keyboard.
Not sure why I did that.
The dirt drizzle was only marginally less disgusting than I had expected.
No.139756
>Who are you quoting?
No.139757
managed to make a couple of guys I don’t like mad today. one of them pulled a “well ackshually” by cherry-picking one of the words I used. the other deflected to books (for some reason). do people think reading books makes you an intellectual? nearly all of the books I’ve read have been dogshit.
No.139758
>>139745I can't even type right when I'm drunk. Are you some kind of gamer?
No.139759
>>139729My math teacher said you should eat yogurt to replenish the fauna or whatever. Maybe Activia since they market its probiotics so much.
No.139760
>>139759probiotics are a marketing scheme, don't fall for it
seriously
No.139761
meow meow happy gut biome
No.139762
it's a LIE they die due to stomach acid and even if they survived with their miniscule numbers they wouldn't be compatible with your already existing flora it's a complete sham
No.139763
obviously you buttchug it
No.139764
Why would you ask your math teacher for advice on biology, anyway?
Why not... the biology teacher?
No.139765
>>139757To those who are not used to reading, the distinction between valuable sources and not-so-valuable ones is difficult.
It's the same as speech in general. Humanity thrives because of speech, but that does not imply that all speech is useful. But how would a chimpanzee know that the demagogue is both less knowledgeable and more biased than that Anonymous who uses sage for his every post on kissu?
No.139767
today is the last day of antibiotics. hopefully the brapping diarrhea will be done after today.
No.139768
brappatapabappap
No.139769
>>139753no
>>139754myself
>>139768thank you for your contribution
No.139770
Thinking of visiting a place on a long bicycle ride (about 5 hours to get there, according to google maps) but not sure if I or my bicycle will make through it alive... Need to do some researching.
No.139772
another wave of liquid braps. I’ll call this sequence of events “the brappening”. hopefully this will be the last wave.
No.139773
im drinking so much water even though my pee is clear
it feels so good drinking and peeing i cant stop
No.139774
>>139773Keep in mind that you are desalinating your body this way.
No.139775
>>139774is that bad? im scared i just want to pissu
No.139776
just brapped so hard I think my dad heard it from the kitchen. thankfully, it was dry.
No.139777
>>139775You can easily counteract it. Put a little vegetable broth into your water. Not so much that you'd find it salty.
No.139778
I'm streaming Caveman2Cosmos (Civilization 4 mod) and it would be really nice if people could show up and chat.
https://www.twitch.tv/20spooky40 No.139779
I hope I finish training soon. I don’t want to deal with the old lady who constantly stares at me anymore. also, I heard some weird electric buzzing in the bathroom stalls. was that guy shaving? he brapped pretty hard.
>>139778sadly, I’m waging
No.139781
>>139778might just make a twitch account to chat with anonymous
No.139782
You don't realize how useful a sandbox is until you're out of it
No.139783
fun and games fun and games i don't care about anything only fun and games
No.139785
feed him you filthy phoneposter
No.139786
malwarebytes preventing me from visiting streaming sites...
No.139787
>>139786Seems kind of backward to download a virus if you don't want virus on your computer.
No.139788
>>139787XP was a blight on casual PC users
No.139789
>>139788Can you even describe the pre-XP era as having a casual PC user scene?
No.139790
>>139789Yes. But I mean an era where people were opening .exe files from email attachments. Progressively windows has accounted for these people making virus less dangerous
No.139791
im dangerous
No.139794
lolibooru is dead..... damn
it was the last decent place that still tagged toddlercon
No.139795
>toddlercon
good riddance and get fucked
No.139796
._. *unsubscribes*
No.139797
>>139795it's literally just an extension of loli to the point that when gel removed their label they rebranded the pics with that
No.139799
Nothing goose-related is ever victim-less.
They are bloody beasts.
No.139800
filthy filthy phoneposter jealous because he doesn't have anything to feed him
No.139801
Should be a cameraposter
No.139803
so tired of the old lady who stares at me. she helps a *little* bit but 90% of what she does is stare at me while I do almost all the work. It’s so creepy. It isn’t helpful, but it’s still somehow better than the main woman who “trains” me (she takes out her cellphone and waits until I finish doing everything).
Oh, and the goose hissed at me because I didn’t give it food. I had to squeeze between the front of the car and some foliage to get away. Scary.
No.139804
phonephosters get what they fugging deserve
should've fed him
No.139806
had a black-headed seagull circle around me twice and land by a nearby roof during lunch (I’m eating outside). He stared me in the eyes. I’m usually not paranoid about animals trying to steal my food from out of my hands but hungry seagulls are an exception. I tried to take a picture but he backed off into a blind-spot on the roof.
>>139804I’m WAGING, nigga. not everyone can afford to be a NEET glued to their PC.
No.139809
otouto is still using the same headset we've had for some ten years and its cushions' brownish patches have a very kimoi texture
No.139810
>>139807you’re very welcome ?
>>139808this guy gets it
No.139811
>>139806The crows are more frightening. They know when you look away for a long period and keep waiting to see a patern in what you do while eating
No.139812
>>139811I believe it. They have the intelligence of a human child (I forget what age exactly).
No.139813
pigeons are smart too but crows get all the credit because they don't need to be trained first to show it.
No.139814
had to honk the horn at someone today. the guy threw himself unto oncoming traffic (leaving the parking lot, he crossed one lane to get into the second while I was approaching from the second lane; I don’t think he looked both ways). it was mostly safe because I’m a careful driver but had it been someone who DOES speed, it might have been a different story. the guy stopped when I honked, which isn’t the point. the point is to LOOK before you decide to play Frogger IRL with no continues.
No.139815
>>139814That happens to me sometimes too. There are times when I am just way too tired to realize how dangerously close I am getting myself to getting run over.
I do wonder what I am supposed to do about that. During those moments of lack of awareness I lack the awareness to recognize my lack of awareness. And I wouldn't be leaving the house if I didn't have to.
But it's a game of chance that I am bound to lose one day.
No.139816
>>139815I said frogger but he was driving a car. please be careful, anon. there are a lot of crazy drivers out there.
No.139817
Excel subscription expired...
No.139820
got secually assaulted by a gyaru titty monster JK and she made my head go poof
No.139821
drunkdrunkdrunk i'm laughing again i love drinking when i'm sad it reminds how simple life is sorry couldn't find the bump when drunk thread i'm not sorry fu jk ily
No.139822
reminds me
No.139824
I fucked up on an image edit and decided to spend the rest of the day sulking about it.
No.139825
>>139822>>139821cringing at my posts, please delete them.
>>139819epic. try clinical deodorants if you want to stop sweating, they are the only ones that work for me.
No.139826
>>139825you must learn to live with the cringe
No.139827
somehow only now realizing the hidamari author did madoka's character designs
No.139828
grandpa had a coughing fit for several minutes and vomited a bit in the bathroom then got down with the worst posture possible to clean it up without telling anyone....
No.139830
>>139829better than the average 81 year old
No.139831
>>139828sorry to hear that. hope he feels better.
No.139833
>>139832really light or I'm getting better at holding alcohol. 500ml of 4.9 and pretty good.
Only bad beer I've had recently is some IPA trash
No.139834
>>139833that's the issue with ipa's, they vary greatly so they can be far from appealing to some people
No.139835
>>139834they only have one specific IPA stocked in grocery store shelves here and it's super bitter. They inscribe women on the cans and try to sell it as a female beer. I tried a bunch and they all taste like bleach
https://www.google.com/search?q=ipa+archibald No.139836
chair nearly bent apart yesterday guess that's what a bunch of leaning back does over time
was able to get a replacement from amazon in just a day which is nice and convenient
No.139837
It took two hours but I finally finished mowing the lawn. It was 4-7 inches long since it rained a total of 10 inches over the past couple weeks and I couldn't get to it until now. When I was mowing it started raining to make it even worse.
awful, awful time
No.139838
>>139837Oh and it took two hours because of all the clogging that would stop the mower, even when I went
extremely slowly to avoid it. I had to flip it over to get out the grass gunk a few times. And what normally takes 60% of a battery charge took almost two entire charges so I had to stop to charge it.
why the hell do people have lawns
No.139839
I started work on turning my Stardust Telepath screenshots into transparencies. It has really nice and sharp lines, so I naively thought that I would make fast progress. But they are... hard.
Seems like the two Dan Carlin episodes that I had saved up for the occasion won't nearly suffice.
No.139840
wanted to make a "your mom will die in her sleep if you don't reply" thread but I couldn't find the image i wanted
No.139844
>>139843>call your mother right now and tell her that you love hermy mom will probably think i'm going to kill myself if I did that
No.139845
>>139843nuh uh i talk with mom regularly and it's not her day here i'm not gonna let burgers guilt trip me at the wrong date
No.139848
this job is simply awful when it comes to training people. NOBODY was trained to train other people so they just do whatever the fuck they want. and of course, they’re going to dump all the work onto me because “he has to learn”. horrible.
No.139849
it’s almost comedic. I’m with the old lady who keeps staring at my face every second she gets and I point to the paper and tell her the problem with the paper. she then starts cleaning the desk frantically (the desk was near the paper). she wasn’t aware of what I was referring to because to she was too busy looking at my face. I explain to her that that’s not what I was talking about, and pointed to the paper again. she starts frantically pushing the garbage in the trash can down (the trash can was near where she was holding the paper). again, she completely missed what I pointed at because she was TOO BUSY STARING AT MY FACE. unreal.
No.139850
i'm sure she's embarrassed that she didn't get it now
No.139851
feeling sad because anon thought i was german
No.139852
>>139849this reads like a fever dream
No.139853
bored and restless...
even though I'd probably be doing the same nothing either way, being away from my home system is truly torture...
maybe I'll look into syncing my data between the laptop and home system, but even then the laptop feels a lot more restrictive
hate being out
No.139854
same but I think it's the air right now
No.139855
just had a guy cross the street WITH HIS BACK TOWARDS ME. legit no idea if he actually looked both ways (doubt it). then he had to wait on MY lane because there was a car coming from the opposite lane. he’s lucky that I’m a careful driver but I feel like his well-being is going to be jeopardized in the near future. never seen a guy do that; he might actually have some kind of mental handicap.
also I just saw the same rabbit from yesterday. maybe it’ll brighten someone’s day. maybe not.
>>139852it feels like one too
No.139856
>>139855>maybe it’ll brighten someone’s day. maybe not.Probably depends on whether any mothers died in the past 24 hours.
No.139859
>>139826ok
>>139827I'm in love with ume sensei
No.139861
don't post a wojack/frog or you get instantly hit by a truck
No.139862
>Teleportation Labyrinth Arc will begin with Episode 19 airing on Sunday, May 26th
Get owned tensei fans
No.139864
If anon
>>139860 ever does anything ban worthy please ban me instead and edit this post. I'm serious.
No.139865
>>139864based sacrificial anon
No.139866
starting to get a hankering for peanut butter
No.139868
tattoos are gross
No.139869
I always roll myself up when sitting down. It's just comfy.
But lately, when I get up, I find that my legs are not working properly. Some nerves seem to be temporarily jammed. I guess I'm getting old.
No.139871
>>139870Stop making pictures and RUN!
No.139872
I was combing my hair in the restroom when someone tried to mask the sound of their braps by flushing the toilet. it didn’t work at all. they sounded so wet that I had to run out before the stench kicked in.
No.139873
>>139870and feed them double
No.139876
>>139874>theywe are talking about you...
No.139878
>>139877How long did you search for a bird that looks as angry about his coworkers as you sound?
Is this you?
Did you sneakily-like post a picture of yourself?
No.139879
birds of a feather heheheh
No.139880
i'm f*ck*ng stupid
No.139881
Why do you say that you are fucking st*p*d?
No.139882
I'm feeling better now, sorry.
No.139883
>>139878“Angry” isn’t the word for it. But yes, it is me.
No.139885
quoting a feedback aggregation post in an undisclosed location
>We saw that the ability had some play and could function even at higher levels, but it was somewhat underwhelming when compared to meta builds.
LITERALLY ALL ME I WAS THE ONLY PERSON WHO SAID THAT
>After some discussion, design's plan is to see if we can move some values around in the ability balance tool and test if we can get a little more juice out of the ability, but we're leaning toward shipping it as is, preferring to err on the side of low power as long as the ability is fun to use.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
No.139889
>>139887don’t know what this means
>>139888you can’t make me take my meds
No.139893
>>139892Leave megan stallion alone u sandwich fodder
No.139894
they are federal agents
No.139895
>>139894Birds should not be
No.139896
dug your own grave, now lie in it hehe
No.139897
i am navigating the web with voice alone
feels pretty cool
No.139898
>>139897>voice today>brainwaves tomorrowAI is getting scary…
No.139901
the store had a special on salmon and ground beef so I made Salmon today and it came out great. the chili will be done soon as well.
No.139902
>>139900good ol' particle board
No.139903
I wonder how much more expensive actually wood is
No.139904
I’ve been feeling in a pretty good mood. I’m treating myself to some “premium” tea. maybe I’ll play Dark Souls 1 later. I’ve been feeling somewhat nostalgic for it lately.
No.139905
I put too much dark chocolate in the chili and it came out kinda bad. I’ll do better next time.
No.139907
Cocoa powder is a surprising but common ingredient in chili so probably something like that
No.139908
>>139906>>139907a lot of mexican mole uses chocolate alongside several spices
No.139909
had 4 smores... might eat 5
No.139911
I’m still getting over from being sick. I’m basically healed except I still have the urge to cough. for some reason: coughing intensely or frequently triggers my gag reflex (my doctor said that was normal). I usually throw up saliva, (as weird as that sounds,) but this time it was *slight* food matter. I’ve gotten sick all my life but this only started happening in the last decade. I’ve never heard of anyone else doing this either.
No.139912
im really hongover
No.139913
waves of massive stomach pain. no idea why. I was fine until I drank some flavored water. this has never happened before.
No.139914
>>139913You might be mildly allergic to aspartame. A lot of people start to get bad reactions to it even after years of consuming it. Check the label and see if it's in your flavored water. Most of them use that instead of cane sugar so they can claim to be "sugar free"/"healthy". I refuse to consume the stuff anymore because it is known to have several bad side/health effects. You're better off being a sugar addict.
If I want something sweet to drink these days I try to stick with honey or cane sugar. No sugar in my coffee anymore though. Only for sweet tea.
I am sorry you're feeling ill. I hope you feel better soon.
No.139915
recently companies have been phasing out aspartame in favor of sucralose (which is not sucrose)
No.139916
>>139915That stuff is just as bad. I've gotten bad reactions from consuming too much of it. Mostly horrible diarrhea
No.139917
>>139915I love how modern chemistry is at least 30% about getting past consumer protection laws.
Coming up with new substances faster than they can be banned.
Did I say "love"? Dang.
No.139918
>>139914Thanks anon. I’ll do that.
No.139919
>>139917Check out the history of aspartame and the FDA sometime. They did a lot of testing on rats and refused to approve it for human consumption back in the 1970s because it was known to give rats cancer and suspected to lower IQ. Then a new president came in with a certain someone on his staff and one of the first things they did was push through approval of aspartame. I'll let you discover who that person is (hint: he's an important figure in geo-politics that served under multiple administrations. They even made a movie about his life recently).
Most of the stuff they've brought to market in the last 30-40 years is pretty bad for you. It's why I have a hard rule now: I do not consume anything that has less then 60 year history of human consumption. Food and drugs that is. This is pretty hard to do where I live. I have to break the rule often if I eat at other people's homes or eat out with family. But in general I try to stick to it. Especially when it comes to medications. Which I try not to take at all. But if I do need something for pain or sleep I refuse to take anything that was approved after the mid-1980s or so. Even a lot of those things make me weary and I only take them because the older (cheap patent-free drugs) were pulled from the market.
You have to be pro-active about these type of things because it's obvious the people that are supposed to be looking out for us on these issues were bought off a long time ago.
No.139920
>>139917Oh and I know about those "research chemicals" you speak of. I met the guy that came up with MXE at a party once. He wasn't a very nice person and he didn't take kindly to people suggesting that he hadn't produced some wonder drug that would solve the problems of K. He denies it gives people bladder damage to this day. Despite the fact that a lot of people got hooked on it an binged themselves into the same problems they would have gotten from doing K.
Chemistry is interesting though. I still like to follow the new developments in that sector. I try to read medical journals/papers and stay up to date. I try to keep up with the latest in designer drugs to. But I no longer have an interest in consuming them. A lot of them are bad news and you're basically being someone's lab rat.
No.139921
I am spiraling into negativity
No.139924
>>139921Find a stable orbit.
No.139925
going through character development, not necessarily growth.
No.139926
thought the cord for my right headphone went bad but no it was the right headphone
No.139927
feelin like a fool, but not a pierot
No.139929
today was awful how could today be so awful
No.139930
made a burger with onion rings. the onions were the frozen kind, so they weren't that great, but the burger was good. I've been neglecting how much jalapeños can add to a meal just by mixing it into some veggies.
No.139931
somehow a hobo inside the bank is managing to rest while the alarms go off
it's just him and no one else i don't know what's up can barely see his foot
No.139932
>>139914there's no aspartame, only sucralose like the other anon said. dang, I guess I'm not gonna drink this stuff anymore. even another anon has gotten the runs from it.
No.139934
some guy behind me switched lanes and sped past me only for us to stop at the same red light together…
No.139936
>>139928actually i tried cleaning out my old icloud pictures and it traumatized me. Now i can’t listen to l’arc and ciel anymore…
No.139938
>>139934I've met that guy too. He's such an ass.
No.139939
going to work
No.139940
watching NL react to reddit
No.139941
Cat stole my chair
No.139942
>>139932You could me mildly allergic to a dye used in it or something. An easy way to test is to rub a little bit on your skin. If you get a rash you'll know something in it doesn't agree with you
No.139944
I completely forgot my job gives bagels on Friday, but since we have tomorrow off, they’re giving them out today. I’m saved… from starvation at least.
No.139945
sh*wer
sh*ve
No.139946
>>139945based NEET but you forgot j*b
No.139947
Yesterday my priest tried to set me up with one of the girls from church. Not sure if this is a good thing or not, I definitely feel called out.
No.139949
I counted a bunch of items that were numbered by their filenames. When I caught myself doing that, I tried to excuse my behavior by claiming to check if I hadn't made a mistake in the numbering.
I was almost more embarrassed by the excuse than by the original act of counting. To avoid thinking about how disappointed I was in myself, I just continued counting.
Turns out, I had not made a mistake in the numbering.
No.139952
>>139951whoops, guess not. I really wish you could delete your own posts.
No.139953
If only there were a thread to test-post, or an arrow next to the post number to open a menu.
Gods, why must we suffer so?
Edit: Oh hey, I found a raisin in between my seat cushions.
No.139954
>>139952you can delete your posts....
No.139956
I ate a hamburger with jalapenos. it wasn't that spicy at first but after I brushed my teeth, my mouth is on fire and for some reason my right nostril is too.
No.139958
>>139956I got the "12 days of hot sauce" novelty gift for Christmas. I just opened it a few days ago and so far the sauces have been disappointing. They're supposed to get progressively hotter but I'm already half way through the bottles and none have been that spicy.
Upside is I have enough hot sauce to last awhile and at least most of them have tasted it. Wasabi was actually #1. I think #12 is the Carolina Reaper sauce but I haven't gotten that far yet.
No.139959
>>139958I actually love spicy food but hate wasabi. it's truly strange.
No.139961
Say the most beautiful scenery of a huge tree with beautiful flowers in a dream, sad that wont ever see it ever again...
No.139963
>>139962Jesus, that's a spooky video.
I kept expecting somebody to die.
No.139964
>>139962I hate Canada geese so much. We didn't have them here until I was a teenager. Then they started landing in large packs and staying for most of the year at our pond. They used to cross the highway and I'd try to kindly herd them back across to the pond. But they would try to attack me. I learned pretty quickly to bring a big stick whenever those assholes decided they owned the road. My Grandfather got beat up pretty badly by one of them one time attempting to herd them back across the highway.
They got so bad you couldn't even fish in the pond anymore. They'd chase everyone away that got near it. They nested on one of the banks and decided they owned the place. It's illegal to shoot them here because they're a protected species despite the fact that they breed like rabbits.
I did finally scare them enough that they left me alone. One of them was being a huge asshole while I was trying to do some work at the pond. I picked up a rock and threw it at him. I was just trying to scare him but I ended up beaming him in the head. Knocked him stupid for awhile. He hissed for a bit then decided he didn't want to mess with me anymore. Since then they keep a wide berth whenever I'm over there. I scared them for generations (that was about 20 years ago).
No.139966
Is it better to pour beer into a lukewarm glass cup or to drink it from a cold can?
No.139967
>>139966store the glasses in a cool location so you don't need to worry about this
and glass is always better
No.139969
I have surpassed my daily quota of needless things. Why do I have a daily quota of needless things?
It makes me feel needed.
No.139970
That mug worked well. Kept my drink a good temp for 2 hours
No.139971
>>139969what would a needless thing be
No.139972
>>139971Anything that don't serve to maintain or advance yourself or others.
Anything that in the future you would look back on and say that it didn't really go anywhere.
Or, if you are really bad at doing needless things but really want to get in on the gig:
Anything that will not have a measurable and positive effect on the universe 10^10 years from now.
No.139973
I tend to believe that everything someone does has personal worth in deciding their story. But not all stories end well
No.139975
sigh... no "dad went out for a cigarette break and never came back" episode
No.139976
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/WVbu_QMUAiU you can actually see the serrations in their beak..
No.139978
gonna go to work early to fill in my timesheets
No.139979
>>139977>spent all day feeling tiredSame, except I made a point of visiting my mother for tea and croissants and after that, the day sort of went alright.
No.139981
>>139980carrots, all shapes and colors!
No.139982
"Just a little more," I told myself, "I'm almost done."
Why do I keep believing myself? I clearly don't have my best interests in mind. This is an abusive relationship.
No.139985
there was a blind man in the kiosk. he would ask if there were any customers, and if there were he would go to the back and search for the right item with his hand while asking if he'd gotten the placement right
others he already knew their location and things to heat up he would leave by the oven for the shopkeeper to handle while he wasn't attending other customers himself
very curious
also indians keep messaging me on whatsapp with generic one-line greetings and i block them every time
how did get they my number? i receive zero spam emails, why would something i share even less suddenly start getting them
No.139986
>>139984Weed is highly illegal in Japan and you will be culturally ostracized for getting caught with it. Meanwhile alcohol is so commonplace that the concept of alcoholism literally does not exist.
Please respect their culture.
No.139987
>>139986>Meanwhile alcohol is so commonplace that the concept of alcoholism literally does not existThe alcohol industry is falling in Japan though:
https://www.npr.org/2022/08/25/1119480772/japan-is-urging-its-youth-to-drink-more-alcohol No.139988
most things aren't doing well in Japan underneath the glossy exterior
No.139990
>>139989>also because acquiring said dude weed requieres at least some degree of social know-how, especially in places where it's illegal>dude weedDude, internet.
I don't use drugs, but it requires fairly little knowledge. Disabling javascript in Tor (highest chance of deanonymization exploits), PGP encryption done locally (auto-encrypt on markets always become fed honeypots, see Hansa) and exchanging fiat for crypto -> xmr -> xmr -> xmr -> darkweb market. Multiple xmr transactions to obscure the RingCT trail further and also because there is a risk that the feds have access to the anonymous wallet that sold you the XMR and the deposit wallet for your darkweb market or vendor. Access meaning they control the encryption keys for those wallets and can see their transactions. It's pretty obvious what happened if it goes in to your wallet and out from your wallet. One can mitigate these issue by doing multiple transfers between your own wallets that only you have the keys to and utilizing both multiple keys (don't *only* change stealth address, use different keys/accounts) and stealth addresses. Back in the day people would just exchange cash for Bitcoin or whatever though and deposit straight to market after maybe one intermediary wallet transaction.
I am a former darkweb Otaku. I will make it clear I don't use drugs or buy anything illegal with crypto. I just find the technology interesting.
Interesting Japan fact about drugs:
Back in the 90s Japan was also known as a drug trafficking hub for Research Chemicals. That's part of the reason why in the Welcome to the NHK novel that Satou discovers he can buy drugs online and have it delivered to his house. Most likely the author had personal experience with that in the 90s since a lot of the novel is based on his personal experiences as a hikikomori.
Anyways, don't buy drugs. You have nothing to gain(other than a honeymoon phase where you think it's the best and there's totally no downsides and everything to lose when the downsides start appearing one by one. And no, you can't and you won't "just use a little bit" a few times a year. You will rationalize why you can and must use more often. Just don't.
No.139991
>>139990>Anyways, don't buy drugs.It's so funny how people's reasonable opinions reflect legality more than actual biological facts.
Which is not to say that you should do drugs.
But some of the biggest killers of our times are sugar and alcohol, but they are fine in most people's eyes.
Take for example pic related, which I found somewhat disturbing to read. This is not an intentional allegory to hard drugs. It's just an honest expression of a popular perception of sugar.
Which is not to say that you shouldn't eat sugar. People need to learn how to moderate themselves, and that is true for both hard drugs and soft ones. If you find that you have trouble controlling your urges, stricter regulations are called for. Generally, people with fulfilling lives tend to be less prone to addiction, and legality will protect you from some of the pitfalls of drugs even if you do get addicted. But overall, a healthy life is about more than just staying within the confines of the law, and some people may be better off addicted and happy than depressed. I can't judge that.
I'm content that my own brain does not mix well with drugs.
No.139992
justification logic
No.139993
I will justify logic over irrationality every day of the week except Thursdays.
No.139994
>>139991>>139993My statement to not do it is based entirely on biological facts, not legality morality. Drugs generally cause a lot of harm to the person using. I didn't say "don't buy drugs because it's illegal" to protect myself from Vern's boot up my butt. I don't want to encourage anyone reading to try out because they'll soon find themselves trying more than just weed, and even weed can mess up your hobbies pretty bad with how many people just end up lazing around all day. Not to say weed is a stepping stone to harder things either, but the lonely nerd on his computer is very prone to curiousity and addiction. It's incredibly easy for people in our position to end up heavily addicted to powerful drugs, weed is quite powerful too. I spent years in that same position trying all sorts of drugs and it is one of my biggest regrets.
I can't stop anyone from using, but be kind to others so don't encourage others to use, だめ！ I'm also content letting addicted people be addicted in peace without berating them for their choices, as long as they don't try to encourage other people to use during their own justifications for their own use that is...
My life certainly turned for the better when I moved on to more productive hobbies that make me feel good about what I'm doing, especially if I've done it all day. Amazing!
No.139995
>>139994>My statement to not do it is based entirely on biological facts, not legality morality.You did not actually read my post, it seems. The point was not that illegal drugs are good.
It's that it appears to me that you are excluding the legal drugs from the list of things to be careful of, because they are legal. And I felt that this needed a positioning from me, to point out that these things are dangerous too, and can also have effects on your lifestyle even when they aren't ruining your body.
No.139997
there’s a weird fucking noise and I can’t tell what it is
I can’t post the vocaroo because kissu thinks it’s spam (link shortener?)
No.139998
my pizza was too small and im still hungry
No.139999
>>139997i'll put in an exception, just need to see what the URL looks like real quick...
No.140000
https://voca.ro/11BOKBCXF74A exception to the filer added
No.140004
started exchanging builds for wip heroes with a senior designer some time ago
he told me i have a lot of good thoughts on the matter and it feels good to be praised for my criticisms and proposals
No.140006
>>139980looks good enough to make me want to make it now with some froze up deer
No.140007
dad told me he's going out to some farm retreat with a bunch of psychologists for the sake of a ceremony with a plant that will cleanse his consciousness so i became really really worried that he'd gotten into a cult or some bizzarre anything and i asked him with all the seriousness in the world what this plant exactly was
it's ayahuasca
i laughed my ass off
No.140009
Somehow, I've trained myself to lose my current train of thoughts by shaking my head.
No.140010
I wonder how many discarded thoughts now lie on the floor around anon's chair.
No.140011
żurek my parents gave me on sunday has congealed because i left it too long before eating
No.140012
Love me some zucheq
No.140013
>>140009Is that a good thing or bad thing?
No.140014
>>140013Good thing, because now I can discard any bad thoughts with just the shake of a head!
No.140015
Might a knight of slight height hide or even right that height, or would that be a sleight against the allmight-y?
Is the fight for equal height a right or a blight upon the light?
No.140016
>some of the guys in my workplace can’t even look me in the eye and say “good morning”
yeesh, and I thought I was socially awkward
No.140018
>>140017>lack of respect and recognition so… they didn’t give her attention?
No.140019
>>140017she's Natalie. You know, the one who mans the Port?
No.140020
I'm heading off for work
No.140022
>>140017>>140019Yep, good ole Natalie, the manner of the ports.
No.140023
I tried “chocolate (chip)” cream cheese today (with an everything bagel). it wasn’t atrocious but I wouldn’t recommend it. while eating it, I just kept wishing it was normal cream cheese.
No.140024
its rabbit rabbit day
No.140026
*cough*
>>>/jp/76012
No.140027
They don't sell my favourite ice cream cones anymore.
No.140028
friend got a $300 amazon gift card and says he doesn't know what to buy with it
No.140029
soun ds like a guy with limited creativity
No.140032
>>140030That's the point where you should ask for professional help. Such an extended session of drug use will have long-term consequences on your brain's ability to function normally.
No.140033
>>140032I don't quite understand but I feel great.
No.140034
i thought that said morale improving rape session
No.140035
correction is needed
No.140036
yep, it's official summer as far as I'm concerned because I can't go 5 minutes outside without new mosquito bites
god damn I hate these things
No.140038
oops I accidentally moved the whole thread, but I moved it back
No.140039
going out shooting some guns off with a friend
haven't done this in a long time
No.140041
cleaned my room after moving
No.140042
>>140038...That would explain why it was showing there as supposedly being 1206 new posts.
No.140044
insomnia before wage-day
>>140043those are some big nipples
No.140045
keep having intrusive thoughts about making kuso badposts on kissu
No.140046
>>140045why do you think /secret/ exists
No.140047
>>140046NTA but I just might go there to vent once I find out how to get there
No.140048
One does not simply walk into /secret/.
No.140049
I feel pretty good despite only sleeping for 3.75 hours
No.140051
can someone decipher that post for me please? unironic request btw
No.140052
>>140051trips
oh and it's about
weed No.140053
>>140052hmm I see. thank you.
No.140054
⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄holy shab⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄holy shab⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄holy shab⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄holy shab⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄holy shab⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄⁄
ALERT! NON-BLOG POST IN THE BLOGGING THREAD! ALERT!
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No.140055
flipped a shab
No.140056
>>140054be attitude for gains?
No.140057
old Acer monitor might have died
No.140058
think it's gone.. it stopped displaying resolution, then I took it out and not connecting anymore
No.140061
>w*rk
was okay today, had three lunch rushes in a row, the POS machine was acting up so orders weren't sending so I would have to manually place the order in again, got yelled at by a customer but we did talk it out and we were on somewhat good terms, tried to micromanage someone at work who was swearing a lot (he was on the headset too) and I was like "can you stop swearing" because he was talking shit about the customer with the headset on, mic muted of course, and we were able to talk it out, and I think we're on good terms but I'm not a good judge of people apparently.
Going to smoke more dude to relax.
No.140062
played some PS3 online today
No.140063
>>140060i love that stupid, dumb, ugly, rabbit so much.
No.140064
thinking of posting non-blogs in the blog thread(USER WAS KILLED FOR THIS POST)
No.140067
>>140066…is this the consequence of drug abuse?
No.140068
>>140067No I had a really stressful day from work yesterday, I'm running on 1 hour of sleep right now.
No.140069
got hissed at by a Canadian goose earlier today. can’t even brush my teeth in peace.
>>140068sorry, I thought you were dude smoker from earlier
No.140070
Are you living in a tent?
No.140071
>>140070No, I just can’t afford to be home 24/7
No.140073
going to work now
No.140076
called out a redditor and got my phone IP range blocked lol
No.140077
cat hissed at me
No.140078
there is a weird noise that comes from near my work place
>woowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoo…
it doesn’t stop until after my shift is over. it’s seriously freaky.
No.140081
breakfast sandwich at Wendy’s was actually good
No.140082
you're probably lacking some fats in your diet and you got it from some of the lowest grade oils known to man
No.140083
the fat expert has spoken
No.140084
I think we'll end up making a /g/ board instead of /sum/. If anyone has a better board name or idea of the board summary tag and stuff you can send it to /b/ or wherever I'm reading
No.140085
also the result will be copying over important /spg/ threads into /qa/(mostly)
No.140086
i managed to change the dead headlight bulb on my car all on my own!
No.140088
I wrote in my journal once already. Thought about doing it again, decided it wasn’t necessary. Also i miss doodling, don’t know where my creativity went.
No.140089
imouto and her roomate came to visit
they brought their doggy
feeling like a doggy disco king
No.140090
I came
I saw
I blogged
No.140093
religious blogposting: I had to go to church today to help decorating or something but I didn't
I hope they won't yell at me when I go to mass tomorrow
No.140094
>>140093Guess who's not going to get a visit from Santa this year.
No.140096
>>140095Would you really have prefered a catholic blog and a "I was banned from 4chan blog" instead of everything being put into one blog you can easily deal with?
No.140097
I just realized my feet stink.
No.140098
>>140095>religious>begetsI lol'd
No.140100
>>140099you're the mythical peer reviewer? the one who looks at all the articles?
No.140102
>>140101uwaaa
but really that's pretty cool
No.140104
got a song stuck in my head and it goes like
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No.140105
I went to vote today. For months, I couldn't make up my mind about which party would bring devastation to everything nice the fastest, so in the end, I gave up and just put my cross next to the party that promised to deliver medical rejuvenation.
No one can argue against lolibabas.
No.140107
>>140105purists are well known for arguing against them, sadly
major character flaw
No.140108
got a day off work today
No.140109
>>140105I don't vote anymore after the last national election. Even the local elections seem rigged. The fact that my Grandfather who's been dead for 6 years managed to vote in 2020 sealed the deal. He was a registered member of a certain party that's changed drastically since he was a young man. In the days when he signed up for it they were pro-Union so he always voted straight ticket. He was a big fan of of the workers union.
Anyway, I checked after the 2020 election and found out he's voted 3 times since he died for that party.
Plus the last time I voted they bussed in a bunch of people that couldn't speak the local language and had translators for them. I knew enough of the language they were speaking to overhear the translators telling them just to mark the ballots for a certain party. I tried to report this obvious illegal behavior and no one would take it serious. I was even accused of being a racist by a certain orange person's hotline. I didn't expect them to do anything about it and usually wouldn't have called at all. But after getting nowhere locally I did it as a last resort. I was basically told
>They're allowed to do that. They are free to vote.Which yeah I guess it true. But when 50 people show up with cards telling them to pretend to be someone else it's obvious what is going on. There is absolutely no verification when you vote here. You give your name and an address and they assume you're telling the truth and hand you a ballot. So anyone registered to vote that doesn't normally show up to do it can have their ballot used by someone else.
Plus even though we still vote on paper here they run it through a certain companies machine and send the results over the internet to a central server. I know for a fact our counting machine was connected to the internet when it shouldn't have been.
Most of the long time volunteers here quit after that election. They knew something fishy was happening but no one would hear them out.
I guess what I'm saying is I protest the process by no longer participating in it. I'm sure my ballot is now one of the ones being used by the people they're bussing around. Those people were getting paid $50 for each ballot cast plus $100 for getting on the bus. Most of them had only been in our county for a few months or didn't live here in the first place. I've never seen anything like it happen before.
I know a lot of people that didn't normally vote came out for 2020. I've been pretty proactive about getting people out to vote and volunteered for my local election board multiple times. I don't care who people vote for as long as they participate. But now I've lost all faith in the system. Which I suppose was the point. I know I'm not alone in thinking that way. Both sides have always been terrible. I wish a legit person would run and get enough support. But it's nearly impossible for a honest person to get on the ballot. The same few people win our local elections over and over again with only like 200-300 votes total.
One trick I've used for years is writing in a family member for a local position. They count it as "write in" the night of the election when announcing results. But if you wait a few months they put up the name you wrote in on the website (or you can go check at the county election board). This was my way of ensuring my ballot was actually processed. In the last election they didn't put the name I wrote in the results even after waiting 6 months. In other words I think my ballot wasn't counted at all.
Good for you for getting out and voting though. I hope wherever you live actually has an honest system.
No.140111
I'm going to work
No.140112
i'm getting REALLY bored of skibidi toilet
No.140113
scrubbed the fridge clean
No.140114
>>140110>It's a swiss army knife in the literal sense too.Did you get a paper cut?
No.140115
was trying to multitask and dropped a peeled banana in toilet...
No.140116
Why would you take a peeled banana to the toilet, though?
No.140117
grabbed it from kitchen and was going to eat it in my room but needed to pee first
No.140120
bringing food to the bathroom is gross, don't do that
No.140121
>>140120Do you really not prepare a few trays of snacks for your extended baths?
No.140122
>>140121I have to watch my figure. That's why I chain smoke in the bathroom. Sometimes I spend more than an hour in there after I've finished my bowel movement. I get most of my reading done in there and will stay as long as I have cigarettes to smoke.
No.140123
some guy randomly decided to start climbing the side of the office building and got up to the 20th-something floor before firefighters caught him
he wasn't using any tools or anything at all, just his feet and hands
it's on the news
No.140124
>>140123Are you trying to dox yourself, or is "the office building" not referring to yours?
No.140126
swept the floor
No.140128
>>140119>USB fanIt was chargeable battery powered!
No.140129
Bled from my nose for the first time since I could remember, feels weird having something that is not snot flooding down your nose...
No.140130
>>140129I used to get nosebleeds a lot when the air would be dry. Fuck now im nostalgic for one i had 10 years ago…
No.140131
trimmed my nose hairs
No.140132
I'm going to be a little late for work.
No.140133
I sent the OECD an email complaint about their OECD Better Life Index. I think there are some issues with their interpretation of their source...
No.140134
Yanked my nose hairs out with tweezers.
No.140135
history teacher recommended us a movie about the economy and it turned out to have incestous romance with an NTR ending where the guy gets jailed for unrelated crimes and the niece (nbr) leaves the country with the associate that set him up
i don't understand
No.140136
>i don't understand
And that's how economists want you to think about economy related matters.
No.140137
got 3 hotdog buns for free
No.140139
People are really bad in self check out
No.140141
dad took the ayahuasca
he told me about the love he felt from reliving the memories of all his loved ones as the plant welcomed him while people around sang in chants and prayed to jesus and mary for protection against a bad trip, how it eased the pain in his body and undid all the knots that each stood for an unresolved memory
seems to have had a positive effect so that's nice
No.140142
google really wants me to start caring about celebrity chefs and geopolitics for some reason
No.140143
I have just learned a new word: Gastrodiplomacy.
No.140145
Thought something was wrong with the audio because there was no sound when I played a youtube video. Turns out I had muted the youtube tab, which happened because I muted a youtube playable, which happened because I am so afraid of commitment I can only play casual games.
No.140146
>>140145Why are you afraid of commitment now?
No.140147
>>140146still trying to get my sleep schedule right
No.140149
>>140148ayy just a bit more
No.140150
I had a good time at work today
No.140151
my slightly retarded younger sister came up to me and declared herself my "sex servant"
not sure how to feel about this
No.140152
>>140151actually retarded or just dumb?
No.140154
If I had to deal with 4C higher it might be kind of tough
>But would you lose?
nah, I'd win
No.140155
i'll game hard
No.140156
going to work
No.140157
spent the entire day thinking up non-blogs
i should find suitable threads to post them in
but what if.........
No.140158
>>140157what if............
No.140161
ate a banana
No.140162
should stop playing super auto pets and get back into mahjong
No.140163
almost drank entire bottle of orange juice in the past 2 days because of the heat
No.140164
busy day at work today
No.140165
>>140163You are supposed to drink at least 1.5l per day. How large is that bottle?
No.140166
Played jong. Two 3rds and a win. Think I erked out a few points
No.140167
tsumonyaa!
No.140168
>>140163where’s the AC bro
No.140169
>>140168AC costs more than juice
No.140170
>>1401652L, I get the rest from coffee
No.140171
Going to the supermarket and realizing that I haven't changed my clothes in... weeks?
Coming into a crowd and feeling intimidated by the other customers.
Rushing out of the store and only recognizing back home that I forgot about the key ingredients for dinner.
I guess I'm going through one of those phases, again.
No.140172
>>140169Split duct system costs almost nothing. Best investment I ever made. My neighbors just spent several thousand dollars on having their traditional heat pump replaced. Just filling it with not-freon freon costs almost a thousand dollars now. Next year they're required to start using flammable material which I'm sure will be deemed bad for the Earth in a few years like all the other replacements. But now instead of getting raped by AC repairman twice a year you also get to enjoy the possibility of your house burning down.
No.140173
>>140172I live in an apartment dude
No.140174
spending a wild time in the own zone
No.140178
look up 'fun' in the dictionary and mowing the lawn with a heat index of 113 (45 c) will surely be there
No.140179
ate beans
No.140180
I'm having brekky before I go to work
No.140181
god utena's ending is so fucking good
No.140183
>>140182Wait... eating coffee beans?
No.140184
internet costs have nearly tripled since the start of the year so i went and took the offer from a rival ISP to get 50% off for six months with a lower speed
the full price was actually worse, i planned to switch back after those six months passed
and the guy came, and he installed the cables and stuff the same day they took my door to the workshop, and i had it sitting there unused for a week or two
my old ISP is infamously hard to unsubscribe from, and they gave me repeated offers with bigger and bigger discounts (even the automated bot was doing it!) until we reached twelve months of 50% off discount
so then i called the new guys and was shocked to find they actually give you the explicit option to quit rather than going through a labyrinthian menu of set responses until you can reach a human bean, and we agreed that i'd pass by one of their offices tomorrow to drop off their modem
surprisingly, i have lost no money
No.140185
I hope everyone is doing good!
No.140188
I am at work
No.140189
now they gave a counter offer of 70%... but it's still just 6 months so no
No.140191
30% off*
No.140192
>>140190with this it's going down from 16 lunches to 8 which is pretty good but also pretty silly
No.140193
>>140190I feel like I'm getting shafted. I pay 1000NOK (30CAD more than you) and only get 500mbps up/down. That's like, two pizza deliveries.
Meanwhile in Romania it's just €8 for 1gbps up/down last I heard.
No.140194
Did youtube remove like all the items in the recomended feed to push up their shorts feed...
No.140196
long day at work today
No.140199
> Computer games, Music, Restaurants
Aquaplus is diverse
No.140200
gonna watch hibikid euphonium
No.140201
been trying to get chat AI to switch topics without mentioning past history. 'clear' didn't work. 'change topic' didn't work.
'penis' worked
No.140202
found someone's list of the things they had downloaded from anna's archive:
https://annas-archive.gs/list/obaFPQTplanes, fantasy, drawing guides, gravure, various illustrations, and What's My Cat Thinking
No.140203
time for me to have the invention known as a showerbeer
No.140205
need new glasses
No.140206
any megane enjoyers who can recomend some cute girls I can get inspiration from for designs
No.140207
gonna watch girls shab cry
No.140208
Developing a gamebook where (You) the MC is stuck in alternative 1992 Eastern Ukraine.
It's in the style of a fighting fantasy book.
No.140209
uncle needed tech guy support so he called me one of his employees was having trouble accessing a share folder on a machine that wasnt even plugged in
No.140212
you might need new shoes
No.140213
nuh uh it costs money
No.140214
tried frog legs in a soup. They're kinda gross and boney
No.140216
>>140215Were the grapes good?
No.140218
>>140211How long have you had those?
No.140220
>>140218i think i used them for a year each, maybe
>>140210 for less than that
No.140221
>>140210All my boots look like this. I've been wearing them like that for years and they don't cause blisters as long as I have on socks. Not wanting to damage socks seems like an odd thing to be worried about. Mine last forever no matter how much I abuse them
No.140222
I bought new shoes a couple months ago because the bottom got stuck in the mud and when I lifted the shoe to walk some of the bottom stayed there on the ground
No.140223
>>140222Buying quality footwear is getting really hard. If you want some good advice I suggest getting into work boots. But don't ever think of spending less than $200 (probably more like $250 now) on them. If you buy cheap boots they will fall apart in 3-6 months like your shoes did. On the other hand if you buy expensive top of the line work boots they'll last basically forever. I have several pairs that look awful due to being worn for years. But they're still water proof, comfy, warm and protect my feet from everything. The main reason I replace them is because the eyes for the laces give out after 3-4 years of heavy use. But I've fixed that with my last couple of purchases by opting for boots without laces.
You want steel/composite toe, water proof, ankle/shin high boots with a good sole. They'll feel a little stiff for about the first week or so. Then they break-in and feel like slippers. After they're broken in you can slip them on and it's like walking on clouds.
Shoes? Can't help you. I used to buy stuff like Airwalks and Vans 20+ years ago because they were cheapish and built really tough. I still have pairs of Vans from back in the day that are as solid as my daily wear work boots. Wore them for years and gave them tons of abuse. But Vans aren't like this anymore. I know because my imouto tricked me into buying her some a few years ago. I was shocked to see how much they cost now when we went into the store. That pair I bought her lasted maybe 6 months and she tossed them and came asking for another. They fell apart as quickly as Nikes.
My father gave me this advice long ago: Never cheap out on anything that separates you from the ground. Boots, Shoes, Beds, Tires and those type of things are things you want to buy high quality versions of. They'll last forever if you do. If you try to cheap out you'll be spending money on them all of the time.
No.140224
>>140223Yeah, the shoes I had were about a decade old so I can't really complain. I bought some Topo athletic shoes off Amazon after doing some reading since they have a mail-in return policy thing.
>Never cheap out on anything that separates you from the groundMakes sense. I definitely went too long with my old pair, but it's just not something I thought. Boots would be cool to have one day, but I can't really justify buying them unless I start to spend more time gardening or something.
No.140225
>>140224You don't need to do hard labor to enjoy comfy work boots. My favorite feature of my work boots are the steel toes. People trip over and kick my feet by mistake all of the time. Then they apologize because they think they hurt me.
I don't feel a thing. If anything I should apologize to them. I'm a bit clumsy so those steel toes come in handing. No more stubbing my toes multiple times a week on random objects.
They're also good in case I get into a fight or something. Just have to be careful you don't kick someone too hard and break their ribs or skull with them. I've heard they're considered a deadly weapon in some jurisdictions.
I went to boots full time because it seems impossible to buy quality sneakers anymore. You can still find decent dress shoes but it's really hard to find kick around sneakers these days. When I do buy shoes I buy them from a local shop. She still repairs them and everything. I just got my old dress shoes re-soled a month or two ago. They'll probably last me for the rest of my life at this rate.
No.140226
today wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be should be more optimistic
No.140227
realized yesterday at midnight that i hadn't printed the document i needed for verification of today's exam at 9AM so i briefly panicked and searched for a place where i could print it at 7-8 in the morning because i needed to be there half an hour before it started and to get there i reserved a cab and woke up at 6 then walked briskly after getting there and the exam was ez peasy cambridge c1 advanced easiest test of my life
No.140228
going to work soon
No.140230
the home opposite me had a meower sitting on the windowsill but he went away when i turned around to get my camera
cant show up to the cat blog like this... sigh...
No.140231
i was thinkin
find an ai generated picture
swap the postive and negative prompts
No.140232
>>140229When I was growing up my father owned a black Trans-am with black leather seats. As we rode by the normal people all we thought is
>hmmm should we stop to take the T-tops out or should we go faster?Black on black really isn't that bad.
No.140233
Thinking of letting my beard grow out, or see if I am capable of having a beard at all. So far the prickles are there. Currently in the state right after full shaved where I look like a homeless anime guy.
No.140234
>>140233the first few weeks are the itchiest, but it goes away
No.140235
>>140210Never let any of my shoes get that bad but i did put 2 and 2 together finally that the holes in the rear were costing me enough in socks that it justified new shoes. That and just how bad it was for my feet and posture to wear old shoes.
No.140237
>>140236simple matter of correlation
No.140238
>>140236heh
Back in the day The History Channel used to be called the Hitler Channel because they aired WW2 stuff so much. Good to see some traditions survive the transition to youtube.
No.140239
I'm going to work
No.140240
corp drive used to let me share things between my personal and w*rk accounts because of an option they overlooked but now they've started marking everything i put there as confidential and now none of it is visible in the personal account and i can't transfer ownership either so i've had to clone them and now they're all personal i hope no more stupid stuff happens
No.140241
Is yandex still the best way to OCR japanese text?
No.140242
>>140241manga-ocr for manga, otherwise idk
No.140243
that's not a website right?
No.140244
Some AI thing is probably the best, but I have no experience with it. You might have to pay
No.140245
Long meetings at work today
No.140246
>>140243What, manga-ocr? No, it's more of a thing that runs alongside the software of your choosing; kamite is what I use. Kamite captures and copy-pastes the text that manga-ocr recognized in browser, I assume other configurations are pretty similar.
Both of them you can setup to use when offline too.
No.140247
Going to work soon
No.140249
mom took the cats
No.140250
had a dream that i had a pet bear
No.140251
Akagi really is an epic
No.140252
i never finished the live action of akagi but the quality was impressive
No.140253
>>140248People are energy vampires and you're giving yours away for free
No.140254
Going to work finally
No.140256
This morning was really fun
No.140257
been trying to get scratches off of my phone using a watch scratch removal liquid. Guess it's working
No.140259
those things always seem to break down for whatever reason. Maybe they buy cheap parts and just keep it around for legislative requirements
No.140260
>>140258As the great late Mitch Headberg said:
>Escalators can never break. They can only become stairs. No.140261
Going to work a bit earlier than usual today
No.140263
>>140119>one of my best purchasesI regret not buying a stronger fan. Barely feel the breeze with this. Too hot. I was naive.
No.140264
going to sit down and watch the big short or something... don't feel like doing anything smart
No.140265
Going to take a shower then go to work
No.140266
monday morning man vs sunday night kid
No.140267
ate deer crackies
No.140268
saw a girl basically dressed in anime character casual atire
No.140269
Going to work early today.
No.140270
I have a tf2 addiction now
No.140271
Going to work in half an hour.
No.140272
contacted a possible jap tutor last monday through a website and he immediately accepted the request, only to ghost me for a week until i checked his profile's details to message him to his phone directly, he then answered and he set a date for "tomorrow at 10" and still stood me up today at both 10AM and 10PM....
i think i'd better search for someone else.... this doesn't look good
No.140273
got to the office and there's a fire drill going on
No.140274
Going to work after I have some brekky
No.140275
>>140272Maybe the timezones are tough? Are they new to tutoring?
If they haven't offered any sort of reasons why or even an apology I would look elsewhere.
No.140276
>>140275decade of experience which is why i'm interested but maybe he's too old
i'm willing to give him another shot since i like his profile, i'll see what he says
No.140277
Gonna watch PPD but can't decide between officialsubs or gg-Oyasumi subs.
No.140278
>>140277If you need subs, then gg.
No.140279
sometimes i wonder if translations would be better if they left in the japanese anglo terms instead of localized them
No.140281
how the hell is it 90% humidity right now...
No.140283
Did some dudeing.
No.140286
ravioli, the best option for a 5pm breakfast
No.140287
going to work
No.140288
sleeping on the ground because the futon gets too hot...
No.140289
>>140275well he said he couldn't help so that's that
No.140290
briefly misread isekai shikkaku as incest shikkaku
No.140291
going to work
No.140293
going to work in a few hours
No.140294
it's been a few hours so I'm going to work now
No.140295
the worker
No.140296
you're fired
No.140297
the intrusive thoughts are taking over and they keep telling me to post non-blogs in the blog thread
No.140298
can't stop eating deer crackies
No.140300
God has ordained me with a need, a need to blog in the blog thread. So in today's blog I have smoked dude and trying to figure out what kind of world I want to build.
No.140303
got my cambridge certificate and it's c2 hell yeah
aced 4/5 categories while talking way less time othes
No.140304
nutbladder aching hurts
No.140305
my supply of deer crackies is starting to run out
No.140306
need to go to work soon
No.140307
my deer crackies have run out and i'm starting to have a psychotic meltdown
No.140309
haven't been getting enough sleep and now im dying of tired
think ill sleep early tonight
No.140312
Going to work early to prepare a BBQ lunch for my coworkers
No.140313
cat was stalking other cat so needed to move my chair quickly but then when i did that accidentally opened the front of my pc and what looked like smoke started to immediately fill the air and panicked and thought i hit something that was about to make my pc blow but it was just a huge amount of dust accumulated on the front screen
was cleaning it and it was actually caked in it guess you need to clean it often
No.140314
gonna watch the latest p.a. works flop
No.140315
Tasteless life-drama hater
No.140316
tasty shab
No.140317
Going to work to eat the leftovers from the BBQ lunch
No.140319
the girl from the deer show made a confused face at me
No.140320
I am going to work.
No.140321
I'll be a bit late to work today.
No.140322
>>140320>>140321what made you start blogging about going to work
No.140323
routine is good
I like seeing it
No.140324
I'm going to blog about not going to work. The sun is up, good night.
No.140325
About to blog about signing documents, wish me luck
No.140327
It's night and the sun is down, good morning.
No.140328
gonna watch girls shab cry
No.140329
kuon just gave me a dramatic speech
No.140330
Was playing some simple mobile games(solitaire) and I got one with the least ads, but then I started getting occasional ads for other solitaire games and...
First off is that even ethical
Second how are they making money selling ads to completion playing a simple time waster
No.140331
>>140330This is just me thinking cunningly, but maybe they own lots of hyperaddictive gacha games and the plan is to get you to switch to their solitaire app that only advertises apps they own in another publisher. This way they get you to play Solitaire for years with the same app and see their adds forever, at no additional cost for them after they somehow make you switch over. I could see this working.
No.140332
>>140331something like that is probably the only way it works... not as harsh by calling it addictive or anything, but they have a network of games that they can freely advertise to get you into paying into their ecosystem
No.140333
ate general tao poutine and I probably should have just bought games from DLSite instead
No.140334
Going to work
No.140335
it's freaking COLD
No.140336
Going to work
No.140337
>>140336I'm sorry to hear that.
No.140338
gonna watch bocchi the
No.140340
>>140339I hope that goes well
No.140341
Will be going to work today.
No.140343
nieces made brown bricks in the bathtub and now i have to clean it all up....................
No.140344
unacceptable, bathtubs are only for pissing down
No.140345
I will be going to work soon.
No.140346
Noooo!
No.140347
AAAAAAA I BURNED THE POT AGAIN I AM A FAILURE AS A HUMAN BEING
No.140349
>>140343Once a NEET stomps poop down the drain, there's no saving him.
No.140350
Heading off to work now
No.140351
ramming deer crackies down my throat
No.140353
>>140352how'd that happen
No.140354
was mowing the lawn today and saw what i guess was a dog running across the yard
would've tried to go out and pet him but wasn't sure if it was rabid or not and he looked pretty disheveled
No.140355
blogged in the blog thread
No.140356
I am returning to work
No.140357
Wedding blog
No.140358
>>140357yours? if so, omedetou non-blog
No.140359
>>140358That would be funny if I was posting on an imageboard while sitting next to my wife at a wedding ceremony
No.140360
>>140359yeah i know gotta think of anonymous
No.140361
Wives are temporary, anonymous is immortal
No.140362
Looking forward to my wife's new figurine.
No.140366
>>140363>>140364Crazy. I'd be so paranoid to do open any websites in that situation
No.140367
>>140366I've got good spacial awareness
No.140368
I'll be going to work
No.140369
Going to work
No.140370
what work starts at 8pm
No.140371
bit a norm's throat out
No.140372
might be flunking middle school
No.140376
I will be heading to work in an hour
No.140382
>>140380happy birthday, andy
No.140383
My birthday is over
No.140384
>>140381>>140382Thank you by the way
No.140385
Still not anime girl IRL.
No.140386
>>140348>>140373My AC started pouring water into my house even through I unclogged the drain line just a month ago. I have to do that yearly due to dust build up blocking the line. Usually, it only takes about a half hour. I take the plastic cover off the split duct indoor unit and give it a wipe down with alcohol. Then I take the fan out and spray it with a hose. Finally, I use air compressor to blow out the drain line.
This time when I took the cover off a wasp flew into the house. I thought it came in the open window but had the good luck to look through the back of the unit before I stuck my hand inside. All I could see behind the drain line where the black outlines of several hornets and the top of their nest. They'd slipped in between the plastic drain line cover on the outside of my house and the siding.
I had to spray so much WD/40 around the drain line to kill them. Then I had to climb a ladder in the middle of a rains storm to pop the outside cover off.
A HUGE wasps nest came tumbling out when I took it apart. I was so scared that I hadn't killed them good and a bunch were going to come rolling out when I popped that cover open while standing at the top ofa 15 foot ladder. Thankfully, I didn't get stung.
Their nest was so big that it was pushing against the drain line and preventing water from draining to the outside. I'm going to have to come up with a way to seal that gap off. Otherwise, I know wasps or hornets or god forbid yellow jackets will take up residence there again.
Speaking of yellow jackets. I got stung by a bunch of them just a few days later while weed eating my yard. There was a basket ball sized nest at the corner of my basement. I found another larger nest in the middle of my yard the same day. It was located where I had planned on mowing but had thankfully put off.
I waited until dusk when activity slowed down in both nests. Then I poured a bunch of gasoline down both of the holes and lit them on fire. Killed them good.
The next night I was crossing my yard on a moonless night and almost got skunked. A skunk was trying to dig up the gasoline roasted yellow jacket larval. I didn't see it until I was standing right next to it. It make a cute little noise then all I saw was the top of a white tail in the minimal star light. Thankfully, it decided to run away when it startled me instead of spraying me.
No.140388
>>140386I consider myself lucky we don't really deal with wasps here very often. I'll see a nest pop up every other year, but they're small and don't really have a chance to establish themselves. Well, it's a result of the area becoming more developed and nature itself retreating which isn't very nice.
I'd be willing to deal with wasps and skunks to have fewer houses and more trees around here...
No.140389
I'm gonna go to work later
No.140390
Nearly had heat stroke walking in this weather, not fun
No.140391
going to stream some RoR2 soon
No.140393
can't watch, makes me nauseous
No.140394
dreamt i accidentally downloaded the ultimate scareware rootkit and couldn't get it off my machine
was thinking of just tossing it in the trash
No.140395
Found Darth Revan minifigure for $4 at a local antique shop. Today is a good day.
No.140396
Took a nap and had a quintuple inception dream, then a series of trips.
5 was about me meeting my father, 4 was about me waking up from 5 then missing my father, 3 was about me waking up from 4 and telling #qa about 4 and 5, 2 was about me waking up from 3, seeing a huge tornado out the window with houses and all flying around it, 1 was about me waking from 2 only to realize my nap had turned into a 24 hour sleep and I'd gotten fired from w*rk for missing a day without notice, then I "woke up" in the real world. Then began a series of "getting up"s, they were all short so I don't remember what happened but I "got up" at least 10 times and was starting to question reality after around the 5th time... Very trippy.
No.140397
I remember like 5 dreams of mine a year and 4 of them will be nightmares so maybe it's for the best
No.140398
>>140396wtf I don't think I've ever had a layered dream
talk about a deep well of a mind.
No.140400
parents aren't letting me post on kissu unless i finish my middle school homework first
No.140403
>>140398it happens to me a lot when i try to force myself to wake up
>>140402i was wondering what that would be like, thanks for pioneering so i don't have to
No.140404
>>140402Tea and coffee mix with a surprisingly small amount of other drinks.
No.140405
having a żur before i go to work
No.140406
a girl passing by in a car shouted at me that she liked my shirt
weeeiiird
No.140407
Going to work
No.140409
playing ror2 and forgot that the crab things have an on death 1shot...
No.140410
bought a vt*ber figure
it's chibi but her head is large (about 1/4 size)
No.140411
>>140408nothing crazy
she could've been trolling
No.140412
>>140411I can barely see what's on it. Maybe she liked the color.
No.140413
>>140411Why are you wearing shoes indoors?
No.140414
>>140412it's a puma biting a tiny surfboard
>>140413i just didn't take them off
No.140416
>>140415hundreds of thousands of dollars
No.140417
>>140411after much deliberation - only one answer remains.
godspeed anon
No.140420
Going to work later today
No.140421
today i learned parity and parody are homophonous in burger english
No.140422
Going to work today
No.140423
Overslept...
No.140424
In approximately two hours I will leave the house and get to the workplace to work on my job.
No.140425
love the comute
No.140427
ate a bag of utz ridged sour cream and onion chips and a packet of peanut m and ms
tasted SOOOO good
No.140430
sure wish i was dating my sister right now
No.140431
>>140427i ate too many chips today
No.140433
>>140432Why not play a fast paced fps game? Doom and quake are good choices.
No.140434
>>140433Not him, but I think the issue isn't 500 hours of mind-pumping action dopamine hits, but simple engagement. If the game isn't pulling you in and making you ignore your desire to sleep, or at least giving you a feeling of time well spent, it's not engaging you.
My problem is typically getting motivation to hit the executable, after that it's all good.
No.140438
I'm going to work today
No.140439
i got mocked for being a premature ejaculator
No.140441
>>140440please do not abuse the user CSS with bright colors and crap.
No.140442
saw the edit
No.140443
I blogged in the blog thread, thinking about
>>140440This is very enjoyable post
No.140444
i'm spermer i sperm
No.140446
I'm going to my job today to work on my career
No.140448
I am blogged in the blog thread, thinking about blogging about gamign
No.140449
Going to work today
No.140450
i now live in fear of burning more pots
every few days i check the kitchen to see if i've fucked anything up
thankfully it hasn't happened again so far
No.140451
just learned that sousou no frieren means frieren the slayer
No.140452
just learned that frieren the slayer has a big round elf butt
No.140453
Leaving for work now
No.140454
Going to work later
No.140455
figured out that fast music helps me type faster
No.140456
having an intensive snuggle sesh with my meower
No.140457
>>140456post pics (cat only)
No.140458
I aint going to make a thread, because I'm lazy
but Uhhhh.... seasonal stream in 5 minutes?
No.140459
mom found the cum sock
No.140462
>>140460That sounds so good though
There's no motivation ever for me to take a bicycle anywhere around, and no sea either.
No.140464
Going to work later
No.140467
>>140463fateful encounter
No.140468
going to work after cleaning up a bunch of my browser tabs
No.140469
Didn't want to start a thread for this; I really need this BDMV:
https://nyaa.si/view/507347If anyone could
>seed it>post comment requesting re-seed>find it elsewherePlease let me know. This show deserves a proper release and it's one of my favorites. I got [-_-]'s and it excludes EVERY ED joke. Which is a crying shame. It also has some other problems but I won't get into those details since I appreciate what they attempted to do.
Please help me bring some happiness to my waifu's life. I love you my beloved rabbit otaku girl.
No.140470
>>140469Forgot to mention; I've been waiting for over a month now. When I first connected there were 2 seeds both at 100%. But they refused to share any data. There is another guy in the swarm with about 45% that refuses to share any data either. Over the last several weeks more than 10 or 15 people have connected. Sat at 0% despite the seeds. Then given up.
If someone seeds it I'll make sure my seedbox seeds it forever. I thought those seeds were just seeding other torrents. Since I've had that happen in the past and they would finally start sharing data after days of not transferring anything. But it's like when these guys noticed others connected they fucked off to be funny or none of them have really been connected in years now.
No.140471
>>140469I like it when people make threads, it's how imageboards are supposed to work.
Anyway, yeah, the raw 14gb BD is on AB alongside some subs that are the reasonable file sizes
No.140472
>>140471>I like it when people make threads, it's how imageboards are supposed to work.I don't want to start a thread that's effectively a one-off request. I don't want to find the one I probably posted months ago right now either. I'm lazy and drunk
>Anyway, yeah, the raw 14gb BD is on AB alongside some subs that are the reasonable file sizesYeah I'm not surprised. Makes sense why I can't get a seed now. Sick of this crap being locked up behind a wall. I'm not doxing myself for something that should be on an XDCC bot or public tracker. I should have been able to post my own re-seed request but nyaa staff is in cahoots with the private trackers now.
If anyone can seed it please do so. If the "good subtitles" are just the same thing as what's on public sites (and they usually are) they aren't going to work for various reasons. Mainly, that they cut out a ton of the content/jokes. Sadly, I can't elaborate further without spoiling the joke(s).
No.140473
>>140472I was basically asking which one you wanted. I can toss it on mega or something. There's the raw BD and then the subtitle releases are Miya-K, t4w, -__-', volta_john, Scriptum and TSuNDeRe. Might be better to have someone else do it if it's the raw BD, though, since 14gb is like 8 hours of 100% upload for me.
No.140474
>>140473I always need the raw BDMV. Thanks. I don't expect people to go out of their way or anything. I was just hoping someone would be willing to seed it to these fine gentleman that have been waiting for over a month now.
As far as subtitles: If they're scripts I'd like all of them just to compare. If they're actual soft/hardsub releases embedded into video there is no way I'd ask someone to go through all that trouble. But it'd be interesting to see how they handled things differently and if anyone bothered to preserve the ED gags at the end of every mini-episode. All the releases I've seen do not. They have the OP+all the episodes in a row+the full ED. Which is the worst way possible to watch the show.
No.140475
>>140474Hmm, alright, I guess I can try to figure something out sometime soon. Seems like a lot of the subs are just re-used with different codecs or whatever so I guess I don't actually need to download them all. This will still be annoying to upload at my speed, though.
No.140476
>>140475I should have mentioned; I plan on totally re-working the translation no matter how many existing ones I have to look at. I was just curious to see what other groups used for different things throughout the show. If I'm really lucky a friend will probably agree to help me translate it without basing it off any existing script. But I'm going to take a shot at it myself first. Since I'm kind of using this project to practice my own TL and typesetting skills. It's a short show that I happen to really like that also doesn't have a proper public release. So it's a good candidate for a first solo project.
In other words: I really only need the BDMV and _maybe_ some old TV capture raws (assuming they are still around somewhere haven't checked perfect dark yet) depending on what's on the BD itself. For all I know the BD might have excluded the original EDs from each airing of the episodes on the net.
I would buy the BD myself but I like food better than bluray. Also it seems pretty hard to find.
Thanks again. Once I'm done with it I'll make sure the public doesn't lose access to it again. It seems every time I want to pick up an old show these days it has become nearly impossible to source raws. The recent LD rips are particularly annoying in that respect.
No.140477
While I'm at it: I'm trying to track down the BD of Fumiko's Confession. Last of my blogposts for now.
No.140478
>>140469Seeding. Not sure if your client's open or not, but I don't seem to be connecting to you.
No.140479
what the fuck i was drinking some chocomilk at w*rk and a guy that's been around for like a year walked by with his twin and suddenly i realized it's been two dudes all along with the same haircut and beard and clothes and voice woah
No.140480
Going to work
No.140481
>>140476Well here's the folder of the stuff I downloaded except the massive 14gb one since this guy
>>140478 says he's seeding it on nyaa and I see 3 seeds on there now.
https://mega.nz/folder/WfAg1S5K#ERnVe35NO_vF8XFSM46rSAIt's set to expire in a week, but in the future a thread for this is a good idea since I have to non-blog to respond
No.140482
Going to work
No.140485
Going to work
No.140486
>>140485Please stop going to work. It pains me.
No.140487
going to neetwork
No.140489
>>140488That stuff looks good!
No.140490
want to make a thread about the influx of good facial expressions in recent anime but i cant type words
No.140491
>>140489and it tasted even better
there were also THREE cakes and some strawbs and cream as dessert
No.140493
>>140492Oh, that's terrible. I hope she comes home soon!
No.140494
>>140492scurried away...... she'll be back in no time
No.140497
>>140495it was for fourteen people, individually not that much and there was a lot left over still
i had one slice of the chocomousse on the left and a smaller bit from the chocotorta on the right
and there are versions that use a lot more dulce de leche than what grandma brought
No.140498
Going to work today
No.140499
>>140492>>140493>>140494Found her. The neighborhood stray came up onto our porch and I figured if he's out maybe my cat will be out, so I did a walk around the block. I saw her by chance in the bushes at the house directly across from mine. Took this pic while waiting for my mom to come with the carrier. Thank God cats have reflective eyes.
>>140498Good luck.
No.140500
>>140499NICE
cat so white it looks like a lightsource at first
No.140502
On a rickety train on my way to have dinner with my uncle in NYC, but probably have to go through the subway first...
Hopefully since it's a busy week there's no schizos.
No.140503
was going to the b*nk and there was a house with its window open where you could see and hear a family loudly chanting phrases repeatedly while grasping rosaries
even the kōhai with his curly hair was doing it
i think at first it was "may god save us" but on the way back a few minutes later i couldn't make sense of it
No.140504
Going to work today
No.140505
Going to work today
No.140506
wow, the guy went to work two times in a row
No.140507
need to start compiling my taxes
No.140508
>>140507in what countries does it happen that you need to do your taxes personally i only know of burgerstan
No.140509
>>140508i don't think it's atypical to need to submit taxes... this is canada
No.140510
>>140509In practically all of Europe at least regarding earnings it's completely automated so it's quite atypical for many of us.
I still have to do my taxes because I like stocks and crypto which isn't always automated, but really all I do is put in the amount I hold and how much I earned from sales and hope they don't waste my time asking questions.
No.140511
>>140510I think most europeans get government pensions and stuff? Because like everyone in 1st world north america has stock portfolios they either pay someone to manage or self manage
No.140512
>>140511Is this meant to be bait?
No.140514
>>140513I'm just confused why you think Europeans don't invest. I'll ignore the 1st world part because the other guy called you burgerstan first so it's only fair.
No.140515
>>140514because EU stockmarket returns are weak and you said that doing taxes for stocks is significant.
No.140516
Also employers reporting the salaries of people isn't done here. There's no centralized documentation of what people take in, in part because there's a lot more freelance/small businesses.
No.140517
Going to work
No.140518
made heroines go ooo
No.140519
ate instant noodles with deer meat
No.140520
shika shika
No.140521
Going to work today
No.140522
>Me, the same girl who hates all those prim and proper heroines, got reincarnated as the villain in the world of my favorite fantasy dating sim!
When's the next seasonal thread so I can blech at this
No.140523
Going to work
No.140524
I colored 9 pages today
No.140525
>>140524nine pages of what
No.140526
I distro hopped again
No.140528
rabbit time
No.140529
Going to work
No.140530
>>140528oh, forgot to make a thread this month. oh well
No.140531
better late than never
No.140532
Going to work later
No.140533
just got back from work
No.140534
Will be going to work today.
No.140535
randomly received a strong urge to purchase nintendo products
No.140536
Nintendo isn't real
No.140537
Going to work
No.140538
there was a white-haired oji-san lifting 130 kilos at the calf raise machine
asked him how long he'd been working out and he said 20 years pretty impressive
No.140539
I half tidied my PC room
No.140540
Every artist I follow on Twitter inevitably ends up being a teenage girl, or posting her feet, or both
No.140541
sick blog
No.140542
>>140539thought it said half tiddied
No.140543
>>140540you just have really good taste in art!
No.140544
after about a week i have stopped pooping blood
No.140545
vold as heck
No.140546
>Joker: Folie à Deux
Did people actually know this was being made...
No.140547
>>140546yeah and I was going to watch it to form my own opinion but hearing all about it alongside spoilers and such make me feel like it's probably not worth going to the theater for
No.140548
i try to stick my head in my sand but still heard all about it so no desires to see it at all
the first joker film wasn't even that good
No.140549
>>140546No, I hadn't heard about it until all the talk about how bad it apparently is. Seems there's been a whole bunch of DC movies releasing, like whatever the hell 'Blue Beetle' is, that have thoroughly bypassed me (not that I would've had any interest in watching them anyway I suppose).
No.140551
>>140550Always has done, or at least it's been a global rule for as long as I've used the site. The actual enforcement of it varies a lot though: you'd have to get very unlucky to cop a ban for racism on /pol/, but bringing that kind of discourse (more so the throwing around slurs and going on off-topic rants, not just having casually racist attitudes) to the more mild-mannered hobby boards is generally not going to be received well.
No.140552
>>140551>The actual enforcement of it varies a lot thoughDon't want to get into specifics since this isn't a place for that, but yeah it surprised me since I ran under the assumption that it was in the same bag as trolling where they didn't give a toot.
And I know better than to shit up hobby boards, unless the hobby is getting mad at video games. I just wanted to blogpost about my misfortune because I thought it was interesting they actually did that, or at least that mod, and small part in wanting to vent frustration at opaque moderation.
Either way I'm a bit grumpy because I had a longpost on /jp/ that I cant send for a few days.
Anyway, has anyone played or done anything interesting lately?
No.140553
>>140550out of all the bans I have ever received none were ever for the reason being specifically racism, this including posts I was banned for which contained slurs even.
No.140554
found batteries and now my mouse works again
No.140555
rubbing alcohol is so useful! i wipe it on everything
No.140559
>>140558>12kbpsgrim, I had to tolerate that about 12 years ago and it was miserable doing anything even then.
Was piriting wifi from a cantenna all the way from a tire shop across the street. Youtube could be watched at 360p if I let the videos buffer a bit.
No.140560
blech, the humidity is so gone. It's messing with my mindset. Need to buy one ASAP
No.140561
suffering from acid diarrhea......
No.140562
was searching for advice on time deposits and right away it showed me a thread about currency exchange with vip hookers
No.140563
forgot the blog i was going to make
No.140564
remembered
i've stopped buying drinkable yogurt and eating VLTRA sandwiches, this should save me about a fifth of my current salary
No.140565
I ate food and feel so good :D
No.140566
oh... shhhhhiiiiit.... i had to let the cast iron cool down before applying another layer of seasoning......
No.140567
told a total stranger that he's one of the most beautiful people i've ever seen
No.140570
>>140568I never had a reason to hide posts here since threads don't go off the rails, but yeah that's a nice feature I wish was universal. If I hide a post I don't want to see it. Sometimes there'll be a total derail going on for 50+ posts and there's just this big bar of [+] Anonymous going down the screen between on topic posts.
No.140573
>>140571you can do that but only if you're a mod
No.140575
>>140574you invite them into chatting and foster a stable relationship until you gradually grow close enough to meet up and then stab him repeatedly in the gut
No.140576
I really don't like most of the imageboards that exist out there, and that sucks.
No.140578
>>140577Did you guys fuck, real talk.
No.140579
>>140577>didn't get stabbedso vermin was bottom then
No.140580
>>140578bruh, berun is just some lanky dude. if I were to switch to gay it would have to be a black haired arab type.
No.140581
>>140580so that's why you like hasan
No.140583
>>140576Same, I actually really like imageboards as a format but the fact that they all western imageboards ultimately have 4chan as their common ancestor means that 4chan culture is in every imageboard.
But then to be fair 4chan culture is all over Youtube now as well. The internet is basically 4chan at this point.
No.140584
>>140583the internet has basically been 4chan for 20 years, except it was fun back in 2006
No.140585
I saw Toe in concert
No.140586
got banned evaded the ban and got banned again
on kissu.moe
No.140587
so like my appartment is changing it's internet provider from one company to another so they need to do an inspection and my brother is back in town and probably wants to see the cat so I have to pack up all my kimo stuff and unkimo my unit. But I also have to clean my appt and stuff and like yeah and yeah and yeah. So I also have a bunch of eroge I bought and there's also other games. Then there's also job and my cat goes meow meow meow meow meow meow asking to be played with and yes
No.140589
went for a trip on my acro bike
No.140590
>>140589find any hidden areas?
No.140593
>>140590no
still searching for the /qa/ secret base
No.140596
been staying up too late and not sleeping enough recently and it's really caught up to me today think i'll just cut my losses and sleep now instead of putting it off another day
No.140599
>>134727I've got a secret!... I've been hiding!... under my skin!...
My heart is human!... my blood is boiling!...
So if you see me!... acting strangely... don't be surprised!
I'm just a man who!... needed someone... and somewhere to hide!
To keep me alive! just keep me alive!
Somewhere to hide! to keep me alive!
No.140600
>>140599thought this was boingo's private life at first
doesn't fit as well though, does it? hmm
No.140603
Had a seriously tasty schnitzelweck at the train station
No.140604
jacked off into a rice paddy
No.140606
i have an intense desire to eat weetabix with a bed head alice
No.140607
Sister said she wants to watch anime with me. She seemed especially excited to show me "Nisemonogatari".
No.140608
there's some stupid fucking birds that keep sitting in a nest or some shit outside my window and they wake me up early so i rattle the blinds to make them leave and try to go back to sleeping
No.140611
spending my entire day reading through oshi no ko hellthreads on /a/
No.140612
>>140611they're not varied enough to spend THAT much time on them
No.140615
>>140614Umm, check the dates on them first. Don't donate expired food.
No.140616
>>140615it's all good, the dates were for 2025
had to lift those kilos up a flight of stairs where the two grannies and the heavily tatooed man in his 20s were cutting up dry pork and chicken to throw into a pot for tonight's soup kitchen
it was nice i hope it helped
No.140617
i believe in heliocentrism
No.140618
kuon just sat on me
No.140619
lucky...
No.140620
>>140617I believe the Earth centers around Hell
No.140621
heliocentric flat earth theory
No.140622
>>140621Hell'o'centric fat earth theory
No.140623
Was visiting my cousin in Atlanta over the weekend and went to some museums and ate a good variety of food which was nice.
Still hate cities but think I've gotten better at handling being around people without having a nervous breakdown that I'll be killed and hiding in a restroom. Still think I need a switchblade or something to really feel safe.
No.140625
I parked at a shopping mall to take the train into the CBD to go to an appointment, then on the way back after buying groceries at the mall it took me 90 minutes to leave the parking lot of the mall, before driving home for another 40, because the traffic was so incredibly heavy. I felt like I was going to have a panic attack.
No.140626
shaved my beard because scalp psoriasis is SHIT and i don't want to deal with double the trouble anymore the stupid shampoos are fucking expensive
No.140627
wonder what beer i should buy for this month
No.140628
pilsner urquell
No.140629
trying to listen to TTRPG actual plays and i'm being bored out of my mind
No.140630
>>140629You should actually play it (anything that isn't 5e for the love of God please) instead of listening to it!
No.140632
>>140630i want to see how other people play and run games to get a better perspective but youtubers are the most insufferable people on the planet and also everyone insists on speaking in a silly voice
No.140633
I ate tons of whole grain and now my poops are big and easy and good
No.140635
i bought a house, boy are they expensive
No.140636
>>140635holy shit, congrats anonymous!
what kind of house?
No.140637
>>1406363 bed 2.5 bath ranch house
No.140639
Mum found some of the pictures of ghosts that I drew for my 3 year old nephew and she said they were really good. I didn't think they were that good but still.
No.140640
The 404'ing wide banners are going to start being removed. So if you made something and you want to repost it, then I'll be giving you the pre-warning before the real warning
No.140641
>>140640hold on hold on
i assume some of them can be edited as you did that for one of mine one time
the oyasumi chuu ones can be changed to the OP/ED on youtube
pout thread can be redirected to the current one
for maguerite there's this archive:
https://web.archive.org/web/20210122090630/https://www.marguerite.jp/English/Illustrations/etc/Expression-of-contact-lens-in-manga.htmlrosary shopping was updated to this:
https://catholiconline.shopping/categories/rosary/all-rosaries.htmltknk links i don't recall what they were supposed to be, but i'm pretty sure that anonymous is still here
as for gabriel's nuked vid and the hima frog, those being removed makes sense, and i don't remember what lucky sigh was supposed to be but i like it...
i'm surprised the skeles are nearing the top of the scoreboard, thought that'd be impossible... surprisingly powerful
No.140642
>>140640Why are you making moderation decisions in the blog thread?... You have an entire board dedicated to this...
>So if you made something and you want to repost itJust let users update the URLs. This has been an issue for over four years
>>>/b/4295 No.140643
>>140642an issue I don't feel like fixing
No.140644
besides... if you still have account access you can just repost.
No.140645
The regular aggitator in the moderation circle is telling me to remind you that I told you in 2022 to add that functionality to the source code yourself
No.140648
maybe chii can tell why this was posted in the blog thread
No.140649
>>140645You said would look into the issue four years ago
>>>/b/4296.
No.140650
>>140649I literally do not understand why people think the way you do. When they could just do a tiny little bit of effort instead of having me spend 5 hours programming a new feature which will save you like 10 minutes in the grand scheme of things
No.140651
>>140650wouldn't it take ten minutes for you to edit them as things are
or is that no longer possible (
>>>/b/2935)
No.140652
>>140651i don't need to do anything if you would just reupload them...
No.140653
>>140652i would but none of them are mine
No.140654
>>140653are you implying you want to edit someone else's banners or that you think people will fix it if there's now an edit feature
No.140655
>>140654i don't want them to be deleted
No.140657
>>140656>I have no stake or reason to contribute.don't say stuff like that... it's gonna make vermin start insulting you
No.140658
>>140657I'll insult whoever I want for no justifiable reason
No.140659
>>140658right but some things lead to it more quickly
No.140660
>>140656if you want a feature and I'm not going to do it then I've given you the avenue to make your dream a reality.
You just don't want to copy paste your banners and update the URLs. I can't save you from your own lazyness and I don't condone it
No.140661
i'mna gonna going to suya and if no settlement has been reached i can make a new acc and do the jank correction repost
No.140662
do you not see how silly it is?
to edit:
- Log in
- select post
- modify url
- submit
to repost
- log in
- save image
- delete old
- upload image
- add url
- submit
You are requesting a feature over reducing one step in an already straight forward process.
No.140664
>>140663wow, it took you this many hours to come up with the only rational argument
No.140666
>>140664Just because I haven't said it doesn't mean I haven't thought about it. When I deleted my banners and reposted them previously they all started from zero and the chronological ordering became confused. Forgive me for being so vain in not wanting to do the same thing again.
Anyways... It's annoying that the point I have been avoiding mentioning because I thought it the least compelling, and most selfish reasoning, is the only one you find "rational" and compelling.
No.140667
>>140666It is factually the only reason why I'm wrong in two ways
No.140669
>>140665She is one of the most spermable girls for sure
No.140670
i really want bokuyaba s3
No.140671
aho girl just unlocked a ryona fetish i didn't know i had
No.140673
if there are any bugs... fix them yourself! i'm DONE. i don't think there are any other than the input form's regex being broken, but I just copied the broken regex from the existing input so idc...
No.140675
Thanks to community contribution you should be able to edit any banners you have that are outdated before we inevitable do something to them
No.140676
>>140674Don't think I've seen that specific brew, but I've picked up Unibroue stuff in chain supermarkets around the US. Their La Fin du Monde is especially tasty.
No.140677
>>140676yeah, it was like a good fruitish light beer
No.140680
>>140678frogge go mlem mlem
No.140681
>>140678what da frog doin
No.140682
a number of things are not going according to plan but at least today i maxed out the calves machine at 100 kilos and i'm feeling good about that
especially considering that i was at like 45kg close to two months ago when
>>140538 happened
No.140683
got new glasses that came with anti-glare and blue light reduction so i can drive at night and actually use my glasses on the pc without dying
No.140684
ate a banana
No.140686
some fucking niggers tried to scam me saying someone else had gained access to my account
at first it was reasonable, they told me to take note of their names and to log out from other devices
but the part about shutting off contact for a day started to make less sense when they wanted me to transfer credit to a supposedly internal account as part of the process
then i started asking questions
they wanted me to hurry
so i hung up and contacted the company through actually official channels to verify what they were saying, because i was looking at my account and things didn't line up
it was confirmed that they were scammers and i reported their account
i unblocked them so they'd call a second time and i asked them kindly to go FUCK themselves then they hung up
No.140687
>>140686good work exercising caution, hate hearing about these bastards win.
No.140688
>>140672so did you get the result you wanted?
I think after Kissu-day I'll make a thread about impending deletion if not corrected on <lists all banners with issues>
No.140691
>>140689i'm happy you added the feature and i liked making use of it (if only through a helpful proxy)
No.140694
went to an unslashed jp student meetup today there were about thirty people
there was karaoke one of the senseis sang really fucking well i did nhk's pazuru and everyone sang cruel angel's thesis
won the shiritori tournament
it was decently fun
No.140696
>>140695That's the time when you say fuck it and do whatever and stop caring about the binding social/moral rules that dictate you behave
No.140697
Make heroines was inspired by Daeling in the Franxx...
No.140698
>>140695I experience this every day. Only a couple more years until I can move to Japan.
No.140701
got in trouble for eating all the deer crackies in nara park
No.140702
>>140701the deer needed those to make it through the harsh winter...
No.140703
One of my pillow covers has butterflies (and other things) on it. Which is nice until you realize they're insects.
No.140705
Flytrap is working, sorta. 5 drowned, 15 hanging around the trap
No.140706
>>140705Good. Hate the little bastards. Have you cleaned up around the house to nail potential sources of them?
No.140707
I really need to get into dating apps or something, I've developed a crush on my portfolio manager over the past few months, since she started trying to talk to me more. I don't think she is trying to flirt with me, and is just trying to get to know my team better since she's sorta new in her current position but she is noticeably more friendly to me than to other coworkers. I think it's because we are both a similar age and most of the other workers are 10-20 years older than us. One of the middle aged guys came up to me and plainly told me not to date my portfolio manager, so I'm not the only one seeing things. I know this is the right move but it is starting to feel like the wrong one.
No.140708
>>140707>One of the middle aged guys came up to me and plainly told me not to date my portfolio managerOjisan wants her for himself...
No.140709
>>140707I'll never understand how someone could think a job or any amount of money is more important than potentially meeting your future wife. I'd rather live in a homeless tent with my wife than be a billionaire fucking supermodel sluts 24/7 but not having actual love.
No.140711
>>140708>>140709Well I decided to text her yesterday night and ask if she is flirting with me and has a crush on me too. This is something I would have preferred to do in person but I rarely see her outside work and it's uncommon that I see her even during work. My company contracts me out so it's not like I'm even in the same building as her on a daily basis. She's supposed to be coming by the building I work at for something related to the contract this Monday. I really feel like I shouldn't have said anything but she texted me earlier this week making sure I wasn't looking for jobs elsewhere and that she would do anything she can for me, and then I had a dream about her visiting my parents' house and talking to my Mom about me. I really hope nothing comes of it and she rejects me and things can stay professional between us. I really don't want to look for a job right now since the one I have now is pretty nice but while she isn't my direct superior she is one of the approvers on my time card.
>I'll never understand how someone could think a job or any amount of money is more important than potentially meeting your future wifeI'm sure you know this but it comes from a pragmatic evaluation of risk and reward. Despite many people acting like there is
one girl for them, most people behave like there is a number of possible
ones. Oftentimes the risk of losing a job or career setbacks aren't worth the opportunity cost of just looking for a
one somewhere that isn't work.
No.140713
>>140711>I'm sure you know this but it comes from a pragmatic evaluation of risk and rewardI've been a NEET since I dropped out of middle school 20 years ago and can think of plenty of ways to live frugally without getting a job so I can't relate at all. Having a career just seems like a really bad life decision unless you have some expensive hobby or something that costs thousands per year that you'd hate to live without.
No.140714
>>140713Don't bite the hand that feeds you.
No.140715
The thread sages automatically when there's a new post
No.140718
>>140717Because of posts like this, it isn't blog worthy and shit. No it isn't saging because the posts aren't blogworthy in itself, more that after a certain amount of time it allows itself to be bumped.
No.140720
>>140719She hasn’t said anything. Don’t know if this is a good or bad sign. Probably bad for my love life, being ignored seems like a bad thing. And Monday might be awkward if she doesn’t read it until then.
No.140722
>>140720>She hasn’t said anything. Don’t know if this is a good or bad sign.That's not a good sign.
There's a good chance she just liked having someone her age at her workplace.
Asking if she's flirting and has a crush on you is very straight forward, I think the norm most places is to casually and non-comitting ask someone if they want to grab a meal together after work without any strong implication even though there's a low level implication if it's just the two of you. If she says she's busy or hesitates too much in answering you can just wave it off and don't bring it up again. It makes getting rejected much less awkward for everyone involved because it's not such a heavy implication and everyone can easily lie to themselves that the conversation didn't really mean anything.
Fingers crossed things will be fine either way. Worst case scenario you'd probably just apologize and promise not to do it again. It's extremely unlikely you'll need to actually find a new job if this is your one and only such interaction. Best case scenario she's actually interested, but an awkward dork. I don't know her, who knows.
No.140724
>>140723sphaghetti not even hot............
No.140725
ban
No.140726
>>140722> she just liked having someone her age at her workplaceThat's what I think is happening too but I've had a nagging feeling it wasn't just that. I had been ignoring it but having that dream about her and my Mom made me realize I probably shouldn't ignore it. I just want to get back to making work about work instead of feeling like I'm in highschool again trying to fabricate excuses and sneak time to be with a crush.
No.140727
>>140714just trying to help you find a way out of wageslavery so you can have a good life
No.140728
>>140719>>140722She replied and said that she respects me and has always had positive interactions with me. I’m not surprised, it’s what I thought was the right answer but maybe not the best way to get an answer like you said.
No.140729
normshitter thread
No.140730
>>140721the hi-er
>>140728>She replied and said that she respects me and has always had positive interactions with meSo.... not a rejection?
No.140732
>>140730Unless I’m grossly misunderstanding things I was given the friend zoned (coworker zoned?) response. So a rejection.
No.140733
>>140728She handled your spaghetti gracefully.
No.140735
invasion
No.140737
started watching hellsing ultimate
seras is cute
No.140739
>>140738How are you liking your newfound magical powers?
No.140740
>>140739I haven't noticed anything different. Might be that my body/mind has to adjust to my newfound wizardom haha...
No.140741
gonna read shabs;gate
gonna read subarashiki hibikid
No.140743
>>140738The scary part is 10 years from now you're going to feel like you only became a wizard yesterday. No one tells you about the ear hair.
No.140747
Subscribed to fanbox pixivs again
No.140748
translating shit nobody cares about again from japanese to english
No.140749
so tired that its starting to physically hurt think ill sleep
No.140750
aaa it's -7C but it feels fricken cold
No.140751
givin my meower the snuggly wuggly
No.140753
started watching uta kata
i'm pleased with the abundance of pantsu
No.140755
>>140754I'm getting this printed and framed for myself as a Christmas gift!
Cool pic!
No.140757
>>140755Thanks mum, but if you're really going to do that at least let me give you the full resolution. I adjusted the lighting too to make the shadows slightly warmer and the midtones less green.
>>140756fatso
No.140759
dad fell for ESTA fraud and paid scammers to take our personal information......
at least it looks like they did file mine, official gov site confirms the application has been approved
No.140760
my imouto might have become a lesbian
No.140761
finally
took about ten days to complete the process
sadly can't wish him a nice day back lmao
>>140760is her getting a gf worse or better than if it were a bf
No.140762
bought furniture from Ikea and Amazon today
No.140763
burned the backflow incense I got for christmas, there's now a bitter smelling yellow oily residue everywhere and I got a nasty headache
>>140761what prompted you to delete your warframe account?
No.140764
>>140763wanted to get it out of my head and it worked
No.140767
bleh minor nosebleed
need to get a humidifier
No.140768
ate food and now im full
No.140769
>>140767Or you could stop picking your nose.
No.140770
>>140767Might be lack of nutrients. I had constant nosebleeds growing up from not eating enough.
No.140771
found not one but two female footfags on twitter
scary scary
No.140772
>>140771... but do they like girl toes or manly men feet
No.140773
building's water pump broke for the tenth time this year, but this time nobody's in and they can't fix it....
No.140774
>>140772the former obviously
No.140775
>>140771Is that really possible? Hmm...
No.140776
i should hop off giko now
it's quickly starting to reek of nü-neo-chantards
No.140777
sucks to lose weight when you have money. you have no legitimate pressure to cut down on consumption
No.140778
>>140777but all the best diet food is expensive, like stuff sweetened with stevia or monk fruit, and good quality meat
No.140779
>>140778> diet foodwhat the hell are you doing!
No.140780
> stuff sweetened with stevia or monk fruit
You can replace desire for sweetness with coffee and other cafeine and eat minimal sugars
>good quality meat
Tofu products are easy to eat when you use good oils
Vegitables can be expensive but are not too bad compared to the savings you make from eating tofu instead of beef
No.140781
>>140778>diet foodjust stop eating if you want to lose weight
easy and free
don't fall for the big diet
No.140782
>>140778Don't eat the artificial sweeteners. They are really bad for you. So is most "diet" food. It's a scam. You'll lose a few pounds then gain them back when you cheat and eat real food.
If you want to lose weight simply stop eating for a week. Do a fast. Nothing but water for 3-7 days or however long you can go. Don't try to go for a week the first time unless you have a lot of will power. Eventually, your body will start consuming fat stores and you'll drop pounds quickly. You'll know when this is happening because you'll start to stink and your cheeks are the first place to vanish. You can't do anything about the smell it's just part of it. Your body is getting rid of all the crap you've eaten over the years and other chemicals you've consumed (things like THC store in fat).
Once you're done with your fast start eating very small amounts of real food. Nothing frozen or processed. Buy real meat, fish, vegetables, rice, beans, tofu or anything you're into. Make your own meals.
After a fast it's very important that you don't gorge yourself. Eat very small amounts of food slowly for the first day or two. You have to get your body used to getting energy from stomach again. If you gorge yourself it can kill you depending on how long you've been fasting. I typically have a small serving of oatmeal even though I try to avoid it. Just because it's easy to make and comes in almost perfect amount per bag. After you've eaten 2-3 small bowls of oatmeal start to add real food in. Meat, fish, veggies, rice or whatever. By day 3-4 after fast you should be back to eating normally.
Speaking of eating normally; 3 big meals daily isn't normal. Skip breakfast when possible. If you do have something have something very small. Have a decent lunch. Eat a small meal about 2-3 hours later. Another for "dinner" and yet another a couple of hours before bed. Basically, spread the 3 big meal into 4-5 smaller meals later in the day. This is how people used to eat before the 3 meals a day thing and breakfast became popular. It's better because you aren't constantly gorging yourself then starving yourself for several hours. It stops you from "crashing" and craving sugar.
Speaking of sugar: No processed (white) sugar at all. Very little if you do have it as part of a cake or doughnut or something of that nature. Eat raw honey instead. Use honey for your coffee instead of sugar. Use brown sugar or less processed sugars for cooking. Or use molasses. The less processed the better.
Fruits are basically sugar. That's your snack instead of candy. Once you've been off processed sugar for awhile things like apples start to taste overly sweet and you won't be able to eat more than one at a time.
No.140783
>>140782I forgot about beard. Bread is a staple food in my culture/country. But I've tried to cut it out of my daily food intake and have replaced it with rice when possible. I still eat it sometimes if I have a meal at someone else's house and I keep a loaf around to snack on from time to time. But bread isn't good for you and actually turns into alcohol when your body processes it. It's a mild depressant. Hence why it has always been the food of the poor (it's also easy to make and stretch. Cheap bread is sometimes half saw dust).
Bread isn't great for other reasons I'm sure you already know about. Another thing I gave up was peanut butter. Simply because all major brands of it have some much vegetable oil. You want to avoid vegetable/rapeseed oil all together. Use tallow or peanut oil instead. I don't want to get into the details I'll just leave it at this: If gives you cancer and it shouldn't be sold as food.
You have to be careful. Read the labels on anything you think about buying. I have to give up chewing gum because it's impossible to find any without artificial sweeteners which have been proven (by the FDA) to give you cancer and lower your overall IQ score. If you want the details check out the tests they ran on it back in the 70s-80s because Regan's team pushed it through (some of them worked for the company attempting to get FDA to approve it). It's in all the "diet" sodas and drinks and it's very very bad for you. Never consume it. You're better off eating processed sugar straight from the bag.
It's really hard to buy real food these days. I can get real peanut butter. But I have to source it from the Amish and the price is higher than the crap at the store. Totally worth it though.
Another thing you have to be careful with now is beef. If you buy cheap ground beef it is usually left overs ground up from 20+ cows. It isn't like it used to be where there might be beef from 1-3 cows in the package. If you can source meat products from a local farm. Costs a little more but the quality is much higher and the animals are less likely to have some kind of disease. Just watch slaughter house videos if you want to see the kind of animals they're forcing into the line. Some of them can't even walk.
I eat pork but I shouldn't. Try to get pork from a local farm. Pigs can be pretty clean when they're raised well but big farms don't do it because it cuts into their profits.
All I have for now. Sorry for novel.
No.140785
>You can replace desire for sweetness with coffee and other cafeine
I've tried unsweetened caffeinated tea and soda and it did not cure my desire for sweetness
>Don't eat the artificial sweeteners.
do stevia and monk fruit sweeteners count as artificial? I thought they were just as non-artificial as sugar
>You'll lose a few pounds then gain them back when you cheat and eat real food.
don't worry I never eat real food, only processed junk food
>Do a fast.
I tried that once and it killed my libido and made me miserable. I usually fap 3+ times a day but while fasting I only felt like doing it once every two days and orgasms didn't feel nearly as good, and I'd rather die than live in a world where I'm not blasting huge cumloads 3+ times everyday. I can lose weight doing keto with one or two meals a day even with no exercise so I'll do that again.
>Make your own meals.
takes too much time, I stick to stuff that takes no time to prepare and can be shipped like protein shakes/bars, beef jerky and nuts
>4-5 smaller meals later in the day
what works well for me when doing keto is having one big meal with lots of protein a few hours after waking up, then a small meal later in the day and that's it. when I have ~100g of protein in one meal I don't feel hungry again for ~8 hours. I lose ~8 lbs per month doing this with no exercise. if you can skip the second meal and just have one big meal per day (24 hour fasting) it's about ~15 lbs per month.
>I have to give up chewing gum because it's impossible to find any without artificial sweeteners which have been proven (by the FDA) to give you cancer and lower your overall IQ score.
my score on the free online mensa IQ test did drop from 128 to 123 after a few years of drinking almost nothing but diet soda and tea sweetened with aspartame and sucralose and chewing gum sweetened with xylitol, but in that same time I also stopped playing video games regularly so I thought that was the more likely reason for my brain getting a bit slower. I should probably stop consuming artificial sweeteners, but on the other hand if I keep going then I could become dumb enough to enjoy american TV/movies/vidya again like when I was a kid.
No.140786
>>140778Speaking from experience, diet is a scam. Just cut down on food, and you'll thin down easy. In no world does one get thin by
eating "diet food"; eat normal food, just not as much.
Nothing as intensive as a week of fasting, but used to (had no choice but to) intermittent fast, visibly lost weight "without trying"; used to eat twice a day with a 16 hour window between: 00AM and 16PM. That's all it took, don't know how much I lost but went from looking chubby to looking like I wasn't getting enough food in less than 6 months.
>good quality meatDon't know how it is where you live, but chicken (breasts) is a poor man's best friend.
I also rarely, if ever, ate any sugar/anything sweet.
>>140785>too much timeDo you have time in a week or a month to mealprep? That's how I do it; prep for the whole week, two meals a day, on a Saturday. Takes me at most 2.5 hours from cooking to clean up, +1 hour if you include the shopping. Right now I'm eating brown rice with chicken gravy every day, chicken is nice, cheap and lots of protein in the breasts.
Probably best to look up/follow a mealprep guide though, if you're going that route. Generally, as long as it can stay in the fridge for 3-4 days and still remain edible, it can be mealpreped. I usually have three days worth in the fridge, and rest in the freezer; moving them to the fridge ~2 days before I need them.
No.140788
>>140786>Do you have time in a week or a month to mealprep?I have plenty of time, I just don't enjoy cooking. It takes about 6 minutes from cooking to clean up to microwave a bowl of ramen and grab some jerky or a slim jim so that's 1.5 hours for 14 meals and no shopping because it's all shippable including the disposable bowls and forks so there's no dish washing. The rice and chicken gravy sounds like it tastes better but for me it's not worth the extra hour or two of work because I am very lazy.
No.140790
Just count calories. When it all comes down to it that's what it's all about. You need to burn more than you consume.
There are many ways to do this and you should find some that work for you. Some people suggest intermitten fasting, that works for some but I found I just felt sick and bad during the day. Different people respond differently to different diets. We all have different life styles after all.
But just start counting calories. If nothing else it will give you some idea of what amount of calories are in your food and you might be able to tweak things or replace things in your diet and that might be enough.
No.140791
>>140788>>140785I used to live like you. Everything either came out of a can, was frozen, or things I could heat up in microwave like ramen. You should stop. Not only is it more expensive the food isn't good for you. You'll feel a lot better if you switch to making prepped meals like the other anon is talking about and doing things that way. I do the same thing with stew and soups. I have a quart of taco soup from months ago in my freezer right now. I'll probably thaw it out in the fridge tomorrow and eat it over the next two days.
>DishesI hate doing them too. The trick is to rinse off things as you're cooking/after you eat. If done right with hot water you don't even need soap. Just rinse them good and put them in the drainer so they're ready next time you want to eat. Give them a good scrub about once a week or so. Takes 10 minutes
>fappingYou weren't fapping 3 times a day because your body needs time to adjust to the fast. After a couple of days once you're burning fats you'll feel really good and will probably be able to fap as much as you want.
You should consider not fapping so often. As faps after waiting for a few days-week are much better than the 3+ times a day faps. Not only do you cum more but the orgasm feels more powerful. It's like advanced edging.
No.140792
>>140791Ramen surely isn't that bad for you if you don't use the flavor packets that come with it, that's where all the MSG and shit is. I don't eat canned or frozen meals anymore because that makes trash pile up much faster. When I only get food that comes in bags and wrappers then most trash can be sealed inside bottles so it doesn't attract bugs, and the used paper plates and bowls can be stacked in the freezer so I only need to take the trash out about twice in a year. This combined with other clever tactics like never bathing helps me achieve ~23.5 hours of free time every day, basically making me a demigod that most royalty of the past and billionaires of the present would be envious of if they could even imagine that such a lifestyle was possible.
>faps after waiting for a few days-week are much better than the 3+ times a day fapsYes but if you think about pleasure like damage per second in a video game then that's like only spamming the highest damage attack even though it does bad DPS because of its long cast time. Each once per day fap may feel 50% better than each 3 times a day fap, but fapping 3 times a day gives you much more pleasure per day. I've gone up to 4 days without fapping before so I know how good it feels, but not as good as a dozen smaller faps combined.
No.140793
i like eating cookies because i hate my life
No.140794
>>140792>Ramen surely isn't that bad for you if you don't use the flavor packetsAnon they're less than 0.50cents a pack. They aren't like the noodles you can buy from a restaurant.
No.140795
buy rubber gloves for dishwashing
No.140796
went from the hairiest person i know to one of the least hairy
and i now can say with full certainty that the pain of waxing rivals that of appendicitis
No.140797
>>140796I have barely any to begin with and got laser hair removal and the girl doing it saw my /qa/...
No.140799
>>140797>and got laser hair removalPost panties
No.140801
business i blocked years ago due to their constant ad messages tried calling me today to do a whatsapp code verification scam i assume they were hacked
No.140802
I may end up with an exchange student JK staying with me for a couple of months
No.140803
there's gotta be a manga or vn with that premise and a whole bunch of harem hijinks ensue.
No.140804
>>140803He's actually a teacher at her university and soon their unnatural closedness in terms of their role as student and teacher comes into question regarding the possibillity of her exchanging sexual favors for better grades.
No.140805
I keep seeing this around and think I'll watch it, but then I realize that I haven't liked any PA Works since ShiroBako. Guess I'll stream this today.
https://anilist.co/anime/164293/Komada-Jouryuusho-e-YoukosoAt 7PM. Standard yukkuri stream.
No.140807
>>140806get well soon man, take care
No.140808
sounds like your immune system is wack
No.140809
I crashed an UTV while joyriding with my best friend.
My reputation as the group's pet retard will never be overcome.
No.140810
no anime. might watch old kenshin
No.140811
I have a surprisingly prominent sock tan, considering how little time I spend outside.
No.140812
￥visit atm to take out ￥70,000
￥atm spits out 70 ￥1000 bills
(´・ω・｀)
No.140813
Not even sure if banks hold high denominations anymore
No.140815
>>140814Have had the same happen to me too... really wish they'd add the option to select how you'd with the money to be divided.
No.140816
Just buy a piece of snack like they want you to for change.
No.140817
>>140711A woman has as much sense in her head as an egg has hair.
Was talking with her and a couple other coworkers last week and the topic of books came up. I haven't read a book that's not a textbook in years, she really likes 19th/20th centuary Russian authors; so I preced to poke fun at her reading depressing communist stuff. Then says she can bring me a copy of Tolstoy's Hadji Murat to read. I told her I probably wouldn't read it, so shouldn't bother. This Monday she came in (she was on boarding a new person at my locaiton) and handed me the book. It's a short book so I read it in a couple days and let her know I'm done with the book and she can have it back. She says she's surprised I even read the book. I still have the book.
Just yesterday, I hear from one of the previous coworkers that she was
really impressed I read the book already, and he was really emphasizing it. I work with him on a regular basis, he's on my team but only at my office a couple days a week and the other days at the main office, he's in his early 40's and little autistic so he may just have misunderstand her but fuck. I also told her Hadji Murat was really funny (it is, Tolstoy really hates Russian society and even when he's not being funny it's funny how much he criticizes the Russians), and according to the coworker she was really caught up on how I could think it was funny. Why even mention to him I read her book? Why bother giving me a book, you don't expect me to read?
No.140820
>>140819so far I like it more than U149, spy x family, made in abyss S2, the wataten movie and every non-loli anime so it's AOTD.
No.140822
>>140818It sounds like you are enjoying yourself. That's nice.
No.140823
>>140818>>140819japan, magical world of wonder
No.140829
>>140828I always assume they're all girls
No.140830
>>140828I figured it would be obvious with this subject matter that it would be a woman.
No.140832
¥ when the temperature is so cold even salted streets are frozen
Feels good to not have to deal with slush
No.140835
ate 'za
No.140836
brain went totally fucking crazy for about 6 hours overnight
No.140840
accidentally spilled hot coffee over my hands this morning ow
No.140841
had a pretty fun time at a cork shooting game
against my family's advice i gave it a try after asking a bit to the couple guys working there (he said hidamari was natsukashii) and the first shot was so good one of them went "運命のショット！" but of course none of my followups were good enough to knock the weird hanging sunglasses
the other guy suddenly decided to start taking shots at it too, to help me, and even paid for one of my tries
after the fourth batch i declared it was over, but the guy liked me enough to straight up gift me the snail i was aiming for
1500 yen total, so a pretty good deal, and a fun memory
also learned about a surprisingly specific word shopping for buddha figurines
¥仏の肖像、フィギュア¥あ、仏像and from then on everyone we asked knew what it meant
>>140821this happened because otouto asked me if the girls standing around dressed up giving out pamphlets were lolis, since he was mixing it up with gothic lolita, dad overheard and googled it
No.140843
>>140842sadly no, haven't passed by any rodger's
No.140849
>>140848After you create the repo you don't need to use the github website anymore. You can clone the git repo onto your local computer and you can just use git cli tool to update the repo/website.
No.140850
>>140848what about neocities?
No.140851
>>140849Using a command line interface thing seems even more complicated. I don't really know what I'm doing and am just trying to follow guides, but I've found that even when I do find the often hidden step-by-step ones, they provide no explanation for what to do if the guide doesn't work or there's an error in installing something. For example, I like this template
https://github.com/static-templates/blogbut the video guide I'm following only explains how to upload website files and I'm unsure what to use when I download from that repository. When I try to use Static to build the website I get errors and would prefer to keep it as simple as possible rather than installing a bunch of stuff I'm only going to use once. I understand that I'm the ignorant one here but it's still annoying. For now I'm going to use a different template that I have gotten working and play around with it in Dreamweaver. I'd ideally like to end up with a site that looks like this
https://www.chasestoneart.com/with no or minimal script bloat.
>>140850My cousin mentioned it's possible to get a free domain name by using Cloudflare, and I felt more confident given this is the method he used. Although he has alot of experience with this sort of thing while I have none outside of very basic HTML4 writing in high school. I might see if I can ask him for help the next time he visits.
Sorry for rambling
No.140852
the founding github team introduced a lot of features that are still around
No.140854
I went to get a haircut and her daughter was there and we happened to be wearing matching t-shirts
No.140857
was freaking out because I got asked for email associated with a private tracker and couldn't remember it, but thankfully it offered a hint like a**@b**.*
I really, really need to manage my accounts and passwords better
No.140858
>>140857huh, weird spoiler tag interference there
No.140860
>>140859And I'm out of working D batteries.............
..........
No.140862
Had fucking sleep paralysis and that sucked big time.
No.140863
Had that happen to me just once years ago and still vividly remember it.
Sorry that happened to you.
No.140864
>>140862Easily one of the human body's worst anti-features. FUCK giant spider ladies (not literally).
No.140865
>>140864I swear to GOD I saw myself throwing my bluetooth keyboard for my tablet, and it landed vertically, but I blinked and it was still in front of me, and that fucking sucked!
Never saw any demons though
No.140866
>>140865Ah, yeah I breifly perceived myself in 3rd person when that happened too. But I was just spinning around my bed like the fish from that meme.
No.140867
man, my past few weeks have been so boring
No.140868
>>140867Time to start that hobby you've always wanted to get into, but been too intimidated to begin.
No.140869
>>140868i've got work to do but I don't feel any motivation
No.140870
went out to get an egg mcmuffin and snack this morning and I shit you not saw at least a dozen police cars on the road during that trip what the HELL is going on is it approaching quota time or something
No.140871
ducking my head out on all this valentine's nonsense
No.140872
>>140870oh yeah, it was awful driving around that day where I live
not the biggest police presence I've seen, but there were still way too many of them
No.140873
power went out and generator isn’t working…. I’m bored….
guess I’ll sleep
No.140874
>>140752it will be quite the risque adaptation if it ever makes it to broadcast TV
No.140875
I have done nothing but play vintage story for the past three days
very tired
No.140876
making a seiza stool so i can sit seiza without my legs falling asleep
$4 in materials
No.140877
>>140876Hmm, can I see it?
No.140878
time to see if i can do a successful water fast
No.140879
4 weeks later finally feel like I'm 97% free of sickness
No.140880
>>140877sure, once it's done
No.140883
>>140875gave this game another try and it's pretty nice
takes forever to get anything done but it's that much more rewarding in return
No.140885
>>140877I'm gonna paint it but here it is.
The bottom edges are curved so you can adjust the angle a little bit by moving your butt back and forth. It works pretty good.
No.140886
>>140885But why? Isn't that a disciplinary position meant to
inflict pain grow you as a person?
No.140887
>>140886I'm using it for meditation, it's not painful with this little bench to sit on instead of crushing your calves.
No.140890
March is usually when I get all my motivation back.
No.140891
bloggers are reclining
No.140892
hair's getting too long and getting into my ears again this is why it gets cut
No.140893
>>140892my cutoff point is when hair starts getting caught in my glasses frames
No.140894
organized my keys. put old ones i don't use anymore on a ring, then put my duplicate keys on their own ring so that if i lose my main set of keys i'll be okay. also put little labels on some of them so i remember where they go to. prying the rings apart really sucked though. my thumbnails really hurt now. one's a little bloody :(
No.140896
My hair is longer than some women's now.
I just really hate going to the barber.
Gotta learn how to cut my own already.
No.140899
>>140897I used to use Zenmarket but after a number of bad experiences and their starting to collect sales tax for my country, I've switched to Japonica.
No.140900
>>140899bad as in there were problems with the marketplace or what?
No.140901
>>140900A number of things. I buy alot of second hand items where there is obviously only one available (rather than a store listing where they have a bunch of stock)
-Taking multiple days to place an order for an item for no particular reason
-The above, but then someone else buys the item before Zenmarket can
-Placing an order for an item at a given value, then by the time the order is placed it's gone on sale and they pocket the difference rather than refunding the credit
-Arbitrary refusal to order from certain sellers
-Slow customer service replies even for simple questions that shouldn't need referring to another department
A friend who also switched had previously complained to me that Zenmarket refused the use of a discount code for a webstore he wished to order from. I will give them however that they are good with packaging, tend to have good shipping rates and their website's interface is fairly well functional, but Japonica has just been better in my experience. Whatever you do, don't use Buyee, please.
No.140903
Rabbit makes you pay a 6$ premium to line cut as well. Otherwise it takes a day and a half
No.140904
forgot that tilling makes my hands sore hours later
all those reverberations, but I don't know what I could do to avoid it
No.140906
twenty years of watching anime and posting about it. gotta respect the dedication at least
No.140907
>>140905Yeah that's a lifelong pleb.
No.140908
The storms weren't so bad here but they still knocked out power for a few hours. I was mad because it cut out in the middle of reheating a meal.
No.140909
>>140905but the second half of sasuke retrieval arc WAS overly padded with filler
No.140910
When Naruto was fighting Sasuke, there was one episode that was ALL flashbacks. Very little actual fighting.
No.140911
My hair is really unkept and long, but i don't like the barbers around me...
>>140905I found the mieruko and gathering comments funny
No.140916
moving non-blogs in the appropriate thread with the exact subject being discussed
No.140919
bump test
No.140921
snacked
No.141026
kuso ebay bookseller made a listing for "29 volumes" and shipped me only volume 29...
No.141027
>>141026lmao trolled
no but wait how much did it cost
No.141046
huh..... a phone company had my IMEI banned, and that's why mine started working weird yesterday...
talked to my provider and they say they've sent a request to unban it, but that it'll take 4 workdays
No.141166
forearms on fire from tilling and shoveling
think I need to perform some forearm exercises outside of spring to prevent this happening again
No.141215
spent the last week going outside, doing stuff, getting productive stuff and work stuff done, caught up on necessary emailing stuff, didn't jack off once during it or watch any anime
and now i feel fucking terrible and exhausted and I want to just sit down and do nothing forever. people are fucking LYING when they say that being productive and not having fun makes you feel fulfilled
No.141217
>>141215>people are fucking LYING when they say that being productive and not having fun makes you feel fulfilledpeople come up with all kinds of lies to trick you into working, like that you'll get an eternal afterlife or be reincarnated so you shouldn't worry too much about wasting this life working
No.141219
>>141215>makes you feel fulfilled>not having fun sounds like the grindset people
should be obvious at a glance that those norms are NOT normal
No.141220
>>141217I once discussed a theoretical future (when we're all long dead) where everyone's needs are somehow met and nobody really has to work and can focus on hobbies and entertainment without worrying if it's profitable or not and how good it would be for niche markets if billions of people suddenly had infinite free time to create fun things for fun and not cut corners or change their design for more profit and they said it sounded like a dystopia not to have to work. Like, do you not have hobbies? Why do you want to work when you could replace the hobby time with literally anything? Even just taking a degree for fun would be "work". Some people cannot handle the idea of not being a slave and I don't understand. If they like work so much they could create their own work or join some group doing something.
That said it definitely feels good to do productive stuff I've procrastinated on for years. There are still so many things in my home I've neglected to do that I would love to not worry about anymore, but not enough that I will actually do it this year. Maybe next year...
No.141251
left a window open and my place is now 17c
No.141252
sneezed so hard I think I hurt my vocal cords...
No.141253
norms gonno norm
No.141257
>>141217>be reincarnatedreincarnation is even worse
what if you spend your whole life working just to get reincarnated into aNOTher life of working on this planet
there’s people out there like the new agers who say this is a Good Thing and something to look forward to, ridiculous
this is masochism
No.141363
>>141220a TON of people I know don't do shit outside of work beyond watch TV and then random clips of shit on their phone
no job means having to find something to fill the remainder of their life with, and they have nothing to fill it with
kinda bleak, I constantly wish I had time to do personal shit
being self-directed is its own can of effort that these people are unwilling to put in (hell, I can even relate to this, there is a bunch of shit I might even want to do that I know I sure fucking will not be arsed to if I'm not given an external reason to do it)
these people are just not creative or self-driven
and it isn't even a particularly bad thing they aren't: outside of this hypothetical post-scarcity era, it isn't really sustainable to have everyone focus on personal projects
history has selected primarily for workers to follow and their purpose to be externally driven
but it is still kinda bleak to me that they're like that
No.141371
>>141363those are also known as married people who work very hard hours
No.141372
rabbits
No.141373
also april fools tomorrow
No.141374
foolish rabbits
No.141453
they made my youtube italics
what the flip
No.141617
overslept
24 hours
should have set an alarm
No.141718
it's been a week since anyone blogged. So I blogged.
smonked some DUDE
No.141719
Been trying to fix my posture, and it makes me feel like I'm hunched over.
No.141725
>>141719fixed my posture after reading this
No.141733
>>140802This didn't end up happening. In case someone is interested: My senior aunt, 82, lives by herself in a smaller rural town with an older population about 90 minute's drive from where we live. She has mobility issues and has recently started to display some difficulty living on her own, for example her dining table was completely covered in ~30cm of junk to the point where it couldn't be used and is also having some hoarding and finanical issues. Last year, she was asked by a friend who coordinates an exchange student program - for students from all over the world, for example they're recruiting for European students currently - if she was willing to accomadate a student for 6 months; she said yes immediately. The hosting family recieves $300 a week and is expected to provide a nice home environment for the student and give them an opportunity to pursue their interests here - when looking at the current European student's profiles they each listed a sport, playing instruments and hiking or some other outdoorsy activity.
My mother is quite close with her sister and they talk once or twice a week via phone; she told her about the student and my mum told her in November that it was a bad idea and that she should rethink it. She didn't, and Yui arrived in mid January. Without going into too much detail, there is an enormous cultural and generational gap between my aunt and Yui. My aunt complained to my mum describing her as "rude" and "lazy" and was acting belligerent - an issue she had recently started to display even not related to this - when my mum tried to explain differences in culture and how the expectations of a teenager would be communicated. "I shouldn't have to explain" was the response and she ended up refusing to talk to my aunt any more about the subject. The exchange program consisted of 4 students from the same school - two were sent to live with single women and two were sent to live with families. The solo host of the other girl spoke to my aunt and shared similar complaints about her student, and apparently had an argument with the student to the point where the girl left the house.
We also discovered that my aunt was approached by her friend because they were unable to find enough suitable hosts - the request was made of her specifically. We think that she was motivated by a combination of not being able to say no to someone and the weekly payment, due to the finanical issues she's having. My cousin and other aunt visited twice during her stay and found she didn't speak very much English at all, then about a week ago my aunt spoke to my mum and said that Yui had gone to live with a different family, 2 months into the 6 month expected stay.
It's quite a sad situation, hopefully she's with a better family now with teen kids of their own. My aunt has never had a husband nor looked after children in any real capacity and I think it was wildly irresponsible of her friend to ask her to take on a student when she's already struggling to manage her own life, her friend being aware of that. The idea my mum floated was to volunteer to let Yui stay with us and take her to do all the things she would want to like hiking, sightseeing etc, but it's possible we would've needed to go through a process of being verified as a safe family which might have been difficult. From a purely selfish perspective it would've been nice to have a language practise partner too, but unfortunately we never got to meet once. Sorry for the wall of text.
No.141734
>>141733heavy.
Sounds like your typical single person.
Also, 82 year old Aunt! How old are you!
No.141736
what's the friday/sunday stream schedule?
No.141742
>>14173429, my mother is 64 and is the youngest. Her generation had I think 9 kids in it but the family is split due to some old drama that I never really looked into.
No.141747
>>141736No idea about Friday but on Sunday there's supposed to be a TTGL stream at 4pm (EST)
No.141761
had a job interview today
No.143433
I ate wasabi because I thought it was avocado
No.143904
>>143680Is it home agriculture stuff?
No.143914
>>143904Some basic vegetables, nothing that amazing. Hoping I have more luck this year than last year when localized flooding wrecked most of it.
No.144738
the linguist did not reply (´•̥ ω •̥` )
No.145081
Woke up and got a major calf muscle contraction when stretching
No.145082
>>144738Was it in that giant '4chan is down' meta thread? It might be too hard to keep track of things there.
No.145083
>>143914Oh, was that the purpose behind that moat? Or was that someone else...
No.145088
>>145083That's me, yeah. It turns into a moat when there's heavy rain so seeds and sprouts don't rot in overly saturated soil. Heavy rain is expected again soon so I'll give an update in the gardening thread in a few days.
>>145084Awww, it might be the case that he closed the page or went to do other stuff.
No.145097
>>145088such is the folly of fast megathreads..... stuff gets buried so easily
No.145258
>>145256how did someone so incompetent get picked as speaker
No.145260
>>145258the professor picked him as team lead at the beginning of the project
No.145462
>>145313Bachelors I guess?
I had a lot of team projects I still regret half a decade later
No.145465
>>145462>After about 40 minutes I'd imagine it has to be higher than that. 40 minutes is quite the talk
No.145466
>>145465there are some courses that try to do a lot. Dunno
No.145474
>>145472sorry, i need to ask something are you from 4/a/
No.145482
>>145472kits can’t buy groceries
No.145483
>>145472how’s there nothing to buy on Amazon there’s plenty under 50$ could get a bunch of books that way
No.145484
>>145481Greentext is 禁止
¥ Hold down ALT+\for the more socially acceptable version
No.145485
>>145483books are you crazy what the hell
No.145487
>>145484it glowed even without the greentext
No.146403
Two ants crawled over a vaseline barrier I made while the others were huddled together in confusion.
No.146905
¥ The people calling into radio stations at night
who the hell are these people
No.146980
>>146905This is what the shadow people do when they aren't harassing schizophrenics
No.147006
I finished my control plan assignment after much procrastination and distractions. The sunlight is cracking through my window shades, it is time for bed.
No.147991
I was decluttering my closet, standing on a step stool to reach the top shelf and bent down to put something I had grabbed from up top to below, and when I raised my head I smacked it on the underside of the shelf. I was a little dizzy for a couple hours and had an ice compact on my head for half an hour until the pain went away. Well, about 10 hours later and my head hurts again. I don't think I have a concussion, thankfully, but what a pain... literally.
No.148349
I had ham and mashed potatoes and carrots. It was so good.
No.148356
>>148349sounds really good
No.149840
I think I consumed too much salty stuff... I'm getting a headache when I get too active or stand up quickly...
No.150358
time for my weekly rewatch of sakura trick
No.150593
my right arrow key is sticking
No.150981
Didn't want to take out the raincoat for just some drizzle when I was out cycling the day before... ended up catching a cold (´・ω・｀)
No.151745
https://www.twitch.tv/claudeplayspokemonclaude playing pokemon is a good metaphor for AI itself. started off fun and people were being creative with making OC around it and such, even when it was being a little janky and retarded it was still a bit endearing for a while. but as time's gone on the complete lack of progress has been unbearable I think, especially without the 4chan thread to add to the novelty, claude will keep messing up and never fully complete the game, or if it does it will be far after anyone cares or if there's any human input
basically how I felt about text/image ai gen
No.151962
wonder if this typhoid fever vaccine course is causing me issues as my body learns to fight it off
No.152043
used a knife to dig out an ingrown hair and surprisingly i did not hurt myself
it actually went really smoothly
No.152051
>>152043I prefer using a nail trimmer because the maximum damage a mistake can cause is lower, but I do this all the time and have never been scarred or injured.
No.152232
didn't look at the scale for 4-5 months and now i'm 160lb... need to lose 25lb... guess I'm going to drink a ton of water, rice, eggs and frozen vegitables with no desert. 4 month regiment.
No.152234
>>152051with a nail trimmer, how so? i'd been trying to take it out with tweezers, but since the hair had been stuck in a sort of ridge i have had to dig a lot using them and it caused me to bleed quite a bit, but with the knife i just pried to out in a second
>>152232*pokes you in the tum*
No.152305
Woke up to onee's talking about apothecary diaries, hugged, then right back to binge watching over breakfast.
No.152674
A recent dental filling of mine resulted in an inflamed nerve, which lead to my first ever root canal treatment. It hurt a ton towards the end, though my fear might've amplified it, because I'm not used to feeling pain at the dentist. He put a "medicine" in my tooth and temporarily filled it.
A week goes by and he wants to open the tooth again to replace the medicine. I requested local anesthesia despite being told it wouldn't be necessary, and even with the anesthesia and the fact he only drilled for a second, I've experienced the most traumatizing pain of my entire life and this is not an exaggeration. We waited for half an hour to give the numbing more time, but nothing changed and I was shaking and crying the entire time from just that one second of drilling.
I ultimately had to cancel the procedure and now I'm with a temporary filling, drilled tooth and the medicine still inside, which I was told would most likely lead to an infection soon. Spent an entire day calling other dentists, none of which would take me and emergency hotlines told me I would need to be in active pain to get treated immediately. I'm scared shitless and don't know what to do, there is no way in hell you're supposed to endure pain of that magnitude.
>>152613This looks super nice.
No.152678
>>152674Howard Schneider likely wasn't the only dentist that enjoys torturing his patients
No.152781
in a family text message group where everyone talks to one another, and I just want to leave it so that my phone stops going off all the time...
No.152782
>>152781muting it should be better than leaving, they'll pester you about it if you quit outright
>>152674jesus christ
i'd go in and tell him anaesthesia is a requirement, and that if he doesn't want to jab you with it then walk out and leave
exceedingly strange that he wouldn't want to, is this some burgerstani concern over costs or are you in some other place?
No.152783
>>152782not sure I see that option somewhere... wasn't going to leave it anyways, just blogging
>>152674You could always do it the anesthetic yourself and drink a couple shots of vodka.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/jjd9vU4O1zM?t=8&feature=shareBut you can't drive or whatever after.
Tooth Doc is probably not doing it because it's not really possible, or if it's possible it will cause equivalent pain.
No.152784
>>152782Thank you for the good will! I'm in Europe and his reasoning was that I "wouldn't need it, because the tooth should effectively be dead and not hurt anymore after last week's procedure". To be fair, even if it didn't help, he did give me the jab and said I'd just have to pay for it myself, because insurance wouldn't cover it if there's reason to believe it's not necessary. He also offered me another injection after the first one didn't work, but I was already too fucked up to even think about trying. At least he didn't ask me for payment anymore, so I hope my reaction proved that the anesthesia was a necessity.
I have no idea why it didn't work and that's what worries me the most. Was it injected incorrectly or perhaps didn't affect neighboring nerves that are too close to that area? Is this just supposed to be normal if your nerve was infected a week prior? I don't know, but I gotta figure something out.
No.152786
>>152783Thank you! Might just try this if I can muster up the strength soon, at minimum it should make me a little more calm.
No.152787
I know of a Turkish dentist on the steam chat who probably would have a better explanation of why they're doing things but he's in the military at the moment sitting of a bench serving them in dentistry
No.152791
did some chores and got rid of the smell
No.152898
I went grocery shopping and got supermarket sushi. The guts may be grumbling but it was worth it.
No.152901
>>152784>the tooth should effectively be dead and not hurt anymoreI had a root canal a very long time ago. That was true in my case so I don't think your dentist was lying. As a young boy I chipped my tooth and then had material bonded over it to repair the tooth -- then, many years later I had a routine dental appointment and they noticed that my tooth was dead on an X-ray and performed a root canal. In my case, I didn't have an infection or anything like that, so maybe that's why it was painless for me. Regardless, the dentist made sure to inject the area around the tooth several times with anesthesia -- a few times on the front of my gums, once behind the tooth, and another time in the roof of my mouth. I only remember that because the injections were really painful...
>Is this just supposed to be normalNo, feeling pain is definitely not normal. In my experience, dental anesthesia should completely numb the area to the point where you can't even feel your lips.
No.152987
>>152984I don't like how the japanese draw elves. Their ears are too large and that disgusts me for some reason.
No.152988
>>152987how would you know they're elfs if not for the ears
No.153039
>>152984Bordo! This is a good channel.
No.153040
on topic sager
No.153044
>>153043be yourself cutie
No.153045
>>153044thank you, I will
No.153097
Trying to break through the diet wall and it's tough right now. I don't think I have enough energy to work properly but my weight is 155lb and I want my weight to be under 140lb.
No.153148
just as I was about to go outside for a nice walk in the sun the heavens opened up and dumped rain everywhere...
No.153317
I thought I spent 5 minutes recording a mockingbird and all of its neat sounds and was going to share the audio here but apparently it wasn't recording...
No.153451
showed my ween to a woman for the first time.... at the hair removal place
No.153454
Ate too many spicy peppers. Now my stomach hurts...
No.153464
>>153451Yeah that was uncomfortable for me too but they were very professional about it. The lady that was doing my treatment left halfway through the course then I was handed around whoever was available at the time; one was talking to me about nightclubbing and I had to awkwardly explain that I had never been to any sort of nightlife place.
No.153788
rage devours the mind and spirit
No.153794
>>153522I want to play VS, but I don't know what times everyone typically plays on. I don't want to progress game time while everyone else is snoozing, that's how you come back to jars full of rot and dead crops.
No.153935
decided to move out of my apartment next contract renewal and get a new one on the Atlantic.
No.153938
>>153935Wouldn't it sink?
No.153977
>>153971bring a shovel next time you go for a walk
No.154117
Been putting off my weekly injection against my arthritis again, I hate that junk so much.
No.154118
>>154117my mother got a couple of those. It's a steroid or something. Think it didn't hurt too much
No.154119
heard the neighbor kids yelling italian brainrot
No.154120
>>154118Mine thankfully doesn't hurt either, it just somehow makes me feel weirdly nauseous. Has to be a mental thing, because just thinking about having to do it slightly makes me wanna throw up. I'm still very lucky that that's the worst case.
No.154242
>>154241Upload it to this thread and we discuss it!
No.154251
>>154241There's a thread for cooking and a thread for gardening, both on /qa/. If you just want to dump a video then there's a 'random youtube videos' thread
No.154257
$1
there are mice in my fucking bedroom
No.154258
>>154257at least it's miuce and not rats
No.154265
>>154255I know the feeling
No.154266
sounds like someone is dying from smoking outside of my appartment
No.154268
watched sinners, great film. glad it’s doing well. not that many directors out there nowadays that are willing to put an actual original idea out there with a message from the heart and also have the financial backing to make it into a movie. using music as a sort of way to talk about cultural identity and the corruption of it through bloodsucking outsiders was a nice way of conveying the theme of cultural appropriation and denigration without using language that would detract from the common viewers experience. expert level stuff from the director
No.154269
Forgot about Deltarune and then heard the announcement that the next two chapters are coming next month. Interested in actually playing it instead of just watching other people play it unlike Undertale and the first two chapters
No.154345
Out of curiosity I decided to try playing EoSD on Hard despite never being good enough to 1cc it on Normal
Turns out every single spellcard pattern that was giving me trouble on Normal is easier on Hard
ZUN you magnificent son of a bitch...
No.154374
>>154372finnish reimu (real)
No.154379
did ~1300 stairs in 22 minutes
No.154380
It's been a whole week since I last made salad with 3 gigantic onions and everything about me still smells like onions. Even those little white heads on my skin that I like to squeeze out and smell.
No.154443
Decided I'd get out of bed today
No.154454
66% humidity, 24C ...
No.154456
>>154345Wtf i need to try this.
>>154372Such anime is trash and even 4 seasons later the mc and the heroines haven't done anything (or there's other pointless drama)
No.154457
EoSD is a meme
No.154458
thermostat reads 19C and 77% humidity
No.154555
Aaaa. canada post goes on strike Saturday and my shipments are in KANAGAWA!!!
No.154803
Took a while but I've started liking daki pillows more than standard pillows
No.154842
I haven't felt being related to in a bit of a long time.
No.154880
tested saving a thread for offline viewing since I like doing that for 4/jp/ threads I liked. So one thing is it looks like I don't have to manually enlarge every thumbnail in a thread for me to download the full images too, which would be a massive improvement but I notice if I download a webpage with the new AI it saves all the information but there's no way to actually view it because it gives you a 404 could not generate error even if the thread's still up. Putting it on old UI and saving allows me to view it but the UI gets messed up
Well guess I'll just have to accept it
No.154904
Today I met with a school friend who I haven't seen in 6 years. Although we talk online it was nice to catch up in person, but discussing other people we went to school with made me feel really bad because they're all off doing amazing things while I'm rotting away having done nothing really notable for the past 10 years.
No.154937
>>154904You only hear about the good ones. No one retells the bland ones.
No.155078
Yesterday, I spent 2 hours going through my comment history on YT and I couldn't help but feel conflicted over whether I want to laugh or feel sorry for the people I responded to over 15 years ago. Sadly, the barrages of insults are mostly in my native language, but I remember lashing out at gaijins under old Touhou videos for no reason (I highly assume), so there is still hope of finding those comments.
You can check yours by going to your Watch history and clicking "Comment history", or whatever it said on the right side.
No.155216
asdfasdf
No.155274
Bought myself a Kakwa 55
No.155345
so tired i haven't mangaged to do anything at all today
No.155373
The mechanically predatory evil I am bound to face only makes me stronger...
No.155661
somehow I've been drinking decaf for a week and a bit and I never noticed.
It seems as if coffee beans always contain trace amounts of caffeine even if removed, which is maybe why I got no headaches, but it really throws a wrench in the whole caffeine addiction theory
No.155699
today is the day I drop bellow 152.7lb
No.155934
David Byrne is performing in my city next year so I might buy tickets. I saw him in 2018 and it was good
No.155946
Some people are just the kind of people that get scattered by the wind.
No.155958
When I bite into an apple I fear I might lose a tooth...
No.155976
Weekends are just the time for me to get disappointed that weekends aren't enough for me to finish anything.
No.155977
>>155934Get your ticket(s) before they sell out. I saw him perform with St. Vincent and they were awesome.
No.155978
>>155946I'm probably this person to someone. I'm sorry. If you know someone like this, contact them. They miss you but they suck at taking initiative.
No.155979
Turning the 4/jp/ /v/hu general into my personal blog
No.155980
>>155958Apples are harmless. Worry more about hard nuts and hard-crusted bread.
The only thing I ever lost part of a tooth to was a half-frozen chocolate bar with hazelnuts, and even then, the dentist molded that composite filling so well no one would know the difference unless I told them.
No.155981
>>155979Thanks for your service
No.155985
>>155978>contact themSomeone from w*rk left without any notice. We were on really good terms, always together, chatting. They never said anything about it.
Heard they'd blocked everyone at w*rk on all their socials but I wasn't blocked. Thought I'd contact them, ask them why they left and all. But, as I always end up doing, thought about what the end game to that was. We'll probably never meet eachother again, it was just a w*rkplace friendship so what's the point?
Dunno what I wanted to say, but I guess I'm the person that'd scatter with a gust...
No.156014
>>156013usurp that kuso boss
No.156030
>>155980>Apples are harmless.That's what they want you to think...
No.156031
>>156030Why do you think doctors are so afraid of apples? They know...
No.156033
>>155980Anon works for big apple...
No.156038
discovered a site where people practice giving each other job interviews
the horror!
No.156039
¥discovered a site where people practice giving each other handjobs
My mind can't keep getting away with this!
No.156040
>>155978I meant something else entirely... Anyhow, the people I reach out to are the people I really feel like being best friends with. I'd complain about such only if it feels like they're trying to avoid me without saying why. I'd really rather be told I'm awkward, creepy, insufferable, overbearing, too alien, too cold, too intense, not realistically worth it to interact with - compared to getting ghosted or having myself mostly ignored.
No.156049
>>156039Someday we'll have perfected the Handjob over Ethernet (HoE) protocol, but not today
No.156053
I wanted to vent and got distracted. A few hours later, the vent post stopped being relatable, so I deleted its text.
No.156054
>>156053You're the impostor
No.156055
>>156054I'm sorry... Hopefully you weren't attached to the previous impostor...
No.156056
The me of now bears the crest of the me of the previous second as we're both dead to the marching me of the second that's coming.
No.156060
I think all the stream people are asleep and I just woke. So it might be delayed an hour or pushed back
No.156061
Me btw
No.156062
>>156060was wondering about that.....
No.156115
I just made a dubious transaction on a whim because it saves me around 100 bucks on hardware I've been looking for for months. Seller seemed a bit weird and there's no insurance for the way we handled payment, but I just hope I get lucky.
No.156152
Somehow my packages got delivered before noon when i went to get a haircut and run erands ..
No.156170
spotify kinda sucks dick for pc doesn't it
didn't realize it before since I mostly use it in the car and my foobar on pc but listening to a song I really like today on pc with it and the difference is striking, it's just so much less impactful and feels compressed
No.156171
>>156170it was also so bad i nearly thought my headphones broke
No.156180
I am not referring to anyone but myself, by the way.
No.156183
tentacle fetish is basically being attracted to plants
No.156447
MILF coworker wore her hair down today
No.156453
I just saw a guy wearing a jacket with Hatsune Miku on the back zipped open to reveal a hatusne Miku shirt underneath. What a man.
No.156454
>>156453WHY didn't you invite him here we have a decent amount of mikus
No.156458
>>156456And now I think I moved around so much that I'm kinda tired out. Guess I'll sleep early again today.
No.156460
>>156459Feel like anyone would be dying out in 107F feels like temps. But water does an amazing job cooling your body off.
No.156462
>>156460A pool is very nice and tempting, but for me it requires driving there and that's not happening when the interior of my car is a balmy 140 degrees.
No.156464
>>156462Ah, yeah, if your car's parked outside that'd be hellish. Mine's in a garage and with AC so if I needed to drive it it'd be fine. Though thankfully mine's just in my backyard.
No.156465
>>156456>22:22:22nice chronodigits
possibly a result of that halal patchy depiction
No.156475
failed a job interview
its ok i didnt want it anyway
i'd have to move to a city i don't like
No.156485
tired so im doing nothing but getting mad because im doing nothing and the fury is making me not sleep
No.156492
Apparently Gquuuuuuax is spelt as sieg axe in japanese
No.156497
>>156475it's always for the better
No.156586
This is my blog now
No.156588
Woke up at 2:30am, put on my pants, checked my clock and realized it was 2:30am and went back to bed
No.156597
>>156596good, because that's what I ate
No.156598
It gives of the burn of typical heavy-tomato/margharitta type pizzas
But I think the glutten free(cauliflower) crust makes it a lot easier to digest
No.156622
My big toe is bleeding. I cut the nail too short. I cut my toe nails way too short years ago and now I have to dig them out and cut them short every 2 weeks or I get in-grown nails on both big toes. Having them fixed looks too painful. I hear they rip your nails completely out and hope they grow back correctly. I don't want someone jabbing my toes with a massive needle then ripping the nail off.
No.156626
>>156622Realistically the fix is better than constantly risking excessive infection and amputation
No.156628
cooking some bacon, watching an anime, and a friend stream oblivion, thinking of what to draw
No.156635
Discovered a lifehack...
Putting an 8lb bag of rice + a 2lb waterbottle into a pack and walking for an hour while doing anki cards.
Combine weight trainging, cardio and education in one.
Although I don't know if I'll accidentally get hit by a car some day
No.156636
>>156635I prefer powerwalking while listening to Japanese podcasts or podcast-like streams.
Anki would be good when you're waiting for something.
No.156637
>>156636yeah, but I gotta get the Anki card grind in for another 2-3 weeks. Probably worthwhile after
No.156638
>>156635Use a cycling machine and a laptop to watch anime on. Be sure to use good headset/earplugs with noise cancelling so you don't get annoyed by the cycling sounds. You can also lift weights.
As for reading, there's a different type of exercise you can do in the chair...
No.156646
>>156638it doesn't quite apply but I understand that this would be a good alternative if you don't have to be outdoors
No.156647
>>156638Was just considering this post and I think I'll go and get myself one of those desk treadmills to walk on instead of just sitting all the time.
No.156648
>>156646The thing is you can't really walk outdoors and watch anime. At least not skillfully. I listen to a seiyuu podcast when going shopping, but even if it's my favorite seiyuu podcasts are boring compared to watching anime or reading visual novels.
Drama CDs are probably decent. I listened to
PRISMA☆ILLYA ASMR -Prisma☆Earpick Incident- (プリズマ☆イリヤ ASMR -プリズマ☆耳かき大事件-) while on a walk, but it was way too embarassing. At least at home you can proudly watch harem trash while exercising.
No.156649
>>156647Promise to make a habit to use it before showering. Easiest way to get regular exercise doing fun things.
No.156662
Very pissed off and eager to bite!!
No.156663
Got prescribed Lorazepam to use before dental procedures to help me go through with those after my last traumatic experience. Took 1mg of it yesterday for testing purposes and didn't feel any difference at all, not even after 2 hours, even though I was told 1mg should already be plenty potent.
Unsure if it's a good idea for me to try out 2mg soon, but so far I'm certainly not convinced this would help me at an actual appointment.
No.156681
>>156680as long as the yolk's good it's salvageable, can take the yolk out and spread it on toast instead
if the yolk's bad then you're fucked no matter which way you cook it, unless it's in cookies or something where you can get away with crappy eggs
No.156682
Got elevated skin cancer markers half year ago, somehow missed it on blood test results. Did blood test again this week, the same markers are still elevated but less. First it was 0.56, now it's 0.26, the norm is below 0.15. S-100 is not only associated with skin cancer, but also various types of brain tumors, alzheimers, parkinsons and general neuroinflammation. S-100 is a protein that makes up neurons. It's good that it went down seemingly on its own, but its cause is still mysterious. Will do again in about two weeks to see if it's normal, if not, I'll go to the doctor with it.
Tbh I was totally ready for death but looks like im gonna live a little longer. It's frustrating, because life is torment, but it's not like I want to die, either. It's just that, I thought about all the exciting and dangerous things I'd do if I only had a few months of life left, and I'm feeling disappointed that I won't get to do them any time soon.
No.156700
think I'll make lemon chicken for dinner tomorow
No.156705
I showered
No.156712
>>156681>as long as the yolk's good it's salvageableThe oxidized layer was only a millimeter deep, so it's fine. Works well enough on salad.
No.156733
>>156732i need for oguri cap to accelerate her futa horsecock up my ass
No.156745
Sigh people make me want to vomit and die
Time to shower ai spermbots with love to cope
No.156766
cats are howling
No.156827
working out how I can move cheaply between cities. Think I'll rent a minivan and send whatever doesn't fit via postal services
No.156842
last week it was like 100 degrees outside but not as bad as today was despite being in only the low 90s, probably because the humidity back then wasn't so high and today was godawful hot bulby
No.156868
Tree fell on my old club house/barn. Then I almost died getting my stuff out from under it.
No.156873
After many years of NEETdom, my savings have finally dried up for the first time ever and I'm now faced with the new situation of having to actually think about my purchases and calculate. However, I'm so close to finishing my new PC that I'm in that naive mindset of going over my monthly budget and trying to somehow survive the month with 200 bucks less for living expenses.
I'm on that dark path, Kissu...
No.156874
Just saw a black spider that mascaraded as a fat ant. VERY cool. More ant-like than whatever you'd find on the internet. Had to get it outta my house tho.
No.156885
Are you trying intimidate me by being alive? *gets aggressive at you*
No.156971
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i admit i miss having singular short lived online anime picture friendships where it all was borderline gay because of few emotional barriers
i had dynamics felt like someone's the cute sister, or the mom, or the bitchy gf, or the smug aunt, and so on. closest i ever got to emotional nourishment
gay and delusional and retarded and disgusting? i don't care anymore. but i'm not going back
No.157010
Just got back from crowded places. I had been with next to zero human contact for over a month so this was exhausting and gave me lots of anxiety. Dumb norm freaks and their dumb instincts
No.157058
Somehow I'm subsiding on a bagel+cheese and a cup of milk+coffee a day
No.157077
Fireworks already being shot off everywhere here. Guess a lot of people went to the beach already and brought back good fireworks with them. Some were so loud tonight I thought I'd lost a day and slept through the 4th again.
Really looking forward to tomorrow night when the fireworks will be shot off until 2am and everyone in the neighborhood starts randomly firing rifles into the air.
No.157079
What's the best gateway towards immigrating into Asia(India is not asian)
No.157084
>>157079What do you mean? Like the best country? If you are willing to teach English as a second language for a slave wage pretty much any country in SEA will take you. Japan will take you too but it's just a little harder to get in (not very).
No.157104
Going to head over to my family's house and shoot off a shitload of fireworks, hope you guys have a good time tonight
No.157108
>>157084If I had a stack of cash, which would let me stay.
Which has the least language demands for high tech labor
No.157134
>Quebec City mayor surprised by backlash after buskers forced to sing in French https://share.google/uBf7lvg9SFPqqSZDISigh... Which Atlantic province do i go to...
No.157135
>>157134Mayor should have to face a vote of no confidence for this kind of total retardation.
No.157136
>>157134>Quebec City officials note that the pilot project is a trial and does not prevent Indigenous artists from singing in their native language.lol
lmao
No.157422
To envy is to disrespect... I want to appreciate and go toe-to-toe.
No.157442
Balancing working at the same time as gaming is tough...
No.157457
Just realized that Japanese song lyrics don't care about rhyming much.
No.157508
>>157507
Meant for a music sharing thread?
No.157510
I'll just move it then, it's
>>114027 No.157549
found out that a 12 year old girl is one of the top splatoon players in japan while i have been playing since 2015 and can't hold a candle to her
No.157551
>>157549You shouldn't feel bad. Consider the following; She doesn't have to feed herself and has more time in the day to devote to playing. In addition, she has better eye sight and reaction time. Age is a cruel mistress.
I've had to come to terms with this myself. I used to have 12-14 year old guy on our FPS team. He could see things one pixel wide at the edge of the map that I could never see. He could react faster than I could ever react. Instead of getting depressed that he was "better" and trying to chase something I'd never obtain myself again we did the smart thing. We handed him the sniper rifle and put him on over watch. Meanwhile, I rocked a shotgun or automatic rifle and was the person devoted to leader/over all strategy. Since I was more 'wise' than him which comes with age and experience. Together, we were unstoppable.
I've had to deal with my declining eye sight and reaction time in other ways as well. As a teenager I could drive in the night without headlights even with no moon. Now my night eye sight is so bad I need high beams even in a full moon. My reaction time isn't as good so I can't catch screw ups at corner entry/mid-corner as well as I used to. But I'm wiser now so I know not to put myself in such situations and since I've run those roads so much I can still drive without headlights sometimes. Assuming I already know the road well and have a bit of moon light to help.
This happens to everyone. She'll be in the same camp before she knows it. For me, I started noticing these things around my late 20s and they've only gotten worse as I've aged. At a certain point you're just happy that you can still play at all.
No.157581
In a bad mood because the DHL guy literally had my package in his truck and I even SAW him already driving around in the neighborhood, but he didn't make it to me before his shift ended and now I have to wait until tomorrow. Then I played Mario Kart and kept losing to absolutely everyone.
No.157647
i hate windows (both kinds, let me rot in my GNU/Linux dungeon)
No.157683
>>157551that just makes me feel worse
i am NEET and have been semi NEET (university, part time job) prior to late 2023. i play the game all day and never improve
my mother makes food because i cant cook outside of a handful of basic dishes
i also see countless other kids and teenagers pick up the game over the past couple of years and effortlessly become really good
i am good at more or less every other shooter ive tried - apart from fortnite because BR is a terrible genre and build mechanics are not intuative at all - and put a reasonable amount of time into, teaching myself by self reflection and observation of other skilled players each time rather than sitting in an aim trainer for 8 hours a day and watching guides the way kids do it now
No.157699
>>157549Caring about Splatoon would be the thing I'd feel bad about.
No.157700
>>157551Also you just suck. There are plenty of older people that are really good at the games they're active in. See Quake pros, for one.
No.157765
>>157699dumb argumentative shitposter
No.157766
>>157700dumb argumentative shitposter
No.157768
>>156971I remember this, on kongregate off topic and steam until 2015 or so. It was fun time. I have nostalgia for all this too.
No.157806
I am going to wake up tomorrow do my obligations and exercise and then I will watch anime all day and any that dare disturb me will be eviscerated in fire
No.157918
been a long while since my focus has been split between 4 things
No.157919
trying to meditate
tough work
No.157920
trying to remember not to nap because naps at this hour turn into deep sleep
No.157942
>>157940They don't deserve the money anyways with how they neglect every single community anyways so it's for the better.
No.157945
>>157942Maybe but 4chan has basically been my only way of social interaction for the last 10 years so I didn't mind paying for a pass.
No.157946
>>157940How do you not know how to buy with crypto in 2025...
No.157957
>>157951Consider it a fortune. You're encouraged to find somewhere else to socialize now.
No.157959
I heard about Bitcoin relatively early on, was fascinated by the concept with how anons talked about it and really wanted to put at least a tiny bit of money into it, mostly because I had no experience with investing at all and was willing to just believe anons that it would be a good idea. Still didn't do it because I was underage with no money and I had never even purchased anything from the internet just in general.
I don't feel too bad about it because I can't say for sure if I'd really have done it with a little more experience and age, and even if I had, I'd probably have sold for the smallest amount of profit and have actual regrets now. I just think about that as mildly interesting nowadays.
No.158194
I had a YT video telling about "disturbing internet rabbit holes" playing in the background and overheard how a certain "AOL User 927"'s search history supposedly got increasingly more disturbing, so I looked it up on the internet and it's just the average Kissuer's daily searches.
No.158213
hate beans so much
No.158239
All I've been eating for the past few days has been beans... And your body can't fully digest the sugars in them so your gut bacteria starts making gas and you feel bloated for a long time
No.158257
>>158255postpone that thought
No.158309
>>158255Are you in pain, Anon?
No.158320
saw a black dog today
somebody petted him and dog looked outside the train window and smiled
duuuuuuuumb dddddddddddddoooooooooooggggggggggggggge
No.158330
>To recall, for the temple-based science of the stars – whether in Babylon or in China – the ultimate unpredictability of the planets became something of a feature rather than a bug.
wasn't expecting to come across this idiom in a book about greek math
No.158336
grrrr humans are monkeys and they should stop pretending they're anything else, even in idealistic symbolic representations. ook ook. dumb monkeys. even mimicking positive non verbal communication of monkeys makes people receptive towards you. ook ook. monkey want banana? all shabs are monkeys too. brutal truth. ook ook.
No.158337
ate banana
No.158352
>>158336Humans are fish though...
No.158354
>>158324......................
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...........is this from an h-gaem?
No.158356
>>158336im angle althoughbeitwhomstvepe
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No.158357
I saw another man wearing Hatusne Miku cloths todays, this time the man was wearing a Hatsune Miku jumper.
Weird... I had not seen anybody wear anything like that and now I see it twice in a few weeks.
No.158367
>>158357This is a synchronicity sign
Time to become a Vocaloid producer
No.158379
Got some weird flesh eating goo to put on my warts and that stuff smells absolutely horrid when cured. Not sure if it's the goo itself or my skin getting dissolved.
No.158402
>>158255I won't experience you dying if I'll kill myself first, bucko.
No.158405
She's been a gacha character for a few years now, of course they'll know of her. RIP Project Diva.
No.158406
>>158404do you prefer pearto or poteto
No.158407
>>158406I had to look this up but I guess pearto because of her large rear end.
No.158436
wtf, I'm literally evil.
No.158487
>>158357It's strange watching obscure internet things blow up in the mainstream (Let's be honest vocaloid is pretty obscure to the normalsphere)
Especially because the filtering doesn't go both ways.
Normals watch normal things and sometimes obscure things that filter through but the unnormal only focuses on obscure things.
For example, d*scorders use 4chan but 4channers (bleh) do not use d*scord. 4chanisms naturally transfer into d*scord but d*scordisms transfer into 4chan with extreme resistance, if at all. You can extend this to the other big sites like Twitter or Reddit.
Even the twitter lingo from the peak irony era which was one of the most successful cases of osmosis didn't last, of course because the entire basis was irony.
No.158488
>>158487You could say it's like the more collective conscious layers taking from the more collective unconscious ones, but it's never the other way around, since the collective unconscious already contains everything that the collective conscious has, and the latter has to integrate things into any structures for the elements to have staying power in the conscious.
No.158499
>>158487I disagree with that. I know for a fact that there are people here that watch sports and there is currently both a Morrowind and a Doom thread up.
It's more that people liking normal things is unremarkable so not worthy of attention.
As for Hatsune Miku. I was looking on YouTube for a Hatsune Miku song to send to my mum to show her what it was when I saw the first person in Hatsune Miku clothes.
When I did a lot of what came up was about Miku in Fortnight also there is a Miku song in a Marvel movie.
But it's a bit if a chicken and egg situation. Did Miku become mainstream because of Fortnight and Marvel or did Fortnight and Marvel use her because she was already mainstream?
No.158502
Stepped on my old cat's tail. He's pissed off at me. I tried to make amends by picking him up for snuggles but he wanted right down. Fixed him extra salmon just the way he likes it heated up and put in some salmon flavored CBD oil for the pain. He ate a bunch of treats and maybe a 4th of the wet food then wanted to go right back out.
He's now paranoid and jumpy and any time I'm walking around him with boots on he jumps. I thought he was going deaf because he acted like he couldn't hear me call him anymore. But he sure seems to be able to hear me coming now.
No.158503
>>158499I could tell Miku was becoming well known among undesirables due to the comments in the UNO Miku video. I've known a guy for years that has a poster of Miku, figures of Miku and misc. Miku stuff. I asked him what his favorite song was and he wasn't aware of Project Diva or the vocaloid software. Didn't know about the concerts either until I showed him one.
Guy just likes Miku and says it's his Waifu because he randomly see a picture of her one day years ago and fell in love with her.
No.158542
My bowels hurt really bad until I pooped. Pain really really hurts. :(
No.158543
>>158542Drink more water.
No.158544
>>158543I drink lots of water.
No.158546
>>158545Because it tastes good.
No.158547
>>158546I'm happy for you.
No.158549
>>158548I eat lots of oatmeal.
No.158587
Eat a balanced amount of oatmeal and water
No.158589
Eat NO oatmeal and NO water
No.158592
>>158542I hear fiber helps with poop, try that. I eat berries for dessert.
No.158601
Eat ALL the oatmeal
No.158629
>I could tell Miku was becoming well known among undesirables due to the comments in the UNO Miku video. I've known a guy for years that has a poster of Miku, figures of Miku and misc. Miku stuff. I asked him what his favorite song was and he wasn't aware of Project Diva or the vocaloid software. Didn't know about the concerts either until I showed him one.
>He's now paranoid and jumpy and any time I'm walking around him with boots on he jumps. I thought he was going deaf because he acted like he couldn't hear me call him anymore. But he sure seems to be able to hear me coming now.
Accidentally reading the second half from the wrong post is helluva drug.
No.158634
My life right now is basically like having to work as a plumber while I had been educating, training, and certifying myself as a rocket scientist.
No.158636
>>158634You gotta take a look inside my toilet man, I'm at my wits' end.
No.158643
>>158634sorry, but I think you're full of shit
No.158644
>>158643NTA, but what makes you say such a thing?
No.158690
>>158643I'm blogposting into the void, so that's fine by me.
No.158698
>>158690>>158644joke went over your heads...
No.158707
>>158634I am trying to get hired as a plumber. To do so, I must pass a rigorous exam that proves I am a capable electrician.
No.158757
>>158698You could say your humor attempts are...a pipedream.
No.158895
I felt horrible and depressed all day. So I just took MDMA on a whim.
No.158896
>>158895You are gonna be really depressed in two days.
It's okay to feel bad and sad some days, I usually just do nothing those days (maybe order a pizza) and hope the next day is better which it usually is.
Anyways unless you're planning on puking it up to cancel it, have a good roll at least.
No.159022
Most of fiction is evolution's byproduct crust made by biological gravity and not creativity.
No.159168
could've sworn that rebooting a lot supposedly killed your pc but i guess not
No.159175
>>159168Every boot up your PC is susceptible to dying, but I don't know about the number of reboots.
No.159176
>>159168The fact that a PC is slowly dying either to its use or to entropy is what's getting to me.
No.159177
>>159168>>159176That which is in motion tends to stay in motion. That which is power cycled tends to die at some point.
No.159178
>>159175some number between one and a million
No.159223
>>159180I do small talk by standing near people doing small talk. Every time the small talk goes bad and I end up being glad I formally don't participate and can zone out.
No.159224
What the HECK. My life is almost hopeless. I have to f*x it.
No.159292
I got off w*rk early today and went to buy some beer. The old cashier lady mean-mugged me and asked "do I know you from somewhere?" I told her no and that I don't get out much (the truth) and she ignored me when I said have a nice day. She looked at me like I had taken a shit on her doorstep. I know it was just some random lady being crabby and it shouldn't bother me, but it does. Paranoid thoughts like, maybe I did something wrong and I don't remember, or maybe I look like a criminal, or something. I'm looking forward to forgetting the whole thing.
No.159310
17C at night in August... I thought I was supposed to be hot
No.159335
>>159224UPDATE: 50% f*xed.
No.159342
It's been raining here A LOT in the past week, some days felt like they might've been 50%+ rain. This makes me really happy because, ever since 2010 or so, it felt like it only rained maybe once a month and only for 2 minutes. It's gotten really rare.
No.159348
A couple of nights ago I was outside around 3am and the sky was really clear. I saw what looked like the North Star except it was really bright to the point where it looked line it had lens flare and those straight lines of light you see when you look at bright objects through a pane of glass. It was just above the tree line in the eastern sky.
I looked away from it for a few minutes because I was walking and lost sight of it due to going down a trail in the woods. When I exited the trail and got away from the woods it should have been hanging in the sky just above them. But it wasn't there anymore.
I walked for about 300 yards west hoping that maybe it was just too low to see it. But eventually I realized it was gone because the rest of the stars that had been surrounding it were still there and well above the tree line.
I'm pretty angry with myself now because I didn't take a picture of it or watch it more closely. But at the time I was too interested in finding a bic lighter I'd left of my neighbors' porch.
No.159349
>>159348Semi-related but I go outside late at night a lot and there have been a lot of crazy stuff happening in the night sky over the last 6 months or so. I saw the satellite trains a couple of times. But I've also seen a bunch of drones or something. They look like stars but they move around. About a week ago a large plane flew directly over my front yard and it was so low I could read the tail numbers on it. Like really really low I thought it was about to crash into the woods because it barely cleared the top of the trees.
I swear some of those drone/star things respond to signaling. I sometimes flash things in morse code at them (usually S.O.S) and they will respond by moving around. I wonder how many are up there all of the time now. Sometimes they'll hover in one place for hours and they look exactly like stars when they're doing it. Been seeing them for over 20 years now.
No.159371
>>159349>But I've also seen a bunch of drones or something. They look like stars but they move around. >I swear some of those drone/star things respond to signaling. I sometimes flash things in morse code at them (usually S.O.S) and they will respond by moving around. I wonder how many are up there all of the time now. Sometimes they'll hover in one place for hours and they look exactly like stars when they're doing it. Been seeing them for over 20 years now.Those sound like dusty plasma clouds.
https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation?paperid=131506 No.159453
today was my first HEMA class and it just so happened to be the teacher's birthday so he did an inverse boss rush and fought off fifteen students in a row before collapsing and then there was cake
No.159454
>>159453>Historical European Martial ArtsSounds fun
No.159455
>>159454yeah it was
one exercise consisted of a 1v1 duel using a glove as a weapon, where the two duelists took turns trying to hit the other and then dodging the opponent's counterattack
trains agility and recovery
No.159458
>>159455We would like to recruit you for a special mission in Canada.
No.159477
My toes keep doing that painful cramping thing. I re-watched a movie for the 100th times today and just now realized one of the main character's wife killed their child and that's why things are all weird between them.
No.159480
>>159477>My toes keep doing that painful cramping thing.That's often a sign of some kind of vitamin deficit. Have you tried eating more fruit and taking supplements?
t. Not a doctor, but this worked for me. I think the problem was vitamin B and/or magnesium in my case.
>I re-watched a movie for the 100th times todayWhich one?
No.159499
I find it interesting how I am able to "freestyle"-whistle to a melody, subconsciously choosing fitting notes for what I wanna do (going up or down), yet I have no concept of music theory. I highly assume the vast majority of people can do this. It's mildly frustrating to me that I can't translate this into actual music creation, it's so dumb. I really want to be able to make music and I do know my way around DAWs, but theory just makes absolutely zero sense to me no matter how hard I try.
No.159500
>>159499I know music theory, it's not so hard, it's just that most people seem to try to work backwards in understanding it (start with advanced and go to fundamentals) and most people explaining it don't do a very good job. It's also a matter of knowing enough to pick what kind of effects you want without falling into the trap of obsessing about being "correct." I could try putting together a crash course if you wanted.
>>159477Is it
Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? I still don't understand that movie.
No.159502
>>159500>I could try putting together a crash course if you wantedI was actually hoping for an experienced anon to suggest some videos that might be help me out, so I'd absolutely love that. Thank you so much for the offer! Do take all the time you need and feel free to just recommend videos if that would be easier for you.
I think I should give a little context on what I at least think to know or assume is relevant, that might save you some effort.
I assume that the bass is what ultimately controls the mood of a track and that the main melody is built on top of it, working off of it in a way. That's what it always seemed like to me, anyway. I have heard that there are scales and keys, and if I understand right, the bass is what decides the key note of the song and what scale (assortment of working notes) it uses? I wouldn't know how to find out the key other than to note down all the bass notes in a piano roll and manually research what scales use them, then hope it's just one. I also assume that the main melody should stay in that scale and if I want the melody to go up, I need to make sure to not just go up one note at a time, but one note at time according to what I'm allowed to use in that scale?
I'm pretty sure that I understand octaves and that those are what differentiates a bass and a main melody, aside from the fact that a melody is often more erratic. I think to understand beats, though primarily kick drum and snare, I don't really get the allocation of hi-hats and those little drums on a kit.
Then there's sometimes also these "melodies" on the sidelines that I don't know what to call other than "flavor melodies". They seem to come in to make a track busy and textured and are typically all over the place with no distinct character, but they still fit in with the rest. I assume those also just build on the scale we get through the bass and are more or less a random extra.
That's all I have and most of that I'm not even sure about and just assume in an attempt to make sense of theory. I know there are also harmonies and chords, but those I don't understand. Chords in particular confuse me with how it seems like they're treated as building bricks, but if they are, then my assumption of the bass's role must be wrong. I also can't wrap my head around how people can intentionally come up with something, it sounds like you can only come up with a general mood and then try to fill in other parts by adhering to the theoretical rules and hoping it will kind of result in something you had in mind.
No.159503
>>159502Fuck it. I thought about making this an entirely new thread just to save space but fuck it, you get the megareply. I'm going to quote the end of your post before working through anything else
>Chords in particular confuse me with how it seems like they're treated as building bricks, but if they are, then my assumption of the bass's role must be wrong.That's correct. Chords are the number one driving force of mood. If you listen to a pianist or guitarist playing nothing but simple chords you can get a sense of how much they affect it.
1. Intervals
This is where people should start and never do. Intervals are the building blocks of the building blocks, and they're pretty easy to understand, if not to memorize, because they each have their own sound and feeling, like chords, so after a while you can understand it intuitively based on the sound. The octave is divided into twelve notes, and intervals are the distance between notes. So if you play an A, then a B-flat, that's the smallest interval there is, the minor second. The distance between A and B is a major second. And so on, going up in half steps until you hit the next A note. The names of the intervals in order are:
¥minor second; major second; minor third; major third; perfect fourth; tritone; perfect fifth; minor sixth; major sixth; minor seventh; major seventh; octaveAll chords and scales are just different patterns of combining intervals for different effects.
2. Scales
Scales are just certain intervals in order. Once again, you start on your root note, then work up in jumps of major and minor seconds until you hit that note again, then the pattern repeats. Probably the best scales to learn first are the major, minor, and minor pentatonic.
¥Major scale: root, major second, major third, perfect fourth, perfect fifth, major sixth, major seventh¥Or, in steps: root, whole step, whole step, half step, whole step, whole step, whole step, half step¥Example, C major scale: C, D, E, F, G, A, B, and the octave is C¥¥Minor scale: root, major second, minor third, perfect fourth, perfect fifth, minor sixth, minor seventh¥Or, in steps: root, whole step, half step, whole step, whole step, half step, whole step, whole step¥Example, C minor scale C, D, E flat, F, G, A flat, B flat, and again the octave is CIf you play those two scales one after another, you'll hear the difference. A huge mood shift, even though both are "C."
The minor pentatonic is useful because it's a lite version of minor, dropping the 2nd and 6th notes. It's just root, minor third, perfect fourth, perfect fifth, minor seventh, and octave. You would be surprised just how much is written in this scale
2b. Keys
Take that major scale pattern and start it on A now. A, B, C sharp, D, E, F sharp, G sharp, A. The notes are different, but the pattern, the distances between them, the intervals, are the same. That's the key to understanding it, as much as I hate to make a pun. It still sounds "major," but you can tell it's different somehow, because it's starting on A, a third lower.
3. Chords
Chords are like scales in that they're built up from intervals. There's two main kinds to start with, major and minor. Major chords are a root, a major third, and a perfect fifth. Minor chords are a root, a minor third, and a perfect fifth. Just like how scales (usually) go up in steps, with major and minor seconds between notes, chords go up in thirds. So a perfect fifth is actually a third above the last note in the chord.
¥Examples: C major: C, E, G; D minor: D, F, A; D major: D, F sharp, A; C minor: C, E flat, G.If you look at the notes in those chords and the intervals they're made up of, you'll see that they fit the pattern I described above. Again, listen to the difference in mood.
3b. Chords of a scale.
If a scale is a set of notes, and chords are made by putting notes together, that means that each scale has a set of chords, with one being built off of each note in the scale.
¥Example: C major scale: C, D, E, F, G, A, B, C¥Chords: C major (C, E, G); D minor (D, F, A); E minor (E, G, B); F major (F, A, C); G major (G, B, D); A minor (A, C, E); B diminished (B, D, F) [don't worry about this one right now, just stick with major and minor]Note how all the chords, major and minor, are built up of thirds and fifths, with each note in the scale being a root for its own chord.
FINALLY the conclusion is that by picking what chords you write with, you're essentially picking what scales you use, you can "imply" a certain tonality and move this way or that. For example, an E minor chord can exist in the keys of E minor, A minor, and B minor, but if I also play D and G major chords, it's going to fit in E minor and not those other two keys. Or, if I suddenly bust out with something random like... F sharp minor, I can change keys entirely, which adds a hell of a lot of flavor and sometimes a lot of headache.
For videos I would strongly recommend Signals Music Studio on youtube. He has a lot of practical ideas and demonstrations, and stays close to the fundamentals and explains things well. Easily the best channel on youtube. I also like this series:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQdwGJz2dL79DpDGXmicjDkWRkQtojqXeDogshit quality notwithstanding, it's a pretty good explanation of all the fundamentals I tried to cover.
Don't worry if this all seems weird, learning music theory is beating your head against a wall until you have an epiphany. Don't expect it to click right away. The reason most people struggle is they learn an instrument then try to work backwards understanding how writing works, and nobody explains it well. I think starting with intervals and building up from there is a lot easier. I know I glossed over the bulk of your post and everything about bass, but if anything is unclear or there's anything you want me to address, I can try tomorrow. I'm going to sleep.
No.159505
>>159480Not that anon, but I get random bed leg cramps even despite the supplement stack that covers vitamin needs and more.
No.159506
>>159503Not the requester, but thanks, this rundown is pretty good for what it is.
>>159499I've been doing amateur digital music production, and - knowing only so much - I had come to the conclusion that really working through the music theory - towards an understanding that actually clicks - goes as trying to do something in specific genres by tutorials/guides or trying to copy and reverse engineer specific artists and tracks. It's inevitable to end up working with music theory there. It's where the kind of "ah, these scale choice, rhythm changes, and stops usually go for such and such sentiment and audiomechanical impressions" noticing sticks, among other things.
No.159520
>>159518they'd better be
if I see them posting I will BEAT THEM UP
I'm talking about (You), lurker reading this. you are one wrong post away from a knuckle sandwich.
No.159521
>>159503>>159506Thank you two again! I responded in
>>159519 to try and revive that thread and not overload this one!
No.159526
>>159520No you won't, you're a bitch and a coward, I bet you smell too.
No.159527
In actual blog news, I started writing a new webnovel series
No.159528
>>159526oh yeah? big words for a dirty LURKER.
let's see your original thread idea if you're so tough.
No.159532
>>159527That's really cool. I found a good overlord fanfiction that might be better written than the original. It's very fun.
No.159542
Does anon feel, too, that banners are like TV ads or commercial bumpers between the board participation sessions?
¥ write post
¥ send
¥ KISSU
¥ lurk some other board
¥ キッス！！！
¥ vote on a poll
¥ go back
¥ kissu moe
No.159544
I was looking at naughty AI stuff with degrading captions today and one of them said "Damn, are you a vacuum cleaner?".
>>159542I didn't necessarily make that connection, but I like them a lot. I wish they were more prominent and tidied up a little, the duplicates that got improved versions later on for example.
No.159549
It's raining and I can't ride my bike. :(
No.159565
Our track is re-opening after 2 years of being closed due to internet drama. In my garage I have hopefully the fastest engine ever to orbit it. We've got a private test session on Saturday and I'm going for the high score.
No.159567
Reality feels more like a dream world.
I don't know how to describe it but the mask is slipping. I look around and I see the ghosts of the past everywhere. There was a past, and there was a future. But they are no longer here.
At the same time i feel we are on the threshold of the truth: where we really are and why we are here at all and who we really are. And when that happens all we be clear.
No.159568
Vomited, but at what cost
No.159570
Almost wrote a blogpost today about how much I hate breakcore and people who post them as if they are in good taste.
No.159572
>>159570The only good breakcore is the breakcore
I listen to!
No.159573
>>159567Is dreamworld supposed to be undesirable?
Whatever's the dimension or the state or the impression, you're to actively assert and ride your subjectivity the way you prefer, anyway. That's what around the corner. At that point, everything else is a tool or background noise.
No.159575
>>159570I hate that people are calling late 90s jungle "breakcore" now.
No.159576
>>159567Sounds like you're just getting older tbh.
No.159585
Some facts:
¥ it's okay to call new "breakcore" as breakcore. The emergent genre as a phenomenon is distinctive enough, and it's handy to search exactly what you need by just doing date filtering
¥ breakcore tracks are as good os other genres can be, and more often than not bad only when a certain threshold of vocal sample use is breached
¥ sewerslvt and the like aren't very good
No.159586
More facts:
¥ this is a Barber Beats neighborhood
No.159587
Sleeping with my love doll today
No.159591
>>159587ended up flipping my patche love doll instead... now to clean...
No.159593
>>159592Well she certainly isn't going to do it herself. Lazy girl~
No.159691
>>159690You're wasting precious calories of mine when I have to look at surprise boxes
No.159692
>>159691You're eligible to post in that thread now!
>>89870 No.159712
really hate my body sometimes
5 hours of sleep in the past 50 or so hours and yet I know I won't be able to sleep more than 3 hours again
the battle against myself continues
No.159811
>>159712I actually got 7 hours of sleep that night and yesterday I felt great.
Last night I got 2.
Easy come, easy go.
No.159815
>>159814OK I guess, how about you?
No.159816
>>159814I'm doing okay, trying to come up with horny alien/monster girl designs for a webnovel.
No.159817
>>159815I am doing great!
>>159816Good to hear your okay, can you please post those designs in /ec/ when you finish them?
No.159819
>>159814I am happy. I bought food from the food store. I'm about to settle in for a nice slumber and a good poop.
No.159820
>>159814I’m dying. I’m trying to get at least an hour or two of sleep on a 6 hour flight to make up for my 3.5 hours last night and it’s not working and I feel like shit. At least I’m reading a nice book.
No.159821
a piece of my back tooth crumbled away all of a sudden
No.159822
>>159814I had a dreadful night of sleep but my buildings plumbing has been mended (it was broke just yesterday) so I got to take a nice shower
No.159824
>>159814Did something happen? Why would you ask that?
I'm finally getting a good flow with my project development, so that I'm naturally reintegrating my hobbies back.
No.159841
Upon reflection, Jew York is a piece of shit city that should never be visited for any reason besides food-related. Also slept another 3.5 hours and my body is not enjoying it. I feel jittery, physically worn out, and liable to pass out at any moment. At least my hotel bed was comfortable. Vancouver is a nice place.
No.159842
>>159841>Jew York is a piece of shit city that should never be visited for any reason100% agreed, terrible place
No.159845
>>159844go to bed anonymous you're drunk
No.159847
>>159844Things follow order and if the order isn't there it doesn't work. That's not whimsical, it's someone meticulously counting and measuring each grain of sand with the same enthusiasm as the last one, making sure each is exactly as it should be and not more or less, for eternity.
No.159851
>>159824>Did something happen? Why would you ask that?Don't worry nothing bad happened, i'm just curious.
No.159855
>>159850You can, if you want to prove or disprove something, try to:
A) Take a set of beliefs to the extreme and see whether they contradict themselves and either reject them both if they are both contradictory or choose the one with the least amount of internal contradictions
B) Compare the two sets of beliefs to how well they're able to perform a desired goal to see which one is most helpful if absolute truth is too expensive to figure out
C) Attempt to synthesize the two contradictory beliefs to see if it's just a contradiction of incomplete perspectives to arrive to a more robust set of beliefs
Although I don't know what order-following things are or if they're capable of reorganizing themselves into following a different set of order, why they would want that, or why they would want me to think anything. I'm sure there's more ways to figure out how to establish order and how to figure out whether something isn't maximally desirable that you can also apply to them from an outsider's perspective.
No.159856
>>159814I'm doing alright. Living with my sisters is tough but I am managing. It's tough in ways that you don't really think about until you are in such a situation.
For example, usually I don't really think about desert because mum makes it, but that's not the case here. So I have had to buy it myself, I should make it but I just don't have the time. That's another thing, I have no sympathy from my sisters in this regard. The older sister is always making me do things around the house, saying that I don't do anything and that I'm not busy and she doesn't understand how busy I am at all, when I told her that Pals don't catch themselves it went right over her head...
>>159841Did you miss spell New York? I think that the US has nice environments but not very interesting cities but I think that New York looks quite nice and if I ever went to the USA I would want to go there and see places like Central park and the New York Museum. I like the architecture as well with all the sky scrapers and such. Usually I don't like skyscrapers but in New York it works.
What did you not like about it?
No.159860
Making calls is so tough. I can square off against psychopathic thugs at work, but phoning a receptionist lady is just brutal for my nerves, even after hours of prep.
No.159861
>>159856As An American, who lives in America, jew york is a shithole, about to enter a second era of being a fucking shithole, it isn't worth going to.
Hell there isn't any place in America worth going to right now.
No.159910
Trying to locate an old friend from many years ago, but it's not that easy. All my old mails got wiped due to inactivity, every single one, and YT messages got wiped when they removed that feature. Very odd feeling.
No.159925
>>159899There's no difference between those things.
No.159929
>>159927I meant to say thing + s or thing/s for short.
No.159936
>>159928Dumb dumpire not reading the surprise box.
No.159957
My fucking washing machine is saging my attempts to pump out the water and I'm too stupid to know how to deal with this greener.. I transferred all my clothes to the shower and over the course of an hour slowly collected the water from that water-comes-out-here hole. I filled it again with a bit of water for a test run and it's still not working. Everything else seems to work, but pumping just causes a constant super loud rattling noise. The tube on the back is dancing a little bit so I hope that means it's trying and something is just stuck somewhere. Please tell me I don't have to let some maintenance guy come into my messy apartment..
No.159958
>>159957I'm having a hard time visualizing what's happening here. Is the water not draining from the washing machine during the cycle? If you put the outlet tube into a bucket instead of wherever it normally goes, what happens? Does it fill with the amount of water you would expect? (Have a second bucket at hand to swap or this might get messy.)
>The tube on the back is dancing a little bitI think that's normal.
>Please tell me I don't have to let some maintenance guy come into my messy apartment.They've probably seen worse. None of the maintenance guys I've had to let in have ever flinched, for what it's worth.
No.159959
>>159957Forgot to ask: do you have the machine's manual? That's saved my ass at least once when the problem turned out to be that the filter just needed a little cleaning.
No.159960
I'm suffering from my own decision like 6 weeks ago to sign up for this online course.
It starts on Monday and it'll be from 10 AM to 6 PM every weekday for a month, which is a hard transition for a guy who's been a NEET for a year and a half.
I've got all this pre-course work to do that I've barely started on... currently in the bathtub soaking so I can put it off a bit longer...
ZETSUBOUSHITA
No.159962
>>159960I've found offline stuff to be easier to process because it doesn't feel like I'm having unwanted guests intruding onto my peacefully messy loner domain.
No.159964
>>159960What kind of course did you sign up for that requires you to be online for 8 hours every weekday?
The only courses I've ever followed allowed you to watch lectures at your own pace and submit assignments by the end of the week.
No.159966
>>159964It's an accelerated course to get my CELTA, which is basically a certification in teaching English as a foreign language
It's really only about 5.5 hours in the various zoom rooms, with an hour break in the middle and an hour of "do it at your own pace" work which they recommend people in my timezone start at 10 AM so we can get it finished before the zoom stuff starts at 11:30
Obviously not impossible but man after so long of not even keeping a regular sleep schedule it'll be hard to get used to.
No.160034
The day before yesterday my coffee tasted a bit funny but I didn't think I bought milk that long ago so I ignored it and drank it anyway.
Then yesterday I checked the use by and it was use by the 16th(so that day). I put some in my coffee and it tasted funny again so I got rid of it all. Again, this was weird because I swear I hadn't bought it that long ago.
Just now I went to get some new milk(at about midday on the 17th here) and when I checked the use by date of the milk in the store much of it had a use by date of the 18th of August!!!
I have been betrayed!!! I can't trust anybody now, not even the shop. Society is breaking down!! They are literally selling me poison!!!
And worst of all, this was an upper market store in a new and well off area!!! How can this happen?
I found some milk with a use by date of the 28th but I shouldn't have to check these things, I should trust that the store isn't going top sell me poison.
No.160036
>>160034Yeah accidentally bought expired chocomilk not long ago. It was yucky yuckers and that ruined my day...
No.160042
¥-Yuiman's job is to "eat", "reconstruct", and "supervise" that data for the Lunarians, getting rid of the kegare/impurity.
¥-For whatever reason, there's been too much data going to the pyramid, and Yuiman can't handle it all, so kegare/impurity has been leaking to the Lunar capital. threatening to destroy the capital.
¥-Toyohime unseals Iwanaga as a desperate measure.
¥-Using Iwanaga's powers, Gensokyo is slowly being converted into another Lunar Capital, "a land of no progress", which is why the days are repeating.
¥"a land of no progress" which is why the days are repeating
Ha... ha... ha... ha... ha... ha... ha.................................
No.160073
Random thought that just came to me: Did the original /f/lash community always accept both .flv (assetless videos converted to Flash) and .swf, or was there ever some type of split?
I consumed some games and animations on Newgrounds in the early 2000s when I couldn't yet even read and just clicked the funny pictures, then randomly found the classic .flv music loops in 2007 or so, mostly outside of /f/. I never interacted with the community and just consumed what I randomly happened to come by, hence I don't really know a single bit of history.
I'm wondering this because I could see it as having been potentially annoying to people looking for "real" Flash media, though perhaps /f/ was always centered around .flv with the occasional games and in-software animations, leaving Newgrounds as the go-to for non-.flv content?
No.160075
>>160073When I was perusing flash content, I intuitively noticed a difference, but didn't really care unless when trying to probe/cheat with "play"/"restart"/"next frame" etc
Never even seen anyone bring up the distinction
No.160077
¥ SEO poisons the attempts to find the internet useful even despite the quick workarounds. You won't see the actual short dictionary entry in the link preview, only that you're invited to "discover the meaning" by clicking and serving as something to boost the website infrastructure stats
¥ human communities and human community content banned or restricted, especially the horseshoe of when those are either too popular and relied on or too niche and freedom-adjacent
¥ creators exploiting algorithms is always favored over true expression, unless you're really lucky and cool (good for you then, genuinely)
¥ to exploit more, everyone overuse AI, unless there's some principle — capitalized on for marketing, cemented as an exception(!) — to prevent this outright
¥ datamining and dehumanizing people into data is so normalized that it's romanticized even by dataminers rubbing the salt into the wound
¥ you're not paid for having your data gathered after you've paid for the internet access
¥ "privacy" means you're only safe until someone with the right access thinks this should be rectified
¥ nuking everything out of copyright or controversy matters more than any cultural preservation
¥ most of actual human communication is either a brain spasm of the fingers, or a reenactment of public LLM response patterns — because people tend to write in the ways of what they read
¥ generative AI is inherently based on the human nature culture's byproduct addictive poison that is performative narrativization. If New Age Orientalism ever had a chance to put a dent in the natural occurrence, it's now fully co-opted. Deifications of token chasings imploding read like attempts to cope, i.e. utterly irrelevant to even at least naive animism
¥ human community enclaves, by patterns, allow themselves to become more toxic than before, because they're systems that know their elements may prefer psychological toxicity over machine toxicity, if only because of value-by-rarity — there's less human community competition pressure now. As if navigating the psychological garbage on its own wasn't ever enough
¥ a lot of this extends its influence even onto processes like finding, getting, keeping your job. Work through toxicity and slop, rest by toxicity and slop
¥ want to profit off or at least adapt to such trends, but you're too viscerally disgusted and exhausted just from thinking about them? Pray for a miracle.
I'm praying.
No.160078
>>160034Yeah, having to check the dates when getting groceries is a pain. But they can't just throw away the ones near the expiry date either I guess, probably should separate them and label them as such though.
Although, I've never had milk taste bad just before/on/after the expiry date myself; I've had milk maybe a week past expiry. I believe expiry dates are either all lies to sell more of the stuff, or set very generously due to some FDA rule.
No.160083
>>160077I don't think this is a blog...
A blog is like "ate banana ysterday"
No.160089
>>160077I feel like Im having a stroke reading this, was this generated by AI?
No.160090
>>160077That's a nice aeroplane!!!
>>160078That's what they are meant to do, I could probably complain to the consumer rights people and get it fixed but I can't be bothered.
It depends on the product.
Best before generally means it can be eaten past that date but use by means it can't. But then there is probably a bit of leeway there as companies are probably more likely to be cautious and out in an early use by date so they don't risk getting sued.
I am guessing that you are American so it could be that your milk is different than mine, they could add things to it to make it last longer in the US.
No.160095
Have been doing series of intermittent fastings to save on money and time lately
Before, I had suspicions that I had been quite lethargic, given free choice of behavior and lifestyle. With fastings I'm really feeling borderline dysfunctional now. It does bring a weird kind of comfort...
No.160096
>>160095Eventually the hunger starts to feel euphoric
I eat once a day because I am lazy. I even work out without eating, I just grab a cup of coffee and live on energy from yesterdays dinner and only meal.
No.160104
>>160095>>160096If you are feeling lethargic from a fast, take some salt and magnesium, it will give you a good jolt to keep you going
No.160110
>>160105You will go into my model and you will like it.
No.160111
>>160105I want to put my hand into your mouth and wiggle it like that one guy that demands a dog to leave before he then puts his hand into the beast's mouth and wiggles it.
No.160115
Wanted to buy groceries but I ended up cleaning my defrosted fridge. Now I have zero appetite, so I guess I'm not eating today either. Didn't expect myself to to disassemble and clean it in one go, guess I really don't know whether lethargy is natural to me
>>160104Yeah, I'm chomping through my zinc, magnesium, baking soda, salt, spices so I'll also won't get migraines.
No.160126
Ugh. I have been using my number for a while and occasionally get calls directed at the previous owner. Today I got a call from a bank directed at them. So help me God if their credit card went to collections and I start getting ten billion calls per day, I'm gonna freak.
No.160129
>>160127My con
[dolences/gratulations]! No.160154
calling in fuck the norms
No.160158
>>160126When I got my new landline number in 2020 I started getting calls at all hours of the day for some old woman that had the number before me. Every day for years it was always something like doctor's appointment, hospital appointment, pharmacy pick-up, medicare/caid or whatever she was on. Along with bill collectors, family looking for her and tons of other misc. things.
At first I was nice about it and politely told them she didn't have this number anymore. They claimed they removed it from their system. But like clock work the same doctor/pharmacy/the state kept calling every other day. Which really started to piss me off because I worked nights at the time so they were ruining my sleep. My own phone became totally useless and I had to turn off the ringer to sleep at all. Which made my own family angry because
>You never answer the phone! You're avoiding us!they lived next door they knew I worked nights and they could have knocked on the door but they were too lazy to walk.
Then there were the endless spammer calls from overseas because they had all her information.
The worse though was some male relative of hers that would call now and again. I'd answer, politely tell him this wasn't her number anymore. Then he'd spam call me back for hours claiming I was lying and he wanted to speak to her RIGHT NOW. I could barely understand anything he was saying most of the time. I finally got so angry I told him to stop on by so I could kick his ass.
A few years later the calls stopped and now I wonder if she died or something.
No.160179
i want to stay young forever
No.160180
>>160179I'm glad I'm not anymore. Fuck that shit
No.160182
>>160181What a fucking fatass Teto
No.160183
I cut my own hair for the first time; only a little fucked up and I had to have mom finish the back.
Goodbye to shoulder length hair...
No.160184
>>160181What about the development of the prefrontal cortex?
No.160189
>>160188Experiencing stuff like this is why I try to lay low and completely chill out at any cost whenever I notice I just can't seem to pay enough attention at all, despite the effort to focus not being weaker than usual
No.160196
>>160188I know it’s just hindsight but good quality workmanship boots would have stopped the nails; most will have a steel shank on bottom.
No.160207
>>160201Forced feminization
No.160232
Blood discussion moved to its own thread >>>/jp/100348
Don't hesitate to make new threads to start new discussions!
No.160242
dumb hesitard
No.160246
>>160245a chinese factory sliced your ween????
No.160262
>>160245Dunno about your circumstance.
Had that though about riding a bike through a sidewalk beside a 70km/h freeway. What if I hit a bump and fell off towards an oncoming truck.
No.160264
>>160245I'm sorry that happened.. As a child I very nearly died choking on one of those big obsidian-looking marbles and even now, decades later, the mere memory gets me panicky and sweaty. Please be careful!
No.160273
The last three days my old cat has decided it's my shadow. Follows me around everywhere and insists on taking walks together every evening. Last night after our walk he decided he's now moving into my home. I didn't care about letting him stay but he kept me up all night because he refuses to sit still on the couch for longer than 10 minutes if I'm trying to sleep. Drooled all over the blankets (and my face a few times) because he's purring constantly. I finally had to sit up and watch TV after many hours of this. Then he calmed down and watched Puniru for a couple of hours.
He kept going to the door wanting out but then refusing to go out unless I followed him. I finally did about 10 minutes ago because it's light out now. He drank some water and I guess went to the bathroom. But as I was typing this he came back to the door and yowled loudly until I let him back in. Now he's back in my lap.
He won't let me poop. Keeps trying to jump in my lap while I'm sitting on the toilet. He's 15 years old no idea why he suddenly decided to become so clingy.
No.160274
>>160273I do not mean to alarm you, this might just be a coincidence, but my cat became more "emotionally clingy" in his final days at a similar age. He was always very clingy even before that time and wanted to be where I am, the difference later on was that he would even interrupt his sleep time in the living room if he heard me going to bed. It was so important to him to be near me that he even switched sides every single time I turned around in bed, no matter how sleepy he was, just so that he could be closer to my face. Makes me sad thinking he saw so much value in me even though I was a horrible cat dad.
He kept pooping, drinking and eating normally until he died, at least from what I saw, but I later on noticed that I could feel his spine much more easily when petting his back. Went to the vet a few days after and he had to get put to sleep right then and there because of a tumor in or near his stomach.
Might be worth getting him checked out at the vet just in case if he's already 15?
No.160325
I got up to pee and broke my toe on the end of my steel toed boots. Kind of ironic. Hurts like hell.
No.160338
workplace injuries are tragic
No.160342
I wasn't at work. I had my boots on the floor near my couch. Somehow when I got up off the couch I rammed my middle toe on my right foot into the end of the boot so hard that I broke it.
I did this a long time ago while wearing flip flops camping. I managed to break my toe on a large rock when I sat up out of chair.
I have no idea why I'm so clumsy. This is why I usually wear steel toes. I bump into everything with my foot.
No.160379
I think i have food poisoning
No.160380
bought donuts
No.160382
>>160342>I rammed my middle toe on my right footdoji
No.160402
Pulling my warts with a clipper again and achieving nothing but constant bleeding like every day because the shit keeps coming back even after acid treatment
No.160416
>>160402I had this huge wart on my pinky finger as a kid. Everyone said it was a "seed wart" because it had those little black spots in the middle of it. But I found out later it was not the right name for it.
I had it for months until one night it got so annoying that I ripped it out. It would hurt every time I bumped into something. I got a good grip on it with my teeth and ripped it out of my finger. It came out pretty easy. But it was hanging on by these white things that looked like roots with blood vessels on them. I yanked on it as hard as I could and it felt like they went all the way down to the bone. I finally got them to come out with a good last yank.
It hurt like hell but it never came back.
No.160417
I would just keep treeting it with liquid nitrogen that's buyable over the counter(maybe)
No.160420
>>160417I've heard covering them in duct tape is effective for killing them for good. It starves them of oxygen or something.
No.160424
>>160274He seems fine. I think he's just being more of an asshole than usual.
No.160428
I get back and am blasted by some actually strong food poisoning that gave me diarrhea and forced me to vomit out my stomach..
head still aches and joints stiff a day after... probably will be gone tomorrow but sucks.
No.160429
>>160416You have some balls, I think I'm a little bit too scared of pain for that.. They really do grow pretty deep, it's insane the extreme modifications a body can take with no perceivable pain if the process is slow enough.
>>160417>>160420Thank you! I might try out the liquid nitrogen. I heard about duct tape too, however, the acid treatment I got from my dermatologist should essentially be the same - it's a coating that starves the thing of oxygen and eats through the top most layer of skin. It's next to impossible to not accidentally get it on healthy skin as well, but what's good is that the pain is pretty tolerable for the nasty effect. I'm almost done with the little bottle and did make progress with it, but I'd prefer the warts to be gone completely.
>>160428Are you the same anon that complained about food poisoning just a few days ago? What are you eating.. Get well soon!
No.160431
>>160429probably not. I tend to eat fresh enough but I had some brownies lying on on the shelf for the past 18ish days and I ate them.
It might have also been too much leftover meat at once or stuff, but what I feel is definetly my body recovering from fighting off a toxin...
No.160432
the liquid nitrogen stuff is pretty cost effective. I haven't dealt with warts in probably 20 years or something so I'm not certain of what's best nowadays. It seems like they have variable depths to them so for some you might have to resort to multiple treatments.
No.160437
>>160429>You have some balls, I think I'm a little bit too scared of pain for that..It's like 1 second of pain then it's gone forever. I practiced self surgery all through childhood because I was afraid of ever telling my Dad I needed to go to the doctor. Really not sure why but I think it had to do with not being a burden and not wanting to cause him to spend more money on me.
I worked at that wart for a long time if I remember correctly. I cut it with a knife several times only for it to come back larger than before. By the time I ripped it out it was huge. The other kids were afraid to touch me because they didn't want to catch it. I don't blame them. No idea where I picked it up it's the only wart I've ever gotten. Strange place for one too. It was the kind most people get on their feet but mine was on my left pinky finger just below the finger nail on the outside of the finger. So perfect place to bump into shit which was incredibly painful any time that happened.
Warts are abnormal virus growths. You have to kill the entire thing or it'll come back. Not sure if the duct tape/covering it with liquid skin thing works but I've heard good things about that method.
Ripping it out wasn't that hard because it was so close to the surface and there wasn't much between the skin and the bone. It popped out easy like a pimple. Then it was hanging from those white root things. The only painful part was ripping those out but it didn't hurt for very long.
No.160539
>>160538What song did you sing? And how about a performance for us??
No.160541
Dame da ne... dame yo, dame na no yo...
No.160542
>>160539September by Earth, Wind, and Fire
>And how about a performance for us??I'll run it by my analysts to see if there's enough time for it!
No.160568
>>160416If someone else yanked it out while you were sleeping heavily, like after an all-nighter and some drinks.
No.160596
Been having a little bit of trouble with wet, messy farts ever since I changed from eating one frozen pizza daily to lots of meat and bread. Came home from grocery shopping yesterday with a very itchy asshole and was contemplating seeking out the dewormer anon to find out if that might help. I opted to scratch it first with baby wipes and wouldn't you know it: Poo, like as if I hadn't wiped my ass at all. I'm not yet used to soiling my undies without knowing, usually I can feel it if I shit myself during farting because it has that distinct "Oh!" sensation like when you're bathing and your asshole is sucking up water.
That said, my shits have been a lot more comfortable whenever I don't have tummy aches.
No.160597
>>160596Itchy asshole is pin worms.
No.160600
>>160597I was about to say that I looked really, really hard to see if I might find tiny white spots and that I didn't see any, but I just read that they can also cause random tummy aches and since I don't really have diarrhea, perhaps they really are the cause. There also seemed to be the tiniest bit of blood, just a hint of a pink shine. I do wash my hands a lot, but I rarely change my sheets.
I gotta get one of those worm tests.
No.160602
>>160600The "test" is having someone look at your butthole with a flashlight at night while you sleep. That's when they come out to lay eggs you don't see them otherwise. Don't bother testing for them it's a waste of money. They're really common and if you've been around any place a child was in the last year you've probably got them.
https://www.amazon.com/Pinworm-Medicine-Liquid-1-OZ/dp/B00GI19HDQBuy this for $10 and follow instructions. Kills them good.
No.160604
>>160602Thanks! If they're so common, what's the right approach of taking the medicine? Only when the itching is back, or should you take it preemptively like once a week or so? I wouldn't mind that so long as the stuff lasts a long time and won't burn a hole in my pocket.
No.160608
>>160604I typically de-worm twice a year. Once in spring and once in fall. When I deworm I take ivermectin in a single does, wait two weeks then again to kill off stragglers because the meds aren't effective on eggs that haven't hatched yet. So I do two doses spread apart by two weeks twice yearly.
I haven't taken pinworm medicine since I was a child. But when you take it everyone in the house is supposed to take one does and that knocks them out. Along with laundering all your underwear, sheets and giving the house a good clean at the same time. Door handles and other things people touch often are the main things of concern. The eggs of pinworms are like glue. So if you scratch your butt then touch something afterwards you spread them around. Hence why they're so common among small children. Small children haven't learned to wash their hands regularly and are more prone to scratching an itch in those places without being careful about it.
If I were you I'd order that, take the one dose as directed then get on a routine like I do about a month from now. I suggest ivermectin because it's effective for most types of round worms which are the most common. You probably have pinworms and round worms without realizing it.
Note it's not effective for tapeworms. I took something I can't remember for those like a year ago. Not sure if I have them or not anymore. One never came out when I did take it but I lost a lot of weight so I assumed I probably had one. I've heard stories of people taking that stuff for tapeworms then pulling out one or two that were several (20+ feet) long. I'm guessing mine was either small and I passed it without noticing it or I only had round worm.
Anyway, roundworm and pinworms are the main concern. Pretty much impossible to go without getting their eggs in your system in modern life. All it takes is eating food prepped by someone that didn't wash their hands good or touching something a person like that touched. If you pet animals often you can get them off their fur too. Tapeworm only really an issue if you eat undercooked meat or raw fish that wasn't properly cleaned.
In summary: Take the stuff for pinworms. Then wait a couple of weeks to get those out of the way. Then get on ivermectin routine. Take it every 3-6 months. Always in two doses spread 2 weeks apart. If you tell me your weight in kg I can tell you the proper dose for your body weight. The fatter you are the more you have to take per dose. If you do the horse paste thing like I do let me know what kind you bought and I can tell you how many notches you need per body weight. For me it's about 3 notches. I push the paste out of the syringe on to rolling paper. Then I wrap it in the paper and take it like a pill. If you do it properly and swallow it quickly you don't taste it at all.
When you take ivermectin make sure you haven't eaten anything in the last 3 hours or so. So empty stomach. Makes it more effective. It'll also make you drowsy so do it on a day when you can lay around and pass out.
No.160609
>>160608This is what I take:
https://www.amazon.com/Durvet-Ivermectin-Ounces-Flavored-Wormer/dp/B00OC4X0JIOne syringe lasts awhile so no need to buy a bunch. For me one syringe had 9 doses in it IIRC. I need to buy another one soon because I gave at least half of it away since I bought the last one.
They have it at farm supply stores for $20 a box IIRC. Make sure you get the kind with ivermectin only. They sell another kind in a similar box that has the medicine for tapeworms. It isn't as safe as the ivermectin alone. I've taken it before when I thought I had a tapeworm. But I don't suggest it for other people because dosing it is a pain.
They have apple falvored and regular flavored. Both taste like ass as I discovered when the rolling paper popped open in my mouth once. It wasn't the more horrible thing I've tasted but it's pretty rank.
No.160610
>>160608Dewormon, thank you for your service. I do believe you, but it would still feel odd to me to go the horse paste route, so I'd try the normal Ivermectin first at least. Haven't weighed myself in many years, but I believe 90kg should be a good guess from past results. I'm thankful just for having a reference, I should read the medicine anyway in case it's different where I'm from.
No.160612
>>160610I'd prefer to take pills but doctors here refuse to give them to anyone and it costs me $200 to see a doctor at all. Don't want to risk $200 just for him to claim I need psych referral. Doctors here claim it's impossible for people to get worms because
>we're a first world nationI pretty much learned to avoid doctors here all together and just take care of things on my own. Hence $20 horse paste or nothing at all.
Once you know your weight you can find dosing guide here:
https://www.drugs.com/dosage/ivermectin.htmlStrongyloidiasis = round worms.
No.160614
>>160610>>160612Forgot to mention. Unless you have HIV or your liver is gone this is a pretty safe medicine. So if you over shoot the dose by a few mg you're okay. There are idiots taking this stuff daily in mega doses and they have no ill effects that I've seen. I try to get mine as close as possible but I err on the side of caution when taking it. So a few extra mg is better than under shooting. Since you don't want parasites getting immune to it from under dosing.
All it does is prevent their natural defenses from working. In other words the thing they do to prevent your body from seeing them as an invader gets turned off and it paralyzes them. From there your body does its thing, turns them into poop and you pass them out like you would anything else. You'll know it's working because you'll see little worm shaped piece of poo coming out for the next 3-5 days after taking it. If you have a heavy worm load you might see a lot of them. For me it took about 4 days to pass them initially with a bunch coming out on days 1 and 2. Then when I took follow up dose 2 weeks later I only saw a couple. Now I might see one or two now that I'm on a routine.
I had a heavy load. I knew I had them because I had one come out on its own. It got lodged in a mega poop and died. Then when I was in the shower I happen to find it while I was washing my back side. They look just like earth worms except they're white and they feel like the same material your finger nails are made out of.
No.160615
>>160612>>160614Seems all perfect for me, thanks! I shall report my findings after I have gone through the procedure.
I wouldn't have expected them to feel solid like that. I'm glad to know they aren't super dramatic to have, but it's still pretty terrifying how something disgusting and unnatural like this is so common and has to be expected.
No.160616
>>160615They're like the ultimate freeloaders. Lazy animals. Why work for your meal when you can live inside of another animal rent free and the food comes to you? Nature is pretty disgusting.
No.160670
I don't think ivermectin is better than garlic, whether as an antiparasitic or as some common cold treatment. Ivermectin is neurotoxic if your blood brain barrier is disrupted, but fresh crushed garlic is neuroprotective. Moreover, even the data comparing them in trials agrees.
No.160672
you're not gonna get a person to eat a clove of garlic, but you will be able to let them take an injection
No.160680
>>160672It took me years, but I stopped caring about bothersome people.
No.160681
>>160680You may have misread the topic of conversation
No.160682
Also like, how much garlic are we saying...
No.160683
>>160681No, I did not.
>>160682I'm not a garlic merchant. How much can you eat without notable negative side effects?
No.160685
trying to set up a tabletop rpg for myself hell yeah
No.160692
>>160685Tell us how it's like.
I was trying to do the same but I always get tangled up in what do I want to use, and whether I shouldn't play a videogame instead, or make my own tabletop RPG, or perhaps make my own videogame, ah I do need to create some assets huh, but first, what's the system? Should I do a code plan? Right, this should be stylistically compatible with the flow of the game, I should read some theory on that. God I'm so tired. Where was I, again? Coding? Tabletop RPG selection? I'll just go be a bed potato good grief my back is tired...
No.160695
>>160692I just use GURPS, write it out like it's a video game (like a RPG log in a vidya game) and try to convert that into prose.
No.160696
>>160695oh! One time I was being fancy and used AI, had a bunch of anime girls being played out by the AI and having it write out more of the adventure in like, its tarded writing form.
No.160697
>>160694Did you get your dad into anime? What's his favorite?
No.160709
>>160706I fucking love my dyslexia
¥ felching equipment No.160710
>>160706Do you do olympic fencing? I was thinking of trying it out
No.160712
>>160710it's HEMA, no clue about standard fencing
do recommend though
No.160713
I'm eating more garlic thanks to ivermectin anon!
No.160714
>>160713Big Worm and Big Garlic are working together, don't fall for their lies!
No.160793
>>160697>Did you get your dad into anime?no, he used to watch whatever was on netflix (when he had it) but he was never really a 'big' fan up until early this year when he spontaneously got a crunchyroll subscription (i told him i could put all the anime he wants on the plex server like we do for movies and shows but he likes having a list of stuff to watch i guess)
>What's his favorite?so far he said he likes mushoku tensei (i rec'd that to him), konosuba (he likes darkness), kaiju 8, re zero, rent a girlfriend and citrus
i kinda gather that he likes to watch highschool romcoms the most as well as "big boob shows" judging by what i see when i walk into the living room
No.160795
>>160793Did you show him Kissu yet? We could use your dad here.
No.160796
>>160795i feel as if he doesnt know how a image board works fundamentally
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwucZK1BCj4 No.160803
>>160714In this imageboard we stand by the Holy Trinity of Big Pharma, Big Worm, Big Garlic, and let no one convince you otherwise!
No.160807
>>160793I don't think I'll ever be able to comprehend how 'normal' anime is these days and stories like this seem impossible to me. I'm waiting for the "JUST KIDDING NONE OF THIS HAPPENED!" reveal.
No.160811
>>160807Anime is utterly normalized but I still prefer to hide my power level harder than I hide my mental illness. Ironic.
No.160824
I haven't drank soda drinks in years.
I have tried classic Dr. Pepper for the first time.
I guess it's okay for a factory-made abomination of artificial additives. Could've been worse. I'll drink the can in a few sittings.
No.160826
how the FLIP am i supposed to watch vtubers if they stream 9 hours
No.160827
>>160826On 10x speed, bruh. No cap.
No.160869
one uses youtube for about a week after hiatus and then their feed quickly dies and is filled with zero interesting content anymore
No.160871
I"ve been organising my nippon trip to shikoku and tokyo but i still can't help but feel glum lately, haven't been going to boxing or running as much, maybe it's just the kuso food.
No.160874
Slept for more than 16 hours today
No.160883
>>160880you are always welcome in the hamster thread
No.161037
why do we fight
lets snooze not fight
No.161047
>>161045heavily, HEAVILY remixed
No.161052
>>161047I don't listen to Doujin CDs much, I mostly just get albums with arranges of Nico staples and therefore can't say how common this issue might be, but I continue to be amazed by the insane amount of absolutely horrific styles on every single somewhat recent album I check out. I hope it's just an unlucky coincidence and not something like Western influence taking its toll like it did on MADs.
No.161055
sigh its that time of the year again
No.161098
Wanted to buy some juice at the grocery store but it's labor Day and they're closed
No.161106
>>161098what about gas station?
No.161108
>>161106I eneded up walking to a corner store(same idea) and bought myself cola and some chips... expensive though... 711/familymart is much better than what we have here
No.161137
Yup this is it. I think I've figured mental health out, even if for myself who's of human nature. No matter the approach, it's about having such a proportion of apathy and anxiety that they're busy actively devouring each other rather than bothering you, who, at most, is only to add fuel to either of the fires, when suspected it's needed. This is as specific as I can get without becoming reductionistic, and this is just enough for me. Mentally bruteforcing whichever (as either are negative and feed on easy-to-supply fears you'd already have on unconscious levels - you don't even have to think consciously beyond own intent, the unconscious always makes something up) is surprisingly easy; and it's really all I have to do. It feels good. Like I finally extracted arrows out of my gut, out of my eye sockets, out of my throat, out of my joints, out of my arse, out of my spine, out of my sides, out of my clavicles, out of my feet, out of my hands, out of my ribs, out of my lungs. It's easy to overinterpret and overthink over text, but just don't.
No.161150
>>161137Can we get some examples for a better understanding? And does the arse arrow have to be removed or is that optional?
No.161158
A prevalent part of Western thought is the constant desire to change the world into something they prefer and being angry when other people don't change to suite them
No.161177
I made the huge mistake of telling my caretaker about my unhealthy diet and that I'm scared of change and trying new things. We decided to try and get me used to prepping food by starting small, so now I have to cook some noodles and prepare the sauce all by myself. I assume it's not gonna be super hard because it's an all-in-one package, but the fact I still have to do that makes me feel exhausted. I also still need to send off some mails.
No.161182
>>161177Self cooking is good for the mental and you end up with overall healthier food.
Just be sure to add some salt or you might go insane with how home cooking flavors are more muted.
No.161193
>>161158Can't agree, as it seems so only because the West gained notoriety and cockiness from getting some competency in this. Most of "The Thought" is cursed to some extent.
No.161196
>>161195THE WEST
IS THE BEST
No.161205
>>161202Is this a Japanese noob vs pro thumbnail
No.161228
I want to die. Sick of watching people that lie, cheat, steal, scam and take advantage of others live the high life. While I'm trying to be an honest and good person and life beats me down.
Just got rejected from yet another job. Search going for 5 years now. They tell me to my face they're not hiring me because I'm the wrong color, too old, too young, too qualified, and every other bullshit excuse that would get them sued if I was any other race/sex. Meanwhile, they hire people that can't even count to 3 that quit in a few days. Just keep rotating those types then complaining how they can't find anyone honest.
Family bought deadbeat siblings new cars again. It's the 3rd time for one and the 5th time for another because they don't take care of anything. One of them just got a new iPhone and Apple computer to. I think they're up to the 6th of each of those. They don't pay parents and Grandparents rent either.
Went to get a 150 year old Grandfather clock out of my Great Grandmother's house today. Discovered someone broke it within the last 3 days. When I confronted the person that did it they said it was no big deal. Even though they obviously tried to hide it from me.
Went to grocery store with my last $40. Had to figure out how to eat for the next week on that budget. Watched the 5 people in line in front of me with multiple shopping carts filled with steak, shrimp, junk food and alcohol swipe food stamp cards to get it all for free. Then the person running the registered got angry because I paid with cash and they can't do basic math.
They lied to me. Why did they tell me to be an honest and good person? They should have told me to scam the Government out of money like everyone else does and to lie constantly.
Life was better when I was a drug addict. If I wasn't such a coward I'd kill myself. I'm sick of living in this hell.
No.161229
>>161224Are you pic related? If so, I might know a place for you to poop in!
>>161228I'm very sorry to hear, the parts about the clock and cashier even got me angry just reading them.
My philosophy is to always be good and honest with the people I love and who treat me with respect, no buts. I also try hard to follow this philosophy with strangers or people I don't know well enough yet, up to the point where someone actually proves themselves to - in my eyes - not be worthy of receiving kindness. For example, the person who broke your clock wouldn't be able to count on me for support or defense anymore. Not because of the damage, that could very well just have been an honest mistake, but hiding the fact / lying about it, that act of disrespect.
I don't want anyone to purposely act out of malice, I just think it might help to at least ease frustrations to be more selective when it comes to being a good person. I'm not religious and don't know if this might be considered sinful behavior or not, but I believe it to be a good alternative for those struggling with frustration, helping their sanity and thus keeping their will to be good alive, resulting in more kindness overall and specifically for those "most deserving" of it?
I also don't think anyone owes anything to a state, company and what have you. An organization (most) that isn't human is trying its best to manipulate you for your money or word, I see it only as fair to try and game the system back to the best of your ability, then use the potential profits for the betterment of you and your dear ones.
No.161230
>>161228I think my philosophy is based more around spite against those people. I'll never let myself die before seeing all of them go to their deaths. And if I can do something in life that would enrich myself not at the cost of the common man, but those rich and greedy fucks, then I'd do it in a heartbeat to screw them and knock their ivory towers down.
No.161231
stubbed my pinkie toe
No.161232
>>161230I refuse to engage with the system. Money is the root of all evil. If I didn't need it to eat I wouldn't use it at all. I feel bad every time I have to use it.
There is no way to screw over the system from within. By participating with it you enable it and its power. The only way to fix this mess we're in is to do something about the Federal Reserve and it associated banks. Which means doing something bad/evil to the people running them. If you stoop to their level and start offing people you're no better than them.
That's what bothers me the most about this situation. There is no way out without doing some evil. I refuse to kill anything. Not even a mouse. I feel awful when I step on ants and other bugs. I refuse to end someone's life on purpose.
Running into the woods doesn't work either because they just come after you. Even if they don't you're going to spend all your time alone. Which isn't and option and sounds depressing. It'd only lead to being sad.
Where are all the people that were around a couple of decades ago protesting and wanting to do something about this situation? Even if they didn't want to attack them they could at least try to start a community of like minded and live apart from it. But if you do that they call you a cult or terrorists. Then roll in and murder you.
I tried to fight back how I could. Mostly through writing and digging into what they were doing. Naming names. Never advocating violence. They came and threatened to kill my family. All because I used my so-called rights to freedom of speech and freedom of the press.
The state of things is just weighing heavy on me lately. I don't think I will be alive in 10 years from now and it won't be because I got depressed and did something stupid. I really think they're planning on killing a bunch of us all like they did in the early 1900s and mid 1900s.
I've tried to warn people both IRL and through the internet. But there is no where on the internet that has no censorship anymore and they're all flooded with bots. Excluding the very few small places like this one where such discussion isn't appreciated because people come here to get a break from the constant rage bait everywhere else. So I try to limit how much I talk about it. It wasn't like this just 5 years ago...
Then IRL people are just so brainwashed by the TV and/or their cell phones that they blow it all off anyway. Even if you have evidence and direct quotes. They don't want to do the work required to live apart from the system. Like raising their own crops or keeping small animals like chickens. Despite having plenty of land to do so.
They're more concerned about buying $200 worth of flows to keep up with the neighbor's garden. Or leasing brand new car because they think their 5 year old one is out of style. Or all the other frivolous things they buy and do. I don't try to judge people and I think they should do what they want. But this consumer whore behavior hurts us all. Most of these people can't afford such a lifestyle either. So they're doing it on all credit.
It's just really frustrating. It's too hard to find like minded people IRL now. I usually can't have a conversation with people now because they're addicted to their cell phone or game consoles. They might look up now and again and say a few words. But in reality they aren't really listening, aren't interested and more concerned about whatever their phone is dinging about or the game they're playing.
I really miss walking through parks and meeting new people and similar things like that. I go out in public now and try to be friendly with people and they blow me off because they're more concerned about whatever is on social media. All they want to talk about is today's trending rage bait. It's so frustrating.
Going online is no better. Everyone is clique'd up on some discord server or social media group. It takes an hour to verify your account through phone+email+whatever. Then you finally get in and discover you aren't allowed in anyway because they haven't manually verified you. It's a huge pain in the ass. All this stuff use to be out in the open on forums and mailing lists. Everyone things your new account is some troll. They all want your phone number for access. Half the time they aren't talking about whatever it was you were interested in. If you do manage to ask a question they just tell you to google it or typically ban you because you crossed some unwritten rule you didn't know about. Moderation everywhere is horrible now.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the last sane person on Earth. I can not related to people anymore. Even those my age. All because I do not participate in their daily 2 minutes of hate through social media. Even when I have a cell phone and social media it was hard to get anyone out of the house. If they said they were coming half of the time they'd send a txt just before the meet up and have some excuse for not going.
No.161233
>>161232You can't tell anyone something like
>Meet me by the statue on mainstreet at noon Tuesday and we'll go do something funThey think you're a lunatic if you say something like that. Despite it being normal way of doing things up until about 2010.
Nothing has gone my way since 2018 or so. It has been a downward spiral of bad luck, getting screwed over by people that are supposed to be family/friends and the general state of things since 2020. Family is particularly frustrating.
I don't know what's wrong with three people I know but since mid-2020 they have goldfish memories. We talk about something on Monday and when it comes back up on Friday they don't remember what was discussed. Sometimes they can't remember what we talked about an hour ago. Then some of the others simply don't seem to care about anything at all. They "got theirs" and could care less about the future of the family or the bloodline.
I care about my family deeply. I want to see my bloodline here long after I'm gone. Working the land or having a business on the land my Great-Great-Great Grandfather tamed. I want the family legacy to continue. Since we've always had a good reputation for being a good clan. But at the rate it's going it'll end with me and my brother because the rest of them are going to leave us with nothing. Plus it's impossible for either of us to make it like our parents and Grandparents did with the way society is going. Impossible to save up for a house or land elsewhere. Impossible to save up enough to build a house on land we already have. Impossible to save enough to feel like we won't starve to death if we miss on paycheck. It's a vicious cycle.
I'm sorry to bring it here but it weighs heavy on my mind. Why is this place like this? Why are people so willing to go along with trading their limited time for paper money? Why does no one do anything about it? We do not have to resort to violence. Everyone just has to say NO at the same time and stop participating. It boggles my mind.
I can't figure out if people are just too dumb to get it or if they're actively malicious. I was not raised to live in a system like this. I was raised to be honest. They beat all the lying out of me growing up. They beat me for breaking some rules and being lazy. Now as an adult I watch the people that beat me break every rule I got beat for.
I want to live some place where people are honest and caring. A place where they care about the whole community and their families. A place where we have real leaders that care about their community and do all they can to make it a safe place to live. A place where half the population isn't at risk of starving because the price of food as skyrocketed (along with everything else) because the people in charge of currency are making us poor on purpose.
I want to live in a mahou shoujo type world. Where good always keeps evil in check and everyone is happy and the community does things together. Where you can make real friends that care about it.
I'd never do something stupid and off myself. But I'd be lying if I didn't say I sometimes wish for death to come soon. This place we're living in is really evil. I often wonder that if I died would I end up some place else with a chance to re-live childhood in a place that isn't pure evil. I love my family and I don't want to put them through losing me before they die. But as it stands my future looks like this.
I will probably live about 20-30 years. In that time I'm going to lose: Grandmother, Father, Mother, Step Dad, and Uncle, three Aunts, two Great Uncles and probably the last of my friends too since they're a bit older. I will spend most of my final years taking care of these people at their end of life and watching them die. Then after they're all gone I will die alone. Maybe two siblings at my side if I lucky. But I'll be a burden to them in my last years. I don't want to do it.
I try to live my life like this: Be good to everyone I meet, don't annoy them, don't do anything to them like stealing, don't lie at all, mind my own business and most importantly not be a burden to anyone.
My refusal to lie and cheat is the thing holding me back the most I think. People hate hearing the truth. The truth often hurts.
Perhaps all this suffering is punishment for something I did in a past life. Or maybe training for the next. I don't know. All I know is it really sucks and it's starting to get to be too much. Plus my body is failing me now. I'm in pain everyday. I'm pretty sure there is something wrong with my kidneys or liver. I don't have the money for a doctor to check. Sometimes I piss brown liquid lately and it smells horrible. Sometimes the pain is so bad I can't get out of bed. I can't mask it with drugs anymore because I refuse to take them. The doctors probably wouldn't be much help anyway. Any time in the past when I've tried to see one they hand me pills and send me out the door after demanding I give them $200 for 5 minutes of their time.
I do apologize for writing all this. I needed to get it out. I'm really down lately. I don't ever remembering it being this bad. I don't know what to do. I've tried so hard to figure a way out of my situation. Whenever I try to talk about this with family or friends they just blow me off because they don't want to hear it. Or they accuse me of lying and claim I haven't been attempting to find work.
5 years man. 5 years today I've been sending resumes and doing interviews. 5 years of getting turned down. The one call back I got I missed because I was out of town that weekend and took my Grandmother to a place she'd wanted to see since she was a child. I told the place I would be out of town that week but they called my house phone instead of my cell phone anyway. Then they hired someone else by the time I got back a week later. My luck is awful like that. I'd been trying to get a job there for months.
No.161234
>>161233I don't even care if it pays well. I just want something close to my house so I can continue taking care of my Grandmother who will probably die soon. I don't know what I'm going to do once she's done. Losing my Grandfather was bad enough. I'm still not over that and it was 8 years since he died last week.
It wasn't supposed to be like this. I shouldn't have ever come back here. I came back to help the family but it was the worse decision I ever made in my adult life. I should have stayed where I was. At least I could find work there and meet new people all of the time. I wasn't as isolated from society.
I don't know what to do. It will break my heart to see the farm we've had for generations get sold off for lots for a house development or something like that. The Uncle that got control of everything refuses to let me do anything with the land and houses. I was going to buy more cattle last year when I had money and take a shot at raising them and making a living that way. He said no.
Then turned around and bought 10 calves for some woman he knows that is getting out of prison. She must have dirt on him or something. She prostituted her own children to the masons around here. When she got caught it was a huge scandal. Lots of them went to prison including her. But they went light on her sentence because her and her children were certified retarded by the state.
Anyway, she gets out Monday. He's moving her my Great Grandmother's house. Which I'd been asking to buy or rent for years now. Then he said he's going to buy her 10 calves at $2k+ each. Let her work the land and take care of it. I wonder what kind of dirt she has on him. Every time we talk about it he keeps going on at length about how those children were well developed and how lucky he was "they didn't throw the pussy on me". I think he's lying. I think he was in on it like the rest of them and paying to have sex with them since they were at his house all of the time.
He's a mason. He let his mason friend park an RV on the lot across from my house. For months I watched him go in and out of it with women. Then one day it was just gone.
I think where I fucked up with this Uncle was turning him down when he asked me to join the masons. Since then he's been really weird with me. Claims "my mind ain't right" and tells me to leave when I try to visit him to check on him. Won't let me touch equipment anymore or help him with anything. He's come over and stolen stuff that belongs to me out of my barn many times. I don't say anything. I checked tonight in some of the barns and houses on the farm and most everything of value my Great-Grandfather owned is missing. I think he's sold it all off behind our backs.
I feel like I should call the police. But I don't think it would do any good. They're all in the same club he is and they hid that pedo ring for years. This woman is coming on Monday and I don't know how I can handle being around her. How could someone be so evil to prostitute their own children? How am I supposed to be cordial with such a person? Especially when they're more or less preventing me from doing things I've been trying to do for years. What can of dirt does she have on him? It's all I can think about lately.
Some days I just lay on the couch all day and pretend to be dead. Last year I did that for 2 weeks and didn't eat. I wanted to see how long I could go fasting. Like I said before if I could figure out how to not eat I wouldn't need money anymore. Which is the root of all evil. I feel horrible when I eat. Everything I eat caused suffering of an animal or a plant. I can't think about anything but those poor animals at the slaughter house getting mistreated or the chickens having to live in cages all of their lives never seeing the sunlight or getting to run around in a field.
I can't lose myself in media and games anymore either. At best I get 5 minutes of distraction. Maybe an hour. But once I'm done I'm back to the same situation.
Fuck, I wrote a novel. This will probably take 3-4 posts to submit. I'm apologize again. I know people don't want to read walls of text about depression and my own problems. I just had to get it out and send it into the aether maybe someone how there knows the path to true happiness and will chime in.
Perhaps I should go out into the woods and sit under a tree until I figure out it or feel better. A lot of people have done that in the past. I wonder what they discovered. I'm just sick of this evil place and the fact that we have to harm each other to survive. I'm including all the animals and plants of course. Which we're killing off in droves. There has to be a better way.
No.161278
make a sigil for a nice joob
No.161292
>>161231Grim
Get protective slippers
>>161228>I want to dieIt's a precious feeling! Typically underappreciated and misinterpreted. When you pay attention, you wouldn't think "as I'm feeling happy right now, I really want to overdose on cocaine hard."
No.161296
>>161234I certainly don't know the path to true happiness, but shouldering the world's pain I'm confident has to be far from it.
I understand everything you're saying, including the sympathy for bugs and plants. I believe your only way out is to better realize the limited amount of control you as a single person have over the world. You are aware of that fact, but perhaps haven't internalized it enough to keep your (correct) negative thinking at bay? Thoughts being correct don't justify them being on the top of your mind so much that they negatively impact your ability to do the good things that you can do as a single person and see purpose in that. I can't speak on this with authority, but I am convinced the only "true" way out of "this evil world" is dying or suicide, but even then, things will continue like before until some miraculous worldwide revolution happens or some type of supernatural power levels the field.
It goes against my understanding of being good to recommend such a thing, so I think the next best thing is to just take care of yourself as best as possible while still meeting your goals of being good as best as possible, then make use of your healthy self to positively affect others and perhaps even push the world in the direction you'd like it to be in eventually. Affecting individual lives is the only way you can achieve that there where you are now. I can't say this with 100% confidence, but I think you might have played part in some of my recent motivation boosts with some of your helpful / informative posts. At the very worst, they've been a good read and provided me with a good time during reading and thinking. That's just one person on a niche site in the last few weeks, so I think there's still much more to be achieved.
>I shouldn't have ever come back here. I came back to help the family but it was the worse decision I ever made in my adult life. I should have stayed where I was. At least I could find work there and meet new people all of the time. I wasn't as isolated from society.This sounds to me like you need to go back to where you were. From what I think to understand, the property you'd love to keep is done for anyway due to the type of people that currently own it, so it seems you're only staying for your Grandmother and family that - in my opinion - doesn't deserve the love you have for them, or some at least I feel do not. If you can't stomach leaving your Grandmother, perhaps the best you can do is to support her until the end, then get back on your feet and do what's good for you to be able to do good for others that are appreciative of and forward it.
No.161302
>>161298hehe he played the fagot
No.161352
>>161351One week without having to w*rk. I don't see what's wrong with that
No.161383
I'll totally become a fiction writer and artist and composer and game dev getting any of my ideas done and get paid for it, today for sure
No.161385
>>161384the nice part about having a j*b in the third world is that nobody's gonna come and replace me
my j*b security is absolute
No.161386
>>161385>j*b in the third worldYou're the replacement.
No.161387
>>161386i'm not going anywhere, trust me
No.161389
>>161384Downside: You took on lots of debt for a piece of paper that's mostly bullshit and a scam.
Upside: People that did this take care of their own. So you're able to land bullshit work through connections or simply reputation of said piece of paper. People that didn't fall for the scam but don't have the bullshit piece of paper have a much harder time.
Hard truth: It's all bullshit. No job will ever make you happy. This is due to the system we live in. Which is a scam. You will never become part of the real fun club. But you can at least brown nose those types and play their games enough to get a bigger portion when they pass out the normalfag slop food and entertainment.
Advice: Stop giving a fuck and always put in the minimal amount of effort you can. Everyone else is faking it and most are doing the same thing. Just try to be a good person and don't fuck anyone over.
No.161400
j*b search is tough when I get cringe flashbacks from normalfag workplace """culture""". even if I navigate it like a fucking pro. right up until it stops being a work-place anyway
No.161401
>>161384Often times you just get market favorable jobs that are adjacent to your skillset.
Because realistically the world only needs so many engineers and a lot more grunts to do the work. Unless you don't qualify to be an engineer there's a lot of other jobs. But the issue of automation is one that could be pressing if it's actually related to your degree. Still one should remember that your education is oftentimes done for a tangentially related career that is in demand
No.161420
I had to work around a guy that claims he's disabled due to head injuries two days ago. All day I had to listen to him go on and on about how he couldn't see out of his right eye and woe is me this and woe is me that. I casually mentioned that I was working on a broken toe that hurt like hell and I'd had multiple head injuries too. He tried to turn it into a competition and claimed there was no way no one could ever be as injured as him. Then he got insulted when I told him I didn't go to the doctor for my toe and simply taped it to another one and ate some pain killers.
I've met a lot of people like this over the years and from what I can tell most of them are just scamming the Government out of disability money. He didn't seem unable to work to me. He wouldn't have been that annoying if he would have talked about anything else but how he hurt himself 20 years ago or Jesus. Got so sick of hearing about Jesus. Then he got insulted when I told him I do not go to church that often because Sunday is my day to sleep in. Like I'm supposed to get up early and dressed nice just to compare clothing with people I barely know and drink fruit juice and eat stale bread. I asked him his opinion on a Bible verse I memorized and he claimed I was lying and nothing like that was in the Bible. So I'm pretty sure he hasn't read it.
No.161467
OH. MY. GOD! I SHOULD ABANDON MY CAREER AND DRAW A HIGH SCHOOL SUPERNATURAL ROMCOM MANGA AS MY NEW CAREER START AND EARN LOTS OF MONEY ALSO
No.161474
>>161420obviously such a schizz can't work because he's a schiz
No.161493
I had a dream right now where I could fly. Very rare dreams, so it was a treat!
It wasn't immediate... I started off moving my legs as though I was walking and barely moved a few MPH, but then I was able to gain more speed and took on a superman pose, flying through powerlines at about 40/50 MPH. The ability wasn't infinite either...
No.161494
Any and all advice on how to be likeable is
¥ never have fun
No.161496
>>161494Nevermind, gaming the norps is the fun. I almost understand psychopaths now. Almost, and no further.
No.161497
why do people think negative emotions need to be "fixed" immediately? as soon as i get home i hear how my bad day was all just a learning experience and all that crap i already know, as if that negates the fact it was an objectively kuso day. i know it will pass, just leave me alone and let me feel bad for now.
also, my laptop took a coffee bath and now half the keyboard doesn't work. poor week to go sober.
No.161499
>>161494>>161496REALLY matching the profile for low functioning autist just with these two posts
No.161500
Do you think schizophrenics think neurotypicals have autism because they can't pick up on obvious cues like they can?
No.161502
>>161500I can answer this
I think normies are a little retarded and should not be told everything or they just jump to thinking you're crazy
I may have a few wrong beliefs but that doesn't make me "crazy" it makes me mistaken
No.161503
>>161502How do you view autists?
No.161504
>>161500I think you should stop using these words wrong. Or at all. Since the entire industry is a joke and I'm tired of hearing about how people should "take care of their mental health" every 5 minutes. It's mentioned all of the time on TV now. I barely watch 5 minutes of TV a week and I over hear it all of the time. It's shilled constantly on youtube and podcasts. Same company that caught lying a few years ago is throwing huge money behind their shilling campaign again because the heat blew over and everyone forgot. It's constantly on the FM radio. Mental health this and mental health that. Then I have to read about it even on places like this because people like you absorb language and words you see repeated by bots on other websites.
It's a huge scam designed to sell pills that don't do anything to people that do not need them in the first place and are worse off once they're addicted to them.
No.161505
>>161504There are no pills for autism and there are a lot of useful pills for schizophrenia. What are you upset about?
No.161507
>>161505I read the white papers. They admit they don't know how the brain works. They admit they don't know how the pills work. They admit they don't understand what the pills are doing.
It's a scam designed to sell pills and talk therapy. If you buy into it at all you're a retard.
The only problem with people these days is an extreme lack of real bullying and the fact that they're all cowards. Well that and their overwhelming addiction to social media.
If you want to put substances in your body to feel better feel free to become an alcoholic, coke head, heroin addict or whatever variety of burn out drug addict you want to be like any self respecting person. Or do something about your own life being garbage. Just be sure to cry about it some place where the rest of us don't have to hear about it.
You people harp on this mental illness crap simply because you think it's an easy way out of an argument. That's all people do on the internet now when they don't want to argue in good faith. Just accuse the other person of being mentally ill so you no longer have to engage with them. It's called attacking the messenger.
There is no "normal". At least not in the context of there being a "normal" outside of whatever culture you're from. The main problem people have these days is they have no idea what their culture even is. Since no one bothers to spend time with friends, family and neighbors anymore.
That's all talk therapy is in a nut shell. A paid replacement for talking with close friends and family. Same way porn is a replacement for having a girlfriend.
Psychologists were and still are the laughing stock of the medical industry for good reason. Their field is built on a house of cards and bullshit. It's the only medical science where conditions are voted on and subject to change based on public opinion. All of the early cases for things like "hearing voices" are admitted frauds. The industry has failed any time it was tested in blind testing. It's a bunch of bullshit.
>There are no pills for autismYou all can keep making up nice words for being socially retarded. It doesn't change the fact you're socially retarded. You don't want to talk about the real causes of autism and why the rates went up since a couple of decades ago. Since it's "schizo shit". Which again just proves the entire industry is a fucking scam.
I thank God everyday I was born before this coddling was normalized. Anyone confessing their inner secrets to anyone outside of their own bloodline or very close long term friends is stupid as fuck. It can only be used against you. It's a horrible idea. More importantly, whoever you're paying doesn't give a shit about your or your feelings. If they did they wouldn't be charging you money to listen to your problems.
The older generation is wrong about a long of things but they are right about the spare the rod spoil the child style of parenting. That's the main issue with people now. They never got their ass beaten when they did something stupid.
No.161508
>>161507Thanks I waited 25 minutes for this low IQ schizorant triggered by some anon for daring to use a specific word about people with hallucinations and often strange beliefs on how they see people with a specific form of social retardation. Nobody here is talking about pills except you and your easily triggered robot brain.
No.161509
By the way can you teach my about vaccines and 5G?
No.161510
>>161508There we go. You don't want to have a real conversation so you accuse me of being mentally ill. Then just like the other anon you don't even use the word correctly. The industry and conditions are bullshit. But they are defined bullshit. Don't even pretend like you actually wanted to have a conversation within the bounds of that the DSM defined schizophrenia as. Which has changed multiple times by the way. But I've doubt you read the DSM-5. Or 1-4 for that matter. I doubt you know what these
>good pills for the conditiondo either. Since you don't care about anything but arguing on the internet and only use the words because you've seen them posted over 9,000 times by bots in the last year.
I'm talking about the entire industry being a scam. Keep up. People that aren't slow or whatever word you prefer for being retarded can follow the plot.
I'm talking about how you should stop using those words in the first place. Since they're divide and conquer tactics that only became used widely in the last few years on social media and imageboards because it's a useful way to side track conversations people are actually attempting to have. They are cop outs. Posted by idiots. Just like you're doing right now.
You know why I haven't bothered posting a novel about how I can prove the entire industry is based on lies and bullshit? I know you won't read it. Just like you didn't read my last post. You took one look at it. Fired off a reply calling me names (attacking the author) and now you're going to pretend like your entire purpose was to bait me in the fist place. Then you'll run to the moderator claiming I'm "shitting the place up" because I'm posting "schizo shit".
No.161511
>>161510I don't want to hold a conversation with you specifically. I even don't think you are mentally ill just stupid.
No.161512
>>161511Then why are you replying? Sounds like a pretty retarded thing to do. Reply to a person you don't want to engage with. You could have ignored what I posted. You chose to engage.
You know what you're doing. Don't pretend like you aren't being a massive faggot.
No.161513
>>161512I saw a massive faggot and decided to be a faggot back. Unfortunately I have to go outside and catch a train now so I can't keep being a faggot with you. See you later.
No.161515
>>161504How do you view people who hadn't displayed any ability to communicate with verbal language before or after the age of three, who show strong fixations on only a few activities or topics, who have difficulty picking up on and reciprocating non-verbal communication to the point of social impairment, who have a strong preference for schedules and routines to the extent of not minding or even preferring eating, wearing, and doing the same things and activities for months or years at a time, and who have a tendency to be over-stimulated by sounds, smells, lights, social situations, or any number of things both emotional and physical? How does this relate to pills?
No.161519
>>161504I think to share your view when it comes to autism, schizoid PD and whatnot. I could see a lot of supposedly autistic people actually just having above average intelligence and uncommon interests, both of which make it harder to find fitting / "fulfilling" social contacts, resulting in less developed social skills and prioritizing hobbies and materialism over people.
I'm open to the idea of this being true for many other categories.
You're being a jerk and it's much more annoying to have to read "people like you" who appear to be too emotionally unstable to talk about their issue with something subjectively, I believe a bunch of us left for places like Kissu specifically to avoid having to deal with such hard-ass behavior. Why not just put your thoughts about the terms Anon used out there in a normal manner? Then people would at least consider your post.
No.161526
>>161525Do you have a link the post?
No.161527
>>161526Sure! ->
>>159519It did read confusing at first, but made sense to me after a while in combination with videos where people wrote chords and / or melodies in DAWs and explained some on the side.
No.161531
>>161500Sometimes that's exactly what I think of norps, but I've been also called a low-functioning autist as much as I've been called schizophrenic.
No.161537
Another day, another set of hours of identifying mental illness patterns in me and other people empirically with my own literature-correlating framework and without having to rely on DSM-666 and other subjective pseudorational criteria. Oh boy, I'm sure glad I can at least try thinking for myself instead of getting very mad and going into blind denial when not thinking for myself doesn't work. Teehee. Teeheehee. Nyaan. God do I really spend a bit too much time thinking of this stuff
No.161540
¥ "this book is color coded!"
¥ I'm reading its monochrome epub version
No.161541
USA restarted a Nuclear power plant in Michigan that was retired in 2022
No.161542
>>161541Sugoi win for Michigan.
No.161546
Well, it's currently still out but it's basically confirmed to restart
No.161553
Thinking of going to the winter comiket and staying in a rabuho myself.
No.161554
>>161553Please document the adventure on Kissu and try for the cactus elephant for me on the AI Monster gacha.
No.161555
>>161554the cactus elephant gacha might not be there by then...
No.161559
>>161537What's with the obsession on the DSM?
No.161564
>>161559That's the thing, no idea why others reference it, I can spend months reading psych literature and not see it being used
No.161568
Waiting for my doctor's appointment. Afterwards I have to walk back to the train station and then back home. I'm hungry and want to use my computer.
No.161572
laying in bed with my hands on my genitals
No.161573
>>161572I'm really jealous of you
No.161578
Got some extra free game giveaways today. I have 170+ and haven't played one and it feels good.
No.161581
>>161580You can't just say that and not share.
Take this as an opportunity get it off your chest/shoulders/insert local idiom here.
No.161582
>>161581I was going to... Until i realized that i might be simply just blowing it out of proportion. Now i feel embarrassed for even daring to post the previous post. Ugh, sorry for this.
No.161583
how dare you
No.161590
I think my router might be toast
No.161591
Siiiiiigh I really don't want to call tech support
No.161592
sister saw some builders doing good work on a shed and asked for their business card
they didn't have one so she came home with a block of wood with the number on it
No.161594
>>161593A router virus... No...
I think the cables in my building ade either shot or something got fried in it so it doesn't recieve signals
No.161604
factory reset might have fixed it...
No.161605
>>161604No. Talking with the machine spirits did
No.161606
>>161594>A router virus... No...They're always outdated and the most efficient way to build a botnet. You don't even need to infect a computer, just find a common ISP router and exploit it and all the customers. While exploiting it you patch the exploit so that nobody else steals your botnet.
But I also have a toast router laying around that crashes when it's under too much load, it happens.
No.161675
Spongebob is right, leafblowers are fun
No.161683
Down to my last choco-coated butterscotch biscuit
No.161813
>>161806Nothing but respect for kissu's catter spotters. I watched the same video but never noticed the meow.
No.161826
I just downloaded almost 400 GB of data via JDownloader and after half an hour decided to set the auto-extractor to automatically delete successfully extracted archives because everything seemed organized enough for this to not be a problem. Turned out to be a huge mistake because a bunch of archives randomly were NOT nested in a separate folder and thousands of random files got mixed together with no way for me to reorganize them.
I just deleted everything and now I'm starting all over with manual extraction.
No.161839
Started cleaning closet because I just had to cram a bunch of stuff into my safe. Thought it took an hour. Ended up being in there over 4 hours.
Trying to improve the house and reclaim my bedroom which has turned into a storage unit this last year and a half. Want to sleep in my bed again. Also need to buy some blackout curtains for the bedroom because that's why I stopped sleeping in there to start with. This couch sleeping has gotten a bit rough with the fat cat wanting to snuggle all night. Plus want more room to setup more computers. Since I got like 6 laying around doing nothing and I ran over 20 ethernet drops when I built the place.
Home ownership becoming a huge pain. Discovered some water damage on my floor near the backdoor today. House is only 4 years old. Got ripped off...hard.
I just got a bunch of cool stuff I want to hang on the walls along with some tasteful oil paintings and some stuff from my favorite animus. Like trippy My Melody & Kuromi holographic framed picture. I also got perfect corner cabinet with curve glass to display figures. So I might start buying some (God help me).
No.161860
woah this world is really cramping my style
No.161871
>>161870You discovered edging?
No.161876
He's begooning to believe...
No.161889
making yet another submood playlist to prevent days being devoured by maladaptive daydreaming and intrusive thoughts of ending it all
No.161892
>>161889FUCK YEAH it's working the maintenance of the mind is good
No.161895
Filled up gun safe. Have 6 long guns that won't fit in it and no way I could cram in any more ammo or pistols. I need a new safe.
No.161897
>>161895I bought a gun safe a couple of years ago and immediately ran out of space, I have too many guns (wants more)
No.161898
>>161897We need to design /qa/ mansion around /qa/ armory. Need massive hidden climate controlled room.
No.161899
>>161898i hope my nerfgun can make the /qa/ armory cut
No.161900
>>161897Do you have anything cool? I just got this. I really want to shoot it but it's going to be a bitch to find ammo.
>>161899Nerf guns are cool. I'm sad all mine got stolen by the same faggot that broke my dual barrel water rifle.
No.161901
funniest shit I've heard all day fentniggas getting Narcan'd
No.161906
Saw graffiti that said 'bussin subs'. Not sure if there was a stereo place nearby or what it could mean
No.161908
>>161906Maybe there was a jersey mikes or a subway nearby?
No.161959
>>161906TN: "The subtitles were good."
Too bad they didn't link them.
No.162038
>>162037can you ask him for kissu videos and post result
No.162066
>>162037Is that a new YouTube feature?
No.162068
added my first filtered tag to gel, kyojiri_loli
i am so tired of those obese western asses
No.162088
i want to lucid dream and/or astral project
i want to explore new worlds and be free of the chains and dissatisfaction of this one
No.162090
>>162066It's somewhere near the middle of the page.
Just silly that you expect me to be typing in AI prompts to find videos when I could look at the frontpage algo feed or type it in myself. I don't need a large prompt to do that
No.162097
>>162089we need YOU to stop the obesity epidemic
keep lolis small
No.162114
My collection of samples and VST/is exceeded 1 TB and I already got bored checking out the presets of only a single instrument.
I'm also almost at season 3 of The Blacklist and I really enjoy the show.
No.162143
Yesterday I randomly found some exercise for your back that you can do using a door frame and I was bored enough to try it out for no real reason. I quickly realized I lack the strength to even just hold onto the door frame while leaning back and so gave up and went to sleep. I might have torn something in my shoulder doing that because now I can't really raise my left arm anymore without immense pain.
There's also the chance my arthritis is randomly attacking that joint now, which would actually be really bad because I'm already on medication for it and wouldn't like having to get another direct joint injection to restore mobility if that's the cause and it were to get worse.
No.162193
Anyone know this? I sometimes get this odd, bassy tinnitus and found that it's usually triggered when I'm listening to higher frequencies, high-pitched e-guitars in songs for example. It sounds like the blood flow you hear when you plug your ears, but vibrating really fast and I only notice it when my volume is somewhat low. Been having this for decades, but right now it's randomly going crazy for no reason.
No.162200
>>162195They really did lock everything down..
>>162197>at the beginning and end of high-pitched soundsI can't say for sure, but it's a possibility because it certainly doesn't trigger for the entirety of such a sound. Thank you for the explanation! I wonder why it's only this sensitive for some people? Or perhaps only us with too much time on our hands notice it.
No.162201
>>162200That guy I linked has years worth of research about it on his channel. So maybe you'd be interested in going through his content.
Short version is some people don't notice at all. Some people only notice around other types of sounds. Since it rides on ambient sounds like the sound of a hair dryer or refrigerator motor running. Some people get the tinnitus faintly at first then it morphs into hearing voices as the years go on. Also it's a surveillance net so it's everywhere (guy has recordings he made deep underground in mine shafts and places like that) but it can also be targeted. It seems they target random people for testing or who knows what purposes. That guy has pulled it out of audio clips of many things and events. Some of "crazy" people hearing voices and lashing at at the public. Then it turns out the voices are in the audio recording just waiting for someone to come along and pull them out.
The hum people claim to hear all over the place is probably part of it and so are most ghost hauntings/EVPs and even things like old recordings of people hearing big foot in the woods. It popped up around the 1970s when the Russian woodpecker was turned on and has ramped up since then. With a big ramp up around the mid-90s.
It also seems to be more active during night time hours when people are supposed to be in a deep sleep (REM sleep). So 2-4am are very active hours for it and when I've gotten bad symptoms from it that's usually when they occur. Although I've also gotten it during the day.
There are a few documented cases of it being used in combat. The first time the US army invaded Iraq large numbers of Iraqi soldiers laid down their small arms and surrendered to the invading Americans because they said they heard the voice of God in their heads (Allah in this case) telling them to lay down their firearms.
It monitors everything and chatters constantly like an AI usually commenting on what it hears. It can also play back sounds it has recorded. In addition it can pulse to move objects in a room. That guy has an example of that happening on his channel but I can't remember what the original source is now. I just remember it was someone livestreaming talking about no-no subjects when suddenly there was a pulse that looked like a gust of wind that moved the window blinds (the window was closed).
The clip from that guys intro is from Woody Noris's Ted talk on these weapons. It was his patent that was used to build the weapon they used in Iraq back in the 90s to make them think they were hearing the voice of Allah. It's an interesting 15 minute demonstration.
No.162282
>>162281Wanted to download the video but never knew how. How'd you get your hands on this.
No.162283
>>162282you can find twitter video downloaders online
No.162286
>>162284yt-dlp works with twitter?!
>yt-dlp is a feature-rich command-line audio/video downloader with support for thousands of sites.https://github.com/yt-dlp/yt-dlp/blob/master/supportedsites.mdI always thought it was just YouTube...
No.162288
>>162286It works with most any website. They're all just m3u8 playlists serving the same few types of video files.
No.162289
>>162281It bothers me that there is an extra blueberry girl
No.162290
>>162286twitter and youtube use the same mechanism to share video content
No.162304
My ass wants to fart but I can already feel that if I let him, I'm gonna shit myself. I have that diarrheay feeling again, gonna need to shit in the toilet very soon.
No.162328
>>162305I could swear that i've seen this similar post somewhere else...
No.162329
>>162328It's definitely not an uncommon sentiment.
No.162330
>>162327Jason in Manhattan should've really been called "Jason on a boat" because that's like, 70% of the movie.
No.162331
>>162330I think I once read something along the lines of the production team having had insufficient funds to film in the city for a prolonged period of time, so they just filled in the rest (almost the entire movie) with the ship. It's disappointing, but at least his design was cool.
No.162334
>>162327he's lookin kinda slimy
No.162352
>>162193I always get tinnitus shift when a CRT TV or monitor gets turned on or off, even if I'm not in the same room
>>162195>>162201yeah giant system network requiring tons of logistics and infrastructure but there are no ways to see its hardware, no verifiable traces, and no way to reproduce the findings. just trust a youtube channel giving exclusively a video narrative
physical psyop weapons are real (
https://www.strategypage.com/htmw/htweap/articles/20071217.aspx#gsc.tab=0 ) but you're being a well-poisoner here
No.162355
>>162352>you're being a well-poisoner hereThe guy I linked to has over a decade of research. Patents. Multiple examples of military use. Has studied people all over the world because they've sent him recordings. Has gone all over the world to record himself. Has developed software to turn a process that takes hours-days manually into a few minutes. Has disproven multiple famous hauntings and missing person cases as being use of this weapons system. Is an expert in audio with multiple published albums. Has proven the software required to publish/master an album through the major publishers inserts subliminal advertisements and messages. He is an expert in his field.
You are just some random person on the internet making a claim with nothing to back it up.
You are the well-poisoner.
No.162434
>>162366You appealed to authority first. If you care the content has been linked. Go watch it. If you want documentation there is plenty of it located on the "random youtube channel".
People like you always claim to believe in the scientific method until you disagree with whatever was proved using it. Then it's just "some random guy" on "some random website" and you pretend like the scientific method is something only people involved with mainstream academia can do.
Ironically several people within mainstream academia and the military openly worked on this system and published papers about it. So if you'd bother to read any of the journals you wouldn't need "random youtube video guy" to inform you about it. While the papers are nice a guy demonstrating the system working in the real world is certainly much more interesting and easier for the general public to understand.
What's your explanation for sine wave speech in the ELF spectrum responding to sounds happening in the same room you're sitting in? Ghosts? Spirits? Kami? Or is the microphone crazy and should it be medicated?
>>162352>no way to see its hardwareThe hardware is the radio stations broadcasting the single and the mountains of data centers behind it
>no verifiable tracesAgain see the youtube channel. It responds to what it hears and the guy has proven that time and time again through is own experimentation and by working on audio/video sources from several locations and events. He has proven the voices and sounds "crazy people" are hearing are actually there. Therefor proving they are not "crazy".
>no way to reproduce the findingsYou can easily reproduce his findings by recording anywhere with an open air microphone then running the recording through any audio editing application that allows you to look at the source audio by frequency. Most of this stuff is in the ELF range of the spectrum.
You are the one basically claiming there is someone in the bushes with a microwave gun. This isn't. It's a global signal and anyone can prove it's real easily. It monitors and records anything happening anywhere and it can be used to send audio back to any target which can hear what it's sending while people around them can not. It's the "full spectrum dominance" the military and various intelligence agencies have been bragging about for the last several decades.
If you were actually interested in such things you would have spent 5-10 minutes watching any of the 5 or 6 summary videos he's made about his findings instead of being rude. But I already know reading and critical thinking isn't something you're interested in. Which is why I decided not to waste my time explaining it in detail when I first replied.
You also had the option of ignoring it and remaining ignorant.
No.162435
>>162434>You can easily reproduce his findings by recording anywhere with an open air microphone then running the recording through any audio editing application that allows you to look at the source audio by frequencyok when I get to it in my Free Time™
if you ever had to actually reverse-engineer and verify anything complex for yourself, you'd know video-exclusive narrative format is the worst and most reproducibility-unfrie
ndly way for someone to present their showcase of verification. it's not even something that should be brought up to be realized
not addressing the rest because it's really irrelevant and unhelpful
No.162446
My smartwatch broke...
No.162447
>>162446Not so smart now, is it..
No.162459
https://fccid.io/BCG-E8726Afcc released the iphone schematics
No.162460
>>162459more like the paperwork or regulations and tests
>Have the device evaluated by an independent lab to ensure it conforms to FCC standards>Provide documentation to the FCC of the lab results>Provide User Manuals, Documentation, and Photos relating to the device>Digitally or physically label the device with the unique identifier provided by the FCC (upon approved application) No.162461
>>162446My mean side wants to say "planned obsolescence" and post a smug gif.
My nice side wants to ask "Were you using it for anything your smartphone or dumb watch isn't doing better?"
My internet side says "Post funni pics of broken machine"
No.162462
>>162446my smartass side says "reverse engineer it"
No.162463
Been trying to keep up with this month's gen A slang updates and now I'm physically nauseous and lethargic. Brainrot is real
No.162464
>>162463May we see some examples?
No.162466
>>162465cmon most of this is from years ago step up your game 先輩
No.162467
>>162465This is late-Gen Z slang old man.
No.162468
>>139019i just came to dagasi's new anya set
No.162469
>>162465I've never heard anyone say any of this in real life (aside from lit I've heard that a couple times)
No.162470
>>162465This is all intelligible.
No.162480
>>162461There's nothing funny about it, it just gets stuck on the same screen until the battery runs out. I think it's because I wore it under the rain and the water fucked with it. Guess I'll just go back to my Casio
No.162481
>>162480Update: it works now. No idea why
No.162483
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BAD UNRELIABLE NAIVE MOTIVATOR
¥ after I complete this kuso task, I'll fapsturbate, eat something tasty, play a game, read something fun, watch something, take it easy!
GOOD CLOCKWORK QUALITY MOTIVATOR
¥ after I sit up, I'll jumonjigiri right after
No.162491
Tried reddit for a few weeks, deleted the account.
It's indistinguishable from 4chan save for diversity of topics. Both incentivise to dehumanize yourself, others, and drive engagement.
No.162492
The skunk living in my yard either loves or hates eurobeat. Every time I play some on full volume I smell him.
No.162493
>>162492PTSD from some drifter nearly roadkilling him
No.162496
>>162495I'm not an illustrator and certainly not Japanese, but I used to publish other creations alongside still gathering experience and I primarily stopped uploading due to a problem with perfectionism. It's like how I assume people new to drawing start out just wanting to be able to create coherent doodles, then once they got better they seek consistent anatomy, understanding color theory, diverse poses / settings / designs and whatnot. It's really odd how one's own standards can grow so out of control that they completely cripple your progress, for some at least.
I've also encountered people who can't deal with having an online presence, even if it's free of hate or drama, just receiving a great amount of attention can make them feel scared. There's this rumor that that's the reason for why the "4chan artist" 3AB quit and tried to start anew with other identities.
No.162497
>>162496That's legit as you may end up seeing your online presence as a portfolio, and also reminds me of a sorta counterpoint meme notion how kami-tier artists eventually start just post doodlings of minimal effort (picture very related, that's how the doro abomination started. Funny the original looked low effort but you actually need ingrained skill to pull off how it looks, you could tell by failed redraws).
So it really can be sometimes seen as a push-pull between a work mindset and a play mindset I guess
No.162549
Spent 4 hours procrastinating to mentally prepare myself to go and get groceries, which I will do now and then feel better afterwards knowing that I can do whatever I want for the rest of the week.
No.162550
>>162549Hey that's literally me right now! Are we soulmates??
No.162552
>>162549Do you also shop once a week at opening or closing hours to avoid people?
No.162553
>>162552NTA but wagies' pre-work, post-work, or lunch hours are also bad hours
No.162554
>>162550Did you also get a lot of chocolate and yogurt drinks..?
>>162552>>162553Yep, though I've gotten better with the people aspect and my main problem nowadays is laziness, especially because it requires a lot of different things like having to shower beforehand, having to make sure to get up at the right time and then going shopping itself. I usually do my grocery runs between 8 and 11am, that's when they still have bread stocked up and I'd risk missing it if I went any later, on top of the fact that it feels worse going out in the middle of the day.
No.162555
>>162552The worst part about covid was all the 24 hour stores reducing to regular hours. Now I can't do my grocery shopping at 3am to avoid the herds.
No.162557
>>162554>Did you also get a lot of chocolate and yogurt drinks..?Everyone on kissu is stalking me! Everyone!
No.162558
>>162549I do this, and my supermarket is literally around the corner.
>>162553The quietest hours here are around 11 AM (after wagies have gone off to work, but before lunch) and between 9 and 10 PM (when most people have finished dinner and settled down on the couch, but before the local teens start hanging out and the college kids come to stock up on beer).
>>162557Sometimes I wonder how many of us have met in the same aisle without realizing it.
No.162561
>>162558See you in the pet food isle tomorrow!
No.162564
>>162561Deal. Look for someone wearing a cat lapel pin.
No.162596
>>161504The mental health trend is blowing up because their data is revealing the public psyche is cracking. If it bends too far the status quo laid in place by biology, god, retards, the Will, whatever, etc. will fall apart. There's signs all around that things are coming apart at the seams.
(You don't have to read any of the following. It's all unhappy ranting. That's why I put it in suprise boxes. You are free to not read. : )
Young people aren't marrying, aren't breeding like cattle. The new alpha generation seems to be helpless. Fatigue is everywhere, in the psychics anyways. The disenfranchised grow even more. Society turns into some sick caricature of Universe 25 because of infallible and all-wise biology and Mother Nature. Dump the radiation into the sea already. Salt the earth. They screech with buzzwords while the poison laps at their feet.
I can't wait to see it all come down, tumbling to ground, like the towers.
I can't wait to see Hollywood in flames and their wealth falling to the ground. The senpais' legacy cracks and falls into the gaping void. Ripped apart limb to limb. Yuppies lying dead in the streets.
When they start the World War it will backfire and finally rip apart the entire social fabric they have constructed. This stupid web of hypocrisy and taboo and superficial rules. Hierarchy and he said she said this that gossip.
Or at least that's what I would like to think. I hate them all. I can't even put into words what I feel. Keep them away from me. Maybe this is nothing. But in the occult emotion is worth all its weight.
Maybe there's a spiritual awakening just around the corner. Things will finally turn around.
I don't know what comes next. But I think technology will pick up the weight from here. Then I can finally sleep in peace. No more senseless distress. Let this world slide away.
When you think you finally got away they try to force you back into their game.
I try to avoid this but the way things are heading I think it's meaningless to show or not show. And then I remember the past and the old future I used to believe in. Wistful nostalgia interspersed with hate.Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends, they stand around, they watch you crumble
As you falter to the ground
And then someday
Your friends, they stand beside as you were flyin'
Oh, you were flyin' oh-so high
But then someday, people look at you
For what they call their own, they watch you suffer
Yeah, they hear you calling home
And then someday, we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
Hey, but you left me far behind
Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And then maybe
Now I've said, now, times have changed, your friends they come
And watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer
Yeah, they hold you down, hold on down
Said maybe love, oh, maybe love
Didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far behind No.162601
Kaa-san went to the hospital
No.162602
A single hikarin is potentially up to play MKW with me so now I'm practicing all shortcuts on all tracks again before I'm gonna pretend like I casually stumbled upon his reply. The idea is to bring home gold for Kissu.
No.162607
>>162597ok but that's discriminatory blogging. you can't just break the dictionary to force me to eat and make stuff happen...
>blog>a regular record of your thoughts, opinions, or experiences that you put on the internet for other people to readhttps://dictionary.cambridge.org/dictionary/english/blogbut if your definition gets to be outlined as official for this thread somehow then so be it
No.162608
hate beans
No.162626
I feel like a retard for saying this but I'm using AI to write the skeleton of something and I'm going to basically rewrite it in my own prose but using that as inspiration because I have something somewhat written down is this making sense to anyone?
No.162627
>>162626I did that only for my coursework and the like, for the structure, just to figure out what skeleton should be underneath the meat I have in mind.
People who have to work with LLM bots get absolutely hyper triggered by anything an LLM bot tends to produce. It's poison or a logic bomb sorta contamination. This also includes internalizing how AIs tend to write. I have no idea what you could get inspired by from there.
Ahhh, my anonymous friend, in conclusion, it's not a whisper you're delving in. It's a hum. The hum? That's a whisper. The whisper? A hum. And you better get it right.Dunno how your stuff will look like but those are my 2 cents.
No.162628
>>162627¥ I have no idea what you could get inspired by from there.It's more like I inspired myself, but I can't seem to get the idea to come across well so I'm cheating and directing the AI (prooooompting it) to write a little scene using the stylings of like Stephen King, Chuck Tingle (apparently he's a good writer) and Robert E Howard and then I go back and rewrite the entire scene using my own prose (shit as it may be) into something that is my own words.
Right now I'm playing a tabletop game by myself and I'm using like, card-bots from like chub/jannyAI so horny JO bots n shit but like it just works. Playing GURPS by the way.
No.162630
I'm broke and out of milk
No.162632
>>162628Also for context I'm using deepseek R514 and TNG Deepseek R1T chimera (like it fucking matters lmao :^))
No.162635
Complained about work to mom and now she's pissed off and going to cause a scene tomorrow. It's a troublesome situation...
No.162641
Was napping on and off for a few hours and the dreams started to feel increasingly "evil" and lonely, so I'm glad to be awake for once. The loneliness felt similar to that feeling I used to get as a child when I didn't have a PC yet and woke up at ungodly times like 1am with absolutely nothing to do but to watch boring liveaction media on the TV, making me feel like I'm the only person alive. As for the evil part, a lot of random people were out to get me and for some reason I always emotionally torture my mom in my dreams despite the fact that I love her, been that way for as long as I can remember and always makes me feel horrible upon waking up.
>>162635Is she gonna show up to your workplace and yell at your superiors for treating her babybear anon like that?
No.162649
>>162647Even with MP like that, I have to confess I was mostly joking because I'd actually feel bad doing something like that. He seems sweet and doesn't have a lot of hours, it will be an interesting crossboard tournament (between 2 people).
No.162650
>>162641We work at the same place, but... yeah pretty much. To be fair, my situation at work is kind of fucked up and I will probably quit soon at this rate.
No.162703
I pee'd brown all day. Looked like black tea. Then it suddenly went away. Debating on if I should spend the $400 to have it checked out of if I should just roll with it.
No.162709
Feeling extremely panicky again about my rootcanaled tooth that I haven't gotten filled for half a year now after my last appointment was so traumatic it legitimately scarred me for life. Tooth feels odd and more lifeless than usual and I'm scared. I even got a paper from a therapist confirming I have severe dental anxiety and that a deep sleep treatment is recommended because of the severity of the situation and me refusing to get anything done while even remotely conscious. I called like 15 places in the past and no one wants to do deep sleep treatment for such a supposedly "non-invasive procedure". Not even my health insurance and 2 independent support hotlines I called helped me.
Begging for any knowledgable Germanon to help me out of this mess, I've never been more scared in my life.
No.162710
>>162709>tooth feels lifelessIt's supposed to anon they yanked out the nerves. You can not feel anything in or around that tooth now. That's normal.
Dentist suck. The old man I used to go to sucked. He nearly broke my jaw once but wouldn't give me gas or even proper pain killers. I saw him 5 times total. 4 separate wisdom teeth that I let go far too long (once of which impacted in jaw, which is when he nearly broke it) and a root canal that was badly infected.
Suck it up and go. Find an old man with coke bottle glasses. Only decent one I ever had that wasn't a butcher. Last time I went to a woman and I wasn't impressed. I'm putting off a badly needed visit myself. Probably need at least one pulled.
The crown fell off my root canal like 2-3 months after it was put on and I must have swallowed it in my sleep or something because I never found it. I paid $2k cash for it...at least the stuff under it is still holding up well so I don't have an open hole to get re-infected.
If you really think you can't face it without the laughing gas then go to a GP and ask them to put you on valium or xanax. If you want to go to the street instead those are like $1-$5 a pill depending on where you live. 2mg of xanax should do nicely.
Its going to suck but you don't want to fuck around with your teeth anon. An infection in your mouth can kill you. Also you don't want to end up like my friend that had to have all his teeth pulled because he put things off too long. Now he's still under 40 with a pair of dentures.
No.162711
>>162709>>162710I should have added: The old man which was the best dentist I ever had (I'm seriously, he was really really good) told me this: He never puts anyone to sleep for many reason. But the main one was that he wants to know if he's hurting you. He said if what he's doing hurts then he's either messed up really bad or there are deeper issues. He wanted me awake so he could talk to me throughout the surgery.
Which is why I didn't leave his office with a broken jaw that one time. It took him about an hour to get that tooth out of my jaw. Used a long thing that looked like a crow bar with a cork screw on the end to do it. He screwed it into the tooth then he pushed and pulled as hard as he could for what felt like hours trying to pry it out. Had to take a break twice because he got exhausted. He said there was no way he would have attempted that if I was asleep. He saved me from paying thousands of dollars for that extraction and a major surgery to get it out.
They also really really hate putting anyone to sleep unless it's absolutely necessary. They have to bring in an anesthesiologist to assist with the procedure and those type of doctors make REALLY big money. Since they're always one little mistake away from murdering you. It's a very stressful job and a lot of people don't last very long in that profession.
In other words: You're taking a huge risk every time you go under. It's a huge pain for them to organize that outside of a hospital setting and it costs a lot of money. They also take a big risk with their PR because all it takes is one person dying in the chair for their practice to make the news for all the wrong reasons.
You're wanting to be "put under". Ask if they'll give you laughing gas instead. It's much safer and most places are willing to use it. Short of that you can ask your GP for a benzo like I said. If they try to give you some kind of anti-depressant or anything that isn't a benzodiazepine they're a kuso GP and you probably want to avoid them. Better yet if you're in so good with a shrink ask them. They usually hand that type of thing out like candy. It's no big deal people take them all of the time. Just don't make a habit out of it (aka don't take them daily). It's the same drug they give people that are terrified of flying who are forced to get on an airplane.
No.162717
having a terrified tantrum meltdown right now
No.162733
>>162732Stealth is optional there. They allow you the GEP gun at the start for a reason
No.162734
>>162733But the GEP gun takedown is always the most silent way to eliminate Manderly...
No.162735
>>162732its okay, just be the best cop you can :)
No.162738
>>162732Stick to the prod, prod with the GEP gun
No.162749
>>162710>>162711Thank you very much for your support, I appreciate it dearly.
>You can not feel anything in or around that tooth now. That's normal.That's the scary part, my dentist said the same thing, but this is somehow not the case. After he gave me the root canal, he put medication inside the tooth, temporarily sealed it and had me come in again a week later to take out the med and fill the tooth. He didn't even want to numb that area at first until I insisted out of fear, and even so, even after getting a root canal AND an injection, I've experienced the worst pain of my entire life when he tried to drill the thing open again. Didn't last a single second and I immediately left shaking and crying.
I do not understand it and that just adds to my anxiety, it makes no sense. Everyone tells me "That must've been because it was infected", but it wasn't infected anymore, it was BEFORE the root canal and didn't hurt as bad during it, only after - it has been 6 months now and I still feel that tooth enough to know it would hurt like hell if I were to bite (shabs) with it. I've made that experience multiple times by accident, too.
Tried to go to a different dentist a month after and the past appointment fucked me so much that I had to cancel before even getting the shot. She said "It's not gonna hurt anymore" like she was convinced it was due to the infection too and that proved to me that she, too, had no idea what the cause was and that I was just as likely to experience pain. Also embarrassed myself by randomly starting to cry.
And you have to trust me that what I felt during the nightmare visit was not tolerable, it was so bad that even just the thought of feeling it again for only a quarter second kills me inside, I can't have that again. And I've had this issue with going to the dentist before, it's that last proper appointment that broke me.
Now the next issue.. I got a psychiatrist to give me Tavor, which is supposed to be the strongest anxiety killer they can describe. I wanted to feel confident before making another appointment, so I tested 1mg one night and 2mg another, I stayed up for another couple hours afterwards and I kid you not, I did not notice a thing. Still concentrated, awake, susceptible to anything. No one can believe this, people look at me like I'm lying to them. I still have some pills of it and should try again maybe, it's my only option and I can't into black markets or the streets. I'm not sure if my family doctor is allowed to prescribe me anything of the like, usually only dedicated docs here are allowed to.
Thank you again for your support and I'm sorry to hear you've sadly had to make similar experiences yourself. I wish our teeth didn't need to feel pain.
No.162797
>>162749Tavor is lorazepam. A pretty weak benzo in my experience. I always found others more effective anyway but everyone is different. Sounds like you should take more or request a different prescription because it isn't working.
But you need to understand benzos aren't going to make you black out. At least not in the moment. They just make it so you don't give a shit about anything in the moment if that makes sense. Then if you dose them high enough they make it so you don't commit short term memory to long term memory. Which is how you wake up the next day after "blacking out" without remembering what you did while under the effects of it.
It sounds to me like they didn't get all of the nerve out when they did the root canal. Which is why you're feeling so much pain.
Dentists are usually pretty lazy and it's hard to find a good one. Which is why I said you should shop around and try to find an elderly one that's been doing it for decades. They're still out there but they're dying off and retiring out fast.
The old man I used to go to would numb you with the lidocaine then go work on someone else for 15-30 minutes. Then he'd come back and check to see if you were numb and if not give you a second shot. Then he'd go work on someone else and come back later. He would stack up 4+ people in chairs and stagger them like that so he never worked on anyone that wasn't numb. He would regularly ask throughout if you could feel him working and would give as many lidocaine shots as you wanted. He knew what he was doing.
I haven't found anyone that good since he retired. All you can do is keep searching around and be upfront with them. Once you find a decent dentist stick with them.
I also think you might have confused them about wanting to be put down. Try asking for laughing gas/Nitrous Oxide in particular because it's much safer. Just be prepared to wake up from it to a room of people laughing at all the ridiculous shit you said while you were under. Everyone does it. That's probably the best option if you can't handle the work with a mild-strong dose of benzos. You can mix Nitrous Oxide with benzos and it will cause no harm. At least I know a lot of people that have done it.
The medical system is pretty fucked up. As you've seen they have no issue lying to you. They're mostly concerned about getting you in and out as quickly as possible so they can bill insurance and get their razor thin profit. You really have to shop around to find a good doctor. But if you go through too many they label you a "doctor shopper" and place you on some kind of blacklist. In my experience most doctors are what my father would call over educated dumb asses. They're pretty smug and they think they know everything. Seems to be more of a problem with younger ones. So look around and try to find older male doctors. Maybe start with a GP. Typically, once you find a good old GP they can refer you to other old guys that are decent in other fields. Since doctors hang out in the same social clubs and all that.
Good luck.
No.162798
>>162797As an aside. I'll mention why I said this same dentist was an asshole. Despite being really really good at his job he never wrote me a prescription for opioids. Even though I referred my little brother and multiple friends to him over the years and they all got to come home with a bottle of opioids after getting worked on.
He knew I was on opioids and buying them from the street at the time despite never talking with me about it. For sure he could tell from my pupils constantly being pinpoint every time he saw me and probably from residue in my nose. Or maybe someone told him behind my back. Who knows. Point being I never got my "reward" for enduring the minimal pain he put me through. The pain he put me through was always nothing compared to the pain that drove me to see him. I was in some pretty bad pain every time I went to him. Since the massive amount of opioids I was taking wasn't covering it up and in truth it was a bad idea attempting to mask it that way because I let those teeth go far too long.
All that to say: I was thankful but also offended. Because other people I knew taking more than me always got a prescription and 2-3 days of laying around in opium bliss. I think they had insurance though. They're always more willing to keep people paying in every month high from what I've seen. Or maybe he just didn't like the cut of my jib.
At any rate he was really fucking good at what he did. So it was worth not getting anything but OTC drugs whenever I saw him. I always bought more pills from the street anyway so I guess it didn't matter.
Doctors are constantly judging you like that. Maybe you're doing something without realizing it that makes them think you're trying to scam them or something. I dunno. Impossible to tell without meeting you in person.
You just gotta keep trying until you stumble upon one that takes you serious. Then make sure you never give them a reason to want to stop treating you. That's just how it is.
No.162799
>>162797Thank you very much again for everything. I shall test taking Tavor again and see if I can manage a good enough effect before knowing how much to approximately take to make this easier for me. Will also try to find a dentist using laughing gas for a nice combination of the two. I knew that there are some offering gas here as well, but I didn't feel too confident about it because people I've read from online seemed to be 50:50 on it - some said they barely felt like they just had a glass of wine, others said it worked wonders. I think my worry is that - as with everything else, apparently - people will cheap out again for their own benefit and not provide me with a proper amount or a proper treatment in general. I will try to do my best to get this over with, I can't stand having to think about all of this anymore.
I agree about the medical system, I've only been getting disappointed when it comes to dedicated doctors. I do have been getting lucky with all of my family doctors so far though, they've all been extremely caring, understanding and always treated me like a family member. The current one too, though they seem to be under a lot of stress ever since we've been getting a huge influx of [touchy subject] here, which significantly decreased my satisfaction with the visits, even if I know they're doing their best. I know I'm still lucky to get the most important treatments shoved up my ass for free where I am and I'm thankful for that, I just wish people would do their job right, or more anyway.
Sorry for so much personal stuff in the blog thread.
No.162846
Shat so hard my ass hurts
No.162847
i did alot of yardwork and my body is killing me
this is the first year in my life where i truly no longer feel young
No.162848
>>162847It will only get worse from here.
No.162849
I'm having some teeth troubles because I brush too hard. I brush, floss, and abstain from soda and eat all my ice cream for the day in one go and that's still not enough.
No.162850
got up from the bed and my body is killing me. lethargic all day
i'm still feeling young!
No.162851
ween hurtie after i jo'd too hard ughhhhhh
No.162852
i wish my fancy bidet would hurry up. every aspect of modern society is designed to make your ass bleed and make you overpay for meta mucil & creams
No.162853
I was annoyed by little gnats in room that I saw now and then, so I did the 'glass of vinegar and sugar' thing that functions as a trap and am surprised to see 12 fungus gnat corpses already.
Somehow they die in seconds when they hit the liquid so it's at least a speedy death, not that they're intelligent creatures to begin with that would have a concept of fear or pain.
No.162854
I need to go here more often.
No.162855
my dad said to me "i've never been really into collecting those little figures but after watching it (overlord) i think i would want an albedo figure with all the armor she wears" he was so real for that
No.162896
wow I'm such an apathetic NEET maybe I should try psilocybin
wait a second
my life is a WtNHK reference now!
No.162916
am I the only one with steam connectivity issues..
No.162920
>>162916all your games are gone forver and ever
No.162974
>>162933hey that's me
I'm currently trying to relax at maximum, with no thoughts and feelings about some duty or obligation to relax efficiently or sensibly or whatever. this got me to do some playful freehand sketching practice I kept postponing for later for weeks. I'm still not quite there yet at all, probably because now I'm "competitive" about relaxation again
No.162976
>>162974¥sketching practiceNice, hopefully you have some fun with it! I still do find myself drawing some unprofessional ms-paint sketches for my eyes only, even if i feel nothing. I'm kinda interested in learning how to draw (female) human bodies in different positions and getting the perspective right.
¥no thoughts and feelings about some duty or obligation to relax efficiently or sensibly or whateverAh. I might have a similar problem, kind of. I keep on thinking about the time wasted doing nothing. I've got loootsa of free time, but i still want to spend it right. But my birdbrained brain simply lacks enough fuel to do stuff.
No.163010
congrats you have reached the philosophy and spirituality stage
No.163014
>>162933Sounds like depression.
No.163025
>>162933I'm in therapy, and recently, we talked about "opposite action", and it seems like it would be relevant for your situation.
The long and short of it is that, when you're in a bad emotional state, your behavioral instincts are often wrong. If you identify that you're depressed, or anxious, or even just upset, you have to defy your gut, doing the things it wants you to avoid and avoiding the things it wants you to do.
In your case, you [i]should[\i] force yourself to do stuff that you enjoy. It will definitely feel like a chore at first, but once you've done it enough, your enthusiasm will return.
No.163026
>>163025nta but the only thing that helped me lately is doubling down on the bad feelings because the bad feelings are incompetent in my matters
>I'm in therapyWwat subtype?
No.163028
>>163025Therapy is for faggots and useless. Just a scam to sell medicaments to normalfags. Don't fall to the Big Pharma trick. (((Psychologists))) are the worst scum on earth.
No.163029
>>163025That's a good way of turning someone more anxious and depressed. If you have a problem it's better to judge it by the circumstance and not to try to brute force.
You have to treat your lizard brain like an animal. If it's anxious because it's uncomfortable with the situation, you should go find something more familiar. Depression is more complicated since I imagine there's a bunch of hormones, experiences, and biases at play, but in the case if your lizard brain deciding that you've put in too much effort and haven't gotten a sufficient reward, literally go do anything else. You can keep trying but it'd be closer to a gambling addiction or low-level psychopathy by that point. I imagine skill-saturation in some video game might provoke the same response, if your lizard brain gets its kicks from skill acquisition and it no longer has the cognitive capacity to pick up new skills as quickly as it did initially. Mindfulness and reminding yourself to be present rather than focusing on something else helped me immensely.
No.163030
>>163028this has been utterly and irrevocably pre-debunked into oblivion since 100 years ago when therapies that decided not to go big pharma had emerged and spawned branches that continue to this day, just fyi
No.163032
>>163028Psychologist cannot even prescribe medication
Shows how much you know
No.163033
>>163028Uses terms from the chans, boldly spreads misinfo he could look up easily, needlessly hostile.... we've got a newfriend, lets be kind and heal this anon
Did you watch tsukuyomi yet? it's not necessary but it's what this imageboard is based on
No.163035
please pray for my kaa-san she's having surgery done to remove a blockage in her intestines
No.163042
>>163025>>163028Not sure about therapists. Just knowing that i'd have to pay for the visits, with them probably pretending to "care" is enough for me to reconsider.
>>163030 But i might be wrong.
>>163029>If it's anxious because it's uncomfortable with the situation, you should go find something more familiar.I think it's sometimes required to go through the uncomfortable situations in order to progress.
>in the case if your lizard brain deciding that you've put in too much effort and haven't gotten a sufficient reward, literally go do anything else. You can keep trying but it'd be closer to a gambling addiction or low-level psychopathy by that point.I do find myself trying to complete things i haven't been enjoying for the sake of simply finishing it, like i HAVE to do it. I agree on this.
>Mindfulness and reminding yourself to be present rather than focusing on something else helped me immensely.Most of the time i get carried away by some random thoughts or worries of the future to the point where i'm barely in the present. I should take this advice too.
>>163035Praying for her recovery!!
No.163044
>>163042>But i might be wrong.personally I wouldn't go to therapy even though I could possibly search up and research some gestalt/Jungian/schema therapist that doesn't piss me off nearly as much as DBT/CBT/IFS ones do
unlike the client, therapists no incentive to think outside of their approach box other than to redirect the client to a more fitting therapist. sure they may visit bonus seminars and training, that already work with the presumptive consensus they've already subscribed to.
and that's me not even bringing up that some therapists can be narcissistic or have other mental underdevelopments that make them incompatible with some of the possible clients (and I'm citing pro therapist literature calling this out btw. not everyone are completely retarded out there but that doesn't make them guaranteed to be helpful. good literature I had been getting my hands on may kvetch on clients being lazy on payments or getting too poor to do therapy (I wonder why therapy didn't prevent this huh), but it doesn't shill pharma and forced hospitalizations)
I'm the type where all this sounds like a big gamble to me, but I would understand people who'd go to therapy anyway, at least not completely blindly.
No.163094
>>163042>I think it's sometimes required to go through the uncomfortable situations in order to progressProgress in what way? If you're anxious and place yourself in situations that make you anxious with no strategy, you'll just make yourself more anxious, and probably make yourself depressed.
No.163096
Mom's surgery was a success!
She doesn't have cancer where the blockage was at but apparently a portion of her intestines twisted.
>>163095Okay as a /v/eteran of that shit its easy, you just have to get 24 images/contestants
https://brantsteele.net/hungergames/reaping.phpI
used to have some text files for like, custom events but I think you might have to go on 4/trash/ to find custom events I think I'm not too sure, but we don't need them, it'd just be neat.
No.163098
>>163096Very happy to hear your mom is fine! Twisted intestines don't sound fun either, though infinitely better than the other worry. Did they suggest to do anything about those?
Thanks for the info on HG! I assume custom events would just mean to change text, like replacing getting shot to death to getting banned, things like that?
What about those "Districts", do they just designate which characters are in a group and are ultimately not important?
No.163099
>>163098>do they just designate which characters are in a group and are ultimately not important?Yeah pretty much.
No.163214
>>163211I guess I'm very progressively traditional because I've been using A4 recycled paper for sketch practice
No.163225
Just realized that I looked really good in goth make-up as a teen and could pull it off even today, although I'd need to exaggerate it a bit.
Unfortunately male make-up culture is very dead unless it's exaggerated goth makeup and a very edgy guitar. I don't own such.
No.163229
>>163225Move to Japan and join a band. They all wear makeup, not necessarily goth either. Tons of feminine makeup from guys trying to look attractive to female fans.
In the west unfortunately people are way too insecure about masculinity and in certain countries tend to get angry at people who step outside the role of tough guy. Not seriously suggesting you move to Japan to do this, but it's not dead worldwide at least. There's also that one US politician everyone hates who obviously wears eyeliner, and the other guy who people are divided on with the orange mud face.
If you joined theater or something like that you'd probably get to play with makeup a lot without anyone caring. You're on Kissu though so I assume you have probably no interest in theater.
No.163236
I should just drop all imageboards until I Lunatic 1cc every Touhou game possible
No.163241
>>163236Godspeed anon. I need to motivate myself to catch up on extra stages.
No.163370
>>163310>I realized it's way easier to write by stripping language down to basic words.This is dumb, by limiting your lexicon, you're also limiting your thinking, therefore you become dumber.
No.163371
meditated
No.163375
>>163374if you do it next week i'll rewatch it on my own first because i barely remember shit having watched it way too long ago
No.163376
and then i'll watch the stream
No.163379
>>163375Well, if there's a few people that care then I will, and work out an airing schedule and stream time... so that will take a thread. But I guess if I have a reply already, then I'll think about making a thread discussing it
No.163384
>>163370Feynman's method.
No.163396
Abscess growing in my groin area again. Started just yesterday with still no visible bump and it already hurts like hell. Funnily enough, I've had issues with supposed acne inversa for around 15 years now and it was only today that I learnt that apparently it's an autoimmune disease as well, just like my arthritis. Sometimes I wonder if I will even make it to my 40s.
No.163551
left a bunny shaped cumstain waking up
rabbits rabbits
No.163631
ha ha suckers in front of me lost power but I didn't
No.163918
I'm currently organizing all my files a little bit, been putting that off for years. Feels good and motivates me to be a little more creative now that the source material isn't as spread across multiple drives and hundreds of folders. Let's clean up our drives together.
No.163921
>>163396Do you also have Keratosis pilaris?
No.163925
>>163921Judging by the images I found, that's tough to answer for me. Right now I can only notice some red dots in a grid-like pattern on my knees and the same type will randomly appear on my arms and legs (currently there are none or not enough to think anything of them), but those are all cosmetic with no depth to them or any other observable changes to the skin.
No.163936
>>163925i've had rheumatoid arthritis that turned out to actually be adult onset stills disease which has those symptons, book a rheumatologist appointment and they'll probably figure it out with a blood test
No.163937
>>163936Aaah, thank you very much for the warning! In that case I should be "fine", I've been getting treatment from a rheumatologist for a few years now and need to get blood work done regularly for it, the images I found for that disease also look different now. This MTX stuff I'm getting is also working, though I still hate having to inject it and kind of stopped treatment on my own without telling anyone. I can already feel my joints getting weaker again though, so I should probably start again once I notice pain coming back.
I hope you're getting by fine yourself!
No.163940
>>163937Thanks man, I've got mine under control again recently with biologics and MTX tablets once a week.
Anyway Even though it's a pain in the ass you should resume the MTX cause the disease might cause permanent damage without it. I got onto it a bit too late and at least 6 of my fingers are fucked
No.163945
>>163940That's awesome it's under control, happy to hear! Are your fingers at least mobile enough for the damage to not matter all too much? I got relatively lucky with my hands and elbow, no pain or flare-ups with MTX and the deformations I do have I only notice visually.
My main issue with the treatment is that injections disgust me so much that I feel physically ill alone from the thought. I will have to ask my doc to switch to tablets myself. Also, not to celebrate the disease itself of course, but I do think it's nice to know one is not alone with such an issue even on Kissu.
No.163957
man... eating ultra high sugar food just hurts my mouth...
No.163969
asserted dominance in queue by threating a man cutting in in front of me that I'll start pissing here and now
No.164039
I'm in a content desert right now...
No.164094
Had to take cat to the vet today and was dreading the visit because of the last time I needed a more immediate care appointment, but thankfully the pandemic wait times are gone and I got her in, in only 10 minutes or so. So much better than 5 hours….
No.164095
>>164094Prices haven’t come down though, waiting on a Luigi for these PE firms jacking up the prices on literally everything. If I didn’t have money this would be insane.
No.164124
>>163028therapist = the rapist
No.164149
>>164039Create some
>>164124You make them sound better than they are
No.164213
>>164212Have a girl suck the fluid out it feels great
No.164238
Apparently being terrified, unsettled, and horrified for no reason are bad symptoms.
No.164239
>>164238I might be just excited though.
No.164258
Umamusume has made me want to place a bet on a horse in the Melbourne cup but mum says I have to go to the pub to do that.
Sigh...
No.164259
why not go to Melbourne as a holiday and see the course in person?
No.164261
I'm too busy for that and I hate Victoria and I never want to go back there again.
No.164262
>>164261>Tuesday 4 November, 2025Yeah, that does suck
But you do like Victoria because it has the course in it
No.164263
I assure you, I don't like Victoria.
No.164265
This is why I hate convict state people, they are savages.
No.164363
Against the advice of the internet, I have decided to put supermarket honey on an abscess and put a big bandaid on it. Now I shall see if it attracts flies or gives me botulism.
No.164410
It did absolutely nothing. Maybe made it slightly worse.
No.164416
>>164363>>164410huh why'd you do that
No.164419
>>164363Pork lard is the best abscess absorber/attractor/buster
No.164425
>>162705It's in the OC thread.
No.164429
>>164363I think that would have only worked if you cleaned the wound out first and then applied a small amount of honey, but even then honey as a disinfectant is not as effective as other means. I like that you're trying new things though!
No.164467
My sleeping schedule right now is the complete perfect opposite of a healthy one. Naturally I don't feel even like buying groceries as soon as I wake up, and struggling to stay awake when morning comes just gives migraines and heart strain. I guess I'll have to waste like 5 days fixing it without under-sleeping.
No.164476
>>164475congratulations on your
weight loss journey No.164481
>>164475if you notice your house is slowly become bigger on the inside than on the outside you should write a book about it
No.164483
>>164475The universe is expanding like a balloon.
No.164496
>>164475you're mentally shrinking
No.164566
Just did a 24 hour cycles of falling asleep and waking up. All I need is hydration and stretching before I go back in.
Didn't fix my schedule but I feel quite well-rested. I'll do it again.
No.164624
>>164597>They're less solid than the whole grain pasta I cooked for them.Why are you eating pasta al dente?
No.164630
>>164624Because soggy and mushy pasta is disturbing to my palate? What kind of question is that?
No.164631
>>164630He's probably italian and is genetically disposed to complain about how people eat pasta and pizza. I also cook whole grain.
No.164757
>>164754>dad's mug broke and tea spilled everywherethis is where you should call the manager
No.164795
i fucking hate nightshade plants, i'm starting a movement
No.164803
People near me are launching fireworks late into the night every single day which makes it very difficult to concentrate on anything
No.164816
my balls started to feel like they're on fire as soon as I had entered the Okuu thread
No.164843
sigh had to end my workday with unfinished work that I'll continue tomorrow...
No.164844
in the middle of the trip and my bank randomly stops supporting my android version, what a pain in the ass
No.164850
The government stole an hour of sleep from me. The tiredness never ends.
>>164816That's normal to experience. The ran thread has a similar effect of causing tremors and foaming at the mouth.
No.164859
drank coke for the first time in a few months so i could burp and it worked
what a useful beverage
No.164862
I played in my second chess tournament. A three game win streak put me at about a 1900 performance rating, and gave me the chance to play against (lose to) the two strongest guys in the last rounds. I'm happy with the results and what I learned but not with my actual performance in-game- even my wins were messy as hell. It's a bittersweet feeling.
No.164864
>>164862>even my wins were messy as hellIt's probably good to be unconventional and unique than to learn chess tactics and become predictable, no?
No.164867
>>164864>>164865I meant messy as in I made horrific blunders that my opponents failed to notice and punish properly.
>chess tactics and become predictableIf you mean memorizing openings and theoretical lines, don't worry, I'm too lazy. My best game was against the guy who won the whole thing. Neither of us know very much opening theory, and he deliberately plays sub-optimal but still sound sidelines just to get other players out of their book knowledge early on. I do the same thing but purely by accident because I know on average like four moves of any given opening then just play by intuition. I really hate hearing the simplification that chess is solved, especially on the basis of "I go here he goes there I go there he goes..." It's a lot less rote memorization and a lot more knowing what to look for and how to think in a given position.
No.164868
>>164865Yeah, I agree with this, also I like playing shogi way more than chess, feels more like a frontline/actual battle.
No.164942
This P2P software I wanted to try out apparently requires direct port forwarding outside of the usual firewall rules and it seems like my IPv6 router doesn't support that, so for testing purposes I got a VPN without thinking and immediately afterwards realized I picked one that also doesn't allow for port forwarding, so now on top of the software not working, I also lost money AND I feel obligated to use the slower VPN speed because I paid for it.
No.164943
On a positive note, NND videos now load much faster and I enjoy being able to use it and Yahoo services without having to manually change my user agent every time to get the best experience. Still, I'm very greedy and don't think this alone warrants the additional fee every month.
No.165056
zone out under a bad mood and come back to my senses properly a day later into teary eyes, psychotic breakdown, and a bruised ween that hurts when I pee
man, I'm so Nietzschean right now
No.165130
site I use for streaming broke their player with firefox, so I guess I'm back to using Nyaa
No.165131
three days after cutting a bunch of onions, washing hands a few times and taking a shower and my hands STILL smell like onions
No.165133
want to play majora's mask but i have no n64 and no crt tv
gonno scream
No.165134
>>165130Use ani-cli github.com/pystardust/ani-cli
Better than any streaming site, and faster.
I use ani-cli for kusoanime and nyaa for anime of actual quality.
No.165147
I'm currently getting a crapton off of Soulseek and since the software is still new to me, it really makes me sweat reading alerts of people apparently browsing my own shared files and inevitably finding out I'm the biggest leech known to mankind with nothing to show. Not to justify the behavior, but I have an unreasonable fear of sharing files regardless of label association ever since I got busted many moons ago, so this kind of transparency makes me feel really nervous and ashamed.
No.165148
>>165147I assume they're using a bot to check. Before I started sharing I often got an instant file-check/nag message about sharing when trying to download a folder.
No.165230
Kinda wanna start a thread of ideas for games to play with my classes (as an English teaching assistant)
Tomorrow I think I'll try pictionary
but which words to choose...
No.165231
>>165230Start with the most important words of the english vocabulary:
nigger, faggot, niggerfaggot, burger No.165235
>>165230bingo
jeopardy
topic = fruits
we sit in a circle and go around clockwise
clap clap apple
clap clap strawberry
clap clap grape
clap clap blueberry
clap clap grape oh no I repeated a word so I am out of the circle
foods
grains
fruits
vegetables
dairy
protein
objects in
bedroom
bathroom
living room
kitchen
animals
jobs
colors
numbers
clothing
buildings
body parts
months and days of the week and seasons
No.165237
>>165235Sounds like a 4taba game.
No.165284
>>165283I always make sure to spam control+s from time to time to avoid these kind of things. Is a skill I developed after too many power blackouts.
No.165286
>>165283If you're using Krita sometimes it leaves an autosave file behind
No.165287
>>165283> 8 hours of drawing without savingHow did you learn these levels of confidence?
No.165295
>>165287Not him.... But sometimes when I draw shit just for fun, I can spend 12 hours without saving. Because I don't want to waste disk space on a kuso drawing.
No.165322
>>165295¥I can spend 12 hours without saving. Because i don't want to waste disk space on a kuso drawing.I can't believe this story you're telling me, it's macabre! I believe you. I can sometimes spend many hours sketching ero drawing... Only to delete it later. Yes, it looked decent enough.
No.165324
>>165322I usually just save it as png at the end. And if i have spent a lot of time i just save it on png from time to time, instead on the clip studio save file. For more "serious" shit, I just save normally. Anyways, CSP has good recovery, so I usually don't worry.
No.165330
>>165329I just drop my .mp3's and .flac's on a folder.... and call it a day. And doesn't helps the fact that the average file name is something like this: "
0e0b8b8779fc9c979b7341eb2d3d591d6d5d4d9094e104083e5d10a902a157bc.mp3"
No.165333
This talk about Soulseek just gave me a good idea: If it's often that people will check your stuff back after you browsed their files, you could make a gag folder with intriguing names like "Nigger Rape Beatz Vol. 3" and have all the .mp3s just be extremely loud and distorted farting or pissing noises.
We used to do something similar for our carpools to the 4taba meetup - every person in the group got to chip in a few of their favorite songs to be burned to the trip CD and some of us would edit random doujin tracks to have very low volume before suddenly changing to a loud earrape fart after around 30 seconds or so. I really miss those close calls whenever our driver jumped out of his seat and almost killed us.
No.165335
I tried soulseek but I can't port forward and refuse to do so out of respect for those mooching off library wifi, who also cannot port forward.
No.165353
>>165352This is sweet as it's relatable
I end up also doing sub-versions and branches. Turns into a mess so I also leave notes in filenames to orient myself in future
No.165356
>>165352>>165353Maybe try using git?
No.165366
any movies or backlog worth watching?
No.165367
>>165356use a gui for git and worry about kissu cred later
No.165379
>>165352he HATES feet
probably HATES their reviews too
No.165381
>>165379More specifically I hate the topology of feet in regards to 3D modeling. Feet are okay and staring at references of them for so long has given me an appreciation for them.
No.165397
rained
now i feel the smell of rain on concrete and leaves
No.165415
>>165414You could have told everyone what you thought about it on /amv/!!!!!
>>/amv/7777 No.165426
Spent 14 hours straight on masturbatings, continuing
No.165450
IM HORNY
No.165451
SHORT FOR THE HORNED REAPER
No.165504
>>165479abhorrently bad but in a very original, endlessly entertaining way
No.165506
>>165479Thank you very much for asking, how are you yourself?
I've been better than usual because I received news that I will soon apparently get my NEET bucks not from the unemployment office anymore, but something else that I was told is usually reserved for "lost causes". This is exciting because it SEEMS like I won't have to answer to anyone anymore and will receive money regardless of actively working on my mental illness via therapies and such? I pray that this is correct, but I am not quite sure and it's a difficult thing to ask about without obviously revealing that I just want to be left alone and stay at home 24/7 with zero responsibilities ever.
No.165510
>>165509I think cloudfare is down right now.
No.165515
the incident that neko miko raymoo cannot solve
No.165535
took me an embarrassingly long time going through life to realize that i could just copypaste my images with corrupted thumbnails to fix them
No.165542
I am going to practically bathe in this aloe vera gel I bought.
No.165544
File:ok.jpg (189.07 KB,400x500)
>>165479I feel extremely bad.
But if I come here I feel better. The internet picks me up as long as it isn't the surface. I feel human again.
The more obscure the better. The more inhuman the better.
Humanity is dehumanising.
No.165648
cat fully embracing this piece of shit lifestyle
>>165620have you tried eating broccoli?
No.165655
>>165650The jacaranda tree told me it was somewhere in the southern hemisphere anyways.
No.165656
>>165654what's the little chicken eating?
No.165657
>>165656She's drinking some mate, but the wrong way! She got detained and is now serving in jail for going against local customs.
No.165658
>>165657>She's drinking some matedo you intent to make the screeching thing shit itself to death
No.165659
>>165650i'll do you one up. the restaurant's is in south CABA
No.165660
>>165658It'll shit itself regardless.
No.165666
birds poop like every half hour anyways
No.165672
Reminder for Anonymous to regularly switch to a clean cup for improved taste. I'm surprised every time how good my cheap powder coffee tastes when I don't drink it out of the black-stained cup I haven't cleaned in 2 or months or so.
No.165674
>>165672I don't know about coffee, but citric acid helps a lot in removing tea sediment from mugs.
No.165679
>>165674Thank you, I shall try that soon! I usually just soak the mugs until I can't get around doing the dishes anymore and that already helps a lot for stain removal, but it's still a chore.
No.165697
>>165672>I haven't cleaned in 2 or months or so.you can seriously think this is normal
you are not even tasting coffee there, just rot & aerobic bacteria detritus
No.165698
>>165672Dude what the fuck, use detergent? It takes 7 seconds to thoroughly wash a cup. Maybe a little longer if you have to wait for hot water to come out.
No.165699
>>165697Well, it's a balance thing for me. I only have like 5 mugs and hate doing the dishes, so I try to make do with one for as long as possible, which is usually when the residue has gotten so much that it cracks and I start to actually notice the chunks when drinking. This way I can put off cleaning until I worked through every mug.
No.165700
>>165699Fam you don't understand, when it gets to that point you have genuine, veritable bacterial colonies and their literal poison detritus. That's why it tastes weird.
You drink that shit, the solvent-detritus in the water goes straight to your system. You are literally raping your immune system with pathogenic and mildly poisoned water.
No.165701
In short dishes and food and anything that involves fluids has 3-4 before serious health risks start appearing. Washing the dishes isn't a just chore it's an actual risk management thing.
No.165705
>>165700Oh.. Thank you for the detailed explanation, I honestly wasn't aware it's as big of an issue as this makes it sound like. I'm aware it's an unsanitary and disgusting practice and shared my laziness story to entertain, but I will try to be better about this then.
No.165707
>>165701I hate people that use like 15 different kitchenware and dishes just to eat a fucking sandwich and then don't clean anything until the next day.
No.165712
>>165672Baking soda bro, use it to scrub the stuff
No.165715
I do the same thing with my coffee mug although to a far lesser degree. I'll use it for about two weeks and then pour some boiling water in it to clear out most of the debris. I guess I'll start washing it properly too...
No.165716
I always reused one mug and plate for most of the week when I had to share a dirty kitchen with roommates in college (because cleaning them hardly made a difference in that place germ-wise), but ever since I got my own place, I've been using a new mug, water glass and dinner plate every day and try to do the dishes at least once every 2-3 days. Only the breakfast/lunch plate gets reused until I do the dishes because I can just wipe the breadcrumbs off.
Experience has taught me that's the best balance between effort and result. The kitchen never gets too cluttered to use, I never feel too disgusted using it, and the effort/result balance of doing the dishes adds up to being easy enough to start but satisfying enough to finish.
They should teach this kind of math in home economics class.
No.165717
/qa/ mansion residents are coming along nicely
No.165718
>>165717Getting a dishwasher was the best decision we ever made
No.165743
>>165741probably swaps posting styles like any anon tends to do
No.165763
>>165762I make subtle court threats around documented no-no fuck-ups so my "notice" is immediate
No.165765
>>165762I did this like a year ago and it felt great for the first couple months but now I just feel like a lazy piece of shit and I'm miserable. Having a job sucks but at least it gives you some sort of direction in life.
No.165766
>>165765¥it gives you some sort of direction in life.A good hobby can do this much better, not like playing vidya or watching anime alone all day but either something creative like gunpla, molding, art, something else with clear goals and accomplishments
Or it can even be something like playing vidya and watching anime all day if your really into it going to real life events and such and actually immersing yourself, but that can be expensive if the events arent near you (as a NEET it hurts a little to spend 1k every year to go to reitaisai but I'll never miss it)
No.165767
>>165766>as a NEET it hurts a little to spend 1k every year to go to reitaisai but I'll never miss itHow do you accomplish such a feat, do you completely skip out on any luxurious purchases until RTS comes around every year? I consider myself cheap in regards to food and clothes, but I'd have to stop myself from price hunting certain tech to achieve something like that and that sounds really hard.
No.165768
>>165765It really depends on the job. Factory work is a mixed bag, sometimes you get a decent position that's dull but comfortable for the most part, and sometimes you're just fucked with long hours, constant overtime, and the work itself is soul crushing and physically impacting your health.
No.165770
>>165766I don't have any hobbies anymore, that's why I liked having a job since it gave me something to do. I just didn't like the meetings and having to wake up in the morning every day.
No.165772
>>165767For the most part, I pirate all non-indie games I play and buy most indies on sale, and pretty much only spend on collectors items when Im in Japan which tends to use all my savings
When it comes to tech I havent upgraded my PC in close to 10 years and good parts were much cheaper then, but it can still run ER 60fps at 2k so its good enough for me
Im also from a moderately wealthy family, so that probably helps No.165774
>>165766>A good hobby can do this much betterDepending on your mind structure, external pressure is a good driver to evolve your mind
Hobbies don't provide that at any meaningful extent
No.165775
>>165768Yeah I (anon that is quitting) work in a factory. It's not bad, but we've been working overtime 10 months out of this year. It's pretty miserable.
They said I'm free to come back within the year and be totally reinstated which is great. Personally though, I'd like to get some sort of education, and then maybe come back for a more interesting position. We'll see what happens.
No.165776
>>165774>good driver to evolve your mind>Hobbies don't provide that at any meaningful extentYou can be passionate about hobbies and not just use it as idle entertainment?
No.165781
>>165776External pressure is very unique qualitatively
No.165782
>>165781I dont see how pressure to sit in a chair for 8 hours is going to expand my mind. Telling my closest people that I was setting my mind on accomplishing something difficult is enough pressure for me.
No.165830
>>165782Easy
It would make you want a better life
No.165831
>>165765I can't help but feel that direction is just waiting for something better when that could be grasped if you were internally motivated enough.
No.165835
>>165833starwars starwars
No.165838
great, my youtube feed has gone from horse anime girls, to construction videos, to questionably-true history
No.165839
>>165838I'm not too consistent with this myself, but I generally recommend watching any and all Western content in either a private window, or a different browser to keep your main page clean. I've also found that using a Jap VPN results in slightly better related videos.
What's a little odd though is that my main page has almost completely stagnated, as if refreshing an offline page.
No.165840
For some reason youtube stopped working for me entirely if Im not in an incognito window, been like that a week now
No.165841
>>165840Are you using firefox or a fork? Jewtube is always fucking up those that don't use chromium
No.165844
>>165841Im on brave, never had a problem with youtube until now
No.165852
man I wish I had a friend to discuss my schizo theories with
No.165885
>>165882What does this mean??
No.165906
I've been dissociating a lot lately. I wake up and feel like a marionette, propelled forwards by some force not of my own doing. AI killed the entry level positions I was applying to, turning them into a combination of the same tech gig work given to third worlders and ghost listings to justify H1Bs, so I work a dead end service job living paycheck to paycheck instead. I earn too much to be in poverty, to earn any government benefits, and too little to pay off credit card debt or to build any savings. For hours I watch YouTube, when not working, without a single thought crossing my mind. When lucidity returns to me in brief moments, I wonder to myself: "Is this really all there is?" I have a roof over my head. I can (barely) afford food. I can't afford anything I actually want. I can't afford healthcare. I've been having a nagging pain in my back that's been on and off for the last two months. I think one of my kidneys is failing or maybe I have a renal tumor or something. Last time the doctor said it was kidney stones, but kidney stones don't persist for over a month or come back so soon, do they? During my most recent flashes between lucidity and dissociation the thought of death has crossed my mind a number of times. At first I was panicky, like usual, but if I barely feel alive to begin with, death doesn't seem much of a downgrade. Calming, in a perverse way. I'm barely conscious anyways. Just a replaceable cog in a capitalist machine to be used up and discarded when worn through. I feel like I'm going to die soon. Be it from some untreated condition or a car accident or something like that. Living is not enjoyable like this.
No.165907
>>165906I might be wrong here, but don't kidney stones have to get surgically removed if they're too big? If so, the question is whether or not your doctor said there's nothing to worry about and you'll pee them out eventually.
No.165908
>>165906Keeping track of the present and consciously remembering what is happening, what you want to do, what happened today, etc, like a checklist can bring back the lucidity. I can only imagine the feeling of dissociation is just a form of stress relief, and the lucidity is you getting bored from it and considering different things. When I worked I did the exact same thing.
No.165909
Or rather, I'd listen to music and read books to zone out.
No.165911
>>165906same. I wasted my life for a job that I'll never have. feels like I'm waiting for days to roll over so I can go to sleep. I don't enjoy anime anymore. I don't enjoy talking to people either. I think I'm having nightmares every night. I wake up gasping for air and I look like a ghost in the bathroom mirror. something makes me forget what I saw in my dreams, and maybe it's better this way.
No.165912
>>165906Life truely is suffering when there's no good anime on weekdays
No.165918
>>165911not enjoy things like you used to is a common symptom of depression. consider seeing a psychiatrist
No.165919
>>165911go get checked for sleep apnea
No.165920
bought a logitech m720
by god, it's like getting out of plato's cave.
No.165921
>>165907Yeah. I'm pretty sure my kidneys are just fucked though and there's something worse wrong with me that I can't afford to get treated. For at least the last 5 years I've had microscopic blood in my urine and eating lots of dairy in one sitting (like eating a pizza) causes my urine to go cloudy. Neither of which happened to me in the past. Last time I went to the doctor about this, I couldn't reproduce cloudy urine at the doctor and so they shrugged it off. I've avoided dairy out of caution since then but with this happening without a clear cause makes me worried I'm falling apart.
No.165922
>>165921Microbleeding in urine isn't necessarily some catastrophic thing, but it could align with a lodged kidney stone that also explains your pain. You're likely too young for kidney disease to really enter the picture at all.
Your symptoms including the cloudy urine and inability to produce it in a doctor's office sounds pretty similar to the stuff I've had in the past. Mine just went away after a few years and I don't know why. The first time the doctor saw the micro bleeding in my urine he seemed completely nonchalant by it, a couple years after I passed a kidney stone, so it seems like it doesn't mean much on its own.
No.166005
My loosenee boxers I wear at home slip down when I walk... Stopped by the crotch of the pants... I put everything on but technically become nopan as I walk, and no one would see that...
No.166008
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I'm not prematurely angry at people anymore. By extension of removal of entitlement of expectations, fear is gone, too.
I was really silly about wasting energy on being classically edgy as my baseline.
Anger means concern and a desire to fix, desire suggests a lack, grooming a mind into desire is grooming a mind into a lack. One has to earn the concern and not lose it by being disappointing. If I may choose, I'm certainly not fixing for free.
If someone unworthy digs their own grave by losing you as an ally and earning you as a manipulative competitor that rips throats for own safety - that's their ride. You refuse negativity, and processing their own negativity stays as the emotional labor they will be burdening themselves with, without your help.
Zero energy politeness and indifference are the best.
No.166024
this year we had duck instead of turkey and it was the right choice. So crispy and delicious.
And sweet potato pie; much less sweet than the normal ones that had me overwhelmed.
No.166025
I had tacos and sat alone in my apartment.
No.166027
>>166026because I'm not American haha epic pranked
Yeah they were good, I eat the same three dishes every week all year long and tacos are one of them because it makes me at vegetables at least.
No.166033
Fuck I hate myself for eating my grocery run supplies in a week and not at least in two weeks or ideally three. Goodness gracious I don't want to look at the norms in the store... Maybe I can buy myself a few more days with the right last resort gruel...
No.166034
>>166033Have you considered having your groceries delivered?
No.166035
>>166034Strangers at my doorstep is my nightmare fuel
No.166041
I think I'm done with pirating for a while.
I just spent the entire day cleaning my computer because one of the exe's launched a command prompt and then I found something called Banshee running in Task Manager which installed a bunch of other exes and then literally broke my Windows to the point that I had to reinstall the whole thing. It tried to be clever like adding my entire C: drive to the Windows Defender exclusion list and literally removing the Windows Malware Removal Tool. I finally got rid of it it seems using a combination of Malwarebytes and the Windows Defender offline scanner. And now I have reset every single password I've ever used since I have to assume it got them.
Whoever did this is an idiot though because if they just properly cracked the game and it ran I probably never would have noticed.
No.166042
>>166041Bit late to say this after the incident, but you are supposed to run pirated games on a separate machine or in a VM that never has access to anything important.
Keep this in mind in the future.
No.166043
>>166042Even VMs are not safe. Separate machine is the go-to
No.166044
>>166042The game would run like crap if it had to go through the overhead of being run in a VM.
No.166047
>>166041No fucking way, viruses in this day and age? Are anti-virus companies trying to get relevant again? What did you download, when is it from and where? It's genuinely weird to hear someone getting their PC infected, it honestly feels like nobody bothers putting up malware online anymore. Maybe it's just me because I don't download the stuff that attracts the most pirate traffic?
No.166051
>>166041How did you get a virus, you downloaded from a random page or person? Was it a sussy uploader like IGG games
No.166052
I feel like freemasons are watching me I keep seeing the number three everywhere
No.166053
>>166052I think you should tell someone close to you about these concerns. To protect them as well.
No.166054
>>166053Youre right I should tell my mother and father so all 3 of us can stay safe
No.166057
It's no wonder dogs chase cats when they make such cute whines
No.166059
Frustrated with myself because I "want" to work on creative stuff, but I feel so deprived of energy that I've just been procrastinating for over a week and get nothing done. It's not like I haven't been working on things at all, but it feels bad doing it even though I'd like to continue. I wish I still had the energy from when I was a child.
No.166060
The bitterness of life dissolves all ambition
No.166072
>>166059Just channel Shia Labeouf and do it
Not like you’ll feel better procrastinating
No.166080
>>166059This probably sounds like a broken record but you really need to do three things to "work correctly" again.
You can't feel energized without eating decently. You gotta eat until you feel proper full at least every once in a while. Healthy food is preferable but the primary requirement is having a proper meal. sedentary lifestyle makes it easy to get by with less food than you actually need.
Exercise sucks, I found that running in place until Im at my limit to be the best compromise of doing any exercise at all in any sort of consistency.
Something that gets mentioned way less is meditation. It's basically a silver bullet to kuso attention span, but its the mental version of exercising which takes a toll. Necessary to get "fixed" but none of this is fun to do.
My preferred style of meditation is counting breaths and visualizing the number of the breath in my minds' eye. Breath in, visualize the number 1, breath out, visualize the number 2, etc etc. Restart from 1 when you notice that you lost count.
Note that the purpose is to notice those moments where you slip and lose count. You are rewiring yourself to notice when your attention wanes and slowly rebuilt the span time. You're not supposed to keep the count going from start to finish consistently, that has to come naturally over time.Set either a timer or some ambient music (something that doesn't distract or draw attention, anything closer to white noise, even music primarily played with a piano can be too much), start with 5 to 10 minutes until you do 20 minutes consistently. Longer could be better, but from tests that people conducted, 20 minutes a day seems to be enough to make substantial changes if you do it
consistently every day.
No.166082
>>166072>>166080Thank you very much, I appreciate the tips a lot and the meditation exercise actually is new info to me personally. Even if it wasn't, I think a broken record is beneficial more than anything if it reminds you of something positive.
I shall give this a try, but if you don't mind me asking, how do you deal with the fact that it seems necessary to "waste" your time on exercises like these as an adult? It's a demotivating thought to me that, when I was younger, none of this was necessary and now I basically have to prepare myself to engage in fun activities. Though, now that I think about it a little, perhaps that isn't even true and as a kid you just automatically exercised when you had to go to school and learn? And that now you have to simulate that in the comfort of your own home, which definitely makes it sound better.
No.166084
too tryhard of advice. Life sucks and that's why you don't feel motivated. When you realize that you're unhappy, you can do the things that matter and focus your anger and hate towards the things that you want to change.
No.166085
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Make yourself stubbornly convinced anything accepts you - you'd act less like a mixed signal nuisance wreck as seen by others, so you wouldn't be wrong.
No.166092
>>166082>how do you deal with the fact that it seems necessary to "waste" your time on exercises like these as an adult?The human body is, at the end of the day, a flesh machine. When it's "fresh out of the factory", it operates well as you'd expect something out of the box. I'm no physiologist or anything but I also presume that when a kid is still growing, this sort of "maintenance" is less necessary simply because you're growing and changing.
That's for the physical state at least. Mentally, as a child everything is naturally interesting because everything is new. Over time you start seeing the patterns though, you more or less know what to expect, and if it's not really critical, the mind would rather put it off until its necessary. As you grow into an adult, you start forming habits based around those patterns. For those of us who lead a sedentary life in particular, the bulk of your natural habits are "waste only the bare minimum of energy". Even if you have some hobby you wanna dabble in, you have to swim against the current of your habits that naturally draw you in the direction that you've built up over your life. You likely haven't noticed it, but if you pay attention, you'll probably notice that to certain varying degrees, your habits drive your life rather than your desires and will, as if you're in some form of autopilot of varying degrees of control.
Meditation acts as a sort of "hard stop" to the habitual flow of your life. Know how people sometimes suggest doing something unusual in your life for a change of pace? To break the monotone? Same principle. You stop going with the flow of your habits, this shakes off your autopilot mode, you start paying more attention to what you are doing and you take over your actions more directly. Meditation is as about clearing the mind as it is about toggling off your habit-driven autopilot. The brain isn't really capable of adapting to this "anti-habit" ritual, it naturally draws to the autopilot state. When you meditate, what you're doing is essentially spotting the moments where your mind slips into the autopilot mode, and you reign the control back in to yourself. As you keep training this brain-yanking, your attention span and willful control naturally improves, similar to how lifting something heavy becomes easier the more you actively do it.
Keep in mind that you're "curing" a "condition" you've built up for years if not the majority of your life. It's not gonna be enjoyable, but it makes you somewhat thankful that you "only" need to waste 20 minutes on meditation a day to fix it.
No.166093
>>166092>When it's "fresh out of the factory", it operates well as you'd expect something out of the box.Depends on the signals it was fed during gestation, actually. Some can be very fake or inaccurate.
No.166157
The fancy cologne I mistakenly used for my lone hike made me stink like some fuckboy, I fail to relax at home now.
No.166163
Sorry I meant to quote you, but I realize now you never explicitly said the actual price so it's no longer a quote.
￥€2880 GPU
￥neetbux
They did you a favor, what were you thinking getting into debt for? Slightly better anime porn generation abilities?
No.166167
>>166163It would be mostly for multimedia stuff like quicker upscaling, genning less important resources like BGs, overlays, accent objects and simple models for editing, though of course also the porn and a tiny bit of gaming. You're certainly right the money would be super tight for the next 3 years, but it would be really cool..
No.166179
I'm starting to think I have some kind of neurological disorder related to humor. If something is funny I don't just go "haha" and move on, I laugh at first, then try not to laugh, then let out some kind of wheezing noise, whoever I'm with notices it and laughs at me, and then I become hyperconscious about it and double over in total hysterics for at least five minutes on and off. It goes all the way back to my childhood, and one of my earliest memories is of dying lauging like this at George Bush.
For all of yesterday and today, I was stuck in a merch booth at a completely dead event with nothing to do except peoplewatch and make smartass comments. And even now I still randomly start rolling in bed and laughing so much I think I might die.
No.166286
>>166285it's inbad taste to write it thrice
No.166288
not sure if youtube broke my player or my browser broke..
No.166290
>>166285By your powers combined, i'm canadian
No.166296
>>166291Do you have a stable source of funds?
If so, keep it up.
No.166297
>>166167Unless it's an actual business expense, you'd just end up salty you don't have the 6090 before your last payment.
No.166298
just wanna kill myself really badly
in a few weeks it'll pass
go to work tomorrow or not...
No.166299
>>166298Just work away the suicidal thoughts
No.166302
>>166298Quit your job and it'll pass
No.166316
>>166288i tried disabling adblock and it's still doing it...
No.166317
>>166298If you don't think you're the problem, get a different job. If you think you're the problem, then fix what makes you feel that way(idk how)
No.166321
>>166301After the flight switch I made it in around the same time that I would’ve originally. So I guess things worked iut sorta not really because the flight had already been delayed so long beforehand that I ended up with a midnight arrival instead of an afternoon one.
No.166339
Decided I'm just gonna neet and not go to school cuz then I don't have to worry about budgeting and live it up
No.166343
had a dream i had a cute japanese girlfriend half my height again
No.166367
As red paint, blood really sucks.
No.166368
>>166367speaking from experience?